Warning: this chapter is more likely rated "M" this contains sex. please don't read it if you don't like it.
I know this is going away from the story line a bit but the next chapter will jump right back into it. enjoy
Angle returned to the house, cleaning the floors, before starting on the meal for him and Buffy. He thought he would cook her favourite meal. While the food was cooking away Angel rushes upstairs to start on the bedroom. He changed the covers on the bed to a luxury red, with white roses places on the pillows. He lit scented red candles around the room, which he had read would help relax.
As Angel finished the room he checked on dinner, it was still cooking away. So he grabbed the phone and called a number that he saw in a shop window next to the magic box. When he got off the phone he had a huge smile on his face. This smile quickly changed to a worried looks as he relished he only have 45 minutes left till Buffy was going to be back. But now it was time to put the next part of the plan into place. As if on cue Joyce and Lily walked through the door.
He moved to them and they could tell he watched something.
"Yes Angel? What would you like?" Joyce asked. Even though they hadn't gotten along when they first met, or even after that, they seem to understand each other now.
"Could you take Tia to the movies and have dinner out tonight. I'll pay. You could even take her shopping. I don't really mind as long as the house is empty tonight."
Joyce raised an eyebrow. Then she could smell the food and noticed the light were low.
"Of course as long as I don't know anything that happens."
Angel smiles, "Thanks. Just Buffy has been so scared the pasted few days that I want her to relax. After last night she really needs it."
"Like I said I don't want to know anything."
"Don't worry. Buffy and I can't do anything."
"Why not?" Lily asked, as she doesn't know much about Buffy and Angel's relationship.
"Well, let just say. Buffy and Angel do something and Angel will turn evil."
"I still don't understand."
"I'll explain when we go and pick up Tia." Joyce turns to Angel, "Where is she?"
"At the magic box. Oh here." He passes her a credit card. "I don't mind. Spend whatever." He smiles. He loves the feeling of supporting other people. It felt like he was helping someone close to the heart.
The two women walk out of the house after grabbing a jacket for Tia as she hadn't had one when they went to the magic box and knew she would like to curl up in something warm while watching a film.
Angel had dinner dished up and on the table when Buffy walked in the door. She noticed that the air was filled with a glorious smell of food and that the lights were low.
"Angel?" called Buffy looking about
"Dinner is prepared." Said Angel leading her to the table, Angle watched Buffy anticipating the next move. He hoped he had done everything correctly, Buffy's face shone with a smile
"You didn't have to." said Buffy looking at Angel
"I know, but I just want to make you happy." said Angel kissing her lightly.
He leads her to the table and pulls the chair out for her to sit down then sits on her left side.
"It's beautiful and smells so good. When did you learn to cook?"
"I have had a lot of time to practice." He says with a smile on his faces. "Let's tuck in. I'm starving."
Buffy looks at him with a questioning look on her face. "You don't eat human food."
"No but tonight I am." They tuck into this delicious meal.
"Is this why mom and Lily came and took Tia?" Angel nodded. "Any idea what time they will be back?"
"No. You don't mind do you?"
Buffy shock her head. "Nah, I think that it's best for her to go out with everyone at the moment because I don't think I will let her go out with anyone other than me after next month." There was sorrow in her eyes. As they had both finished eating Angel took her hand, rubbing it soft and slowly. He looked deep in her eyes and said with his whole heart, body and soul, "I love you."
She smiles, replying, "I love you to Angel. You and Tia mean so much to me." As they spoke their legs became entwined. They stay like this for a long moment.
"Well I'll do the washing up as you cooked."
"You don't have too." Buffy didn't pay much attention to this. She got up pulling her hand away. She really needed to do something to get her mind off Angel's touch. She moves to the sink with the plates. After a while of washing them she feels Angel's arms wrap around her waist pulling her tight again his. He started whispering in her eye, "I love you Buffy. You're my everything, you and Tia." He continued saying things like theses making Buffy's legs weak. She finished the dishes then Angel turns her around. He bends down and kisses her personally. The kiss was sweet and calm. Angel picked her up and then pulled her away from the sink, "I have something else I want to show you." He moves her so he is carrying her carefully up the stairs. Even though she could walk she was glad she wasn't going to have to walk upstairs as she was tired from the stress of everything that was happening.
