Tim stares at the screen of his tablet, reading the information but none of it registering. He's been at this too long.

Crime scene photos from the GCPD's system and coroners reports from half a dozen murder-suicides that took place throughout the city in the past week, each one more brutal than the last. One guy took a meat pounder to his girlfriend's head; another a fire poker to his husband's face.

I wish I could get out there and investigate the scenes myself.

He's been effectively benched and it's starting to give him cabin fever, even though he knows it's important to stay with Jason right now.

Bruce took off to Amsterdam about an hour again; like Tim, he prefers to retrace crimes from their origin. It's how they find clues the cops miss. Dick's doing the same right now in Gotham, revisiting all the crime scenes with Duke by his side in case his retrocognition can help them any. He has no idea where Steph is tonight, but if Barbara's radio silence is any indicator, they're probably working something big together.

Jason's been sitting beside him on the couch in the study, three separate books open on his lap and a notepad where he's jotting down various comparisons of the information.

(Because "I'm not defacing a first edition version of Les Métamorphoses, especially not one with etchings by Picasso, Tim. It's just not done.")

The first hour he managed to keep absorbed in his task, but Tim's noticed him stopping more often between annotations, rubbing at a spot on his neck or over the spot in his shoulder where he was shot.

Whenever he notices Tim looking, they both immediately look away and go back to work; but after another period of research—getting shorter and shorter after each pause—Jason's back to twitching and looking guilty.

He's going to have his neck rubbed raw in another hour.

Despite the fact the whole thing was Tim's idea, it's harder to remain unaffected about the need for physical contact than he thought. And Jason notices pretty fast that Tim isn't as at ease with the 'treatment' plan as he's been insinuating.

He thought Jason putting his arm around his shoulders earlier was mostly to bother Dick, whose attempts at protectiveness had just made the situation more awkward. But when Jason does it again later, unthinkingly draping himself around Tim's shoulder, Tim can't help going stiff as a board.

Jason pulls away immediately, as if he's been burned. "Sorry."

"No, it's…fine."

"Stop lying, obviously you're not," Jason answers, shifting to the other edge of the couch to put at least three feet between them. "You don't have to force yourself to do this. I can get through it without you."

Tim sets aside his tablet. "Because that worked out so well the first time you tried it."

"Yeah, well, it doesn't matter. I'm more than capable of figuring out how to get through this without using your skin as a security blanket." He pauses. "That came out so much disturbing than I intended."

"How was it ever not going to sound disturbing?" Tim wonders, and then sighs. "Look, I don't mind. The longer you stay in a healthy headspace, the more time we have to find a cure."

"Yeah, but if you're so friggen uncomfortable with it—"

"I'm not!"

"Bullshit."

"No, really, it's fine. It's my choice."

"Yeah, say that without flinching and maybe I'll believe you," Jason mutters, shoulders slumping. "If you're going to freeze up every time I go near your personal bubble, screw it. Like I don't feel like enough of a creep…"

Tim can see how much he hates this, the fact that he's making Tim uncomfortable—the fact that making Tim uncomfortable upsets him at all. He's never cared before; it's always been a kind of unofficial hobby.

But now that his brain and hormones are becoming compromised, it's more important to him than ever not to cross boundaries. Or at least what he perceives as boundaries.

Tim bows his head.

He's been managing his feelings about all this by remaining clinical, dividing him from the particulars of the situation the way he's always done. It's the sort of thing that works on hard cases, the kind involving little kids or serial murders. He forgot that it doesn't work so well when dealing with people.

Communication, he remembers Steph chiding him during one argument. Honesty.

Nodding to himself, Tim forces himself to appear relaxed.

"It's not like that. I just—I've never been really good at all the…" He waves his hand, searching for the words, "…physical intimacy stuff."

Jason blinks, not having expected that. "Oh."

"Yeah." Tim shifts. "I know it's hard to tell when I'm next to Dick or Steph or someone who…"

"Who has personal space issues?"

"Yeah. But with them I've gotten used to it. But with you, you've never exactly…"

"Put hands on you except to lay you out flat on the floor?" Jason suggests, and then turns red. "I mean beating the crap out of you! Not the other thing that…! Fuck, he wasn't kidding about the innuendo thing, was he?"

