A/N: Wow thank you so much for all the reviews, favorites, and follows... I am happy that you all like this story idea! Now onto the next chapter! This chapter does jumps ahead a month from the first chapter... Also I will warn you I did not do a chapter with all the boxes being given to the people they were left to along with the letters but throughout the story there will be flashbacks from certain people on what their letter said and how they reacted when they got the box belonging to them! I just thought it wouldn't move the story along like I want it to if I had included a separate chapter for just that!
Disclaimer: I don't own Beverly Hills 90210!
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Brandon groaned when he saw Kelly staring at him once again. He had noticed in the month that Brenda had been gone that Kelly had been staring more and more at him and he was frankly getting sick of it. If he was being honest he was getting sick of Kelly period. Every time he turned around she was right there and he had been nice about it but now it was fast approaching that he was going to tell her exactly what he thought and felt about her. He was already sick with the fact that he had turned away from his sister who was his other half. He couldn't believe that he hadn't sided with her on what went down.
He sighed and shook his head to clear his thoughts. His only hope was that one day she would finally reply to one of the many e-mails that he has sent her since she left a month ago. He hated the idea that she was out there alone. If only he hadn't showed indifference to what she was going through. If only he would have turned his back on the two people who had hurt his sister. He knew that he wasn't the only one second guessing what they had done since the whole mess went down. He knew that Donna, David, Steve, and Andrea were also regretting not understanding where Brenda was coming from. He knew that him and his four friends were all kicking themselves in the ass for not seeing just how much Brenda was hurting.
When he heard Kelly clear her throat he narrowed his eyes at her and barked out "What?"
Kelly's eyes widened in shock because Brandon had never talked to her like that before. She smiled at him and asked "Do you want to hang out tonight, Brandon? Dylan is busy so I thought maybe we could hang out and talk to each other. We haven't talked much this past month."
Brandon shook his head and rolled his eyes. "No, thank you, Kelly. I would rather hang out with a monkey or even a skunk than hang out with you. I really would have thought that you would have figured that out seeing as I have been avoiding you and Dylan as much as I could the last thirty days. In fact if I'm not mistaken Donna, David, Steve, and Andrea have also been avoiding you the last thirty days. Are you truly that stupid, Kelly? None of us want anything to do with you or Dylan right now so why don't you get a clue and go and talk to someone who cares?"
Kelly's mouth dropped open in shock at Brandon's words but before she could get a word in David who had just came in as Brandon was talking said "Kelly, why don't you go home? After all none of us want anything to do with you right now. You act as if everything is about you when you damn well know it is not. I may have to live with you but it doesn't mean that I have to like you. In fact right now I despise you so much that I asked my dad if I could stay at the Walsh's for the foreseeable future. You really need to grow the hell before you lose everything and everyone."
Kelly turned her head and glared at David. "Stay out of this, David. It has nothing to do with you."
David scoffed and shook his head. "It has everything to do with me, Kelly. You really need to learn that not everyone will fall for your lies. You really need to grow up before you lose all of your friends completely. Because of your selfish ways we all lost someone we care about. Because of your selfish ways you managed to drive the one person away from Beverly Hills that has always been there for you. Did you forget that it was Brenda who helped you when you needed it the most? Did you forget that it was Brenda who always told everyone that you weren't the kind of girl you truly are? Did you forget that it was Brenda who opened her heart and home to you when you needed a place to stay for a couple of days because you and Jackie were fighting? Well good job, Kelly. You destroyed one of the best and truest friendships that you had and could have had. I do hope that you are proud of yourself and that it was worth it. Don't think for one second that most of us can't see through what you have done. It may have taken us a while but we finally see what you did and are on to you. You had best watch how you act or Dylan just may end up seeing through you also. After all he hasn't slept with you since way before Brenda left to wherever she went has he? You really should keep your voice down when you are ranting to yourself in your bedroom at the hose. Anyways, Brandon, I stopped by to see if you wanted to meet up with Donna, Steve, Andrea, and me after your shift."
Brandon ignored Kelly and nodded at David. "That sounds like a plan, David. Then when we are finished doing whatever we end up doing we can head to my house since you will be staying with me."
