Uzumaki Naruto Chronicles Rewrite

Chapter 59

Author's notes: My greatest gratitude goes out to NaruHinaRyu for all of her help for the last few chapters giving ideas and reviews. As well as Dragofae24 for some ideas and the review as well.

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Warning this chapter gets a little dark

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Naruto woke to screaming, he shot out of his cot and looked around the hospital room, he spotted Hinata and sighed. She was having another nightmare. He walked over to her and started stroking her hair and sitting next to her. He sighed as she woke up this time, she looked up at him with tears in her eyes, but that wasn't the only thing he saw in her eyes when he saw her face. He saw fear, and it broke his heart. She sighed realizing where she was and sitting up. "I-I'm sorry N-Naruto, d-did I-I wake y-you?"

Naruto nodded, still running his hand through her hair.

She sniffled, "I-I'm s-sorry. I-I was h-having a-another nightmare. I-I w-wish t-they w-would s-stop. I-I d-dont want to k-keep reliving this h-hell."

At this point Hinata was full put bawling and Naruto got an idea.

"Hey beautiful, slide over a little."

Hinata looked at him funny but slid over a bit before Naruto slid into the bed next to her. She gave him a questioning look before Naruto grinned at her.

It then dawned on her that Naruto was in a bed with her and she blushed slightly before her angst set in and she reminded herself that she was trash and Naruto would never lower himself to be with her. She sighed and cried a bit more, she was used, how could Naruto even look at her, let alone actually want to be here for her. She figured he was only actually here because he was a good person, and wanted to help her through this. As soon as she was okay he would leave her be. He was a future Hokage after all he shouldn't lower herself to trash. And she shouldn't let him.

Hinata hated herself, she was so selfish, she shouldn't let Naruto lower himself to her, she was trash, but she just couldn't tell him to leave. She needed him and wanted him she loved him so much. But it wasn't fair to him she was too damaged, she wasn't worthy of him but she was too selfish to tell him he didn't need to waste himself here. She sighed, maybe she would tell him later, for now she was going to be selfish.

With that thought she snuggled into his chest and tried to sleep.

While Hinata tried to sleep, she wanted to get actual sleep she couldn't every time she closed her eyes she saw him, that bastard that had used her, that had hurt her, demeaned her. He dehumanized her.

Naruto knew she was crying, he could feel her tears through his shirt, he sighed, she needed sleep.

"hey, beautiful you need to sleep." Naruto told her gently.

Hinata looked up at him from her spot in his chest, "I-I'm s-sorry, I-I'm trying I r-really am, b-but every t-time I c-close m-my eyes I-I see h-him."

Naruto nodded, "Forgive me for this beautiful."

Before she could ask what he was sorry for he pushed two fingers into a spot on her neck and she immediately passed out.

Naruto sighed, before closing his own eyes and falling asleep, tomorrow was not going to be fun.

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The next morning Naruto woke up before Hinata and rolled himself out of her hospital bed, Hiashi walking in and seeing that could have been bad. Naruto knew the man liked him, but that may be pushing it too far.

He stretched himself out a little before flashing home and showering and getting ready for the day. It took him about 20 minutes before he flashed back to Hinata's room, refreshed and ready for the day.

Hinata woke up as he flashed back into the room. Naruto saw this and grinned.

"Good morning beautiful!" Naruto greeted her animatedly.

Hinata nodded at him, "G-good morning N-Naruto.

Naruto grinned hugging her slightly, she melted into the hug, taking in his warmth before he pulled away.

"How did you sleep?" Naruto asked her.

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Hinata frowned, "N-not well. I-I h-had more n-nightmares. D-do t-they ever s-stop?"

Naruto sighed, "I'm not sure Hina. I wish I could tell you they would, but I don't know."

Hinata looked down, "I don't w-want K-K-K-K….him to h-haunt me a-anymore. H-he already took s-so m-much from m-me."

Naruto took her hand, "He will never touch you again Hina."

Hinata nodded, but didn't say anything.

Naruto, turned away from her, sealing his cot back up, before unsealing his desk and getting back to work on his new seals.

A while later Tsunade came in and began to pull the rest of the toxins out of Hinata. Once again it was an extremely painful 3 hours for Hinata as the girl breathed hard with tears rolling down her cheeks. Naruto held her hand the entire time. She squeezed his hand and she screamed in pain.

When Tsunade was finally done with the operation Hinata lay there crying from the pain. Her entire body hurt from the ordeal.

Naruto just sat there and comforted her. After a while Hinata pushed herself up, albeit painfully. She looked at Naruto, "N-Naruto, c-could you g-get us s-some r-real food? I-I h-havent h-had anything g-good t-to eat i-in y-years…" by the time the girl was finished asking her question her eyes were back down on her legs.

Naruto nodded, "What do you want Hina?"

The girl blushed slightly, "C-could I h-have a c-cinnamon bun? T-they u-used to be my f-favorite b-before, I w-was taken."

Naruto nodded and created a clone, sending it to get the food. After about ten minutes the clone was back with a box of cinnamon buns.

