Author's Note: Alright this is the last "chapter". This chapter is separate from the rest because it includes separate sections that would have possibly been made their own chapter but didn't. I included them because there are a cute few moments in them, that might seem OOC which is basically this whole fic lmfao, but I wanted to post.

Thank you to everyone who has read this fic and the Room AU fic before it. They were my first ever posted fics and I have really grown and learned so much from hearing your comments and talking to you all. Thank you so much. I really am sorry that this fic might have ended poorly. Like I said, I am finishing up my senior year of college. This fic has been weighing on my shoulders. I thought I should just wrap it up and say thank you and goodbye to it.

Anxiety

"Anthony! I'm home, sorry I'm late," Loki shouts as she enters the house, bags hanging off of her arms.

Unexpectedly, she is met with silence. Tony is usually downstairs, greeting her as soon as she walks in. Worried, Loki sets the bags on the kitchen counter and ascends the stairs. His car is in the driveway and if he's gone out with Rhodey or Pepper, he would have told her.

With a knock, she pushes the door to the bedroom open to find Tony sitting on the floor with his face in his hands. His shoulders shake with quiet sobs. Loki immediately rushes over to his side and places a gentle hand on his shoulder. "Anthony? Oh baby, do you want to move off the floor?"

"Yeah," he answers quietly. This isn't the first time either of them have been through a panic attack. Loki's have been less frequent since the trial. However, Tony and Pepper have a big project in the works and his anxiety has been up tenfold.

Loki carefully moves him to the bed. She can feel Tony lean into her touch and quickly draws him into her arms. "Breathe with me darling." Together, she leads him through a few exercises. Loki makes sure not to rush him through any, taking their time.

"It's alright, this will pass. I need to grab your medicine from downstairs, I'll only be gone for just a second. Is that alright?" Loki asks, her voice low and quiet. Tony shakes his head and Loki nods, sitting on the bed next to him. "You are okay, my love. I'm here for you. What do you need for me to do?"

"Just stay," Tony whispers and Loki smiles. Loki then begins to tell him about her day, going through meaningless details from work and the grocery store. She keeps running a gentle hand through his hair as she speaks. Usually with Tony's panic attacks they just take time and comfort to get through. She praises his breathing as it slows down to something more on the side of normal and runs through another breathing exercise. Finally, Tony sits up and taps the side of his face which causes Loki to roll her eyes but obliges and presses a kiss to his cheek.

"Thanks, Loki. I'm okay."

"Would you like to talk about it? We don't have to," Loki asks after a minute or two.

"My dad called again," Tony told her, and Loki let out a groan. She knows that Howard Stark causes more problems for Tony than he helps him. Tony had taken over his dad's company and Howard seemed to question every decision Tony has made since, even though the company was thriving more than it ever.

"One day, I'm pretty sure I might "accidentally" punch Howard straight in the face," Loki tells Tony which causes a chuckle from him.

"I just wish he didn't have so much… sway over me. You know? Stark Industries had done better this year than it ever has before and he just tells me I'm doing everything wrong," Tony explains, rubbing his eyes. "I wish I could brush things off like mom could. She never let anything he said bother her. Makes me look pretty damn pathetic doesn't it?"

Loki pulls away and looks him in the eyes. "Don't do that to yourself darling. His words have meaning to you because deep inside you still care for and love him. There's nothing wrong with that and it doesn't make you a weak person for caring about your father."

"Loki, I'm just so scared I'm going to turn into him. I don't ever want Peter or Fenrir to feel this way, ever," Tony admitted.

"Tony Stark, you are already a hundred times the father that Howard is. A thousand times. I've seen you with the boys and admire your ability to be such an amazing parent. I don't know if you ever saw it but in the first interview I did after Room, the woman asked me if I would ever tell Fenrir if Thanos was his father. I told her that Thanos wasn't his father and that a father is a man who loves his child. I told her that Fenrir was no one's but my own. Today, I think differently. You have shown him nothing but love and support. You've given him something not even I could give him. A father figure. Tony, if Fenrir grew up to be even half of the man you are, I'd be nothing but proud," Loki explains with a smile on her face. She reaches up and cups his face in her hands, gently kissing him. Tony has tears in his eyes, but Loki can tell they are all happy. "The good days and the bad. I love you so much."

