Chapter Thirty-Three

The jets seatbelt sign came on and we took in our seats and we descend to Dubai and we all were checked in by Dubai airport security control and we all got the final go-ahead to fly over to Sudan where our airdrop was scheduled for tomorrow and we meet up with Ros at the hotel. Christian and Ros fought things through and from past experience you make yourself scares when Christian is mad like this. I just sat on our bed in our room while they yell things through.

I later put on some earphones to cancel out their noise and I continue to do my own work. When I was completely done, I took out my earphones to find out if they are still yelling at each other. Everything was silent now. I packed away all my things then went to search for Christian. He was sitting in the study part of our suite working on his laptop breathing funny. I walked in a hurry over to him.

'Christian, love are you okay?' I asked sitting down next to him.

'No, Ros left an hour ago after we sorted out our issues and I'm still like this.' He breathed hard.

'What are you feeling love?' I asked taking his hand and picking up the suite phone.

'I can't get air properly to my lunges.' He told me.

'Front desk,' the sweet lady answered.

'Hi, hello. This is Mrs. Grey from the penthouse suite, we need a doctor in here please.'

'Right away ma'am we'll send him right up.'

'Thank you, please hurry.' We hung up and I tend to my husband.

'Please stay with me, Mr. Grey. Try and place your head between your knees the doctor will be here momentarily. Slow easy breathe now.' Christian got to his feet and put his head between his knees. Ten minutes later the doctor was searched by our security and let in by Taylor and our handful of security to look over Christian. He lay Christian on the triple seater couch and listened to his chest. He asked Christian a couple of questions and he finally gave us his diagnoses and Christian is experiencing a panic attack and he gave Christian a prescription for anxiety medication and a mild tranquilizer.

We asked the kind doctor to remove Christian's hand's stitches and he most graciously agreed. After the doctor left, Sawyer took off to go fill the prescription the doctor gave Christian. The moment Sawyer was back, Christian took his medication then go lay down. I'm not letting my husband out of my site. He is after all my whole life now. A half an hour later his medication took effect and he could finally start breathing normally again and he fell asleep.

I took a shower later and got right back to my post after I got dressed in one of Christian's pajama shirts. I took my seat in a wing-back chair and looked after my husband. I was reading a book from one of my new authors, I had a quick look at the alarm clock on my side of the bed and got back to my reading when Christian started to get one of his nightmares. I have witnessed some of them in the past and they are not pretty, and this is judging by what he says in his sleep. I quickly slip my bookmark in my book and lay it on the nightstand and started to hold my husband to me as best I could. He is burning up.

'Christian, wake up baby... Christian wake up...' I called him awake. Five or six times I called him and he finally woke up looking into my eyes.

'Ana?' He spoke with a question mark on his face like he can't make out if this was real or not.

'Come on baby, your safe now. I will protect you.' I cooed him and it made him chuckle in the midst of all this.

'You will protect me, Mrs. Grey?' He asked sitting up a little. Oh, thank god.

'Yes, I have one and I will keep on doing it. Where is Ros's suite so I can go kick her ass?' I asked wanting to get up.

'Hey, please don't go, besides she had a valuable argument and we sorted everything out between us. Besides she might find it a huge turn on from someone so stunning as you Mrs. Grey.'

'What Ros likes woman then?' I asked shocked by this news.

'Yes she does and her girlfriend will not like it very much if she's looking at another gorgeous woman, like yourself Mrs. Grey.'

'Well rest assured Mr. Grey, woman on woman action don't really do it for me.' I cleared the air.

'That is great news, Mrs. Grey.' He smiled at me.

'How are you feeling now love?' I asked him taking his hands and kissed them.

'I feel so much better, thank you.'

'You scared me so much Christian I thought I was going to die with you.'

'Hey, no one is going anywhere for a very-very long time Mrs. Grey. Do you hear me?'

'Yes, master Grey.' He kissed my temple and let me lay down on my side as I lay in his arms and fell asleep.

The next morning around six-thirty AM we were all out the door and on site where they will airdrop in Christian's food supplies for the rural areas of Sudan. My big-hearted wonderful man. I stood on the side while Ros and Christian talk to some people. Sawyer and Ryan stuck to my side while Ros and Christian still talked to a group of men. I took Christian's calls for him while we stand out in the desert sun. It was about the tenth call or so when I was getting really tired of this heat and I started to feel really dizzy too.

