After Metatron has killed Dean in the warehouse you found it harder to get out of bed every day. He was the love of your life, and you couldn't imagine life without him. You had to move back into your old room in the bunker because you couldn't stand the thought of being surrounded by all of his things every day, Sam hadn't yet given Dean the Hunters Funeral, so Dean's body was laying on his bed, undisturbed by both you and Sam since you had gotten home.
One day when you were slugging your way to the kitchen, you noticed that the door to Dean's room was open. You rushed to it to see if somehow he had come back, having known the Winchesters for years you knew of all the ways they cheated death. Pushing the door all the way open you notice that his room was empty, still not letting go of hope you check ever one of the rooms in the bunker. The last place you looked was the library, where you found Sam, alone.
That's when you broke down into tears.
"Y/n," Sam said startled, and you collapsed onto your knees. Sam rushed to catch you and held you close to his chest as you heaved out a sob.
"He's g-g-gone Sam, h-h-his bod-d-dy is gone," you sob.
"What!" Y/n what do you mean his body is gone!?" Sam asks, holding you far enough away that he can see your tear-stained face.
"I-I-I was walking to the kitchen for b-b-breakfast… and w-w-when I was w-walking p-past his r-r-room I l-l-looked in a-and h-his… h-h-he w-w-was…." you couldn't even finish your sentence, but that was all Sam needed to drop you too the floor and sprint to his brother's room.
In a heap on the floor, you continue to sob. The tears only stop when you hear a rustling come from behind you. You turn around to see Sam with his duffle bag, throwing book after book into his bag.
"What are you doing?" you sniffle.
"I'm going to find my brother," Sam replied.
"Alright, then… I'm coming too," you state firmly.
"No Y/n, I don't know what we're walking into, I can't risk you getting hurt too," Sam says. "You're all the family I have left," he sighs.
"That's exactly why I need to come, Sam, you're all I have left right now too, so I can't let you go along," You're standing right in front of him, looking him dead in the eyes.
In that next second, Sam has lifted you over his shoulder and is walking you down the hallway.
"Sam! Stop! Let me help you, I need to get him back! Sam please!" you scream as he walks you to the dungeon, were he knowns you won't be able to get out of.
He puts you down and grabs you by the arm to take you over to the far wall, were old shackles still hang, and he shackles your wrists. The whole time you've been shouting profanities at him and kicking trying to get out of his strong grasp.
"Sam Winchester you let me out of these cuffs now!" you scream.
"I'm sorry Y/n, but I can't have you getting hurt too," He says and turns to leave.
"Sam Winchester you get your ass back here right now and uncuff me! Or so help me god you will regret it!" you scream back, but he's gone, and the dungeon door closed.
I hope you liked this, I thought of this idea last night and really wanted to get this done in one go. But while writing it I thought it might be better as a series. Tell me what you think! Note: other chapters will be longer hopefully.