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chapter | five
When Freddie and I got home, we changed into our movie pajamas and set up the movie to watch "Fast and Furious 2". Freddie had to warm up our subs since they were out too long and got cold. It's ten o' clock and we like to watch our Friday night movies at a certain time. It's weird I know; we've been doing this ever since we were little. It's a tradition.
Now we're watching the movie, laying in my bed, and watching the scene where Dom and Letty are talking about his sister and ended up having sex. To me Dom and Letty are cute together, one of my favorite movie couples.
"This is making me sad," I announced out loud.
"What's making you sad?" Freddie asks.
"Dom and Letty. They're so cute together and I wish they can last for a long time but you know what? They can't because something is going to happen to one of them then they won't have a happy ending! And besides, this is a movie. Movies like this, something always happens to the character and it pisses me off." I finish taking a big bite out of my ham and cheddar sub.
"Sam, you're losing it."
"Losing what!" I exclaimed with my mouth full.
"You're losing yourself over a guy. It's been two weeks and now you're saying random shit that doesn't even matter." He answered. "Dude, listen, at some point you're going to have to let - him - go." He gives me the stern look.
After I swallow, I start to speak. "I'm sorry, Freddie that I've been with this guy for five years and thought we were meant for each other, okay? But the big plot twist is that I find out he was cheating on me by fucking hundreds of girls because he was bored of me." I say enraged. "You don't know how much of the pain you have to hear that your own boyfriend had sex with someone behind your back."
He sighs then puts his sub in the wrapper, putting it on the nightstand. He scoots over to me and wraps his right arm around my shoulder. "I'm sorry, Sam. I didn't mean it like that, I was just saying that, you can't grieve over him forever. Just think about this, you're free now, go explore the world like you've never explored before."
"Freddie, you're making it sound like I just got out of prison."
"What I meannnn. Is that you can go find a new guy that'll treat you right." He whispered. I turn my head at him and see seriousness in his eyes. I can't go out and meet new guys on the spot, then I would probably go on a date with them and get dumped again. It can't happen again; my first relationship didn't go so well at the end so it could probably happen the second time.
"No, no, buddy I can't." I shook my head.
"Why not?"
"Because what if I do meet a guy, we get to know each other, start dating and then I would get hurt again. I don't want to get hurt again." I crumble my sub wrapper into a ball and threw it in the trash near my bed.
"Okay..." He trails off and looks away getting into deep thought. After a minute, he looks back at me with a smile on his face. "This might sound crazy, but...do you consider doing a one-night stand?"
What the hell?!
"Are you fucking crazy?" I asked alarmed.
"It's just a suggestion." He puts his hands up in surrender. "I know in some part in that tiny body of yours, you miss sex. So maybe having sex with someone you don't care about will get Jonah out of your mind."
"Dude, I'm not having sex with some stranger. What if they have STD's or something?"
"He doesn't have to have a–"
"Now it would be different if I had sex with someone I know and doesn't have any diseases." I interrupted. "Hey, how about Adam, maybe he can do it." I say to him.
"Isn't he your cousin?" He asks squinting his eyes.
"Not my close cousin." I defended, shrugging my shoulders.
"Oh my god," he groaned, pinching his nose. "Sam, listen to me very carefully." He says turning himself facing me face-to-face. "One, you can't have sex with your cousin! Two...I think I know who can help with your problem..." He looks a little nervous for some reason.
"Who?"
He takes a deep breath and looks into my eyes while they're glistening.
"Me."