They get to the door of Buffy's room and she leans over and opens it. Angel walks in with her still in his arms, while watching the look on her face. The expression he got made him so very happy. The lines of stress and fear had left her face to be replaced with a huge smile. She climbs out of his arms and looks around. The candles smelled heavenly, the bed was beautiful and the feeling Buffy had in her stomach was what she was scared of.
"What's going on?" Buffy asked with the smile still firmly on her face.
Angel walks to her, "I wanted you to feel," he takes her hands, "Special," keeps moving so they are moving to the bed, sitting her on it, "cared for and most of all," he leans over her on the bed as she is now resting on her elbows, "loved." He moves his lips to hers kissing her. She lies down fully and wraps her arms around his neck. His hands moved down her arms to hold her waist with one hand while he rests his weight on the other. He didn't want to ruin this moment with suffocating her.
He climbed on the bed and straddled her hips. He moved his hands to her shirt and undoes the button without letting her lips go. When he has finished on them he opens it exposing her tight stomach and prefect-covered breasts. He leans back, sitting on her hips. Her lips are red and she was breathing heavily.
"What are we doing? We can't do this." She goes to sit up but Angel pushes her down by the shoulders.
"Calm down. We aren't going any further then what we did before we sleep together."
"What if it goes too far, that we can't stop ourselves." She didn't want to bring out Angelus, she didn't want to have to fight him, she didn't want him hurting Tia or anyone and she didn't want to have to kill him again.
"Buffy, I don't want to hurt you. Knowing that if we go too far," he pauses, "knowing that I could become Angelus again, its hurts so much. I don't want to become him again. And having the fear there will stop me from taking you fully."
This made her feel small comfort but everything was soon gone from her mind when Angel kissed her scar that he gave her. He kissed her neck moving down to her chest. He worked his hands under her and unclipped the bra strap. Pulling it off her with the shirt he saw her breasts were hard with arousal. He kissed the right one and rubbed the left. She moaned with the sensation of his cold mouth on her.
"Angel. I love the way you feel." She had her hands in his hand and running the length of his back. She didn't like having the martial covering his body so she pulled it up slightly, Angel knew what she was doing so helped her. When he returned his attention to her breast he started sucking her left and rubbed the right.
He played with her for a while making sure she was feeling a lot of pleasure from this. He defiantly did, as he was growing harder by the second. He started rubbing his covered cock onto her covered pussy.
"Angel, please. I need you." He never liked denying Buffy what she wanted so he kissed down her stomach, as he never wanted to brake contacted between them, and licked her belly button as he undid her jeans. He pulled them off his her panties quickly and just looked at her. She was flushed, with red cheeks and her eyes were closed.
"I want to eat you so badly." His hands on her inner thighs. Rubbing softly.
She looks up at him and says in a slight whisper. "Go on then." He didn't need any more encouragement. He put his head down and licked her pussy lips. She was so wet and warm that Angel had to stick his tongue in her. She let out a loud moan at the feeling of his cold tongue. He then went to work on her clit as he pushed a long finger in her. When he did they both let out a moan but Buffy turned into a giggle. He had sent vibration into her pussy making her tickle. It had been so long since he had anything in her. She was so tight. One of Angel's fingers was stretching her. He wanted to bury his self in her. For her to squeeze him. To cum in her. But he wouldn't risk it. He was happy just to make Buffy again. She was the most beautiful sight when she did.
Angel continued to suck her and thrust his finger in her; soon she was so wet he added another finger.
"God, Angel. Faster, please, oh god!" she was close to coming so soon. Angel knew he was going to make her cum so many times she wouldn't know what was happening. He lightly bit her clit send waves of pleasure through her body. Her hips bucked into his face and he licked her juices from her.
"Yes! Angel, I love you." She says as her high was coming to an end. She lays there. On her back, wide open for him. Her eyes were closed and Angel wondered what she was think. He really hoped that nothing about this reminded her of the rape.