"Oh, I don't know. If not for everything going on, I'm pretty sure you'd still be making jokes to make everyone uncomfortable," Tim muses, his own ears warm at the accidental image Jason's words provided.

Jason tilts his head to one side, and then nods. "Fair."

They smirk at each other for a moment. Then something thoughtful passes across Jason's face.

"What?"

"When you say physical intimacy," Jason starts slowly, "d'you mean just occupying someone else's personal space, or…?"

He trails off, and it takes a few seconds before Tim interprets the meaning. His cheeks may actually be on fire right now. "Uh…"

"You're kidding."

"Well, the first one's always kind of an issue," Tim mumbles, looking away, "so I don't really—like I said, I'm not used to anyone wanting to get close to me, let alone actually trying it. Which always made everything kind of awkward."

"And the second thing?"

"…that made it awkward, too."

"So, you haven't—? Like, not even with Blondie?"

There's incredulity there, but no judgment, which is somewhat of a relief; he's too used to other guys looking like he should have his man card revoked for not pouncing on a gorgeous girl like Steph.

As if anyone would ever get away with pouncing without getting a brick to the face.

But Jason seems genuinely curious, which makes Tim want to try to answer.

"No?" Tim winces at the uncertainty in the word and glances up to make sure there's still no judgment on Jason's face. "Not because—not because I didn't—or she wasn't—we fooled around, but never—she'd already done the whole unwanted pregnancy thing. We wanted to be careful and wait until we were both sure we wanted to. And then she died, then came back because she wasn't really dead, and we broke up. But it was a long time ago, and then we never got another opportunity because—well, there was Bruce dying and not dying, and other people dying, and then losing Robin, and just…" He lets his words trail as he realizes he's been babbling. "Sorry. Babbling."

Jason makes a dismissive gesture. "Nah, it's cute."

There's a moment where they both process his words, and then Jason's rubbing at his neck and Tim's coughing because he thinks he might have choked on his tongue.

"I'm going to…" Jason stands, starts rummaging through his pockets, and then jerks his head toward the balcony, "Smoke break."

"Right," Tim answers, carefully neutral.

Tim doesn't complain about the smoking, even though he hates it. Jason's under enough stress right now, if the nicotine helps calm him even a little a bit, Tim can put up with it for the short-term.

Not like he's going to be around once we fix all this.

He lets Jason make his escape and for the first time since the conversation began, takes a full breath.

It's just Eros' blood. He doesn't actually think that.

The truth doesn't make his heart stop fluttering.

"Fuck," he mutters, letting his face fall into his hand; he rubs at his face in frustration.

"Wallowing in your failure as usual, Drake?"

He jumps and then shoots a glare across the room at the pint-sized bane of his existence.

"Why aren't you out terrorizing the streets of Gotham?"

"I'm here to ensure the present status quo endures and neither you nor Todd end up compromised," Damian retorts. Then Tim blinks, the kid smirks at him. "I'm babysitting you two morons."

"Well my life just hit another low…"

"I have also been doing research of my own to pass the time, since my talents are being ignored in favor of mundane surveillance tasks," the boy continues. "I was intrigued at Todd's apparent symptoms of xenoglossia and decided to peruse the security footage to see what might have precipitated it."

"…And?"

"It wasn't until you arrived that it started. He called you philtatos. It means 'most beloved'."

Tim tries not to choke. "How do you know that?"

"Anyone who has read the Iliad in the original Greek could tell you that," Damian drawls.

"Well, excuse me, I had an education meant for this millennium." Tim tries not to croak, running his hands through his hair in frustrations. The strands are stringy today and he tries to remember when he washed it last was; probably before Jason was brought to the manor.

"Odd that he'd call you that, though," Damian continues. "He has that habit of assigning the most absurd monikers to anyone within a ten-foot radius. It's not exactly the type of thing he would say. And to you of all people."

Tim frowns, ignoring the insult. "You think it's a symptom of the infection?"

"Perhaps. The term itself, or the tongue in question. In case you were curious, which I doubt since unless it involves a computer your interest becomes depressingly cursory, the language Todd was mumbling in while drooling on your shoulder was Archaia Makedonike."

"English, brat."

