Kaito P.O.V
I woke up wanting to cut and checked to see if Shinichi was around. Good! Probably at work or something. I left the room decideing I could make some excuse that I was cooking. I made it around the house until I found the knife that I usually cook with and smiled slightly at this. I would have to be carefull not to hit a vein. When I go shopping I will have to buy razors and a journal.
I intend to write down my thoughts when I am depressed or upset. I sighed and gazed at the knife and then hid in a room and then made about 3 cuts and sighed loving the feeling.
I deserved the pain. Shinichi would NEVER love me especially now with how filthy I was and I deserved it! I bandaged my arm and put on a jacket and then washed up the knife to hide the evidence. I began to cook to stay busy and the door opened and Shinichi entered and paused. "You're awake. That's good Kaito. I was worried." he said. "Just woke up" I answered. I was cooking some cookies for us to snack on. The door opened wider and the Shonen Tentei ran in.
"Are you Shinichi Nee-chan's boyfriend? You 2 would be soooooo cute together!" cried Ayumi. I sighed wishing I cut more...or that I had a razor.
"Sorry Oujou-chan. I'm single probably forever." I answered. "I don't think so! No one ever stays alone. I think you will find someone." Genta said thoughtfully. Then the oven dinged and I took out the cookies and gave some to the kids who were happy and took off to go play elsewhere. "You're single?" Shinichi said surprised. I nodded. He was thoughtfull and then leaned over and spoke "Know this may cause a panic but may I kiss you Kaito?" he asked. I blushed at this and nodded at those words and he captured my lips in a soft kiss.
Shinichi P.O.V
I licked his lower lip, asking for entrance which he granted and smiled wrapping my arms around him. I finally caught him. He was my theif and no one elses. "I love you and don't want you gone so please don't die on me." I said trailing kisses along his neck. He was now bright red at this. "Hai"
he answered.
-The Next Day-
Shinichi P.O.V
My parents came to visit and stopped seeing me and Kaito. Mom squealed hugging Kaito tightly. "Oh! Shin-chan! The 2 of you are so cute together! I expect pictures!" I sighed as my boyfriend managed to crawl away and I helped him up. "So how did you finally meet him...as Kuroba Kaito?" my dad asked. "Suicide attempt." I answered holding Kaito close and playing with his hair. I had taken all sharp objects away from him again today and caught him trying to cut. "Oh. Kai-chan are you that sad?" she asked.
"We're taking care of it mom." I said. "How about a big shopping trip and dinner? Want to Kai-chan?" He nodded excited. Guess I was going to get a date ready for him when he returned. "Enjoy love" I said capturing his lips in a kiss before he left with my mother.