Hailey's pov
I never been so happy in my life before. I can't remember ever feeling this way before about anybody before. That fact scares me a lot because I'm never ever been able to stay happy for long and everybody eventually leaves whatever they want to or not. But at the same time I feel extremely safe and secure when I'm with him and when I'm with him I know he will never leave me willingly. Everything from how he smiles, his green eyes that could betray so much yet so little at the same way. To the way he always made sure everybody else was alright before taking care about himself makes me so happy and in love with him. He is the one I always have wished for but yet everything I told myself I couldn't have and shouldn't have.For a long time I kept telling myself that I shouldn't tell him about all those emotions and feelings I had for him because I always told myself I would never date somebody I worked with again but with everything he did and said he took down a bit of the wall I had built around myself for years.
Then one day I decided that I couldn't go around and pretend that I wasn't in love him anymore. So I told him a night when I finally had mastered enough courage to come clean. I didn't hadn't really expected for him to feel the same way and I made that clear to him. But he told me that he felt the same way and since then nothing has been the same in a very good way. Like I said before I never ever been this happy before. The thing is that we decided together that we should lay low with our new status so I couldn't really tell anyone about how happy I am and that's because of him. The reason we decided to keep it quite was because we both have experience of work place romance before and neither of those relationships had a good ending. Plus the fact that we wanted to make sure that this would actually work out and our boos haven't always been that happy about relationships in the unit.
But now we have been seeing each other for about a month and I'm getting really tired of keeping quite. I want to tell people that I was happy and that I'm in love with the man of my dreams. So I need to talk to Jay and tell him that I think that we should start to tell people that we're dating, I'm hopping he is okay with that. Therefore I'm on my way to his apartment now so I can see him and talk to him. After driving there for a while. I get there and I turn off my car and take a couple of deep breaths before I get out of car. I close the car door behind me and then I walk towards Jay's apartment building. I take the stairs so I can have some more time to think about the situation. I reach his apartment floor and I walk towards his apartment door and reach up and knock on his door. I take a step back and wait for him to open up the door. Finally he opens the door and he looks surprised but happy to see me. He steps aside to let me in and I walk in and close the door behind me.
-"So babe what are you doing here?" Jay asks me as we sit down on his couch.
-"Well I wanted to see you and talk to you about something" I tell him giving him a small smile.
-"...okay, is this a good or bad kinda talk?" He asks me looking concerned.
-"It's a good talk I think.." I tell him smiling at him reassuringly.
-"Okay, so what's on your mind beautiful?" Jay asks me moving so he is looking directly at me. His gorgeous green eyes meet mine and I take a deep breath and smile at him.
-"Well I was thinking about us today and about how happy you make me and about how much I love you and well I think that maybe is time that we start to tell people about us" I say to him and he smiles really big.
-"Hailey, that sounds like a great idea, I want everyone to know that your my girl and that I'm very much in love with you" Jay tells me smiling and I return the smile and lean over and give him a quick kiss.
-"So we should probably tell the team first right?" I ask him.
-"Yeah, we should tell Voight first then the others" Jay says and I nod agreeing with him.
-"That sounds like a great idea, we should do it tomorrow morning" I say smiling and he nods smiling.
-"Yeah tomorrow morning sounds like a great idea" Jay says and we cuddle up on the couch together and start to watch a movie together.
-The next day-
I wake up the next morning with a big smile on my face knowing that today we are telling people about us. Thinking about the fact that I could finally talk to someone besides Jay about how I feel about him and that I could finally show affection in public. Not that I'm a big fan of PDA or anything but I would be nice to able to kiss Jay out in the open or just hold his hand without people questing it. I get out of my bed and text Jay to tell him good morning then I go out in the kitchen and smile at Vanessa that is sitting on one of the chairs in the kitchen. We eat the breakfast together while we small talk. I tell her that Jay is picking my up today so she can take my car to work. After awhile Jay sends me a text to tell me he is here to pick me up, Vanessa has already at that point.
I get out of house and get into his car. Jay leans over and kisses me quickly then he starts up the car and start to drive towards work.
-"So how are you feeling about telling people?" Jay asks me glazing my way.
-"It feels amazing, I'm so happy that people will know that your mine" I tell him smiling.
-"Yeah I feel the same way" Jay says and our eyes meets for a moment.
We continue to talk the whole way to work and then we get there and we get out of his car. We walk inside the station together and greet Platt before we go up the stairs into the office. We give each other a glance before we walk inside Voight's office and close the door behind us. Voight looks up from his paperwork and raises his eyebrows when he see us standing there with a closed door behind us.
-"What do you two want?" Voight asks us and I glance at Jay who nods his head at me letting me know he wants me to tell him.
-"Well we wanted to tell you that we are dating... and we promise that our relationship won't affect our ability to work together" I tell him and Voight smiles and nod.
-"Okay" Voight says and I glance at Jay and he meets my gaze looking equally as surprised by his reaction.
-"Your okay with it?" Jay asks him
-"Of course I am, I'm just happy you guys finally admitted what everybody already know to each other" Voight tells me and I smile and nod and then I look at Jay and he smiles and we get out of Voight's office hand in hand.
We get out of the office and everyone's eyes are on us and they are all smiling really big.
-"You owe me fifth bucks Atwater"Adam says and I laugh and smile.
-"Seriously guys, you couldn't have a waited a week more to tell us you were dating" Kevin says and both me and Jay laugh at that.
-"You guys already know we were seeing each other before this?" Jay asks the team.
-"Yeah" Kim says and I look at Jay and give a small smile.
-"Everyone knows the two of you belong together" Vanessa says and I smile at that and lock eyes with Jay who is gazing down at me smiling.
Then we go about our day the same we always do with expectation that now everyone knows about me and Jay and I can show how much he means to me to everyone.