"Ancient Macedonian, you classless twit. The language itself was prevalent in the Hellenistic period before giving way to its superior successor, Koine, when it was brought by the military forces of Alexander the Great."

"Conqueror of the known world at the time—why am I not surprised you're so well-versed."

"Tt. Of course I am. As a child, Mother brought me on a journey to follow in his footsteps along what was once his Empire."

You're still a child, Tim doesn't say, because he just doesn't have the energy for the inevitable resulting fight. "Sounds like quality family bonding time."

"It was meant to show me all that could be achieved in a short lifetime," Damian sniffs. "And what could be lost just as easily."

"Because he died young?"

"Not only that, but because of his rather questionable decisions. Like pouring a considerable amount of his treasury into a funeral monument for one of his generals. He was so besotted with the man he died less than a year later. It's disgraceful."

"Right, because caring about someone is a bad thing."

"It is possible to care without being ruled by one's emotions."

"Yeah, you're such an excellent example of that," Tim deadpans. At Damian's glare, he makes a defensive gesture with his hand. "What do you want me to say? People do weird stuff for the people they care about."

Damian narrows his eyes. "Evidently."

He continues to watch Tim in a way he's not entirely sure he likes. "What?"

"Nothing."

"It sounds like you've got something to say."

Jason chooses that moment to return, although he halts in the door when he notices the way Tim and Damian are glaring at one another. "Am I walking in on something here?"

"I was simply demonstrating Drake's continued ignorance in several arenas," Damian replies, and pushes past Jason. "I've wasted enough of my day pandering to your nonsense. Shout if you need help." His gaze lingers on Jason with disgust. "Or possibly a firehose."

"Was that demon-speak for 'make good choices'?" Tim calls after him and noticing Jason's bemused expression offers a half shrug. "He will do great things."

"See, I knew all that getting on his case was just your way of showing you like him," Jason teases and settles back on the couch. Much closer to Tim this time, body angled toward him; he can smell leather and the acrid smell of cigarettes.

He forces a grin, "Tell no one."

"Lips are sealed," Jason replies, abruptly stretching out and tucking a stray strand of hair behind his ear.

The gesture would normally make Tim want to melt, to bend closer to Jason as well; at first it does, but the reason for it remains starkly in his mind, and instead his skin crawls.

The study suddenly seems too small, too close, magnified by Jason's focus on him.

Need a distraction.

"There's a lot of CCTV footage to go through," he says, clearing his throat and standing quickly. He ambles over to the desk to grab Bruce's laptop, holding up to Jason. "Feel like going through half?"

"Not particularly, but only because that's the most boring job ever."

"And reading scholarly articles dissecting the exact syntax of some ancient play isn't?"

"Don't act like if it was Klingon or something you wouldn't have a field day."

But Jason accepts the computer, putting his books and notes to one side. Tim exhales a breath he didn't know he was holding.

They sit in silence again for a while, one that's somehow more tense than earlier. Tim's stomach keeps leaping, waiting for the next time Jason needs to reach out to him, simultaneously craving and dreading it.

So it's no surprise that he physically jolts when Jason suddenly announces, "I think I've got something."

"What?" he asks quickly, hoping his reaction wasn't that noticeable. He moves to peek over Jason's shoulder, considering a timestamped video of an Upper East Side apartment. There's a crowd gathered outside as paramedics load two covered stretchers into an ambulance.

"Right there." Jason points at a grainy image in the upper left corner, almost obscured by the lighting. "See this woman?"

Tim studies the image of the woman in a leather jacket and skin-tight pants. "Yeah?"

"That's Carrie Cutter."

"Carrie…" Tim consults his mental rolodex. "Carrie Cutter as in Cupid?"

"Yep."

"You're sure?"

"Positive. I'm pretty familiar with anyone Roy might have had beef with down in his corner of the world. You know, just in case."

Which is a smart thing to do, really, considering old enemies always have a tendency to return when they're least expected.

And just…great. Because Carrie Cutter, along with being crazy to the point of earning honorary Arkham status, also happens to be a genetically enhanced special-ops soldier that knows how not to be found. If she's got her hands on divine weapons somehow, it's going to make apprehending her much more of a challenge.

Especially those weapons. If any of us get tagged with those, we're done. I've been around when the Family gets turned against each other, and it's never pretty.