"Thanks, Lokes, love you too."

Wedding

"I was told you both wrote your own vows?"

The two of them nodded.

"Who would like to go first?"

"I will," Loki volunteered, and Steve gave her the go ahead.

"Peter, darling come here," Loki motioned for the boy who was standing directly behind Tony. She crouched down to be eye level with him, thankful that the dress allowed her to do so. "Peter, my vows today are not only for your father but for you. I know that I was not there to witness your first steps or your first words, but I vow today that I will not miss another first. I will be by your side. I promise on this day to not only love and support you but to guide you into your future. I am so thankful that you have shared your dad with me and Fenrir. I love you.

Loki gave the boy who was crying a kiss on both cheeks. She stood to look back at Tony. "I, Loki, take you, Anthony Edward Stark to be my husband. You are my best friend and my soulmate. There is not a day that you don't make me laugh until my stomach hurts, which is something that I had not experienced in a long time. Anthony, you have stood by me through my darkest days and my brightest and every day you continue to tell me that you love me. I am looking forward to hearing that for the rest of my life. I vow to stand by your side and to support every decision you make, no matter if I think it's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. I promise to choose you in every lifetime after this one. I promise to put my freezing feet on you, take up all of the space in bed when the kids climb in and to use you as a pillow. I love you so much. The good days and the bad."

"I, Tony, take you, Bambi, my Lokes, Loki to be my wife. I vow to you on this day to always to be your strongest supporter and your biggest fan. I vow to pick you up when life inevitably knocks you down. I promise to love and support Fenrir just as you vow to love and support Peter. He is a wonderful boy who I love as my own. I promise that our house will never lack love or fun. I will always continue to race you to the car and to share my pizza Lunchables with you even though you always eat the pepperoni which is the best part. I cannot promise you that every day will go smoothly and that we won't face difficult challenges. I cannot promise that I will always say the right things. But I do promise to love you, to let you use me as your personal pillow, a shoulder to cry on, someone that is your forever family. I didn't have a family until Peter came along, but I didn't realize how incomplete we were until I met you and Fenrir. I promise to do my best to be a father figure to Fenrir and make sure he succeeds in life. I love you more so much and will continue to do so until death do us part. The good days and the bad."

There was not a dry eye in the crowd as Tony finished his vows, including Loki herself. Steve stepped back up.

"Now the rings please boys," the man motioned, and Loki turned to Fenrir to get the ring, kissing her son on the head and Tony did the same with Peter.

"Now will you repeat after me. As you place the ring on Loki's finger, Tony."

Tony took the woman's hand and repeated after Steve, "As a sign of my love for you, of choosing to share my whole life's journey with you, and of my knowing that in marrying you I shall become much more than I am, I give you this ring, with the pledge that with you, I shall become my highest expression of God, sharing the gifts that I have, with you and the world."

He slipped the ring on her finger and then it was Loki's turn and she repeated the same thing Tony had.

"Of the power vested in me I now pronounce you husband and wife; you may now kiss the bride."

The grins on their faces told a story themselves, Tony immediately took Loki's face in his hands and kissed her deeply.

"For the first time, ladies, and gentlemen, I present to you Mr. and Mrs. Tony and Loki Stark. The reception will be held inside!"

The two pulled away and immediately Fenrir and Peter came crashing into their hug, worming their way in, causing the two to laugh.

"Walk us down?" Loki asked, offering Fenrir her arm and the boy took it.

~~Telling Thor~~

"Thor, are you at work?" Loki texted her brother as she paced the empty living room.

Soon the bubble popped to show her brother was typing.

"Not tonight- thank god. Are you alright?"

"Yes, I just need your opinion. Can you come over for a bit?"

"Omw."

About 25 minutes later there was a knock on Loki's door, and it opened, Thor strode in quickly and sighed in relief when he saw Loki. "Sister, is everything alright?"

Loki was biting her fingernails and staring out the back door. "Everything is fine I just… have a giant issue" her hand immediately slid down to her stomach as she looked at her brother, worry evident on her face.

"Loki… are you?" Thor asked glancing down at the woman's stomach.

She nodded with tears in her eyes. "I haven't told Anthony yet. Or Fenrir. I'm so scared Thor. I don't know what to do."

