A/N: This is chapter is pretty long because it's the beginning of a lot of stuff that is coming up. The next chapter will be the homecoming dance, some explanations, and what's happening in the month of November:) Hope you enjoy

Chapter 4: The Big Guns Are Out

Point of View: Tiara Green October 8, 2010

I finish my dark smoky eye makeup and red lipstick then move over to my full body mirror. I smile at the red lita shoes making my whole look complete with sexiness. I mess with my hair a little perfecting it's extreme waviness I must've been born to be a vampire because I look too good. I grab my bag and head out the door hoping to casually walk past Christian without interrogation.

I creep out the best I can in pumps. "Good morning Christian."

"Good morning Tiara," He murmurs from behind his newspaper sipping on his coffee. "Not eating breakfast?"

"I'm picking up something on the way to school I promised to bring Caitlyn food."

I see his copper head nod and I continue to the door so close but so far. "Talking about school what the hell are you thinking wearing that in front of those handsy fuckers?"

"You didn't even look up!"

"I hear the sound of pumps and on your feet it will make your legs look even better which turns men on." He finally puts the paper down and his eyes nearly pop out of his head. "Oh fuck no! Hell no! I don't give a damn about any theme you get your ass back in there and cover yourself up!"

"Christian," I whine.

He gets up revealing his shirtless-ness and the V on his hips making me almost drool, "Don't even try to change my mind! Turn around." I do as he says earning another, "Hell no! I have the urge to fuck you right now that's not okay! Your ass and tits are out and just no!"

I put my hands on my hips, "What are you trying to preserve? I'm not a virgin and you've seen me naked before so why are we having this conversation? How the hell will I get you to let me walk out in this outfit?"

"Be obedient and change!"

I look at him for a second then look down, take my bag off, lower down to my knees and sit on my heels. I place my hands and forearms flat on my thighs and part my knees a little more.

"What are you doing?" I remain silent looking directly at my lap. "You know this is not what I meant." Without a response Christian sighs then growls, "Speak."

"You told me to be obedient sir and I know this is the only way that you will feel completely in control of the situation. Whatever you need me to do or say to make it out the door in my current attire I will do sir."

I see his bare feet in my peripheral vision standing right in front of me. He places his finger under my chin making me look up but I continue to downcast my eyes, "You remember well."

"Its hard not to absorb everything you say sir."

"Look at me." I look up slowly into his dark grey eyes. Christian's eyes dance over my features lingering a little longer on my lips before meeting brown again. "No sex."

"At all or just not with anyone but you sir?"

The corner of his mouth lifts, "At all… at least for today in this outfit."

"Yes sir."

"You win."

I allow myself to smile then put out my hand and Christian helps me up. I grab my bag "Have a nice day Christian."

"You'll be the death of me."

"At least I'll look damn good doing it." He smiles and I walk out.

Of course I'm late to school but its only study hall so who cares? I walk through empty hallways down to the cafeteria with Caitlyn and I's breakfast.

Her jaw literally drops when she sees me, "Damn!"

"Thank you?" I open the box of donuts, four glazed, and two cinnamon apple filled. We both take a sip of our vanilla iced coffees before diving in.

"Tyler is going to have a conniption when he sees you. Wait what about that one guy you are trying to get rid of I'm sure this outfit will not help with that."

"Tyler actually helped me pick this outfit out and I have no clue what I will do about that guy he will probably never go away until I give in."

"In to what?"

"Nothing uh I can't come to your practice today after school I have detention."

"Who the hell would give you detention? Q can be a dick but he loves your musicality so you're an angel to him." I look at her for a second and she pieces it together. "Oh you've got to be fucking kidding me!" She murmurs. "He loved you the start of the year and now a month later he is all hard on you for no reason."

"Tell me about it."

"I swear if this was an episode of Pretty Little Liars you would be Aria and Mr. Somerhalder would be Ezra."

"Wait what are you insinuating?"

"He wants your attention and now that you're giving it all to Tyler you get detention. C'mon Tiara its plain as day if you know all the facts. That man wants you some type of way for some type of reason but that's not for me to determine. You need to figure it out by talking to him about it what better time than an hour and a half with him in his room. Whoa hold the fuck on, you're going to be alone with him for an hour and a half and you're dressed like that today. He's one slick son of a bitch."

