Chapter Eight

~~Christian Grey~~

I am always angry. Why am I always so angry? Is it more at myself? The people around me, what? I'm asking my sixteen-year-old self. I would get so angry so easily and would just provoke a fight at school. Carrick and Grace really don't know what to do any more with me. I've been expelled from three schools already, and I'm currently on my forth. Grace got a really great job offer at North- West Hospital in Seattle and we are all moving there this week. Now with all of us moved into our new home at the sound overlooking Seattle from the water it is really beautiful.

I've joined my new schools rowing team and we're doing great. Now with my mother's old high school girlfriend, Mrs Elena Lincoln asked me a few days ago to come do some work for them in their garden for a few extra bucks. This is the only way I can makes some extra cash so it can feed my new alcohol habits I've recently developed, since Ana left a hole in my heart and chest since I called our whole relationship off after a few months. It was just too painful to look at her and not being able to touch her super soft skin. Now it was just last week when mother almost caught me with a bottle of bourbon in my hand.

But somehow working today at the Lincoln's home just feels different. I would look up and feel someone's eyes on me as I pulled off my shirt and continue to work. The harder I worked the more uncomfortable I started to feel with someone watching me. At the end of the day, I knocked on the front door of the Lincoln home and Mrs Lincoln came out with nothing on but a latex bodes and silk rope around herself, drinking a vodka martini as she hands me my payment for the day. My eyes almost popped out at the woman's body.

She grabbed my arm and dragged me into the house and kissed me like I have never ever been kissed before, when I tried to hold her better and a little closer to me, she stepped back and gave me a slap so hard I saw stars. Rubbing my cheek, I looked at her so confused as she smiled sweetly at me. She gave me a hug then kissed my hair then told me to come back tomorrow as she sends me on my way. I rode my bike back home feeling so confused by Mrs Lincoln's behavior. Yet there was something I found quite intriguing with Mrs Lincoln's behavior. I was turning seventeen in two weeks and somehow I feel like my life is about to change.

The following afternoon after school I went straight there and she introduced me to a world that I never even knew existed. Mrs Lincoln showed me how to deal with my anger in a much more constructive way channeling it through our play scenes. It was about a week since we started our affair when Elena showed me how to discipline myself to fit in more to this life style, and since she showed me how to channel my moods, my school grades jumped and I graduated from high school with high marks. Life for Elena and me progressed over the course of six years, I was in my second year of college when I finished my business degree. Elena tried and helped pay for me to be trained as a proper dom myself. My training got why better whenever I go out to train as a dom, but when I'm with Elena it's down-graded somewhat.

One night on summer vacation, when Elena and I were in the middle of a play session when Mr Lincoln came home earlier than expected and caught us in the middle of our intense engagement. He was so furious, he chased me out of the house and he slapped Elena around quite a bit, because of what he just witnessed. I just got in my car and drove off to a park where I just sat in the dark, still not having enough so I finished in a really thick bush near my car by myself.

After I cleaned up I drove back home and went straight to my room where I took a shower and went to bed worrying about what is happening to Elena back home. The next morning, I called her and she called off our arrangements. But she did agree to help me out to start my own business, and in so she lend me the capital I needed to start my business. My business took off and as it grew quite a lot in the span of a year and so I could pay Elena back what she lend me with a bit of interest. My business just kept growing and growing and so I became Seattle's billionaire in just the span of a few years.

I would call a play house and they would send me a sub and I like the fact that I can sign a contract with my subs and make them stick around for three months at a time. I bought a penthouse at Escala down town near the Pike Market District and I'm just waiting for them to finish their construction of the building so I can finally move in. I'm also building my own offices on an open lot in CBD Seattle so I can run my business better. So in the mean while- while I have to wait for my penthouse to be finished I have to go out to conduct my plays at the evenings with my contract sub's.

Then this new place called Milady's Pleasure House opened in midtown and with the luxurious feel to the whole place I love going there and now I'm a frequent client there. The talk of the town is that it's owned by a wealthy young woman, and it is only one of two play houses that she owns. I'm quite impressed by the young woman's taste in decorations and her top of the range toys and play room furnishings is exquisite. It's very tasteful I thought to myself. Two years passed and I now have an exclusive membership at Milady's Pleasure House.

