Chapter 27
The words don't come from Elsa's mouth, she just looks at that hand on her abdomen. 'Damn.. what do I do now..? Should I tell her something, the truth or..?' she swallows hard and takes some breathes before trying to speak.
"Anna.." she repeats the name of the younger woman who is looking at where her limb is, there's a swollen scar and to her it's seems like it's healing slowly and it's a big one.
"What's this?" She asks confused, she truly is. "When did you hurt yourself?" was it recently?
"A while ago.. it's nothing, really.." The blonde doesn't know how to deal with this situation, nobody knows about it except for Marshall and he had to know only because he is her layer and guardian, even if it doesn't matter that much know that she's an adult with her own house, job and money to provide to herself.
"It seems serious, not nothing.." Anna says with a whisper and the tips of her fingers starts brushing lightly that skin and that action makes jolts a little the older woman. "Did I hurt you?" she asks noticing the reaction of the blonde.
"No, it was unexpected.. it doesn't hurt anymore." She's debating with herself to tell or not Anna. She doesn't know if it could be right to tell her that now. 'Well, maybe not that, that..'
"Would you tell me what happened..?" she takes the blonde's hand between hers and lifts her gaze up to meet the other woman's eyes. There's worry, pain and fear in those icy blue eyes and Anna is starting to reconsider what she has just proposed, if it is that painful for doctor maybe it's better to not ask and to wait when she's ready, but Elsa stops her before she speaks again.
"It happened before I arrived at the Arendelle General Hospital, before I sent the paper to your father to apply for the job." The blonde decides to tell her how she get it, but she is not ready to tell her everything about that awful period. "I was at my night shift and when I was making a walk to stretch my legs.. I, listen I should warn you, it was pretty bad, if you don't want to hear of it I won't tell you." She needs to not scare her, she wants Anna to be safe even from her past, even if she doesn't understand very well why she wants to keep her oblivious of those eventful moments in her life.
Anna thinks about that for a few seconds before speaking again, she's curious after all, it's in her character. "If it's not too painful to you.. I'd like to know everything about you, but at your time, I don't want to force you." Elsa gives her a soft smile at her words, she's so caring that makes the blonde warms with something she hasn't felt for a while now.
"I won't go in the details, as I said it was pretty bad.. while I was walking I noticed that someone was in trouble and I went to help them. I managed to make them leave but I couldn't.. I tried to fight and leave as well but I wasn't that lucky, I got stabbed by a scalpel several times..I was left alone when the attacker thought I was going to die and before I lost my consciousness I managed to call for some help." The blonde doesn't have the courage to keep her eyes on the redhead's ones, instead she focuses on their hands which are linked together.
Anna stays quiet for a while, she can't believe that that wonderful woman in front of her was a victim of such a cruel event, how could someone be so bad, evil? She doesn't really know in what kind of trouble that person was but she has a feeling it's better to not know it right now. And in this exactly moment the redhead feels she needs to be closer to Elsa, she needs her to know she is there for her no matter what and she feels anger, a lot of anger to whoever did that. It's like after that confession Anna has this kind of newfound protectiveness toward her.
"I am so sorry.." the redhead manages to say after a pause that seems to be lasted for too long.
"Don't be.. it's not your fault." Elsa answers trying to let out a smile and finally meets Anna's eyes. The blonde is a bit surprised by what she's seeing in those turquoises pearls: care. The most important thing she notices is that there isn't any kind of pity on Anna's face and that means a lot to her, because for once she isn't treated like a broken child, she isn't treated like someone who only needs help and comfort.
"I'd punch whoever did this in the face." She declares nodding her head without an apparent reason.
"Well, if it is for any kind of comfort, the responsible is paying the price for this." Elsa takes Anna's hand on her scar in order to make it clear, then she leans forward and kiss Anna's forehead, that action makes the redhead sighs and closes her eyes as soon as she feels the blonde's arms are embracing her, she just wants to enjoy the moment and she could stay like this forever. Maybe she will.
"Thanks for telling me, by the way.." Anna speaks softly after some minutes of that peaceful hug. She raises her head to meet Elsa's eyes and smiles at the softness she finds in them, even if it's a topic pretty delicate to the blonde, she manages to sense the relief of talking about that with someone else, and she'll be eternally grateful to her for letting her know it.
Anna leans forward and places gently her lips on Elsa's ones, she's a little taken back but she responds to the kiss almost immediately.