The memory of Joker's macabre dinner party still makes him gag reflexively.

Tim leans forward, balancing his weight on the desk with his palms, and studies the image again. "Could be a coincidence."

"Has anything about all this felt coincidental to you?"

"Touché." Tim shakes his head. "Damn. So, Cupid stole Cupid's bow and arrows?"

What even is my life anymore?

"And the MO makes sense now, if you think about it," Jason points out; he absently starts to rub the back of Tim's hand with his thumb. Tim swallows and fights the conflicting urge to jerk his hand away or lean further into Jason's space. "She has that whole crazed 'if-I-can't-be-happy-no-one-can' thing going on. If she's got Eros' diviners, she could accomplish whatever she wants pretty easily."

"Does she still have that obsession with Green Arrow?"

"Wouldn't surprise me."

"Maybe we should let Oliver know she's heading his way."

"Or not."

"Jason!"

"No, seriously, hear me out, this isn't me hating on Queen."

"Sure…"

"Look at the pattern of robberies and deaths—if she's headed out west, she's taking the long way and at a slow stroll. There are tons of direct flights from Amsterdam to Star City. She could be there in like a day if that's her goal, but she's moving so slowly—based on the places she's hit, and how long it takes her to get there, I'd say she's driving." He traces a line from Europe to the East Coast. "And possibly taking a boat. Not the Carnival way, either. I know people like to go incognito sometimes, but even that's Bruce levels of paranoid."

"And he once rode a goat truck across the border of Qurac…"

"Also, there are more direct routes from here to the West Coast."

"So why come to Gotham at all," Tim says, and steeples his fingers. "Either she's taking her time for a reason, or she was never heading for Star City."

"Then what does she want?"

"And how has she dropped so completely off the radar since she got here?"

Jason shrugs and leans back, stretching his arms and yawning; his arm brushes against Tim's shoulder on its way down.

"When's the last time you slept?" Tim asks quickly, wishing his voice didn't sound like it was squeaking.

"Like sleep or power naps? Because I've had a lot of those."

Tim rolls his eyes. "If you don't get some rest we'll have more to worry about than accidental innuendos. You should get some sleep."

"The irony of you telling anyone that…"

"I've never had to fight off an Olympian bloodborne disease."

"Yeah, well, I'm not exactly comfortable falling asleep right now. I keep seeing weird shit."

"Like what?"

"I…can't even remember. The whole thing just gives me a bad feeling."

"You want to stay in my room?" This time it's Jason who jumps and shoots Tim a panicked look. "Not like that! I just figured; it's got all my stuff there. People sometimes take comfort in objects, and I just figured maybe being surrounded by my stuff would help. And I somehow don't see you as the teddy bear type."

Jason barks out a surprised laugh. "Hey, leave Paddington out of this!"

"You didn't actually have a stuffed toy named Paddington!"

"Not just a stuffed toy, I'll have you know, it was actually a Paddington Bear," Jason retorts. "My mother used to read the stories to me, and she found him in a second-hand shop the Christmas before she…" Jason trails off, the levity in his face smoothing into careful blankness. "Anyway. I pretended like I was too old for stuff like that, but I was just happy she was lucid enough to even do Christmas that year."

Tim can't help the way his eyes soften at the story. He's never heard Jason say anything about his life before Bruce, at least nothing personal.

Jason seems to notice the scrutiny, because he looks away. "Anyway. Not important. But we can try that whole…staying in your room thing. It would be nice to catch some Zs."

They pack up their things and head down the hall to Tim's room; all the while, Tim is trying to figure out what possessed him to suggest this. It's true, comfort objects are a thing, but he could just as easily have brought a whole bunch of his stuff to Jason's room for the same effect.

Except Jason doesn't go near his room unless he's unconscious and Bruce puts him there to recover.

He flicks on the light as Jason brushes past. "I haven't been here in a while, so Alfred's probably changed the sheets and everything. Good to go if you want to sleep."

"And, uh…you'll stay, right?"

"Yeah," Tim replies softly. "At least until you fall asleep, then I have to take care of a few things. Alfred will probably nag me to eat and shower and changes clothes or something."

And I need to make a trip home to have a conversation with my unwanted houseguest.

"Oh, the horror," Jason says neutrally, though he starts rubbing at the back of his neck again, irritating the already red skin there.

