Going back to Charlotte while Bella is out.

When Jasper told us that something was wrong with Bella and he couldn't feel her emotional or through there bond even I knew right away what was happening but I wasn't going to say anything. Everything that has happened to Bella was just starting to get to her and her mind was going into protect mode so it was shutting down until she dealt with everything that has been going on.

She's really come along in the last six months but this is what I was waiting for to happen. This should have happened when Jasper first brought her to us all those months ago. I won't tell them that I know exactly what is going on with her. I can still hear her in bits and pieces until she goes deeper but I don't think she will. What she doesn't realise is that since the day she left her shield down so that I could read everyone else she has left hers open to me so I know everything that she thinks unless she thinks in Serbian but even then I understand a few things.

I think this will last a while so I should tell Rose to start the lines back into her so she doesn't get dehydrated or malnourished or something like that.

I really hope that she works things out before she comes back. I really don't want her to still have issues when she comes back to us. It will work out bad for all of us. Another thing that I learnt while her shield was down was that I could use her abilities without her knowing about it. I used Alice and Peter's and saw that if she came back to us working everything out she would be fine but if she didn't work everything out than she would be out of control like a newborn vampire without the bloodlust. The worst thing about it would be Peter and Jasper would end up killing her because she would be so out of control that she even over rides Jasper's power and turns it against him.

I really don't want to think about things like that. It actually scared me the first time I saw it happen in my head than when it actually happened. Bella doesn't realise that ability is always working or she does realise it's on and doesn't pay any attention to it.

The first time it happened was something small like Angela misplacing something than taking hours to find it when it was right in front of her the whole time. Next it was the outcome of arguments that were happening. I never told anybody about it and I don't even think Bella had any idea that it was even happening because I know she never paid attention to my mind she liked listening into what Peter was saying most of the time. He mainly thought of all the things he wanted to show her in Serbia when they went there not that Jasper would let her out of his sight for more than a few days and this trip he had planned was going to go for a few weeks.

Oh he's cheeky he's going to take her when she wakes up so that he can help her adjust to everything away from everybody and offer an outside prospective. Well that's partially true because he knows what it's like to be controlled but what he doesn't know is how she'll take to being away from Jasper and I. While he thinks it's a good idea to get her away from all of us he would just make it worse but she won't allow it to show until they came back to where jasper and I are waiting for them in Russia. I hate wolves and think that they should just die but I can't have it my way so I have to suck it up and deal with it. Jasper would kill them all on sight if he knows what they would do to get Bella on their side of things. I can't believe the things that she could see with her 'sight'.

So five minutes after Bella followed the darkness I went to find Rose.

"Rose you have to put the lines in because she's going to be out of it for a few weeks as far as I know." I told her.

"How do you know that she's going to be out that long?" Rose said lifting her eyebrow as if to say 'what do you know that we don't?'

"Her shield is down and has been for a while. I can see visions she has. That is all I'm telling you. Anymore and I would be betraying her." I said.

"Fine but don't you think that the boys will find this suspicious when I put the lines in when she's only been out for what ten minutes?" Rose said quietly to me.

"Hang on I'll check." I said. I checked to see what would happen if we put them in with the guys knowing why and that turned out horribly. If we keep them busy they won't check on her until the morning and they won't even see the lines if we keep everything from their eyes. They won't think anything of it if we put her to bed in the medical wing (guest quarters) in case something happens to her during the night.

"We put her in the medical wing and we should be in the clear. You have to hide any tubing that goes into her until tomorrow night. They will then ask you to put them in. We have to keep them occupied until morning though." I said recounting every detail that would be needed as well.

"Come on then let's move her there and well sort everything out later." Rose said helping me with Bella. It was pretty easy moving her from top floor of the house down to the medical wing. Well Richard and Andrew mainly hung around the outside of the house anyway or they had the spare room in Mary, Alistair and Randall's wing because they didn't feel right about using anything in the house.

I didn't like them at all and never let either of them touch me but what was funny was they were getting weaker all the time and didn't know it. Bella had somehow made Andrew's power turn on him and Richard and it was slowly sucking the life out of them. It was a good thing that she had a handle on her powers or we would all be in big trouble when she got his power.

The only problem that I can tell with Bella out is Maria is going to be breathing down all our necks until she is alright again. I can't tell Maria that I use Bella's powers either because then not only will I get into trouble because of it but so would Bella for letting her shield down in the first place. Not that she even knows that. I get to keep the mind-reading bit that I have now but I have made it so that I only get the important things say if someone was coming at us and they were thinking about attacking us then it would come in handy. I don't have the depth of Bella's gift or her range and she has a pretty far range.

Rose told me we should put her in the most comfortable room we have down here so that she is at least having a nice peaceful rest. After we put everything in place we went to find all the guys but they were already keeping themselves busy on the PS3 playing some type of game so Rose and I sat back and pretended that we were doing our nails, we did this a lot I just realised and listening in to her mind she was paying attention to everybody in the room and trying to make calculations as if to guess who would be the first to go see her. When everyone was ready to retire for the night I told them that I wanted to have a go at the game they were playing but only if everyone would teach me, Rose seeing what I was doing said she wanted to play as well.

So we kept the guys busy while Angela and Ben went to bed. I can't believe that we are going to have a baby around us shortly. I tried to find out what is going to happen to it and I couldn't find anything to do with the baby.

Once morning came the guys wanted to go check on Bella because they were all worried about her but they didn't need to be she was getting the best care she could be. There was nothing wrong with her really just her mind shutting down.