"What are you rambling on about now?"

"He's going to get into those shorts today."

I can't help but laugh, "Really now? That's completely ridiculous all of it. He could lose his job, never teach again, and be locked up for the rest of his life."

"Well he obviously knows that but that doesn't matter if you want it too because you'll keep your mouth shut if he gives it to you good and I bet he will. All of this is banking on whether or not you want him too. The man has stepped up his game in a month we still have eight more so just imagine what will happen. I'll give him till December."

"Why December?"

"His birthday is in December I'm sure he would love to see you on top as his gift giving him his birthday sex." She gives me a look that says 'just wait and see' as she hums Birthday Sex.

What if everything Caitlyn said was true? What if in two months I fall for my teacher and not give a damn about anything but him? You're already falling for him idiot! Would I really sneak around just for the enjoyment of a man? He's not just a man he a damn god. Wecouldn't do it never in a million years could we actually pull it off. Ian would never trust me with his life literally laying it out at my feet leaving it there for me to destroy at any second. He couldn't possibly want me that much definitely not enough to risk everything that he has worked for and has come accustomed to.

I float though the rest of the day asking questions that can only be answered if I take action, ask Ian, or we both take action together. I don't slip out of my daydreams until my eyes lock with smoldering blue.

"Wow… wow… wow." Each wow becomes slower as he finds something else to drool over on my body.

"Good afternoon to you too."

"Sorry Tiara good afternoon. No snarky comment today about my behavior?"

"No I'm in a rather mellow mood."

"That's a first." Ian rises out of his seat and walks closer to me finally looking in my eyes when we're less than a foot away. "I like the new attire."

"Good cause you'll have to see it for three hours just about."

"Ah there's my snarky girl."

I roll my eyes and turn around to go to my seat but not before Tyler walks in and practically passes out. "I guess that cold shower didn't work." His usual partner in crime says as he walks around him.

When Tyler returns back to reality he puts his hands on my hips, "I should've torn this thing off of you when I had the chance." He murmurs before we sit.

I see Caitlyn walk in and she mouths 'watch' as she goes to her seat on the other side of the room. I look down at my hands feeling someone that's becoming too familiar looking at me.

"What's wrong?"

I turn towards Tyler, "Nothing." I try to sell my lie with a smile and a kiss on the cheek.

"Good afternoon everybody its Friday and homecoming weekend so I figured we just watch a movie. Since my favorite movie goes over the hour and thirty minutes I have with you lovely people we will watch Zombieland. If you don't like zombies well frankly there's something wrong with you so I don't want to hear the objections of any small-minded people in here. Feel free to move all the tables out the way but you must put them back when we're finished."

Everyone remains silent for a second then get up and push the desks to either side of the room leaving the middle completely empty. I end up on the back wall with Tyler to my right, his friends to his right, Caitlyn in front of me, and an empty spot on my left.

Ian walks out after the movie starts. "So have condoms?" Caitlyn whispers leaning back on me while sitting in between my legs.

"No I do not because I don't need them nothing will happen."

"Mhm sure have you not seen Daydream Nation?"

"Um no?"

"You should watch it."

"Oh I'm sure its something to prove your Aria Ezra theory."

"Yes but I bet when Ezra comes back he will be right over here."

"What makes you say that?"

"Teachers always sit in the back during movies and you're back here so that's a bonus."

"Fine if you're right I'll do one thing you want and if I'm right, that he won't come over here, you do one thing I want."

"Its a bet." As if on queue Ian walks back in, "And five, four, three, two, hey Mr. Somerhalder."

I withhold a groan as he slides down the wall sitting on my left side. "Hello Caitlyn you look comfortable."

"I'm sure if you were in between Tiara's legs you would be comfortable too."

Oh she so didn't just say that! Oh god he's think I want to have sex with him… not the worst possible thing that could happen.

"We will never know that for sure will we Tiara?"

"I seriously doubt it."

"Mr. Somerhalder have you ever seen Daydream Nation?"

"I believe I have."

"Do you like it?"

He chuckles a bit, "I haven't seen it in awhile, but from what I remember it was pretty good."