David nodded but before he could respond Kelly finally got her words together and hissed "You two have no right to treat me like this! So what if Brenda has left town? It isn't like any of us liked her anyways. I can only say good riddance to bad rubbish. She had what should have been mine so I took it from her! Hell, Dylan doesn't even know that he didn't sleep with me while Brenda was in Paris with Donna. He doesn't know that every single time he thinks we have slept together that I have drugged him to make it seem that way. He should be happy to be with me but all he does is talk about Brenda! He is mine and I will NOT let him go! Brenda isn't even here now and you all still talk about her and want her back. Now let's all hang out together. We are all friends after all."
Brandon's eyes were hard when he looked at Kelly. "If you think that I will ever hang out with you again, Kelly, then you are delusional. As for what you have done to Dylan we will make sure that he knows it. I use to think that you were a good person, Kelly, but now I see that you don't care about anything or anyone other than yourself. You will reap what you have sowed I hope that you know that. You deserve everything that you get and then some. Brenda was the best friend that you had and you destroyed that just because you wanted something that you couldn't have so you made sure that she couldn't have what she did any longer. You are a despicable person and I hate that I ever let myself be friends with someone like you. You do realize that if the police find out that you drugged Dylan that you could be facing jail time. Maybe you need to in order to see that what you have done is wrong. I may have wronged my sister but at least I didn't do it intentionally unlike you."
Kelly paled as she realized that she let slip what she never wanted to be known. She looked at David and Brandon with wide eyes. "You can't tell Dylan! If you do he will leave me!"
David shook his head as he had laughed. "It would serve you right if he left you. Now get out of our sight, Kelly!" He ignored Kelly and turned back towards Brandon. "When you finish up we'll meet the others and send more e-mails to Brenda. Eventually she will respond to them."
Brandon sighed. "I honestly don't know if she will or not, David. It's been a month since she left and not one word has been heard from her to any of us. I understand that she is hurt and pissed but I just wish that she would send one of us a message to let us know that she is alright. Since she has left I have been feeling sensations that aren't mine and I don't know what to do about it."
David sighed. "We'll come up with a plan, Brandon. Why don't you go clock out so that we can get out of here."
Brandon nodded and did just that. He ignored Kelly as he followed David out of the Peach Pit and around to the back where his car was parked. He could only hope and pray that Brenda was alright.
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Brenda sighed as she finally walked in the front door of her home. She couldn't believe how exhausting it was going to school, working, and then studying. She knew that she had been told that she didn't have to work but she wanted to. She didn't want to have to rely on John, Felice, her mom, and/or her dad. She wanted to be able to make it on her own. It had been four weeks since she landed in Paris, France and started school at Conseratorie de Paris. She was lucky to get in and she loved it but the classes were hard especially since she was pregnant.
She sighed again and shook her head to clear it. What she needed right now was to eat something and then some sleep. For the last five days she had done nothing but work and study but finally she had tomorrow completely to herself and she couldn't wait. She gently ran one of her hands over her baby bump and couldn't help but smile. She was starting to show and she actually loved it. She loved knowing that she was carrying something so precious inside of her. She loved knowing that even though she didn't have Dylan any longer she would still have a part of him with her at all times.
If anybody were to look at her right now they would see a bone deep sadness in her eyes. She had tears in her eyes that she refused to let fall. She was tired of crying over someone that obviously didn't want or love her like she did him. She was tired of wishing that he was by her side helping her through everything. She only had herself to rely on and that is the way it would always be. There was no way she was ever going to trust another boy or man like she had Dylan. She wasn't going to ever give her heart to another man just so that it could be ripped out of her chest.
She quickly fixed herself a meal and ate it and then went straight to bed. The last thought on her mind was that tomorrow she would finally check her e-mail that she hadn't checked once since she left Beverly Hills.
A/N 2: *grins* And there is chapter 2! I hope that you all liked it! I am sorry that it took so long to update but I have a bad back and hip currently so I can't sit up for long periods of a time at once so I have to type up a little at a time! Click the button and let me know what you think!
