Another 3 weeks had gone by…and I was just starting to really move around decently. Enough that I could clean if I had to, and go make myself food, though I still couldn't go on missions. I don't know how military wives do it, sitting at home all day while their significant other went out on missions for days and you had no contact at all. It's rather frustrating. I sighed loudly, tossing yet another book onto the floor, from my position at the little table in Levi's room. I've read practically half of his books just out of boredom. Sitting in anticipation, I twirled the spoon in my tea cup, making a little tornado inside. I took a small sip setting it back down on the saucer, staring at the dark tea inside. This is such an unbearable feeling, just sitting. I need to go out…maybe I'll get some coffee! I quickly grabbed my Jacket, and my green cloak, practically sprinting outside. If I stared at the inside of that room much longer I'd pull my hair out.
The little street was packed with people, shopping, going to work, or standing around chatting. It was different, being here practically as a civilian. I made my way to the little coffee shop by the HQ. They had the BEST scones and pastries. My heart leapt as I saw the owner outside, sweeping the cobblestone.
"Ah, Ahna, it's been so long! How are you feeling?" I shrugged as she leaned forward hugging me gently.
"I've been better. I can finally move around now."
"That's good! Your ribs are probably healing very well. Commander Erwin told me what had happened. I'm glad you're okay. Let's get you a blueberry scone and some coffee on me." I smiled warmly as she escorted me inside to an empty table. The owner of the coffee shop was in her 60's and was such a nice woman. She was a widow, her husband having died in the military quite a few years back. Surprisingly enough, he was in the Survey Corps too. She set down a cup of coffee in front of me, and my favorite blueberry scone. "Now you enjoy yourself young lady or I'll force you to pay." She joked, patting my shoulder heading outside to finish sweeping. I happily took a bite of my scone, sipping back the delicious coffee. Coffee was expensive inside the walls, practically impossible to get the ingredients, so naturally Mrs. Weiss was pretty well off. Usually only higher ups in the military or well off citizens could afford a cup once in a while. Mrs. Weiss always gave me free coffee, and of course I always helped her whenever I was able. Sometimes I would stop by and just do the dishes so she didn't have to. She was always so kind to me. After another sip of my coffee, my gaze came up to see Damien in a seat not too far from me. His stare made me nervous, as he was not happy to see me. I frowned, looking back down at my plate. Maybe I should take this home…
"How are you feeling?" His voice was a little rough, but sincere. I shrugged, trying to keep conversation minimal.
"Better now."
"That's good." We stayed silent for a bit. A few moments passed before he stood up, making his way over to my table and sitting down. "How are you and Levi?"
"Damien I don't want to get into this." I rolled my eyes, scooting my chair back, trying to leave. His hand gently stopped me from getting much farther.
"I'm not being a dick I promise. I genuinely want to know." I stared at him suspiciously for a moment.
"We're good." I stated simply, my cautious gaze not wavering.
"That's good. I'm glad you're happy." This took me a little by surprise.
"You are?" He nodded letting go of me, taking a sip of his coffee.
"I really am. I've been doing a lot of thinking…and Levi was right." I sipped my coffee as he continued, "I've been trying to move on actually, and I met a girl." My eyes widened as I looked up at his happy face.
"Wow, congrats." He thanked me, looking directly in my eyes.
"I never thought I'd move on, but it's been over two months, and seeing you and Levi that day…I realized you were happier with him. I honestly never had a chance with you, really." He put his hand up to shush me. "I'm thankful, though. You made me realize I was pushing for something so bad just because I was scared of being alone. I was scared of thinking of you with someone else. But I realized, Levi must have felt this way when you left the first time. So I started to feel bad for the guy…I'm really happy you two are together. I'm hoping this girl and I work out…I'd like some change." I smiled warmly now.
"What's she like?" I asked. He dove into explanation without hesitation. He explained how they met the same day he saw me and Levi together, and how she was really nice. She had just come to the Garrison from the academy and was the only person who noticed how bad he was hurting. She's been the only person there for him since. We laughed here and there, keeping our small talk minimal, and not in detail about my life as of now. He needed to talk and be happy; it would only hurt to hear anything from me.
"Well I've got to get back to work. See you around…" Damien smiled, standing up and leaving the shop. I couldn't help but smile. Things were looking up and it made me happy. I quickly finished my scone and coffee, standing up and heading outside. The sky was bright, and the sun was warm. I could almost dance home if I didn't feel like I'd break a rib. I made my way inside the HQ, only to find everyone back from their somewhat minor expedition.
"Ahna, glad to see you moving around!" Erwin smiled from the hallway, next to the living room. Everyone managed to wave and mutter their hello's as I continued inside. I smiled back at Erwin before pointing up the stairs. He nodded immediately knowing what I was asking. I managed to get up the stairs without killing myself, slipping into Levi's room quietly. Where the heck? The sound of water made me turn my gaze to the bathroom. There was Levi, stark naked in the bath tub, his arms resting on the sides and his head tilted back, resting on the ledge. A damp cloth covered his eyes as he relaxed. Well….hello to you too. I smirked making my way into the bathroom, leaning against the ledge and crossing my arms. I leaned over removing the cloth from his face, only to be met with those gorgeous icy grey eyes of his.