"Uh huh do you think stuff like that happens in real life?"

"Jesus Caitlyn leave the man alone and stop playing twenty questions."

"Its fine. I guess it could happen and has happened before but it ultimately depends on the two people involved but especially the student."

"So if the teacher wanted the student but the student doesn't know their intentions what would the teacher do?"

"Um I don't know maybe try harder to get their attention or get closer before crossing that line. Who knows? As I said before it depends on the two people involved."

"Mhm okay thanks sorry I'm a curious person."

"Its fine Caitlyn everyone gets a little curious sometimes."

I feel like crawling in a hole and hiding for the rest of my life. Luckily everyone shuts up and looks straight ahead. After a moment I feel Ian's gaze and decide to give him something to look at.

I place my hand on Tyler's knee then slowly slide it down his thigh. His breathing gets heavier but he slightly shifts when I run my fingers over his crotch. I look on as if I'm doing nothing wrong at all while trailing my fingers along his growing manhood. To seal the deal I lean over and whisper as quietly as I can, "Just imagine what I could do with my mouth."

Tyler jumps up, "Uh can I go to the bathroom its an emergency Mr. S?"

"Go ahead."

I grin a little watching him bolt out the door. I lean forward, "Did you hear what I said?"

"Nope," Caitlyn responds.

I lean back satisfied completely with myself until I feel warm air near my ear. "You practically melt when I look at you so imagine how good I could make your body feel with just my touch."

I turn towards the voice that already has my body reacting. There's barely enough room for air to slip between our lips as we look into each other's eyes.

"I already have but not for long."

"Why is that?"

"Because it will never happen."

"It will if we want it to."

"You'll never know until you open your mind to the possibility."

I turn away after a moment actually paying attention to what a sixteen year old should and not on potentially life ruining things.

[x]

"What to do what to do? So many choices in activities when having to spend an hour and a half of my time in the same room with a man for no damn reason." I sip on my chocolate milkshake that I got before I had to come back for detention.

"Maybe because you don't like to sit in proper seats."

"Nah I like this table." I put the shake on the ground before flipping over and lying on my stomach. Ian raises an eyebrow at me before I swing my legs over the edge crossing one over the other and placing my hands on my knee. "Is this a proper seat for my ass?"

"You love defying me don't you?"

"Sure do its quite entertaining especially getting under your skin it makes my day."

He loosens his silver tie that looks so familiar but the thought slips out of my head when he goes to unbutton the top three buttons of his shirt. "I'm glad I can be your entertainment."

"You know you're right I shouldn't be sitting here." I get up and move around his desk then sit right in front of him, "Much better don't you think?"

"Hmm whatever makes you comfortable." Silence falls over us and I take it as an opportunity. "What were you going to say that day if I had let you explain in the hallway?"

"I would've simply answered your questions. I don't insist on bumping into but I always do and I always talk to you when it happens. The only way to talk to you is through these 'bumpings' I only get answers when I corner you. I read between your lines because I have to drag everything out of you. I don't want anything from you I just want you."

"You said if I was straight with you that you would be straight with me right?"

"Yes."

"Why am I here?"

"Because I want you with me."

"Do you not like Tyler because he wants me too?"

"I think I can give you better than any hormonal boy… give you what you want."

"So you base your actions around me when school is in session and picked that specific gym because of me?"

"Yes."

"Why do you want me?"

"Its something about you specifically that I haven't discovered yet. Everything about you draws me in more and more but that one undiscovered thing keeps me here."

"How bad do you want me?"

"Bad. Real bad."

"How far will you go to have me?"

"As far as I need to." I have no clue what to say so I simply nod. "Do you want Tyler?"

"Yes."

He sighs running his hand over his face, "Could I ever change your mind?"

"Possibly I'm not completely sure."

"Have you ever given thought to," He motions his hand back and forth between us, "This happening?"

"I've thought about how hard it would be to pull it off, how big of a dilemma it could become, how many people could be hurt some for a small amount of time and others…." I look down at my hands in my lap.

Ian stands up and cradles my face in his hands making me look up, "You have to think about the worst possibility."

"I don't have to if we don't get involved."

"You're willing to go the rest of life never knowing what could've happened if we were together?"