Tim reaches over automatically and moves his hand away. A week ago, doing that would have probably gotten him punched; now Jason simply lets him, his body unconsciously leaning toward him.

"Listen, if you wake up and I'm not in here, don't freak out. I'm probably in the kitchen being force-fed grits or something. And if I'm not, just call me and I'll find you. We can even FaceTime while you wait."

"Whatever," Jason says, trying to sound nonchalant. He plops himself down on Tim's bed, then frowns down at the bedsheet. "Holy shit this is soft."

"It should be, it's got a thread count of a thousand."

"Spoiled ass rich boy," Jason mutters, lying back on the bed. A surprised and pleased expression appears on his face. "Okay you know what? Forget obsessing over you, I want your bedroom set."

This time it's Tim who gives a surprised laugh.

⁂

"I will not be humiliated before my army."

The lord marshal's face resembles a misshapen beat, fury twisting his features; the skin beneath his nose is raw from the scented oils he's been using to block the acrid scent of the funeral pyres. Jason has mostly become familiar with the odor by now—smoke and burning flesh and blood.

"What humiliation is there in appeasing the gods?" he counters and is surprised his voice remains so calm and measured; Tim is a reassuring presence at his back.

"Returning Chryses' daughter is tantamount to the theft of my rightly taken trophy," the king of men snarls. "Find me a replacement and I may consider it, but I will not be the only man among us without a prize."

The quiet among the men is pointed, saturated with disagreement; even the obstinate man's brother does not stand with him on the dais where kings and their liegemen have gathered. But Jason knows no one will step forward to say anything.

Only me, as usual.

"Son of Atreus, you know as well as anyone that we take our prizes from lawful combat. There's ample opportunity to replace the girl, or even her worth in gold, three and four times over. All of us who stand here are kings and the vassals of kings, and we don't owe you compensation when it was you who angered the gods in the first place."

By taking the girl whose life I was trying to save just to screw me over, I would add.

A few of the men nod at his words; in the background, the moaning cries of the dying fill the air, a cacophony that has haunted the shore for ten days since the plague hit.

"Show your men that you're as humble in nature as you are proficient in battle, and make amends." He doubts the pig will notice the insult there. "End this plague before more die."

Fury contracts the other man's pupils to fine dots. "You will learn your place, boy. Just because divine blood runs through your veins and your mother raised you to believe you are special does not mean you might speak to me as an equal." Jason bristles but is immediately cut off again. "Silence! I have no interest in whatever clever words your puppet master would have you speak."

The blunt insult instead of flowery political doublespeak is surprising enough to still the words on his lips. He senses when Tim stiffens; they both know that last was directed at him.

"If I hear further suggestions that I give up my property without receiving something of like value in exchange, then I will sacrifice the man who suggests it, along with Chryses' bitch daughter to appease the gods. Perhaps you might volunteer, Peliades," the lord marshal concludes.

"I'm not afraid of speaking up when it's needed," Jason growls, "and we all know you can't afford to sacrifice me."

"Listen to the arrogance! It is the same you have displayed from the moment you arrived here. I believe it to be high time you face consequence for your heedless words."

"Consequence," Jason echoes, calm; Tim shifts closer, knowing that his outward composure is a sign of danger. The men around them shift as well, some of them whispering; more than one man's fingers twitch toward their sword. "It's you who should think of consequence."

"Careful," Tim cautions in his ear, breath hot across his neck as he comes to step beside him. He has to keep from rubbing at the area with his thumb.

"Is that a threat?" the king of men demands.

"An observation. How much longer do you think these men will last, without me to lead them into battle? How many times have I been the one who turned the tides of defeat to victory, while you remained in the back ranks?"

Now the whispering is louder, angrier; voices of dissent and outrage.

"I am High King!" the older lord roars. "Every man here knelt before me when we came to these shores or swore oaths to the gods to follow my command. Even your beloved Menoitiades whom you shield as if he is your wife." Tim clenches his fists but carefully doesn't meet Jason's eyes; acknowledgement of one another now will only prove the argument. "You are the only one that always considered yourself above such things."

Jason is furious. Green like the cold sea edges around his vision, and it would be so easy to leap across the three-foot gap and snap the bastard's neck. He could do it before anyone else might react, and he's fast enough to get away before anyone retaliates.