Ryan got me back in our car and turned the air-conditioner on for me to help me. It did help. Finally, we heard large helicopters approaching and indeed there was two helicopter that carried a single container each and once they place them on the spots marked out for them they took off again and by their fifth trip dropping more containers they were finally done. After that, we all took off to our air-conditioned hotel and had a nice brunch.

Ros is sitting at our table and she and Christian were talking business while I keep to myself. During our meal, Christian would place his hand on my leg under the tablecloth and toy with me as he hiked my skirt up. I only managed to eat half my food then turned back to my fruit juice, I just listen to them talk while he played with me under the table. His hand finally slipped into my underwear and found my extra moisture there, I almost gasp and moaned but decided to drown it in my juice as I took small sips.

I, later on, held his hand to me and he finally slips one of his fingers inside me. I cleared my throat to stiffen a moan. I whipped my mouth on my cloth napkin and sat back giving Christian easy access to his target. He let his finger toy with me as he started moving it in and out faster and faster and before I knew it I came in his hand. He withdraws his finger and then closes his hand as he withdraws it and he finally took his cloth napkin and whip his mouth as Ros finally took her leave from us.

'So how was it, Mrs. Grey?' He finally asked me with a sideways naughty grin on his handsome face.

'Well Mr. Grey it was overall a pretty fabulous meal, I can now definitely say that this very public meal I will order over and over in the near future.'

'Oh, will you now?' He added as his smile grew and asked our waiter for the bill.

'Oh, yes master Grey. As long it's you that I'll share my meals with then we can have it again. Maybe next time I can return the favor to you real soon.' I smirked at him now.

'Maybe I let you Milady. Come now we don't have any further meetings for today and Sawyer told me earlier that you felt dizzy.'

'Yes, I guess it was just the desert heat that got to me. I felt a bit better after Ryan put the air-conditioner on for me.' I explained and Christian settled our bill and we head up to our suite. Christian and I head into our room and he tied me up with one of his gray ties that have like a lovely leafy print on it to our bed and quickly pulled all my clothes out of his way so he can reach his targets.

He undoes my blouse and hiked my skirt up to my waist and while he sucked my bare breasts and toyed with my overflowing moisture down south he finally got his bottom half naked. Oh, my god, I'm a lucky woman to have such a man and he is handsome in all the right places. He crawled all over me again and kissed me as he sways his hips and without guiding himself into me his already harden erection slowly made his way into my depths. I pulled on my restraints at the glorious feel of my husband inside me.

'Oh, Mrs. Grey you look so fabulous like this moaning so sexy for me. Let me hear you, baby.'

'I can see master Grey don't need any more training from me or my staff. A+ for you master Grey.'

'Really I pass?' He smiles down at me as he started moving his hips again.

'Yes, master Grey you do. Come on let's celebrate your graduation.' I smiled up at him. He bend's down and his mouth covers mine as his rhythm picked up. Later he pulled out of me then turned me on my stomach. Again he dives into my depths and he is letting me have it oh, so good. I came about four times when he empties out deep inside me. Laying spends still tied up to our bed trying to get our breathing under control again.

'Master Grey, my own personal sex god.' I praised him. I lay facing away from him. His hand skims over my naked curves.

'That makes you Milady Grey my sex goddess.' He pulled me to him and finally untie my hands and rubbed my wrists. I looked at my wrists and the leafy prints left makes on my skin. It is so sexy in a way. I smiled and drifted off. I later woke and lay wide awake staring at the ceiling of our suite. Damn it I can't seem to go back to sleep, so I got up took a shower then just wrapped a robe around myself nothing else then head out to do some of my own work in the study area of our suite.

I sat down with a mug of tea for myself and started to work through my e-mails and since it is 10 AM in Seattle and it only 8 PM here so I called Hanna and gave her a whole list of things to do for me today and tomorrow. After I hung up and continued with the rest of my work. Around 10 PM Christian woke and came searching for me.

'Well, Mrs. Grey I have to say I love your work attire.' He smiled at me as he leans against the wall looking at me with only his pajama pants on hanging in that delicious way off his hips.

'You do Mr. Grey, I do feel a bit overdressed, yet I love dressing up for only your pleasure master Grey.'

'Do you now?' He walked around the desk and sat down on the edge folding his hand under his armpits, looking at me with a sexy smirk on his face. I saved all my work.

'So what are you working so hard on princess?'

'Well I have done some of my own work and I called Hanna with a list of things to do for me today and tomorrow. I woke up earlier and I was wide awake so I came and work in here leaving you to rest.'