"Buffy? Beloved?" he moved up her body, lying on her again. "What you thinking sweetheart?"
She opens her eyes to see his chocolate, hyphenising eyes looking into hers. She loved them, when they first made love; she looked into his eyes and knew he was the one that would hold her heart forever.
"I was thinking about us. I love you so much." He bends down and kissed her on the forehead, nose and mouth. His hand worked their way down to her pussy again and she felt him push two fingers in her, pumping slowly as they keep kissing. He then added a third, which stung, but felt good. Buffy turned her head away from the kiss and didn't look at Angel. "You okay?" he asks trying to withdraw his fingers but Buffy closes her legs around his hand keeping him there.
She nods. "Yeah, give me a sec. It hurts a little.
"It's because you're so tight baby. Remember the first time. It hurt you to have two in you." She smiles and lets out a sigh. He moves his finger slowly when she released her legs and starts to kiss him again. The taste she had in her mouth turned her on even more. Something about tasting herself was exciting.
Angel was still finding her extremely tight after a few more thrust of his fingers.
"Baby? How are you so tight?"
"What?" she was reaching another orgasm but she managed to look into his eyes.
"I know you say you haven't been with anyone else but haven't you, you know."
She looked at him, she knew what he was talking about but she wanted him to say the words.
"What do-do you mean? Explain."
"Well you know. Pleasured yourself. Push one of your fingers into you hot little pussy and make yourself cum."
That was it. Him saying this sent her over the edge, with the thrust of his fingers in her.
"No." she moaned, as she was sent high into the clouds. She grabbed him by the hair and pulled him to her kissing him. She bit his lip making it bleed a little and she cleaned it off. He moved to her neck as his fingers still worked her prolonging the orgasm. When her orgasm was over he took his fingers out of her and moved then to his mouth, sucking them clean. Buffy felt ashamed at how much that was turning her on, then she noticed that Angel was also turn on. He was hard pushing against her leg. She rolled then over so Buffy sat on Angel's stomach. Her wet pussy on him. She kissed down his stomach nipping at him. She reached the top of his pants and undid then. She pulled them off and through them on the floor. Standing at the bottom of the bed looking at him she was amazed that she had once had him in her. But she knew that he needed to come from the color the head was turning. But giving him a hand job wasn't good enough. They were fine when she was a teenager and was still worried about what happens on the bedroom, but now, she was an adult; she could do more for him. Even if it meant pulling something out she didn't want to.
She lowered her head to his cock that stood hard. She kissed the tip and ran her tongue down his length.
"Oh, Buffy. More please." She moved her mouth; take him in as much as possible. She licked around him and sucked harder. He bucked his hips into her mouth and she moved up and down on him. He thrust his cock in and out of her mouth careful not to gag her. She has always found a way to amaze him. When they first played a game. He didn't think she would want to do anything to him but she did. It wasn't anything big but it was for the first sexual experience, that he knew of, she had she did a lot. Her small hand around his large dick. She was brilliant and he had always wondered how she was so good. He was wondering how she knew what to do with his length in her mouth to make it feel this good.
He was so close; he wanted her to swallow him. Would she?
Buffy opened her throat muscles and took him further in her mouth. He let out another moan and moved his hips faster.
He then felt something that he didn't want to. Something had landed on him. It was wet and slightly warm. He looked down, to see tears running down Buffy's check and was what he felt falling on him. Why was she upset?
He sat up and pulled out of her. He grabbed her shoulder; looking deep in her eyes.
"What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" she shakes her head with more tears falling. "Buffy what is it?"
"Please Angel let me just do this for you?" She asks him, not making eye contact.
"If you don't want to do this that's fine. I don't need you to do anything. I just wanted this night to prefect for you."
"It will, if I can make you cum." She looked in his eyes to show him that really did want to do this for him.
He nods and lies down again. He takes her hand while she places her mouth around him again. Knowing that Buffy was crying while doing this takes most the pleasure out but she got him to cum. He let his seeds go and she swallowed them down. When he did cum he squeezed her hand and moaned her name.