Thor immediately crossed the room and gave his sister a grand hug. "Whatever you need me to do, Loki. Were you and Tony planning this?"

"It definitely wasn't planned. At all. After Fenrir… and Room… I wasn't sure I wanted to have another myself, getting Peter was a blessing but I think Anthony is going to be elated and over the moon. And I want nothing but for him to be happy. The last time was so horrible, and I had to do it all on my own…"

"The difference this time is that you won't be alone, Sister. You have a wonderful support system behind you. Anthony and the boys. Mum, father, and me. You will not have to go through this alone."

"Thor how do I explain this to Fenrir? Anthony and I discussed that we would talk to the boys before we decided to have children but then that night, he proposed to me…" Loki cut herself off because Thor's cheeks were turning slightly pink. "I don't want him to be angry or think this will take away my love for him."

"Loki, I think you need to be honest with him. He loves you and knows that you love him more than anything else. He will be fine."

Loki took a deep breath and exhaled. "Thank you, I feel a bit better about this now. I just was so scared and didn't know what to do…"

Thor kissed his sisters head and then ruffled her hair out of affection. "I'm always here for you sister. Is there anything I can do to help you?"

"If you can keep a secret, that's all I need you to do. Until I get brave enough to tell Tony."

~~Telling Tony~~

"Hey love, why don't you come in here for a second?"

Tony pads down the hallway in sweatpants, holding blueberries in his hand. "Hey Bambi," the man greets and giving Loki a sloppy kiss all over her face.

"Anthony!" Loki squeals happily. "Oooh give…"

Loki reaches out for the blueberries and Tony hands them over. Loki tosses a few into her mouth as Tony sits next to her on the couch.

"What are we watching tonight?"

"Not sure…" Loki comments, scrolling through movies on Netflix. Both boys were upstairs fast asleep.

"Anthony?"

"Lokes?"

"I'm pregnant."

Tony turned towards her; eyes wide in shock. "What?"

"I'm pregnant."

"Is this a good thing or a bad thing?"

"I think it's a good thing. You aren't saying much."

"Babe… I thought you weren't sure… are okay with this? I know that you weren't sure that you wanted to have children after... but… I don't want to feel like this is being forced upon you. We still have choices we can make."

Loki leaned up to kiss Tony. "I love you so much. I was so scared at first and didn't know what to do. It took me three hours to finally move off of the floor and call someone. I should have called you but I… couldn't…"

"Baby…"

"I'm alright, Tony. I called Thor and he came over before I got bad. I'm sorry I didn't call you. It's not because I didn't trust you, I trust you more than anyone in the world. I thought I could handle it all by myself, but my brother was the one person I thought of who had a neutral say. I'm sorry, Anthony."

"Loki you don't have to be sorry for seeking help from your brother. I understand. There are days when I need to call Rhodey or Pepper because they have helped me before. I will never, ever, get mad at for something like that. What are you wanting to do?"

"Tony… if you think it's a good idea, I am ready to do this. I was scared because I didn't want to be alone, but I won't be this time. I have you. I have Fenrir. I have Peter. I have my family. This time I won't be scared and alone."

"Loki Stark. I swear to you now that you will never be scared or alone ever again. I'm ready to do this if you are. I love you so much and I am honestly so excited we get to do this together." Tony reached down and put a hand on her stomach. "Hello baby."

~~Pregnancy~~

"I hate you."

"I know but you also love me a lot."

"Right now, you are on thin ice buddy. I'm huge. I'm a whale. I was never this big or this uncomfortable with Fenrir. What did you do to me, Satan? I'm surprised Sea World hasn't shown up yet to take me back."

Loki came waddling into the room, a hand on her stomach looking almost as if she were going to burst. Fenrir and Peter giggled from the table where they were eating breakfast which appeared to just be cereal this morning.

"Alright you two, laugh it up. We'll see what you are laughing at when I can finally move again."

"Here you go."

Tony leaned over the woman and placed a sweet kiss while putting her breakfast in front of her. It was nothing outlandish just an assortment of different fruits and vegetables. Loki sighed but began slowly picking her way through her meal.

"What do you have planned for today?" Tony asked, sitting across the table from Loki with a simple cup of yogurt.

"Well my first option was to keep looking like a bloated sea animal which is well underway for today. I am going to try and finish the nursery today."