'That was very thoughtful of you love.'

'You're welcome.' I smiled at him then looked at my hands in my lap as yesterday afternoons events flashback into my head.

'What? What's wrong?' He asked lifting my chin so I'll look up at him.

'You scared me shitless yesterday afternoon Mr. Grey, I...'

'Hey, no one is going anywhere for at least the next hundred years do you understand me, Mrs. Grey.'

'Yes, sir. I... Christian, I can't lose you. You... you are my whole life.' I sobbed. He pulled me out of the chair and into his arms.

'You are my whole world to my special Ana. Come now please stop these tears.' I wrap my arms around his waist then looked up at him. He kissed the tip of my nose then my forehead. 'Come let's go get something to eat.' He stood to his feet and I switched off my laptop and let my husband drag me back to our room were we both change then walked the streets of Sudan to found the only restaurant that was still open was 'Burger King' and we got ourselves some burgers and sodas and sat at a table eating quietly.

'How are you feeling now Mr. Grey after your panic attack?'

'I'm alright now, our nap also helped quite a bit.' He spoke through a bite of his burger. He pulled a face and it made me laugh.

'Not a fan of fast food Mr. Grey?' I asked taking a bite of my food.

'No, not at all. This burger taste like our cars brakes pads.' He spoke through a drink of soda and his words made me laugh even more.

'What is so funny?' He asked taking my free hand and kissed it.

'You.' I replied with a few more giggles.

'Me?' He asked reaching across the table for my hand again. 'What about me is so funny Mrs. Grey?'

'Your description of this burger. I'm no fan myself but this was the only 24-hour restaurant that was still open and you were hungry and yet here we are and all your food you clearly hated is cleared off your plate.'

'You know how I hate wasting food, Mrs. Grey.' He gave me an eye.

'Yeah, I know. Have I ever told you, how proud I am of you for providing all this food for all these people of Dufur.'

'You are?' He asked pulling me a bit closer towards him.

'Yes, very much master. Maybe if you'll let me we can start a fundraiser of your own to raise extra funds to keep feeding all these people.'

'You want to add to your already workload Mrs. Grey.'

'It was just a suggestion, Mr. Grey. Think about it and then we can work from there.'

'It is a great idea princess but no, I don't want to put more stress on you. I have staff that can help organize this for us.'

'If that is your wish love then that is fine.' I felt a bit kicked in the nuts by what he said. I wanted to do this for him because I'm his wife now but let's leave it for now. We finally threw our empty containers in the trash then head back to our hotel. I kept to myself on our way back to our suite.

We got to our suite and while we were out with our ton of security our suite has been ransacked. This whole place is a mess. Taylor and Sawyer jumped the hotel security and yelled at them. I just crawled into our closet and huddle myself into a ball and cried. This is too much will our lives ever settle down. I rest my head on my knees.

'Ana? Ana...' Christian called frantically for me through the suite.

'Yes. I'm in here.' I said and he opened the closet doors.

'What are you doing in here baby?' He asked pulling me from the closet floor.

'Why can't we just stay happy for more than a day? When will this ever stop?' I asked as he wrapped his arms around me and immediately I feel safe and right at home.

'Taylor and Sawyer are working with the hotel security to get the guys that did this. You're safe now baby. We are safe now.' Then something hit me, my diamond necklace and earring Christian gave me the night of the Grey's gala last year. I stepped out of Christian's arms and took his hand. I sat him down and started to look through my drawers that were already open.

'What are you looking for sweet girl?'

'The necklace and earrings you gave me, I had it on yesterday when we waited for the airdrop and now...' I searched and searched but nothing. It's gone.

'It's gone.' Christian finished my sentenced. I just nod my head and wrapped my arms around myself. He got to his feet again and were at my side in a heartbeat.

'Yes. I knew I should have left it at home.' I said. Wanting to kick myself.

'Hey I can replace the jewelry baby, you are more important than the diamonds. The most important thing is that we were safe and not here when they barged in here.' I wrapped my arms around him again and lay my head on his chest. He kissed my hair and inhale as he does.

'You are worth more to me than all the riches in the whole galaxy Mr. Grey and I am such a lucky woman to have you as my own. I love you so much, I know you can replace the diamonds many times over Mr. Grey but it is the sentiment behind the gift that I treasure most of all. They could have been pieces of tiny glass and I would have still felt the same about any gift you gave me.' He was so surprised by my words that he even hugged me a bit tighter to him.