"I've had enough of people changing my life and I'm not going to do that to you."

"Its my life if I'm willing to risk it all I will because trust me Tiara I will have you somehow someway I will have you."

"I'm not worth it."

"Let me be the one to figure that out."

"No matter what I don't want to see you dragged out of here in handcuffs stuck in prison because of me. I couldn't live with myself if I did that."

"That just means we have to be careful."

"Someone could still find out we could hide in fucking Siberia and someone could still find out. Fine let's entertain the thought. What happens after all of this? What happens if we stay together when I'm in college? What happens when we go out and people ask how did you two meet? What will happen when I have to explain to my family that I want to be with a man that is twelve years older than me?"

"After all of this we stop the sneaking around and finally be ourselves. We will stay together when you go to college so we will make it work. When people ask how we met we tell them the truth, we literally bumped into each other making a mess of books and papers on the floor. When you tell your family about me and I tell mine about you they will be happy for us because we are happy together. You haven't given me a reason that we can't be together."

"My guardian. You don't know him he will crush you and everything to do with you. He could have someone murder you and make it look like you just dropped off the face of the earth. He would kill you with his bare hands just because the thought of me being yours is in your head."

"I'll handle him." I look away from the blue eyes that practically plead with such sincerity. "Do you want me?"

"Yes."

"How bad?"

"Bad. Real bad. I think about you way too much I have dreams about you I'm sure its unhealthy."

"Then I guess we're in the same unhealthy boat because I'm constantly thinking of you so much to the point where I'm surprised when I'm not thinking of you." He runs his thumb over my bottom lip, "I think about kissing you and having your body against mine, my hands all over you, waking up to these beautiful brown eyes every morning, holding you close as we fall asleep after making sweet love. I'm sure you wouldn't mind."

"No I wouldn't but I can't allow myself to do this."

"Yes you can."

"No I can't because I want to touch you."

"Touch me."

"If I do I'll want to kiss you too."

"Kiss me."

I stare into his eyes before I slide my hands up his arms wishing his shirt would melt away. My fingertips meet his neck automatically wanting more as they slide up into his hair. Air finds it hard once again to slip between our lips from our proximity. I hesitate slightly when they finally touch just barely but it takes me less than a second to fully commit too late to turn back.

I feel something come alive as I finally get to enjoy the perfect pink lips that I wanted since the first day I saw them. All too soon we pull away as if waiting to see if the other wants to back out. I pull Ian back and kiss him more hoping to get out this need building up but it continues to grow.

"I should've never kissed you," I murmur against his lips.

"Why is that?"

"Because now I want to-"

He cuts me off igniting another make out session. "The first time I take you will be in a bed."

We both laugh then lean in for more until my phone goes off. "Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"Uh still at school."

"Detention ended twenty minutes ago you should be home by now."

I look at the clock, "Oh shit. I'm sorry I lost track of time." I hop down onto my feet.

"Tiara you know how I am. Where the fuck are you?"

"I'm really at school Christian." I grab my bag and pour out my clothes.

"Fine I'll come get you."

"No! No I drove its fine I'll be there soon." I put my phone on speaker and begin to change. "Can you take this off me?" I murmur to Ian as I drop my shorts after taking my shoes off.

"Then tell me where the hell you are."

"I really am at school!"

"Are you with one of those hormonal boys I told you to stay away from?"

"No I am not. Would you just trust me?" I step into my jean shorts and Ian pulls them up as I put on my shirt.

"I don't trust you when you want some random guy I know how you get so therefore I am coming to get you I'll be there in five."

Before I can object he hangs up and I have the urge to bang my head against the table. "Thanks for helping me."

"No problem it is my fault I take it that was your guardian."

"Yup." I throw everything back into my bag and take a deep breath. "This shouldn't have happened everything that happened once that door closed shouldn't have happened."

"What do you mean?"

"Ian we're crazy to even try and make this work. Everything we said might have been true but still we shouldn't have done any of that. I can't lie to Christian I fall apart when I do I can't do it! None of this! Look I'm sorry I shouldn't have let this happen today because we won't be together we can't be together."

I practically run out the room and straight into Christian. "So you we're telling the truth."