'She is staying with me even after what I told her..' Elsa tries to fight back all those overwhelming emotions and keeps close the other woman to her own body. They stay like that for a while, kissing and sharing without words mutual feelings, when their tongues find each other they begin to let out soft moans. Anna's hand is still on the scar while the other one is on Elsa's cheek rubbing it slowly with her thumb. Elsa's hands are on Anna's back, keeping her close, she isn't sure why but she needs to feel the younger woman near.
Anna ends for a moment the kiss making Elsa whimpers inside but as soon as she understands what's going on the blonde smirks. The redhead sits on her lap and returns kissing her, this time her attention is on Elsa's neck, Anna's lips stays on the blonde's pulse point and she bites it gently a few times. The young doctor can't help but let out content sighs from that lovely touch of those warm wet lips and her hands go down Anna's back and find her hips, squeezing them gently. Anna's mouth starts to make its way down on Elsa's chest, the woman is still wearing her shirt and it blocks a bit the way for the redhead, so she starts unbuttoning the clothing but as soon as the first button is done she stops for a second caressing the now exposed skin.
"Is it okay for you..?" Anna asks with a low voice that makes the blonde's belly flutter. Elsa opens her eyes slowly and she's greeted by those now dark eyes of the other woman in front of her on her lap. The blonde would like to say that a part of her says it feels a bit rushed and early, but she decides to don't listen to that thought and focusing on the beautiful person she has there.
"As soon as you're here with me, it's more than okay." Elsa places a long kiss on Anna's lips, making her moans after not long and she restart undoing the shirt of the blonde below her. The blonde's hands, that are still on the redhead's hips, begins to go up under her clothing. Elsa makes travel slowly her fingers on the woman's bare back and she smirks under her lips when she feels the goosebumps on Anna's skin.
Once Anna manages to unbuttoning the blonde's shirt, she takes it off and ends the kiss to enjoy the amazing view she has right now in front of her eyes which begin to scan every single inch of the now exposed skin. At the sight of those breasts and the nipples that tries to make their presences clear under the black silk bra Anna's mouth becomes dry and she finds herself staring and speechless at the beauty of the blonde. Anna doesn't manages to let not a single word and at that reaction Elsa can't help but keep smirking, she's starting to like this side of the redhead.
"Do you like what you're seeing, dear?" the blonde puts some room between the two of them to give Anna more to appreciate.
"…yeah… wow…" the younger woman manages to say only those sort of words and her right hand slowly reaches the breast. It's soft under her touch and she tries to fight the urge to gently squeeze it, but then she feels the blonde's hand on hers and hears something from Elsa.
"If you want to… you can touch it even without this.." she looks at her bra and squeeze lightly her hand on the redhead's one and they both let out a moan for different reasons: Elsa, because of the feeling of having her breast squeezed by that wonderful warm hand; Anna, because she could spend hours enjoying the other woman's body. When Anna returns to her senses she leans closer to Elsa's neck and start kissing it, going down, while her hands start undoing the bra.
At the same time Elsa's hands return to the redhead's back and while they're going up the blonde notices something pretty interesting.
"Oh.. that's interesting.." Anna realises to what Elsa is referring and she smirks.
"I'll be totally honest with you.. I didn't except this turn of the events for this evening," she takes of the black bra and now she can see clearly those erect nipples that are greeting her. "even if I have to say.. I was waiting for this moment to come." Her fingers walks slowly on the exposed breast touching lightly the nipples, making the blonde sighs loudly. "I wanted to wait for you to be ready, for the right moment.. I don't want to do anything you don't want to." Elsa waits for the redhead to look at her in the eyes and smiles gently at her.
"It may be a little soon, but I become aware of one thing in these past few days and that is I want you. I want us," she keeps looking at those breathtaking turquoise eyes "and assuming it's a mutual feeling, I think that the right moment is right now. Life is too short, and I don't want to waste anymore time without you in my life. You managed to make my life brighter, before you came into my life, everything was dark and colorless, now? There's light everywhere, and that's all because of you." Anna's eyes are starting to be filled with tears because of all the emotions she's feeling in that moment. She's still on Elsa's lap with her hands on her breasts when the blonde finishes her speech, it's a bit weird having this kind of conversation when one of them is half naked, but that doesn't matter much to the both of them.
"That's.." she tries to find the right words, but nothing comes in her mind. "I honestly don't know how to reply to that.. I just want to thank you and show you how much you mean to me." She leaves momentarily the blonde's chest and puts her arms behind Elsa's neck and she leans closer to her lips. "You mean a lot much than this." and she kisses those soft lips. "There are no words to express myself right now, let me show you." Her thumb gently touches the blonde's bottom lip and Elsa just nods at her keeping her hands on her bare back, while the redhead's attention returns to her cleavage.