The two dug in, Hinata was so happy to finally have cinnamon buns. After two years of bread slop, and then hospital bread and easy light foods she was so happy to have real food.

That happiness didn't last long however as she started feeling sick.

Naruto had been so worried he had pulled Tsunade out of a meeting and brought her to the hospital. That's when he got screamed at.

"NARUTO! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING? Getting her outside food. After 2 years if eating what she ate and being starved like she was, you have to ease a patient into more rich food."

Naruto grimaced, he had fucked up big time, "Sorry Hinata, I didn't know." he said sad.

Tsunade shook her head walking out of the room, "She is going to be sick, just let it all come back out, we will work her into more rich food like that soon. I have to go back to my meeting."

Hinata was leaning forward in her her bed, she was heaving up the cinnamon buns she had put down.

Naruto sat on the bed next to her holding her hair back. That's when he looked back, the gown she was wearing was opening at the back, that's when he saw them. He was shocked at what he saw.

He untied the gown at the top and looked at her back as she heaved. It was covered in , stabs, burns, whippings. His hand went to his mouth as he saw it. Hinata had felt the gown move and looked over, done heaving.

She saw his face and realized he was looking at her back. She moved away from him as quickly as she could cutting off his sight of her destroyed back. She looked away from him, unable to look at his expression. He had now seen how ugly she had become, she was marked.

"Hin-Hinata, y-your back?" was all he could say.

Hinata bit her lip and tears began to fall from her eyes, her hands clenched at her sides.

"Come back here, I need to see it." Naruto told her.

Hinata shook her head fiercely. "No! See! I'm not beautiful like you keep saying."

Naruto raised an eyebrow at her, "Hinata you are still beautiful. You are the most beautiful thing God has ever even thought about creating."

Hinata shook her head, standing up shakily from the bed, falling when she stepped on the ground.

Naruto caught her and raised her head, but she shoved him away, "Naruto! Stop! Don't you get it! I am disgusting! My entire body is scarred! That bastard left his mark Naruto. All over me."

She had spread her arms out, her head dropped. Tears pouring out of her eyes, her jaw clenched she turned around.

"You want to see? Fine." she let the gown fall off of her back, holding it against her chest, allowing him to view her backside, although she was wearing underwear.

Naruto gasped as he saw it all, all the scarring, up and down her legs, and her back. He was speechless. He had no idea what to say at this point.

Hinata was sopping, "D-don't you s-see the m-monster I-I have b-become? I'm h-hideous." her legs gave out and she fell, Naruto caught her once again, lowering her to her knees gently. As she sobbed.

"Hinata, you will always be beautiful to me. It isn't just outside, but inside. Even with these scars you are gorgeous. Its why I call you beautiful. These scars only add to your beauty. It shows how much hell you went through only to come out of it and be yourself. You were obviously put through hell, but you are still here, you beat it Hinata. These scars prove that you won." Naruto's arms wrapped around her as he continued, "No matter what you went through you are still Hinata Hyuga, you are still you. Do not let those bastards take that from you too. You can still beat them, I know you can. I believe in you.

That is your past now Hinata, it no longer defines you unless you let it. You are better than that though Hinata. It doesn't matter what you went through, you came out, you won. You can only lose from here by letting it beat you, by letting it define you. But that's not you. You can do it Hinata. You never give up. It is something I love about you."

Hinata shook her head and spoke through sobs, "N-naruto, I have c-changed though. T-they forced me too. I-I did g-give up. After t-they took 9, I-I gave up."

Naruto shook his head, "Hinata, no, I can tell you now that you didn't give up completely. You wouldn't be here now if you did."

Hinata continued to cry, "N-Naruto, t-there w-were times a-all I p-prayed for i-is death. I g-gave up."

"Hinata, you never acter on it though. You didn't give up all the way. You are here with me, you won in the end."

Hinata nodded, but continued to cry. Naruto pulled back from the hug and looked at her back again, grimacing as he did. He shook his head, he was going to kill those bastards when he found them.

He picked the poor girl up bridal style, "Hinata, I love you, no matter what, I love you, and all your imperfections. Your scars only show me how strong you are, how amazing you are to keep going." he said as he placed her in the bed. Hinata looked into his bright blue, gentle eyes and saw the truth, she smiled at him for a moment, before hugging him.

"T-thank you N-Naruto." She told him.

Naruto nodded, and then grinned, "Plus, now that you're eating and getting that figure back, you are even hotter than when you left."

Hinata's eyes widened as she blushed a deep red, "I-I...N-Naru...wh-wh...I-I m-mean uhhh….thanks?"

Naruto just laughed a hearty laugh, "See my Hina is still there, and still gets flustered.

Hinata looked down, "N-Naruto, h-how can y-you w-want anything to d-do w-with me? W-when I was h-here, K-K-K...he t-tricked me, b-but I s-still h-hurt you. H-he had me i-in a g-genjutsu, I-I didn't r-realize h-how horrid I w-was to y-you, u-until he broke m-me out h-himself. T-that was my f-first t-torture."

