The rest of the day passed slowly for me. I couldnt seem to make the time go any faster. After the breakfast, i had done my usual duties of princess. I had instructed, gave advice, did whatever i could do to keep myself busy. I was restless. I wanted Jace around me. I missed him like he was another part of me. I couldnt take much more of this lifeless life. I needed him like i needed the air in my lungs.

I went from activity to activity with a heavy heart. I couldnt imagine my life without him. In just over a week i would be married to Alec. I didnt want that in the least. But what could i do? I could go to my father and tell him Alec's gay. But i doubt that would do anything. If Alec was still going to marry me then he wouldnt care what creatures Alec was into.

Even though i barely knew Alec i could still understand where he was coming from. I also was not a mean hearted person that i would go and destroy his life. My father was the reason for this, not the Lightwoods. I was at loss as to what to do. I couldnt marry Alec, yet i couldnt marry Jace. My father would simply never allow it. Yet i still hoped for a brighter option. I still had hope in my heart that me and Jace would be together forever.

What was i to do? I could run away with Jace but where would we go? The nearest town was miles from here. We would never make it before we were caught. Jace would surely get into serious trouble then. It was too risky. I just had to hope that maybe Alec would call it off and then i would be free. Free until another suitor came for my hand. Then i would have to figure out a way to get him off my back. It would be an endless cycle. I wouldnt be lucky enough a second time.

I was bitter. I hated the fact that i had to do things i didnt want to do! Why couldnt life be simple? Why couldnt love be simple. Jonathan was always breathing down my throat. My father wouldnt ever listen to me. What was i supposed to do?

Nothing. I had no choice, and besides i still had a little bit of time. I could still figure out a way to be with Jace. I still had time.

When night had fallen i had quickly made it back to my lodgings. I didnt know if Jace would be coming tonight or if he even could slip away. I had to be here just in case. I waited for a long time until i heard his voice from outside the window.

"Clary..." he whispered.

I ran to the window and looked down. Jace was standing illuminated in the moonlight. He looked so handsome that it hurt to look at him

"You came!" I cried happily.

"Yes, would you care to come sit in the grass with me?"

"How will i get back in?"

"I will boost you back through the window. Now please come down, i need you."

At those words i slid my legs over the windows ledge and crawled down. Jace was at the bottom to catch me. I landed in his strong arms. He looked down at me and i looked up. His eyes shimmered in this light. He bent his neck to kiss me softly. I kissed back eager. He instantly responded.

I wrapped my legs around him and he pressed me up against the castle walls. His kisses were burning like fire down my throat. His hands groped for me. He pushed my gown down to expose my left breast. His hand cupped them hard. I moaned softly against his lips. I could feel his cock hard pressed against my lady parts. I needed him now.

I shoved my hand between us to his trousers. I slid one hand down to cup his member in my hands. I stroked him as he sucked on my breast. His tongue flicked deliciously across my chest. He pushed down his pants with one hand while holding me in his other. My gown was hiked up to my waist. I could see he wanted me just as bad as i wanted him.

My lady parts were already wet and waiting. He gently pushed until he was all the way inside me. I moaned softly. He then began to thrust, gentle this time. I could feel hot desire deep in my groin. I kissed him harder and urged him to go faster. I loved the feel of him filling me.

He braced himself with one hand and began to thrust harder. He pounded my pussy with such fever that i hardly held onto him. His moans grew louder, as did mine. With every thrust i was driven closer and closer to the edge. I was now in a state of nirvana. I arched my hips to get him deeper inside. It would be over soon enough.

I cried out as my orgasm racked my body. My nerves alight with fire. I couldnt control the spasming in my hips and thighs. I had never know this to be like this. I was soaking wet and he still was not done.

He pressed me hard into the rock wall. He was still slamming into me with the same energy he had before.

"I cant...hold on much longer... your moans make it so hard..." he cried between thrusts.

"Cum inside me my love. Fill me." i moaned into his ear.

He had withstanding himself for too long. He thrust once more into me. I could feel his seed burst inside me. I clinged tighter to him as he tried to regain his breath. I kissed him lightly on the lips. We were both sweaty and tired.

He clung to me tightly. I was still pressed against the wall. His cock still deep inside me. We stayed like this for some time. Until our breaths had returned to normal, and our bodies as well. Then he gently tore himself from me. I shimmied my dress back down and he put his pants back up around his waist.

I looked at him in the moonlight and i felt as if this moment could last forever. I wanted it to last forever. I needed it to last forever. I went to him and hugged him close. His body pressed into mine. I didnt want to leave him. I didnt want to sleep alone. I broke from his grasp and kissed him one last time for the night.

"I hope to see you again soon, and maybe this time we will have time to talk." i said teasingly.

He smiled, "If it pleases you my lady."

He helped boost me back into the window. I could have climbed it like he had but didnt want to risk hurting myself. I laid down on my bed at peace. My body was sore last night, and now its more sore tonight. But i didnt care. It was worth it. I was so weak from the energy that had bursted from me that i didnt have a choice, i was asleep before i even knew it.

Jonathan paced in his chambers. His gaze was stern and angry. Where was his spy! Why hadnt he reported yet! He needed to know what was going on. All depended on his spies findings. So where in the bloody hell was the man?

He was about to give up and go search for the fool, when the fool finally arrived. He slid into the room without announcement. Jonathan didnt care.

"Well,what did you find!" he hissed angrily. The spy was used to his mean behavior and paid no mind.

"Sire, it is true. I caught her fucking the stable man outside her bedroom window."

"You sure?"

"Yes, i saw them with my own eyes. He had her pressed against the wall fucking her so hard that even i could hear them from a mile back." the spy said nonchalantly.

Jonathan's anger threatened to blow over.

"That is all, you are dismissed." he said coldly.

When the spy had gone, Jonathan couldnt keep his anger at bay. He had knew it all along that his sister was a no good whore. That stable man should never have laid his hand on her. If he had anything to do with it, the mans hands would be removed.

How dare he touch her. How dare Jace know her in a way that he couldnt. He was royal! He was heir to the castle. If anyone should get Clarissa's sweet cunt it should be him.

Another part of him was happy at the news. He had great plans and pretty soon they would come into action. Then he would see who her cunt really favored. Then he would see how loud she screamed.

Authors note: If anyone is interested in the next chapter, just let me know! I will be writing more if i feel its worth it. So dont let me down :D Thanks for reading!