But Tim isn't.

Tim who remains tense, shoulders set and whose fingers make a minute twitching motion against his side, silently beseeching Jason to keep his calm.

It doesn't work.

"I have nothing to prove to you, or any who swore oaths to you," Jason snarls through gritted teeth. "The horse-tamers have never threatened my home, have never stolen our stock or torched our fields. I chose to be here, to sail to this wretched city and help your half-wit brother regain a woman who likely doesn't wish to be reclaimed."

More murmuring; it's a sentiment no one has wanted to voice.

"Have a care with your words, boy; not all gods who listen are favorable to you."

"And what would you know of the gods? I'm closer to their ilk than you ever will be, without the scandal that troubles your bloodline. If anyone should have these men's fealty, it's not you. Perhaps you should be the one who bends knee in appeasement."

The crowd is outright clamoring now, supporters and enemies alike shouting over one another. The older man's eyes widen in triumph. "You think yourself better than me? Or than the men I command?"

"No, they are my equals. You're the dog-faced son of a bitch that isn't fit to clean the boots of the men you profess to lead into battle."

Exclamations of disbelief.

"That's enough!" Tim hisses, jabbing him with an elbow.

"Yes, listen to your keeper, Peliades. He seeks to save you from being named a traitor to this army, and suffering punishment for it. Though I think we are beyond the point of playing this off as country bumpkin ignorance to custom. Your war prizes are forfeit; I will take them under tutorship until you come to your senses and offer submission to me."

Jason's muscles pull taut in incandescent anger. "You have no right to do that!"

"I have every right, especially since you are so keen to take mine. In fact, I demand the first woman you took as spoil at Ilion—fetch me Briseis' daughter. She will replace the woman the gods wish me to return."

"If you touch her, you forgo your victory in this war. I will take my ships and return to my land."

"Flee, then, if your heart urges you! I have no fear of you—of all the kings the son of Kronos nurtures, you are the one I hate the most. Go with your ships, run with your tail between your legs. But I will have the woman before you go."

Jason's hand goes to his sword, but Tim's hand is on his then.

"Leave it," he whispers, frantic. "There are greater punishments than death. Let's regroup and find a solution to this away from prying eyes."

Jason knows he's right. The men around them are filled with shock and disapproval, but none of the cowards will support him if he strikes down the king of men.

And so instead of slicing the ignorant prick's kneecaps out from under him, Jason simply spits at his feet.

"You're a coward with the face of a dog but the heart of a deer. You've never had the courage to arm for battle along with the men you boast to lead because you fear death. You're faithless, taking the property of those who speak contrary to you, preferring to rule over a kingdom of nobodies. Your words today doom you and your men to disgraceful ends." He glares at all the men gathered there simply watching. "I won't fight alongside this army any longer, and without me, you'll all fall, ground beneath the feet of the man-killing prince. The day will come when you send your toadies to me to beg, and you'll kneel before me crying for forgiveness, but I'll give you nothing but laughter as you bleed in the dust before me. You will all die in ignominy for what the son of Atreus does today."

And with that, he turns on his heel and stalks away.

Tim follows, as do the rest of the men sworn to him.

"I'll kill him," Jason fumes under his breath when they are far enough away not to be heard. "I would have if you hadn't stopped me."

"I know. And then you would have been struck down, which I couldn't allow," Tim soothes. "Be patient. I'll think of a plan, you know I always do."

"And in the meantime, that sack of pig shit will take Hippodamea and vent his frustrations toward me on her," Jason growls.

"If he rapes her, he violates the life of one who is under your gods given protection. His men and the gods will turn on him if he does. After that display, he's not going to court anymore of their disapproval. She will be safe until you bend knee to him."

"Which won't happen."

"There are more important things than your pride," Tim reminds him, a bit of reprimand in his tone. "Don't lower yourself to his level, to the level of men, when you are as a god."

Jason blinks, and turns to Tim. "That's it."

"What?"

"I'll go to my mother."

Tim's face pales. "No!"

"Why not? And it better not be because you think she hates you."

"She does hate me, but that's besides the point. I just…have a bad feeling. The silver-footed are like the sea—unmerciful and uncaring who they harm in their storm. That path leads to death, I think."