'I love you so much too Mrs. Grey, and I am sorry about the jewelry.' I looked up into his amazing eyes that are the same color of an oceanic storm in them and I could also see his compassion and love for me. I kissed him then hugged him around his neck as I stood on my toes. Taylor and Sawyer burst into our room. It made me jump as the door burst open.

'Sir, ma'am we found the footage and even Welch confirmed it on his end of the evidence we send him. It's Hyde, Mr. Grey.' Taylor looked between Christian and me. Christian's lips pressed into that thin line when he gets really pissed at something or someone. I ran off to the bathroom and dunk my dinner in the toilet. Christian gave his orders then ran to where I was sick in the bathroom.

'Baby?' Christian step into the bathroom where I was still sick.

'Christian please.' I stopped him as I heaved some more into the toilet bowl. He didn't care and held my hair for me. I spit the last of the vile out of my mouth and into the toilet then flushed it. 'I think my burger doesn't agree with me, every time I think about it I feel sick.' I held my stomach then sat on the toilet lid.

'You think you have food poisoning love?'

'Yes. I'll be okay in about 24 hours.'

'Come we are leaving; we are not staying here with this psycho on the loose.' Christian hands me a glass of water. Taylor and Sawyer took a million pictures of how our suite was ransacked and then we packed all our things in a hast and we board the jet. Ros is taking a flight in the morning and will be in Taiwan later. We were barely on board when I had to run to the bathroom again. Stephen our pilot waited for me to take my seat and we took off. I felt so drained already.

Our air hostess gave me something for my nausea and a bottle of water. I did feel a little better, once we were stabilized I walked off to take a shower and then afterward I climb into bed and fell asleep. Christian just took a seat beside me when I dart for the bathroom again. Since I only had water in my stomach that is what came back out. After I've been sick, I've brushed my teeth then turned to look at Christian when everything just turned black and I was out cold.

'NO!' Christian breath heavily as he caught me. I later came to and we were still in the air and Christian had a bucket for me next to our bed and he just gave it to me when another wave of nausea hit. I feel so drained that I don't have the energy to clean up my own sick. I'm running a fever. Christian looked after me, he later called his mother to ask for any advice. Since we are not in the states the foreign medicine will be different in Taiwan then they are back home so we have to hope for the best and hope I get better soon. A new cold welcoming wet rag was being laid out on my forehead. I fell asleep again and again was woken by being sick.

We finally landed. The moment I stood up again, I passed out once again and an ambulance was called and I was taken away with Christian driving with me to the hospital. Taylor and Sawyer drove behind the ambulance. We reached the hospital and it's the most military precision at work I've ever seen not even the Marines from Ray's base can function like this.

I am just happy the Taiwanese doctors understood English very well and they got to work on me once Christian told them what is wrong or what we thought was wrong with me. They took a few samples of my blood and ran a couple of tests. In the meantime, they are treating my symptom's one at a time. They are pumping me full of electrolytes and I have to say I am starting to feel a little better. Christian is one ball of stress. I am just worried he might get another panic attack.

'Ana, how are you feeling baby?' He asked rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb.

'I still feel a bit weak but I don't feel sick so much now. I'm sorry I'm so much trouble.' I looked at him with a half smile.

'You don't need to apologize Mrs. Grey. I just want you well.' He kissed my hand.

'I understand that Christian but I'm also worrying about you. I don't want you to have another panic attack because of me.' He looked into my eyes while running the back of his finger up and down my cheek.

'I'm perfectly fine. I just don't like hospitals.'

'I understand, I'm no fan myself.' I gave him another smile as I look up at him and then a cute nurse came in and with her perfect English told me that she is going to give me something to help me sleep and that my doctor will be with us shortly. I drank the medication she gave me with a glass of water and I lay back down. Twenty minutes later my doctor came back in and told us the tests they've done on me indeed confirmed food poisoning and will keep me overnight for observation. So I settled in with Christian slipping under the covers with me and we fell asleep with Christian holding me.

By early morning I was released and we could finally book into our hotel. My stomach was still upside down but at least I'm not nausea's anymore. We got our things unpacked and settle while Christian got all his things in order for his meeting with the Taiwanese later this morning. Taylor and Sawyer are hovering around us like we are going to disappear at any moment. They are making me nervous.

'Taylor, what is going on?' I finally asked when he was making his rounds in our suite. He looked panicky from Christian that's now looking at him than to me.

'Mrs. Grey, I'm taking extra precaution's and the fact that Welch just called to inform me that Jack just got on a plane in Dufur and is now bound for Taiwan.'