"Hey, babe? What would you say to having everyone over tonight for dinner? I mean, the baby is going to be here soon so it's not like we are going to have another chance for a get together…"

Loki hummed into her blueberries. "I don't mind. Mother will be thrilled and I'm sure the boys will be thrilled. Perhaps when mother and father leave, they can take the boys for a sleepover."

"Sleepover at Amma and Grandfathers? YES! Amma always makes us cookies and lets us-" Peter shouted before Fenrir slapped a hand over his mouth.

"Amma said it was a secret, Peter!"

"Oh yeah. Sorry."

"It's alright."

Loki giggled and leaned over to kiss Peter on the forehead.

"A sleepover? You mean?"

"Yes, Tony. A sleepover," the woman whispered and popped another blueberry in her mouth with a suggestive look in her eyes. Tony honestly could have died on the spot.

Loki laughed and winked before pulling her phone out and sending out a text inviting the entire family over for dinner.

"Anthony…" Loki leaned over the man in bed, shoving his shoulder slightly. "Anthony, wake up."

The man let out a groan, but his eyes slowly opened. "Bambi. Are you alright?"

"My water just broke, but besides that everything is fine," Loki tried to reply casually but a contraction hit her hard. "It's time to go."

Loki really had never seen Tony pop up out of bed so fast. "Okay well the baby stuff is already in the car ready to go. I'll go wake the boys if you want to call your mom."

Loki nodded and with Tony's help managed to get out of bed and change clothes.

Loki clenched in pain as another contraction hit hard.

[13 Hours Later]

"Oh, go shove it up your ass Anthony!" Loki screams, gripping her husband's hand with an iron grip.

"Hey hey hey, I'm sorry. You are almost there, Lokes."

"You are doing great sweetie," Frigga coos and Loki shoots a glare. It's only about the 10000th time that Loki has heard that this evening.

"No more children, this is it. This demon child is worse," Loki grunts.

"Alright, Mrs. Stark, this is it. One last push, just as we did before," the doctor says. With a last scream of pain, the baby enters the world. Loki's head falls back as she listens for the crying and soon the sound fills the room. Tony is instructed to cut the cord, which he does, and the baby is quickly taken to be weighed, measured, and cleaned off. Loki is in and out of it as she is cleaned up by the nurses.

"Mrs. Stark?" the doctor says and quickly places the baby in Loki's arms. "A girl."

"Tony, Anthony look," Loki pants, pulling the man back from where he had cut the cord.

"You did fantastic, she's so beautiful," Tony whispers and Loki feels his tears drop onto her shoulder. She grins.

"She's so precious."

"You have a name?"

"Hela?"

"Very Norse of you, Mrs. Stark," Tony teases but he nods. "Hela is badass. What about Morgan for the middle name?"

"Hela Morgan Stark," Loki whispers. "Welcome to the family, little one."

Teasing Thor

"Oh, thank goodness, Loki is here. I was minutes away from putting Thor in a black wig and a dress to try and pass him off as you," Rhodey teased, even though he was very intrigued on rocking and cooing at Hela.

"She's not being too whiny, is she?" Loki asks and Rhodey shakes his head.

"She's an angel. Tony is the one who is being annoying."

Loki laughs. She glances over at Fenrir and Peter who were still engrossed in their movie. She decides not to bother them.

"Wouldn't be the first time Thor's been in a dress," Loki commented with a smirk, earning a glare from Thor. "I was very into fashion shows when I was younger. Mother's wedding dress looked lovely."

"Loki! I made you swear not to talk about it."

"But brother the story is so entertaining, why should we not share it with the group? I'm sure mother still has the pictures somewhere... I also had my fingers crossed you dolt. I always had my fingers crossed. It doesn't count." Then the two began to bicker back and forth.

"I swear to god, Loki. I will fight you right now, shut up."

"So… when I was little-" Loki started but darted quickly behind her mother when Thor made his way towards her.

"You wouldn't."

"I would."

"Brat."

"Oh harsh, how will I ever recover from these wounds. My own brother?! Asshole."

"Thor! Loki! Enough," Frigga finally said and the two paused, glancing over at their mother who was despite her tone, smiling at them. "You will wake the baby."

"You have got to teach me how to do that," Tony said with a smile.

