Blue meet green and it all seemed to make sense again. It was like time stoped and everything was okay again. But just as fast the moment happened it was over and the world started spinning again and all the problems and dilemmas was still there, everything was not okay. His gaze was still on her, she could him looking at her but she couldn't make her self look him again because she knows that if she did, he would know what she did and he would probably hate her. So she kept looking at everything but him and his eyes and she kept trying to figure out way out of the situation, a way to escape him, a way to escape her decision, a way to take it all back. She sighed and look around again trying to look at him and figure out what to doo now. She saw him open his mouth to say something and she closed her eyes and tried to forget where she was and ignore whatever he was going to say. She thinks he hears him say her name and ask her to just look at him and tell him how they got here. But she knows if she does that she is screwed and he will probably leave, and realize that she wasn't worth his time anymore and probably wasn't ever. She can't help but think about all the times she been told she's not worth anything and that she doesn't deserve to be happy ever. That all she thinks about as he keeps trying to get her attention and get her to look at him. She looks up again and he is suddenly closer then before and she took a step back, trying to keep her distance from him. She knows the second he touches her, it will all break. He reaches out and he touch her arm gently and she looks up and meet his green eyes and she feels all her walls fall down and she breaks down crying and she feels his arms wrap around her and she feel her self melt in his arm. She feels safe and comforted and loved and that make her cry even harder as his hand rubs her back and he tries to soothe her. The more he tries though to more she cries and feels bad about what she did. She took some deep breaths and tried to calm her self down and she sighed , stepped out of his embrace and remember how they ended up in this position. It all started a while ago when she lost her CI, and she tried to figure out what happened to him. Eventually she understood what had happened and figured out that Darius Walker killed him her CI Camron. About a week ago she got the chance to revenge him and she didn't even think twice before she did, she didn't kill him but she could as well done it. She told the gang bangers that he was a snitch and that lead to his death and not once did she regret it until it was done and over and she realized what had happened. She did feel the guilt but yet somehow she didn't regret her decision to tell the gang bangers that Darius was working with the police but she wasn't sure she was okay with what happens to him. Sure he deserved to die but nobody ever deserved to be killed that way. A hand slowly stroking hers brought her back to reality and her blue eyes meet his green eyes and somehow everything seemed alright again even though it wasn't. He reached out at tucked some hair behind her ear and then he really looked at her and opened his mouth again and this time she was brave enough to listen.

-"Hailey"

he breath outs and I nod to show him I'm paying attention to him this time around.

-"what happened?"

He asks me his eyes looking straight into mine

-"That doesn't really matter, Jay"

I tell him breaking eye contact looking straight at the ground.

-"Of course it matters Hailey!, I want to know what the hell happened, if you did what I think you did?"

He says raising his voice keeping a angry expression.

-"Jay..., I didn't intend for them to kill him in such a brutal"

I tell him looking at him and he sighs and runs a hand through his hair

-"I didn't mean that Hails, I mean why the heck did you think that was a good idea? What made you do that?!"

He says looking at me.

-"Jay, he killed my CI, he tricked us and killed those cops, he was evil!"

I say also raising my voice slightly.

-"Hailey, I get that and I understand that you can't stand the guy but that doesn't mean you can have him killed, that's not you, your the one always telling me to not get to close and this time you got way too close"

He says looking at me and I look at him at give him a sad smile.

-"Jay..., it's not like I can go back in time and change what happened, so why are we even having this conversation!"

-"It matters because I care about you and your career, and right now I'm concerned about your wellbeing, so just tell me how you are!"

He his eyes meet mine and I can see the concern there but also something else I can't really make out.

-Jay.., I honestly don't know.., I'm feeling guilt because he is dead and that is on me but at the same time I'm relieved he is off the streets and can't hurt anybody else..." I tell him honestly and try to make out his response.

"Hailey..., I get that..., I just wished you would have handled it differently because I care about you and I don't want anything to happen to you"

He says looking at me and I take a deep breath and look around the surroundings again.

-Jay..., you will do just fine without me if it comes to that, you will forget about and go on with your life.." I say looking at ground waiting for him to leave now that I gave him a opportunity.

-Hailey..., I know I don't say this to often, but I could never forget about you, you have impacted my life in more ways then you realize and I...umm... you mean so much more to me than you know" He says, sometime during his speech I had broken my gaze from the floor and was now looking straight at him seeing how sincere he was.

"Jay, you mean so much to me too.., you know when your were in the hospital and I was going to tell you something but your phone rang?"

I ask him looking at him

-"Yeah"

he nods and looks at me a little bit confused about the change of subject.

"Well, I love you Jay, that was what I was going to say before the phone rang"

I tell him looking him straight in his green eyes.

-I love you to Hails" he tells me taking a step closer to me.

He bring his hand up and touches my chin, he brings me closer and his green eyes meet mine blue ones and suddenly I realized that everything in the world was going to be alright as long as I had him by my side. Our lips meet and is everything I imagined and much more.