'What!' Christian almost yelled. I just nod my head as I looked at Taylor. He looks so... what's the word? Defeated. He is doing everything in his power to protect us yet here we are and we can't do anything.

'Okay, that's it! Christian calm down please.' I asked taking his handsome face in my hands.

'How can I, with that asshole on his way here.' He yelled waving his arms around then racked both his hands through his hair stepping out of my touch.

'Taylor when last did you do a bug sweep on my phone and laptop?' I asked looking from a pacing Christian to an angry looking Taylor.

'A few weeks before we left for Aspen ma'am.' He answered. I thought so.

'Would it be possible to scan my phone and my laptop that's in the suite study?' I asked him and he even gave me a small smile as he took my phone from me.

'Of course Mrs. Grey. We'll get right on that.'

'Thank you, Taylor.' I smiled at him then turn back to an angry pacing Christian.

'You're welcome, ma'am.' He took my phone then left our room. I walked over to Christian where he stared out of our room window and just wrapped my arms around him laying my cheek against his back. He held my arms around his waist. He later turned around and we just stared at each other. Oh, how I love this man. My phone rang and Taylor ran back into our room handing me my phone. I put it on speaker.

'Ana Grey, good day.' I answered not knowing who is calling.

'Good morning Miss Steele, prepare yourself I'm coming for you and your oh so called husband.'

'Is this a threat jackass Jack?' I asked feeling my peed off meter break the mercury bar.

'Yes and count your days together because I'm coming to put both of you and two wooden boxes, with your names on it.'

'Well just so you know Mr. Hyde this call is being recorded and will be handed to the police as we will be pressing charges.' I end our call before he could add to his list of death threats. I immediately called Hanna, Becca, and Sue to give them Christian's number if they really in need of me. I removed my phone's battery and sim card and hand everything back to Taylor who was still staring at me.

'Have you found anything on Ana's phone or laptop yet Taylor?' Christian asked pulling me into his side.

'Yes, sir we have. There was a chip stuck to Mrs. Grey's phone functions that will let the other party know of her where about's, call's being made and in certain levels even listen in on calls.'

'What? Have you destroyed it yet?' Christian almost spat when he heard this.

'Yes, sir we have and it took a swim in boiling vinegar water.' Taylor explained.

'And my laptop?' I asked as Christian sat me on the arm of the couch and sat down next to me.

'Sawyer is busy with your laptop ma'am and so far only found one.'

'How can they've gotten to my things like this? I don't understand.' I looked to the Persian rug of our room.

'There are many windows it could have happened on a daily basis at SIP, you're in a meeting or out to the bathroom.' Taylor tried to explain.

'But how could they even get into the inside of my laptop and phone to attach things like this. It takes time to open everything up.' Now I feel like I'm going to be sick and it's not because of my upset stomach but the thought of someone invading my privacy like this. I held my stomach and bolt for the bathroom again.

'Baby?' He jogged in after me.

'Please, Christian you don't have to be here.' I continued to empty my guts in the toilet.

'No, just stop. What's really wrong here?' I finished up then flush the toilet.

'I'm sorry, just the mere thought of someone invading my privacy like this made me feel sick and I had to bolt.' I dizzily found my feet again.

'Feeling better now than Mrs. Grey?' He asked walking closer.

'Yes...yes sir.' He slips his arm around my back and guide me to our room and lay me down and hand me my medicine my doctor gave me before we left the hospital. I drank it with a fruit juice and was tucked in. Hours later I was briefly woken to get up and come with Christian as a precaution we are all booking into another hotel. Taylor and Sawyer found two other devices on my laptop. They have since removed it and it also took a swim and because of that, we have to move. We finally found a hotel with an open penthouse suite and we got settled in again. Prescott insisted on unpacking for us and I was tucked back into bed. I fell back asleep.

By morning we all got up gone through our daily routine and set out to meet up with the Taiwanese. This was a whole day affair and I just sat reading my book I brought with, later I called Becca and Hanna with what they need to do for me. I gave them the things I need them to do for me. Later I joined Christian and he and Ros look quite happy with themselves. Ros and Christian shook the Taiwanese's hands then bow to them.

Christian turned to me and with a nice big smile on his face and in turn lift me in the air and turned about. I just smiled looking at him. We kissed then we rode back to the hotel for a short break we are having dinner with the Taiwanese Christian and Ros just signed the deal with. We got back and we took a nice bath together. Yet somehow our bath turned hot. He held me to him as he let me sat slowly over his hardness and we connected nice and deep. I was facing away from Christian as we started moving splashing water all over the bathroom floor.