Anna starts to give some kisses along the way to those gorgeous breasts earning wonderful sounds from the blonde. When she arrives at her destination she smiles at herself and takes the right nipple in her mouth moving in circle her tongue. Elsa bites her bottom lip trying to suppress a moan. It has been a long time since she's been in such an intimate situation with somebody else and she's enjoying every single moment of it. While Anna keeps licking the erect and sensitive nipple her right hand begins to go down to Elsa's waist and starts to unbuttoning the jeans she's wearing. In the meantime her left hand plays with the other nipple that is looking for some attentions too. Anna's hand unzips the jeans and goes inside, caressing gently the area covered in what she thinks it's silk panties and soon enough when her fingers slips down she smirks.
"Oh my.. you're so wet.." she says before biting gently the blonde's nipple. Elsa lets out a loud moan and tries to catch her breath.
"Only for you.."
Anna bites her lip while she puts her hand inside the panties of the blonde. With two fingers she begins to make some circles around the clit and she feels how much it's becoming hard with each movement. Anna smiles hearing the other woman panting and she feels somehow proud since she's the reason.
"I wonder if you're ready for me.." she feels the warmth coming from Elsa's core and she just can't wait to know how it is to feel her inner walls around her fingers.
"Why don't you go and find out..?" the blonde is craving for the anticipation. Anna doesn't wait for being told a twice and her middle finger slips inside the blonde. Elsa moans loud with pleasure that wonderful sensation. Anna's mouth stays open as she realises how much wetness there is. Her finger stays still for some seconds to let the blonde adjust to the intrusion. Once she seems to be ready she begins to thrust deeper her finger and the redhead thinks she has found her new favorite melody hearing Elsa.
"God.. Anna!" the blonde bites her lip as she feels another finger comes inside her and at the same time her nipple is being sucked by that amazing mouth of Anna's. While the redhead keeps with her thrusting she puts her thumb on the clit to continue to make some circles on it, in order to give the blonde as much as pleasure she can.
Having Anna inside her is something Elsa doesn't know how to describe, she feels complete, it's like they're as one. The blonde knows that her heartbeat is going crazy just like her mind, every thrust brings Elsa close to the climax, she wants this to never end, but she feels the need for release, she doesn't even have the control on her tongue to beg Anna for giving it to her but she doesn't need to tell her. She knows it by herself. The redhead pushes her fingers harder and deeper, fully aware that the meaning of the walls starting to clench is that the blonde is reaching her orgasm.
"Elsa.." she whispers her. "..come for me."
Elsa feels her body losing control and she lets out a cry of totally pleasure.
"Anna!"
The redhead smiles at her and gives her a gentle kiss on her lips and let her forehead rest on Elsa's. The blonde stays out for a few with her eyes close and breathing hard. When she returns to the living world she looks at the woman in front of her and they realise that they're still on the couch with the redhead on her legs. Even if the position could seem uncomfortable it's not so true.
"Anna.. you're.. you're amazing.." she says quietly and she caresses her cheek.
"No, you are.." the younger woman watches carefully the blonde's eyes and sees what's inside. 'Damn..I'm falling hard for you..'
"I'm falling hard for you too.." the doctor says kissing Anna's nose. "..and I think you're wearing too much."
Author's Note: Hi guys! I'm terribly sorry for the long wait.. I had personal issues and I wasn't able to write for a while. In the past few days I was feeling well and I tried to write the chapter, so I hope you'll like it. I don't know if it is too forced, I hope it's not but let me know what you think about it! I really hope you'll enjoy it and you'll forgive me for the long wait.
For now Elsa won't tell her history with Hans, so Anna doesn't know who made that scar.. I thought it wasn't too much to say to early in their relationship, but she'll find out about Hans.
Since I'm in recovery I don't know how much it will take me to write the new chapter, hopefully not too much, so please try to be patient even if I know you are, you're amazing, really!
It's been a year since I started this story and I can't express how much I am be grateful to everyone who reads, reviews, favorites and follows this story. Thanks you so much.
Take care and have a wonderful day/evening!
Christy
AN II: Ehy guys.. I'm really sorry for the long wait for the next chapter. I'm trying to get my life together and hopefully after this busy period I'll be able to give you the new chapter.. Seriously, I'm awfully sorry for keeping you on the edge :( thanks for the patience.