She licked him clean pulled away, sitting on her heels. Angel looked at her to see her face still wet with a few tears falling but she had a small smile as well.
Angel reached her and pulled her to him. She was on top of him with one leg of his between hers and she had one betweens his.
"Tell me what that was about." Angel says stroking her hair.
She shakes her from where it rests on his crest. "I don't want to think about it. Defiantly not tonight." She says, Angel hears the strain in her voice and feels her tears on his chest.
Rubbing up and down her back and side Angel replies. "It's to later for that. You're thinking about whatever it is and it's making you upset. Tell me and I'll help."
She sits up and looks at him. She knew he had a good idea what it was to do with and yet he wanted her to tell him. He was trying to make her talk about a subject that she hadn't spoke about to anyone, no matter how much they tired Buffy never told them anything.
"Can't we talk about this tomorrow?" he shakes his head. "Why not?"
"Because you have held this in you for too long now."
Buffy let out a big sigh and climbed of Angel, she grabbed her robe, putting it and sat on her bed with her back to Angel.
"When he was in my room he didn't just fuck me in one place. He made me suck him clean. Then he came in my mouth as well." Her words were harsh and almost being shouted. At the moment she was angry. Not at Angel but what he did to her. While she continued to speak Angel moved to sit behind her, rested his head on her shoulder kissing it as he listened. His arms snaked around her waist and into her robe to rub her stomach. "He came in my mouth and made me swallow. He covered my mouth and nose so I could breath. I didn't want to- he tasted discussing. God I wish I had let him suffocate me." Her anger was now tears. Angel pulled her back onto his lap and made her look in his eyes.
"Don't say that. If he had killed you, Tia wouldn't be here and I would be living in alleys and sewers eating rats. Buffy you have done so much and just because that bastard did something that is unforgivable, it doesn't mean it has to control your life. You have me and your family and friends. We love you and whatever he did you need to forget about. I know it's going to be hard but when we can get pasted this everything will be better."
She looks in his eyes. "I love you Buffy." She moves forward kissing him. She knew everything he said was true and she loved the way he made her feel.
He rolls her over onto her back and undoes her robe.
"Ready to go again?" he asked, she nods and he kisses her neck. She was rubbing her pussy against his leg.
"Make me cum hard." He smiles, he would.
After they were both done coming and pleasuring each other. They lay under the coves. Buffy was resting against Angel's chest with his arm around her. In her hands she held one of the white roses and one of Angel's hands.
"I can't believe how good that felt." She says. Her body was tired but she wanted to stay awake.
"I have to agree." He replies kissing her head. "Buffy?"
"Hum."
"There is something else I need to tell you." She turns her head to look at him. "Know that shop next to the magic box that's for sale?"
"Yeah, what about it?"
"Well, I have bought it. For Angel's investigations." Buffy wasn't smiling. "What?"
"Does that mean your team is coming here?"
"No, it's just going to be me there. The 'HQ' will still be in L.A. Why?"
"Just having more people here- don't worry about."
"No what?" He wanted to know everything she was thinking and feeling all the time.
"It's just your team, don't get me wrong, I don't know some of them and the ones I do I don't get on great with. If they were going to be here there would be too many people to fight the baddies."
"So you think if they did come it would be over crowed?" Buffy nods. "I get that."
"And it would also mean more people around Tia. She doesn't get on with big crowds. And I'd also have to explain her to them." Buffy adds.
"Well don't worry they aren't going to be here. They are a strong bunch they can handle most thing. The shop will just be a place where we can transfer information and if they need my help they can tell me."
"Need your help? If they need you you'll go there, help and come back right?"
He nods kissing her again.
"I'll always come back to you."
She sighs, "Oh, I'm so sleepy."
"Sleep."
"But I want to stay awake so we can stay like this forever."
"Sleep Buffy. We'll have more. I promise."
With that Buffy curls up in his arms more after putting the rose on the side. He kissed her once more on the forehead and closed his eyes with her.
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