"Yes now let's go." I drag him along by the arm back to his Audi.

The ride is completely silent as I look out the window afraid that I will crumble into a ball of tears if I look at Christian. "Sorry."

"Its fine." I practically whisper looking at all the cars passing by.

"You know how protective I am especially over you."

"Sure do."

"So this Mr. Somerhalder what were you two doing that was so important that you stayed late?"

"Working on a paper."

"About?"

"Energy."

"Energy?"

"Energy. What's with the fucking third degree? I was at school with my teacher working on a paper about energy. I changed clothes before to be comfortable especially for the football game which you better be taking me to or there will be a problem."

"And when did you start barking orders at me?"

"When you started to think that I couldn't be trusted! When you thought that all the trust we built over the years went to hell the one day I didn't stick to a precise schedule to appease you! If you want someone that breathes to please you maybe you should call up Elena and have her find someone for you! I'll do whatever the fuck I want when I want I did before you were here and I will long after you're gone!"

We pull to a stop near the gate where tickets are sold, "Don't wait up for me I'll be back when I want to be." I get out the car and slam the door behind me.

Point of View: Christian Trevelyan Grey

I throw my keys on the table and run my fingers through my hair. I walk to my room and dial the only one that could understand how I feel right now.

"What's wrong Christian?"

"Tiara and I just had our first fight. I didn't know what to say because I thought I was in the right I was only trying to protect her."

"What happened honey?"

"She was supposed to be home around a certain time from school because she had to stay after. Twenty minutes pass and she is still not home so I automatically go into panic mode. I call her, she picks up, and says she's still at school but I didn't believe her because it made no sense. What teenager wants to stay at school longer than they have to unless they are doing things that they shouldn't be? I asked if she was with a guy she said no but I still didn't believe her. I told Tiara that I was going to be there in five minutes when I was actually already there in the parking lot. I get to the front office and ask where Tiara is then get told that she is in Mr. Somerhalder's room her Creative Writing teacher. I walk down to his room about to step up to the door and she bursts through the door literally running into me then pulls me out of the school. I started asking what she was doing and she got defensive then went off on me."

"Even from your point of view I think that Tiara had the right to say whatever she said to you. I know from when you were younger that you would get defensive if your father and I pushed you too far with questions. You need to realize that not everyone is on such a specific schedule as you are. Everyone has their days when they are running late or something comes up."

"But that's not the point. I felt like she was lying I can always tell when she lies and I knew she was! Everything showed that she was telling the truth though and being wrong is not what I do."

"Christian you saw for yourself that she was where she said she was I don't think there's anything else to question. If anything Tiara felt betrayed because you are all she has now the only connection she has to her brother. Her family abandoned her and blamed her for the death of her eldest brother. They put her through so much and you came to her rescue jumping right back into the place you left years ago. How would you feel if Mia thought you were lying to her?"

"I never would."

"Exactly so you would be hurt. If that ever did happen you at least have Elliot to go to but Tiara has no one. This situation is exactly the same because we are Tiara's family now. You are all she has out there and I know you both have bad tempers but you need to be careful. Unlike her old family we want her to stay we don't want to push her away."

"What if there's no turning back from this? What if it all gets worse between us and I turn into her parent? I don't want to be her parent and I know Tiara doesn't want that either we're best friends and I don't want to ruin that."

"Tiara could never stop loving you and you couldn't stop loving her if you tried. There will be days where lines are crossed because if danger is coming her way you will have to be her parent. Just go to her when she comes home I promise she won't turn you away."

"I'll try. Thank you sorry to disturb your night."

"Its fine sweetie. Call me if you need me goodnight."

"Goodnight."

I lay back on the bed looking at the ceiling. This is going to be harder than I thought.

Point of View: Tiara Green

"He's such an asshole!" I wipe away my tears as Ana chuckles.

"I think he was just trying to look out for you. You've been through a lot Tiara I'm sure he doesn't want to see you go through anymore."

"I shouldn't be upset I'm just taking out my frustration on him. Its even worse because he was right I was lying."

"What were you really doing then?"

"I can't tell you. I mean gosh okay I was making out with a guy."

"So Christian was completely right?"

"Sort of. I mean he's not a boy and it wasn't out of impulse... sort of."