'Oh, how I missed you, Ana.' He held me to him as he thrust deeper and more delicious into me.

'I love you, Christian Grey.' I breathed as one of my orgasms burst throughout my body. As I'm coming around Christian set him off and he came inside of me. Afterward, we lay spend me in Christian's arms as he kissed my neck. We washed then got dressed for our Taiwanese dinner. I was slipping on my black silk evening gown with silk stockings knowing how Christian love it when I wear stockings.

I pin the last of my hair up and spray on some lovely 'Coco Chanel' than with my clutch in my hand I walked out to find Christian in his black suit with a crisp white collar shirt. He was on his phone with someone. He turned around when he heard me approach than with his phone still stuck to his ear talking to Welch as he sachet towards me with a rather large smile on his face. He was listening to what Welch was saying as he picked up my hand so gentle then placed his lips on the back of my hand. He frowned at something Welch was saying and my heart felt like its being squeezed with panic as I heard Jack's name being thrown around from the other end.

'What? When?' Christian asked as he turned away from me. 'Please give Taylor all the details on his whereabouts, we can't leave here yet we still have business to attend to...' He listened some more for a while longer as I took a seat on the couch in our suite feeling like the wind has been knocked out of me. Christian finally end his call and came to sit next to me on the couch taking my hands and kissed them both.

'Ana? Ana, baby are you alright? You look so pale right now.'

'Okay, Christian give it to me straight Jack is here, isn't he?' I looked into his eyes.

'Yes, he is.' He finally answered me after a while. I feel like I'm going to hyperventilating and here it was for real.

'Ana! Ana, look at me.' I looked from the carpet to him. 'Taylor, Sawyer and our guys will keep us safe.'

'What is Jack's deal? I have tried a million different scenarios in my head trying to figure him out but the man is such a psycho that nothing fits.'

'I know baby, but right now we are going to be late if we don't go.' Christian stand and helped me to my feet. We all set out and with even twice as many security now than when we arrived earlier, we step out. We arrived at the five-star restaurant and what I can make out it one from the Michelin guidebook. So the food has to be top notch. We bow to the Taiwanese gentleman and we all went inside and we were shown to our reserved table. The Taiwanese's wives are all here as well but here the customs are worlds different then we are used to. The woman at gatherings like this are mostly ornamental and are not really allowed to speak at the table.

So it gave me enough opportunity to just listen to everyone talk. Christian asked me what I would like to eat and told him as he order for us. Our food arrived in turn and two and a half hours later we are finally done with our meal. It started to get extremely tiring near the end and with Jack, in town, my nerves are through the stratosphere. In our limo heading back to our hotel, I fell asleep on Christian's shoulder and he just held me to his side.

We came to a complete stop at the front of our hotel and Taylor, Sawyer, Prescott, and Ryan surround us and rushed us into our hotel elevator and right into our suite after they secured ever inch of our suite. In the great room, I stepped out of my heels and carried them to our room. I was taking out my earrings and other remaining jewelry and placing them in my suitcase secrete pocket. Next, I took out the pins from my hair and let it fall down my back. Christian's reflection in the mirror I was standing in front of as he walked closer to me and lay his hands on my hips as he looked at me via the mirror.

'Are you okay Milady? You were so quiet through dinner.'

'Physically I fine master Grey but if you notice through dinner woman aren't supposed, to talk at gatherings like the one we just had. Their wives are really just ornamental Mr. Grey so instead of embarrassing you I just kept to myself like the other woman on the table.'

'Yes I've noticed and in my opinion, it's their loss.' He said then turned me around so I would face him.

'You still look why to pale Mrs. Grey, what is on your mind?'

'I getting worried about us, Christian. What if Jack tried something extreme? I will die with a sword in my heart if I'm the cause if something happens to you, Mr. Grey.'

'I would feel the same way if something happens to you to baby girl.' He kissed my forehead and just fold me in his caring arms.

'I love you so-so much Christian Grey.' I looked up at him and he kissed me with his smile he usually just gives me from as long as I can remember.

'And I love you more than simple English words can't always describe, Anastasia Rose Grey.' His words touched my heart and made me gasp a little then look into the man's eyes I fell in love with all those years ago. The love I see in them is almost touchable. I hugged him a little tighter as I lay my cheek on his chest and hear his heartbeat. I close my eyes and I know I'm home.