"The first attack wasn't your fault Bella it was mine." Jasper said. "I should have killed her when I had the chance but someone thought he could do better and it ended up with him getting killed. The next attack wasn't on you personally but it was aimed at me because they had heard my rep and wanted to knock it down a few pegs. The last attack we have no idea where they came from so we are at a loss as to explain them.

Your would be rapist is getting all he deserves from your Aunt's people so you don't have to worry about him.

Maria's not that bad a person once you get to know her.

Edward is still amongst us so you know that he is alright with everything. I'm sure that Jacob and Seth are just worried that you will do something stupid and get yourself killed.

You also have the Volturi looking out for you. We can't let them know that we have you for a long time to come.

We still have the attack from Esme and Carlisle coming up so we still have shit to look forward to as well."

"I forgot about them. I'm really glad to have you guys looking after me." I said.

"Yeah we love you as well kid." Randall said.

"What he said." Mary and Alistair said together.

"Now I don't know about everyone else but the humans and the witch need to sleep. The ghost needs preserve himself again. So bed all over you and Edward no 'dreams' tonight unless it is absolutely necessary." Peter said.

After what felt like five minutes after I went to sleep it felt weird that I didn't have Edward with me while I slept. I'm so use to have him waiting for me when I went to sleep so that we could have long chats about everything. I had so many questions for him but without a way to get hold of him it was useless.

Waking up I couldn't hear anyone and no one was in my room waiting for me to wake up but I saw some clothes piled up near the bathroom with a note sitting on them.

Isabella,

More newborns turned up about five thirty this morning.

Leave your shield up so that you don't get any mental attacks and leave the physical one around the house in place DO NOT for any reason put it down.

Edward is talking to Maria so he can't be there either.

Look after Angela and Ben.

Peter.

After having a shower and getting dressed I went and found Ang and Ben. They were just coming out of their rooms as well.

"Come on guys I'll make breakfast while we wait for the rest to come back." I said.

"Is it always like this Bella?" Ben mumbled. He was clearly not a morning person.

"Yeah it is but sometimes you can hear Emmett playing on his video games. Hey Ben you any good on them?" I asked

"Yeah not too bad. Can't wait to go up against him." Ben said.

"Well if you go up against him don't take it easy on him he will kill you quickly on any shooting game. Don't get me started on the car games." I said as I got out the ingredients for French toast and bacon and eggs.

"I wonder where they all are. Are they alright Bella? I mean can they look after themselves?" Angela asked

"Yeah they can look after themselves every single one of them knows how to fight with the exception of Emmett and Rose they all were brought into the vampire world fighting other vampires. I have seen Jasper and Emmett rip a vampire apart and burn the pieces. That is the only way to kill a vampire. Well James was trying to kill me at the time but he was killed by them and Alice while Carlisle and Edward did everything they could to save me. I'm sure you remember last year when I come back with all my injures? Yeah well the only one you don't know about is the bite I got on my wrist from James. He wanted to change me but before the venom got too far into my system Edward sucked it out. It was really hard for him to stop because I was what the call La tua cantante. It's Italian for singer my blood sang to him so in order for him not to drain me he chose to get close to me instead." I said. "Hopefully it won't take them to long to get back here. No one can get into the house except those that live here. It's going to be real funny if someone tries to get in past my shield. "

"Don't you feel drained when you use your shield." Angela asked.

"No I'm used to having it up all the time that the only time it will drain me is when I have it down. Which I have not done yet all the way. I can let Jasper feel me but that is about it. I can't put it all the way down because it's so use to being up that I have to do everything in my power to get it to come down." I said. "I have other power other than my shield my favourite would have to be my zappy power that I got off Kate. We still have to work out how I got that one.

I can zap anyone on a low setting it feels like static electricity and on a high setting it can knock a vampire unconscious for a couple of seconds. Believe it could kill a person on that high setting. Kate is as part succubi but I got more than she has so we were thinking that Tanya has come near me as well. I can turn that part of me off so you don't have to worry about me turning Ben into a sex addict."

"You can do that?" Ben asked.

