Until I was twelve years old, I thought we were a normal family. My dad and I did everythng together since my mom was almost always working. Dad and I loved to go swiming together and see who could swim the fastest. Dad always won. And it was during one of these contests that changed my life forever.
This time we went to the beach, my mom came to. I was really happy, until I realized that the only reason she came is that she needed to talk to Dad and they couldnt find a babbysitter to wacth me. So when I whent into the water, I had no one watching me.
All of a sudden, I felt misirable, like I wanted to dye. Mother and father have never loved you, they think your a disapointment. I heared a vioce wisper in my ear. it was right. I couldn't recall a single time when my parentsactually showed that they loved me. Mom was always to busy, and dad was a show off. "I'm a dissapointment." I mumbled. I felt a sense of dread wash over me. It was so painful, the only sultian I could think of is death.
I walked deaper into the water and let myself sink. For a moment, I heard Dad's and mom's voices screaming my name. It's only because it's in public. they want to make it seem like they are the victum. come, come deeper my dear and I shall free you from your pain. I felt desperate to de happy. I walked deeper and deeper into the water. I could feel my lungs burning. then everything whent black.