"Okay he is a man that you made out with and I'm sure that makes it worse. How old is he?"

"In his twenties."

"How many years into his twenties?"

"Uh more than one I can't say anymore."

Ana sighs, "Is he your boyfriend?"

"No but he wants to be."

"Do you have feelings for him?"

"Possibly... a little. I'm stuck between him and Tyler."

"I say explore Tyler some more but whoever you feel more strongly about go for it."

"Thanks for listening you're the best."

"That's what I'm here for."

"I'll let you get back to Jose. Goodnight Ana."

"Goodnight Tiara."

I sigh leaning my head back on the fence. In less than an hour everything went to hell starting with kissing my teacher. That has to be a sign that I shouldn't get involved with… my teacher. Literally right after we kiss the universe decides to punish me… for kissing my teacher. Gosh I can't believe that happened. I feel as if this is all some bad dream that I should've woke up from already but I can't. I have to live out the nightmare, for the rest of the year have this day hanging over my head. For the rest of my life, have this day hanging over my head because this is the day I chose a man over my best friend. I chose him over a guy that is practically my boyfriend, I chose him over everyone that I care about, and chose him over my own damn sanity.

Then again if you stay with him this day won't be in vain.

I groan again somehow making it back home but too consumed in my thoughts to remember how. "Christian?" I call out walking into the living room. "Christian where are you?" I make it back to his room to see him lying on his back with a bottle of Dewar's scotch in his hand.

I take the bottle out his hand expecting it to be at least half full but its almost empty. I put it on the bedside table then sit next to him. "Christian wake up." I push his shoulder then start tapping his cheek, "You better not be dead I still have to apologize."

His eyes finally open and he smiles, "You're pretty."

I can't help but laugh, "You're not too bad yourself. How do you feel?"

"Oh so good." He pokes my nose then actually giggles, "You're so cute… cute as a button… cutie patootie."

"Gosh you're hammered," I murmur to myself before getting up and bringing the trashcan from the bathroom next to his bed.

"Do you know where Tiara is?" Christian slurs as I take off his shoes after I managed to get him to swing his legs over the side of the bed.

"I'm sure she will be back soon."

"I don't know she was grumpy when I saw her." I look up to see him pouting and I want to lie in the floor and laugh until the sun comes up.

"Uh she told me that she wasn't mad at you just had a rough day so she will come back."

"Okay good cause I don't want her to go I'd be sad."

"She would be really sad too without you." I stand up and start unbuttoning his shirt as he looks around the room as if he can see something magical.

"You remind me of her."

"Oh really? How so?"

"There's a V here," He pokes the area between my eyebrows, "When you two concentrate."

"Well it does take work to get a six feet tall man undressed." I begin to take off Christian's shirt when he sways a little then grabs my hips.

"I want some sleep."

"You will get some soon now lay down." He obeys but takes me with him and sits me on top of him.

"You really remind me of her now."

"Why is that?"

He giggles again and slides his pointer finger over his puckered lips, "Shh. I can't tell anyone."

"Yes you can you can tell me." I begin to unbutton his pants then slide them off once I'm standing again.

"No no no cause Tony already found out and he was soooo pissed at me. I mean ya know I would be too if my best friend… shh." He leans his head back again.

"If your best friend what?"

"Tiara doesn't remember either and yeah." I walk off to the closet and grab some pajama bottoms not even going to try and put a shirt on him. "We were soooo drunk and we were in her room… it was it was good yeah good and loud."

"What are you talking about Christian?" I finally get his pants on then sit down on the bed next to him.

"Is it bad that I want more? I think its cause she's a brunette."

"More what?"

He shakes his head as his eyelids get heavier and heavier until he bolts up and grabs the trashcan empting his stomach. I go to the kitchen, taking the scotch, and get a glass of water along with some Excedrin. When I come back he is groaning still holding on to the trashcan.

"I feel like shit."

"I would assume so." I put the water and pills down. "Can you make it to the bathroom from now on or you want to keep the trashcan."

"Trashcan." I begin to walk out until Christian says, "When did you get home?"

"A couple minutes ago."

He nods and I close the door behind me then go to my own room to get ready for bed.

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