Naruto nodded, "Hinata, I never stopped loving you, I thought you were acting weird, I didn't know why, and I wont lie to you, it hurt, but I never stopped loving you, I knew something was up. When we fought Kabuto and Orochimaru when we went to get Tsunade, well Kabuto told me he had you and what he would continue to do to you. I beat him pretty bad. He also told me about his genjutsu trick. So I knew it wasn't really you."

Hinata nodded, her hand running over the scar on her stomach unconsciously, knowing the scar carved into her was Kabuto's payback from that fight. She wasn't going to tell Naruto about it though.

Hinata nodded before hugging Naruto for a while she sat there holding onto him, afraid to let go.

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9 grinned as she ran a glowing hand over Kabuto's chest, she cut several small ligaments as she did but then continued healing his chest.

She had been injecting poison into him, slow acting, painful poison that would tear him down. The bastard was going to be in pain for the rest of his life. It was payback for the 18 years of hell she had been put through. She was kept under a strict eye, she couldn't do much, but injecting a poison instead of a medicine here and there, as well as cutting a few less needed ligaments while healing most of the outside would do. She was sabotaging the bastard. She knew it would only be so long until Orochimaru figured it out, she would pay for it, but by then Kabuto would forever be a fucked up monstrosity. She cut another ligament in his shoulder and he screamed in pain, before she healed the actual shoulder, grinning slyly to herself.

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The next day had gone largely the same, however for whatever reason, Hinata was in a lot more pain then normal, she was very upset about it too. To make matters worse Tsunade had hit a snag in healing some of her scars. She was just so upset, she was pent up and pissed off.

Naruto wasn't really helping, he was trying to but she was mainly upset that he was wasting his time with her. She was feeling guilty and tbat was a large part of what happened next

"N-Naruto, you dont h-have to stay."

Naruto looked up at her, "Hina, it's no big deal. I don't mind being here, I really don't."

"You don't need to be here." Hinata replied.

Naruto set his brush down and looked at her, "Hinata whats wrong."

"I m-mean don't you have to t-train?"

Naruto laughed, "I mean I have clones learning some jutsu as well as some seals, and working on skill training."

Hinata sighed, "You are always here." she was starting to get mad. She was mad that she was so selfish she had to to stop. He couldn't waste his time with trash like her. She had to stop him.

Naruto looked at her with an eyebrow raised.

"I can't get any space with you here. You know everytime I go to the bathroom! You know every time I get sick. You are here too often. You need to leave." In her anger her stutter had left. Sbe wasn't mad at him, really at herself.

"Hina, I am just trying to help." Naruto replied in a soft voice.

"STOP calling me that. I am not your Hina. My name is Hinata! You being here isn't helping right now!" She knew it was wrong but she was so confused right now. She was supposed to be a mutt, trash, why was he treating her like this.

Naruto was visibly shaken, "I'm sorry, I didn't realize you dislike the name so much."

Hinata was only getting angrier, "If you really wanted to help me, you wouldn't have pushed me away those years ago! Then I never would have gotten involved with him in the first place! THEN I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN TORTURED!" Hinata didn't know what she was doing, she needed something to blame for all of this, she didn't know why she chose Naruto though, he had only ever been great to her.

Naruto stood up from the desk he was at, "Hinata, you-you can't be serious right now."

"I am! It was all your fault! All of it! I WENT THROUGH HELL BECAUSE OF YOU. Maybe it's my fault for falling for a demon anyways." Hinata ended coldly. She couldn't believe what she had just said, she covered her mouth, shocked she had just called him a demon.

Naruto did a hand seal and flashed away. Hinata brought her hands to her face, what had she just done. She had been so angry, so confused. She was trash, but this amazing person loved her. And she thrashed him. She began to sob. She was such a piece of shit. She hated herself so much. Why did she do that, it made no sense. She tried to stand up, but she fell out of the bed, crashing to the floor with a loud thump. She cried out, "Naruto!" but the blonde wasn't there, she had been successful in driving him out. She stood up and tried to walk tried to scramble out the door. She was frantic. She was having an anxiety attack, a really bad one and she was frantic. She sat there for a moment crying frantically. She realized, the boy she loved had been here trying to help but she pushed him away, she would never get him back. She was a worthless piece of shit. She was terrible. She climbed up, she had to stop the pain in her heart. She limped out of the room pulling herself through the hallways. She climbed the last stairway up the the roof. She fell but got up, climbing onto the edge of the roof. She looked down.

The Konoha hospital was the tallest building in the village, it was 15 stories, and Hinata was looking down all 15 of them.

She looked up to the dark sky, the clouds had moved in and the rain started, it was pouring, she cried as the drops hit her face. A bolt of lightning crackled across the sky.

The pain in her heart wouldn't stop, she didn't know what else to do. She closed her eyes, crying out in pain one last time, she had had enough, she was ending it, she had to stop the emotional pain. She couldn't handle it at the moment, there was no other answer that the girl could see. She had just pushed away her only help in the world, he was her rock and she definitely didn't deserve him. She took a breath and leaned over the edge of the building sighing as she fell down towards the cold embrace of death.

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