Tomorrow is a busy day, breakfast meetings. A mind numbing school paper interview for the WSU student paper with a Miss Kavanagh, she just wouldn't stop pestering my HR department for an interview with me. I really hate doing any form of interview. Then afterward I have a Mr Sanders for yet another business proposal.

I turn in my chair at my desk in my office on the top floor of my 20 story office building, now called Grey House. Looking out over greater Seattle as the rain sets in. Later on I got my things ready as I'm about to leave to meet up with my personal trainer at my now finished penthouse at the top floor of the Escala building. Heading home I have an hour and a half of workout with Claude the ex-world Champion kick boxer, that's training me. After Claude was done with me, I had a quick shower and head down town to Dr Flynn's office for my hour of therapy.

Having childhood issues, I was sort of forced to be a grown up before my time and haven't reached the certain stages where I broke through my adolescent phases yet, this is where Dr Flynn comes in and is helping me with it. Dr Flynn is the best therapist I had since Grace started sending me to psychologists since she and Carrick adopted me.

After Dr Flynn's appointment Taylor and I, my head of security drove me back home to Escala where I ate my dinner and then head out to Milady's pleasure house for some fun. According to the receptionist at the front desk, the young owner is in this evening and I really wanted to meet this young woman of such a classy establishment. The receptionist walked off to the back office to fetched the young woman.

The receptionist came back out and told me that Milady will be with me shortly. A very familiar young brown haired, blue eyed porcelain doll walked out in a tight fit cocktail dress and in high heels. She has such great posture and a sense of air about her. No! This is… It's my Ana from high school. My mouth wanted to drop to the floor but I kept my cool. I saw Ana recognize me, but she let her receptionist introduce us.

'Milady Steele, meet our exclusive member Mr Christian Grey.' The receptionist introduced us to each other, not like we don't know each other.

'Milady, what an honour to finally meet you.' I took her hand and kissed the back of it.

'It really is a big pleasure to meet you Mr Grey. How do you fine our Pleasure House? Is everything to your liking?' Ana asked me.

'Everything and more, Milady. May I have the pleasure of your company tonight, or are you quite busy?' I asked politely.

'I would love to, Mr Grey. Sue get Russ and Andy to ready play room one for us.' Milady Steele ordered.

'Certainly Milady. What scenario would you like ma'am?' Sue asked as Ana turned to look at me, she stepping back and then walked around me a bit. What is she doing?

'What is the colors that's running around in your mind right now, Mr Grey?' Ana asked me as she kept looking straight into my gray eyes. What has she become over the years?

'What? How did you even know that I was thinking of a color, Milady?' I asked really shocked. I was shocked that she's the woman I once knew and furthermore she shocked me by asking me what exactly I was thinking off. What has Ana become? How is the now gorgeous familiar woman?

'Red and purple.' I finally answered, and a sweet familiar smile broke out over Ana's pretty petite face.

'Very well then, Sue let them set up the dungeon scene for us.' Milady finally gave her orders and then she showed me to a changing room, before I stepped into the changing room I turned back to Ana.

'Milady?' I called after her.

'Yes, Mr Grey. Is everything alright?' Ana asked.

'Yes ma'am, what role am I going to play?' I asked really curious. She stepped back again and looked me over some more. Her one eyebrow lifted in a way that said she's really up to no good.

'Well by the look of yourself, Mr Grey, you really like your distance from people, don't really like to be touched in certain places. My guess is it's your chest and back, because you might bare scares of some horrible childhood situation and have been in this way of live for the control it gives you. Your trainer was good but not as good as I am and that is why you are here right now requiring my services.' She's good and she remembers everything when we still gone out in high school.

'Bloody hell, how did you… You are spot on- on all those charges Milady. I can see why they call you the best around here.' I smiled at her. My heart started to skip a bit just like it did when we were in high school. Oh, this can only get better and better. I have a zillion questions to ask her.

'Are they… Well Mr Grey I had a marvellous teacher for a few years. With his marvellous teachings you will get to witness in a few minutes. In the play room on your knees looking at the floor, in ten minutes.'