"Yeah I can but no I'm not going to do it. I don't want you to jump me." I said to him. "That is the one power that is always turned off. I hate it so much I just want it gone. Damn you Tanya Denali for coming near me when I was younger."

"Bella I think you might want to put the bottle down you've drunk half of it already. You don't want the others coming home and finding you drunk do you?" Angela said grabbing the bottle of alcohol from me.

"Hey if I want to drink my problems away who are you to stop me. I've had enough problems in the last year for me to take up drinking anyway. I've almost been killed about half a dozen times since I moved to Forks. Found out my life was controlled by an evil pixie. Found out that my great Aunt is in fact Jasper's sire. Meet some blood thirsty vampires who want nothing more than to control me. So what have you done with your life that has made it so good?" I said swiping the bottle off her again.

"Okay but you will be the one that gets in trouble. You will also pay for it later when you get a hangover. So don't come bitching to me in the morning or even later tonight that you have a massive hangover." Angela said. But all I understood was blah, blah, blah.

I really didn't care that I would get a hangover later I could just send Jasper the feelings and he could project them over the group and then we could all have hangovers or he could send my drunkenness to everyone so they let loose for an hour or so. Not long after breakfast the three of us were sitting outside on the porch looking out towards the day and the rising sun. When we saw some of the others coming towards us. I thought I might tap into Jasper's power and send them into a drunken state so they look like they are coming from a good night out instead of a fight.

"Bella you are way cool to think of that. We will be back out soon to bask in your goodness. Drink some more so we can forget the night." Peter said handing me another bottle of alcohol.

"Peter are you drunk?" Angela asked.

"Why yes I am Angela. It's better that we are drunk than coming home in a sour mood." Peter said. "Bella make sure you let the other come in through your shield to get cleaned up they will be coming from that direction. I'm going to get cleaned up then come and join you." He pointed out to where he came from saying.

"Go have a shower than come back and share a drink with me." I said pushing him into the house a few minutes later the rest of them came over from where Peter came from and I pointed up the stairs so they went and cleaned up. Half an hour after that they all came back clean with bottles of alcohol in their hands for everybody. Randall made a toast before everybody had a drink.

"Let this be the last of the newborns for a while. I hate getting all my clothes dirty by killing them all. Thank you for not killing us all Jasper. When you are in Major mode as some of the others put it you are hard to handle. Last but not least thank you whatever god is out there that Bella is still human." Was Randall's toast.

I may have been a little bit drunk by this time but could you actually blame me with everything that is going on lately. Yeah I don't think so either.

"Isabella are you projecting that shit around everybody because not all of us have had that much to drink?" Peter asked.

"Yeah I thought it might be a cool thing to do I'm sozzled and I want everybody else like me but they can drink to their heart's content. That is if they want to." I said.

"I will keep an eye on everyone so it doesn't get to out of hand because Rose and Em are known to get carried away when they get drunk." Jasper said as he sat behind me and cuddled me into him to which I went willingly.

Not long after he said that Rose and Em were putting on a show that wasn't consider PG. Charlotte joined them as they were going up the stairs to their rooms. Angela shouted after them saying to stay out of the human's rooms but every other room was fair game.

Not long after they went up to a room Mary, Alistair and Randall went upstairs as well. I made sure that my shields were up so that Jasper didn't cause an orgy down here because three humans in a vampire orgy could get kind of messy.

"Peter how come you aren't up with your mate?" Angela said.

"Because at the end of the day she knows she's mine and she always comes back to me." Peter said as we continued drinking. "I can't wait till you guys are all vamps than we won't have to worry about anything for about twenty or so years. Might be shorter or longer depends on what happens when the Cullens' come. Bella I want you to keep practising with your shields over longer distances. We might need to move the physical one to the edge of the property. Unfortunately it will let the Cullens' in when they come because Carlisle changed Rose and Emmett and his venom flows through Esme as well.

Anyone that was changed by anyone of us or our sire can get through your shield. That you can't help because you need to concentrate more to put the barrier up that will keep anyone but those who you chose to let in."