"Yes. His."

Tim is silent and continues to look worried.

"I don't need your permission to do this," Jason tells him, a little sour that he doesn't have his support on this matter.

Something like hurt flickers across his face, but then Tim's expression goes carefully blank. "I would never presume to tell you what to do."

"That's not what everyone on this gods forsaken beach thinks!"

"Since when have you ever cared what people think?"

"You can't stop me doing this," Jason snaps.

Tim looks sad now. "I know."

He turns to leave.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to prepare Hippodamea for what's to come. Somehow I doubt you will be able to feign sympathy long enough to shoulder that burden," he replies coldly, and stalks away.

Jason watches him go, his righteous anger continuing to simmer, until it occurs to him that Tim is actually quite angry with him. Some of the bite goes out of his rage, and worry creeps through his body.

"No, wait," he starts, hurrying after him. "Don't go—"

"—Tim!"

Jason sits upright in bed, arm outstretched as if to make a grab for a hand or arm, only to grasp air.

A maelstrom of different emotions cloud his mind, blocking his awareness of the room around him for several long seconds while he fights for his bearings. Anger and hurt and guilt and fear, all tied up with longing, playing on repeat in his head.

He has the strangest compulsion to make amends for something and he doesn't remember what.

"Fuck," he murmurs, pulling his hand back close to his body, elbow to chest, hand pressing against his shoulder. The skin radiates heat through the cotton of his t-shirt, warmer than his normal body temperature; probably from the wound.

He is alone, surrounded by pillows and a comforter that should smell like Tim but don't (because Alfred washed them, so they're new), in a room that feels somehow too big (which it shouldn't, it's the same size as the other rooms, as his room that he never goes into if he can help it. It's bigger than the holding cell was).

A glance at the digital clock reads two in the morning. Prime patrol time, and more importantly, four hours since he put his head down. He's pretty sure that's the most sleep he's had in a week, even if it was cut short by another of those maddening dream sequences that vanish from his memory in direct relation to how awake he becomes.

Where's Tim?

He swings his feet over the edge of the bed, ready to go looking for him in the house, before remembering what he said before he fell asleep.

Don't freak out.

Right. No problem. Tim's just off somewhere having a human moment, which is just as well. He probably needs a break from Jason. Jason knows he needs a break from Tim—from everyone really. He can't remember the last time he was in someone's constant presence.

This is a good thing, he tells himself as he glances around the room, absently picking at the dry skin on the side of his thumb. He didn't really look around when he first walked in. His brain was still trying to process the concept of Tim being the one to suggest his room as being the best place for Jason to relax.

And the surprise that he was actually right.

Tim is everywhere in these walls—video game posters and obscure pop culture refences—and furniture. There are candid photographs of him and his friends—Jason scowls at one of him and the Super Clone standing way too close together—and half-finished projects of wire and circuit. Clothes and books are strewn across the floor and—

"Christ, kid, you're a goddamned slob."

He never really took note of that quirk of Tim's before, probably because they never really hung out. His knowledge of the kid's lifestyle was limited to his own notions of what spoiled rich boys were like, and the general observation that his replacement ran on coffee and energy drinks.

His thumb is bleeding now from his continued picking, and he wipes it angrily on his pants, standing up. He needs a distraction. Otherwise, he's going to go looking for Tim, or blow up his phone with calls until he picks up. He needs to prove to himself that he still has some control—test how long he can manage on his own, or at least test how long it takes between Tim leaving him alone and the anxious thoughts to set in.

He's coming back. He wanted me to be here, or he wouldn't have suggested it.

Jason just has to be patient.

Which…yeah, that was an issue even before this fixation crap.

"Screw this, I'm not just sitting here," he grumbles, and starts wandering around the room, sorting clothes and tools and whatever other detritus has gathered on the floor. Cleaning is both mindless and immersive, something to do with his hands instead of scratch bloody welts into his skin.

And yet, he still drops everything when his phone vibrates.

"Tim?" he asks in the same breath that he unlocks the phone.

"Sorry." Barbara actually sounds apologetic. "Just me."

Disappointment hits him like a punch to the face. "No, yeah, it's fine."

"How are you holding up?"

Of course she knows what's going on, too.