'Yes, Milady.' I answered quickly and jumped to.

'And the safe words are?' She asked me.

'Yellow and Red.' I spoke quickly and sounded a little out of breath.

'Good.' She spoke and then walked off so I could get ready. Who is this woman? She clearly isn't my Ana I used to date. How did she know all this stuff about me by just one look at me? I got ready and once I was finished, a man called Russ showed me to the play room Milady asked for. It really does look like a dungeon. I looked around and everything is just what I pictured it will look like, I kneel by the door and stare at the floor. I could hear high heels clucking on the marble tiles as she got closer I stare at the floor again. The door opens and Ana steps inside closing the door behind her.

'Excellent Mr Grey. Tell me Mr Grey, are you a classic music lover, like Frank Sinatra, Nat King Cole?' She asks.

'Yes, Milady, I am.' I answered truthfully, still staring at the floor.

'Good would you mind if we listen to some of them?' She asked again.

'No not at all Milady.' I've never had a play session to music before. Oh, Ana is good.

'Shell we get started then.' Ana pulled me off of the floor and let me stand in the middle of the room as she started to tie my hands together and then hoist it above my head. She spread my legs a bit and she stepped back a bit. Admiring her work.

'Goodness Mr Grey what a fine specimen you have become.' She spoke and walked around me in her knee high boots and fancy lace corset with matching underwear. Mmm… what a delicious combination. If only I can get my hands on her. There is just something about her now, I don't know what yet that I finds even more attractive then before. She pulled a soft looking blind fold from the wall and then place it over eyes.

Ana only turned up the music just a notch then started our play. Ana never once touched my chest or back with her flogger or her cane, she very clearly have in her hands. She would flog my behind and thighs over and over and then only with her cane she would toy with my clear erected manhood. She exchanged her cane for a feather later and worked the feather all over my manhood making my legs buckle at the intense feeling.

'Oh, no Mr Grey. You better not mess your come all over my new outfit. If you do, I will give you a spanking you will not forget and besides we haven't even started yet. Do you understand Mr Grey?'

'Yes, Milady.' I hissed through my teeth. I had never felt so ready to explode before, not even Elena made me feel like this ever. Our play continued and as she lay her hands on me an hour or so later she finally gave me permission to let go after she have been rubbing me real hard for about twenty minutes. I let go and she held something in front of me, as I shot all my juices into it. After that she untied my arms and let my hands down. We both tumble to the floor onto a blanket. She tightly wrapped the blanket around me and lay with me on the floor stroking my cheek. Ana looked into my gray eyes and she still have that tender side I loved so much back then.

'I remembered these scares of yours from when we dated in high school. If I were you I would grab my whip and go and beat the living daylights out of them for you if you like.' She spoke and suggest to my scares on my body.

'It happened so long ago Milady. You know this. The pimp that did this might be already be dead by his own doing, I can only imagine. The one thing I can't get over is that this is your play house.'

'I see. Yes, it stumbled by a lucky chance into this lifestyle when I was at my therapist one afternoon and found master Louise business card in the waiting room under a couch, so I called him and well here I am holding you. The one man I always regret letting go of. I know we both have very different lives now so…' Silence stretch on and I just looked into her beautiful blue eyes I have dreamed off for so many years. 'Well, thank you for the delicious play Mr Grey, I really had fun.' Ana let me go and we finally got up from the floor in the play room.

'The pleasure is all mine Milady.' I smiled down at her.

'Thank you. Will you be alright now Christian?' Ana asked looking serious at me again.

'Yes, I already feel better, thank you.' I mumbled walking over to get my robe behind the door.

'Okay, wait right here, I'll be right back.' She placed the cup with my come in front of his eyes on the table as she walked over to a cabinet mounted to the wall. She pulled out a jar from it and walked back over to me at the door. She rubbed soothing scream over my flogged and caned legs.

'Mr Grey, please turn around.' I did what I was told as she rubbed the soothing cream all over me. No blood seeping from my body anywhere. She really is good.

'Better?' She asked.

'Much better. Thank you.'

'You're welcome, Mr Grey.' She helped me into my robe and we both head out of the play room door. What a remarkable woman, Milady Ana Steele turned out to be.