"Enjoying yourself, Levi?" I asked smiling down at him. He stared up at me expressionless as I tossed the cloth to the floor.
"How're you feeling?" He asked, his eyes not leaving mine.
"Good, actually. I'm not in a lot of pain today, and you wouldn't believe who I saw at the coffee shop."
"Damien." He stated as if he was a mind reader. I glared down at him.
"Yea, actually he's got a new girlfriend. We managed to have a friendly talk. It was nice."
"Good, now he can leave you the fuck alone." I giggled, grabbing his hand in mine and caressing it. His eyes made their way up and down my body before he asked, "why are you still dressed?"
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked confused. His eyes flashed with mischievousness as he leaned forward, pushing me backwards into the bath, still completely clothed. I gasped loudly as I was soaking wet and definitely didn't expect that. "Levi are you serious?!" I yelled scrambling like a cat to get out of the bath. Levi was stronger than me though, keeping me inside the warm water.
"I gave you a chance…you chose to question me." I glared at him, as my white shirt and pants were now see-through. Good thing I had under garments on. He grabbed my shirt roughly, pulling it apart, breaking the buttons. He unclasped my 3DMG belts pulling them off, along with my shirt.
"L…Levi…" I blushed like crazy as he completely ignored me.
"Take your boots off." I rolled my eyes leaning forward, pulling them and my socks off.
"I'll get undressed no need to get crazy." I stated, finally getting out of the bath, the floor covered in water. I slipped my pants and under garments off quickly, practically jumping back in the warm bath. I shivered as the cold air gave me goose-bumps. Levi reached forward, pulling me over top of him.
"I like this wet, naked you." I blushed as he leaned forward, simultaneously pulling my face to his. His lips crashed against mine, rough and passionate. I groaned lightly kissing him back, my mouth opening slightly, allowing his tongue to enter. His hands left my face, making their way down my sides, resting on my hips. He grasped my hips, forcing me to straddle his waist now. His kiss got rougher, our tongues battling for dominance as his hands reached around squeezing my bare ass hard. A small squeak escaped my throat at the force of his squeeze. This was happening, now…and that familiar twinge in my stomach had me reeling. Levi sat up a little more, pushing my head back, kissing my collar bone lightly, and making his way down my chest. Another gasp escaped my lips as my head fell back, giving him full access. His mouth greedily enveloped my left breast, biting down rather hard on the nipple making me cry out. His other hand roughly massaged the other, as he sucked and bit roughly. He definitely was tired of waiting for me to heal. His mouth switched to the other, his right hand neglecting my exposed breast, making its way down my front. My lip quivered as I knew where he was headed. I bit my lip moaning loudly as he let two fingers enter me. I brought my head back forward, leaning down closer to his face. His mouth hit mine again in another rough kiss as his fingers danced inside of me. I whimpered against his lips; his thumb caressing outside. He knew just how to tease me. He quickly pushed me off of him, making me confused.
Stepping out of the bath, he offered his hand to me, helping me out as well, pulling me against his wet body. Levi leaned down, kissing me roughly, pushing me backwards into the room. As we got closer to the bed, he lifted me up with ease, throwing me backwards onto it. I bit my lip giggling as he prowled over me, like a feral cat. He lifted my legs around him, sliding himself slowly into me. I cried out, definitely not used to his sheer size any more. He leaned down, biting my neck hard as he pulled himself out slowly before slamming roughly back in. I moaned loudly as he began thrusting into me harder and faster. My legs tightened around his waist, while my hands roamed through his hair. He made sure I could feel every inch of him as his thrusts got rougher, making my cries louder. He pulled out quickly, before I came, shaking his head at me.
"Not yet." His voice was rough and demanding and made me absolutely crazy. In an instant he rolled me so that I was on top, straddling him again. He looked up at me with sheer lust in his eyes, bringing one hand up, caressing between my breasts, running it down over my abdomen. His other hand positioned himself for me, as he pushed me onto him. I gasped as he filled me up a second time, though this time he was as deep as he could get.
"L…Levi…." I gasped as I began to bounce up and down. I tossed my head back moaning as both his hands grasped my waist, guiding me faster up and down. He bent his legs, making him able to thrust against me roughly. I cried out louder now as he slammed into my wall over and over. "Levi...I'm going to…" I couldn't even say it as I exploded in utter bliss around him. He thrust a few more time before groaning and pouring everything he had into me. We both stayed still, panting heavily for a few minutes, before I slid off of him and onto the bed. He crawled up next to me holding me close.
"I missed that." He breathed making me giggle as we lay motionless, enjoying each other's company.