"It's an ability only I seem to be able to possess, dear Anthony."

The adults sat in relative quiet for a while, chatting quietly as Hela was passed to Frigga. "Loki, I am going to put her down for a while."

"I would greatly appreciate it," Loki smiled, and very gingerly Loki lowered herself to the floor to join Fenrir and Peter. With a hint of mischief, she plucked the headphones out of their ears. "What are we watching, boys?"

"Ma!" Fenrir grinned and rolled over to give her a giant hug and Peter quickly joined in.

"We are watching How to Train Your Dragon, mom," Peter answered and offered her one of his headphones and Fenrir did the same. Loki smiled and kissed the boys head, those brown eyes melting her heart.

"That's a good one," Loki smiled and settled in to finish the movie with them.

~~ Into the Future ~~

"Mom?"

"Hey, Fen! I didn't know you were coming home! Why didn't you call?" Loki turns to greet her son. Fenrir is grown so much in the last year of being at college. She's missed him.

He is taller than her now, a strong jaw and Loki can tell he's been outside a lot, he's tan. However what surprises her is the other man standing next to him. The man has dark skin and wears his confidence on his sleeve.

"Nice to meet you, Mrs. Stark," he greets, offering his hand. Loki takes it and wriggles her eyebrows at Fenrir which makes him blush.

"Please, call me Loki."

"Mom, this is my boyfriend. Sam Wilson."

Loki can hear the hesitation in his voice, and she knows that her opinion means everything to Fen. "Well, we are glad to have you, Sam. Our house is yours. You picked a very good time to visit, Fen, Peter is coming back from MIT this weekend as well. Your father went to go pick him up, I think he's bringing MJ as well."

Loki pulls Fen into a hug and kisses his head. "I've missed you."

"Thank you, ma."

"Fenrir… we're a team. Always will be."

"MOM! DAD WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE MAKE HIM STOP," came a voice screeching through the house.

"Oh, come on Pete! We are just having nice father/son bonding time,"

"There was nothing nice about that drive. My ears are bleeding mom, Led Zeppelin the entire way home."

"DID YOU SAY LED ZEPPELIN?! THAT WAS AC/DC YOU BRAT."

Peter turned the corner then, looked at Sam for a brief second before jumping behind Loki putting her in between him and Tony.

"Peter you can't hide behind her, you know she scares me and that's unfair," Tony said.

"Is your family always like this?" Sam whispered to Fenrir, who nodded.

"This is just my immediate family. You haven't met my sister yet."

"Hey, Sam! Hi momma!" Peter greeted over Loki's shoulder, giving her a quick peck on the cheek.

"Hi, Mrs. Stark!" A girl stuck her head in, bags strung over her shoulder.

"MJ, how lovely to see you. I tell you every time you are here to call me Loki."

"Yes, but my main goal is to create anarchy and listen to no one'," MJ said deadpan.

"That is the correct answer, good girl."

"Can you teach me more about witchcraft this week?"

"I'd be delighted to."

"Cool, you really are like the best person in my life, gonna take our stuff up to Peter's room. Catch you later. Peace!"

"Who is this?" Tony asked.

"This is Sam my bo- "

"BOYFRIEND? WOOHOO!" Tony shouted enthusiastically before calming. "Peter told me you were bringing… Sam? Right?"

"Yes, sir. It's nice to meet you all."

Fenrir grinned and strode over to his mom, Tony and Sam beginning to chat quickly about something. "Thank you."

"For?"

"Everything. I love you."

"Fen, what brought this on?"

"I don't know, I guess I was somewhat scared."

Loki's smile fell, she quickly pulled her son into her arms. "Fenrir. It's always you and me, right? There is nothing you could ever tell me that would change that. I will always be here." She reaches up to her hair and pushes it back around her ear, revealing the strands of their hair braided together. Fenrir reaches up and touches it.

"Thanks again. I probably should go save Sam from dad. Is Hela home yet? "

"Not yet, should be any minute."

"Alright, I love you, Ma."

"I love you Fenrir."

End Note:

Again, one last time. Thank you so much for reading this and enjoying it. I hope that it somewhat wrapped it all up and I promise that Loki and Fenrir will remain happy. The ending can also be left to whatever you want to be. So yeah, thank you. Love you all.

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