"Spectacular," he says dryly, running a hand through his hair. "Can we maybe can the sympathy? I'm getting enough of that over here as it is. And you never call just to check in."

There's a beat, and then Barbara speaks again, still in her own voice, but more businesslike. "I may have found something."

He likes that about her. She doesn't get upset when called out on something, nor does she spend time on bullshit.

How the hell she dated Dick so long will forever be a mystery.

"What?" he asks, studying a strip of picture booth photos of Steph and Tim; the typical assortment of funny faces, pressed close together. Jason frowns, tugging absently at his hair.

"I'm not sure it's anything, yet," Barbara cautions, "but it's almost certainly related to your situation."

"And how's that?"

"Because it involves Carrie Cutter."

Jason straightens up. "What?"

"As soon as you and Tim established that Cupid was involved—both Cupids, I guess—I set up a search algorithm to track her whereabouts for the past month or so." Of course she's been monitoring everything from her little command center; this goddamn family and their surveillance… "It's a bit too neat, someone with her modus operandi just bumping into the real Cupid."

"And we don't do coincidence."

"Exactly."

"So, she had to be sent there by someone or something. Specifically, to steal from Eros."

"Yeah. Still working on who, though," Barbara agrees. "That's not the most interesting part, though."

Jason's scalp is beginning to burn from the distracted tugging, but he doesn't stop. The pain is punishing, keeps him focussed on Barbara's voice, and not the urge to hang up on her to call Tim. "Lay it on me."

"I've got newspaper reports from the village of Delphi in Greece with a woman of her description killed a blind twelve-year-old two weeks ago. Sliced her throat with one of her arrowheads and walked away, took out anyone that tried to stop her."

"Fuck." Jason almost bites his tongue.

Carrie Cutter's always been a murderer, but from what he knows of her from Roy, she never hurt a kid. His fingers itch with the need to punch something; he yanks his fingers out of his hair, several strands coming away with it, and slams his fist down on Tim's desk. It creaks at the force.

"You okay?"

"Better than she's going to be," he replies tightly. "What else?"

"You heard me say Delphi, right?"

There's a pause, like she's letting him process, which he's glad for; he did miss that the first time. Jason thinks the news over again, remembering bits and pieces memorized from National Geographic when he was a kid.

"Delphi," he repeats. "Like the Oracle of Delphi Delphi?"

"Exactly."

His back goes even more rigid. "Isn't it common in a lot of myths that people who can see the future tend to be blind?"

"Good memory."

"So we're thinking the kid was a seer."

"I'm thinking the kid was the actual Oracle of Delphi."

Jason whistles. "But there hasn't been one of those in hundreds of years, right?"

"Not since Theodosius I closed the temple when the Pythia gave him some bad news. Five years later, he was dead, and the Visigoths had captured Rome, and after that it wasn't safe to be an oracle. But secret societies have been started over less."

"Still, how would someone like Carrie Cutter know or even be interested in looking up some secret oracle? Even for Queen, she's small-time."

"Still working on that part."

"And if she did talk to the oracle beforehand, what did the kid tell her that made her kill her?"

"Unfortunately, there was no tech anywhere around to pick up on that. Not even tourists taking cellphone videos."

"Fuck."

"But lucky for us, we have someone that can sort of see ghosts."

Jason's eyes widen. "Duke."

"Exactly," Barbara says, and sounds smug, like she's just managed a checkmate against fate or circumstance or something. "As soon as he's done with Dick, I'm sending him on quick trip to Greece. He'll get a kick out of the plane, I think."

Jason winces.

It won't be easy for the newest member of the family to watch a kid being murdered, all for Jason. Worse is the fact he's a hundred percent sure Duke's seen worse.

Instead of voicing that thought, however, he says, "Keep me updated."

"Will do."

There's a heavy silence.

"Do you want me to stay on the line?" Barbara asks after a moment. "Until Tim gets back."

Jason's first instinct is a snappish retort, a denial that he needs her pity.

But his hand has found its way back into his hair, tearing at the strands as he anxiously waits for the younger man to return and for all he knows, it could be anywhere from ten minutes to ten hours before he sees him again.

He shivers at the thought.

That…would be bad.

And so he clears his throat and tells Barbara in a gruff voice, "Yeah. Okay."

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