L: The Capitol - Rose Point Estate.
Emmi Langlois, 17
Applicant #13
It's a very weird day, to say the least.
Or night, even.
She sleeps through most of the time that everyone else is awake. It was half past eight when she went to bed and she wakes up just before seven; apparently she needed it more than she even thought.
The place is quiet. Too quiet, as commonplace as that sounds. No one else is awake that she can tell and there's nothing to do, surely even less now that they're actively being investigated. All she can do is the mundane. She showers and finds Tycho to make her more food than she can even stuff inside herself. Nyx only seems to seek her out when she's eating, but even he's missing in action. Probably tired, too.
She's not even sure if everyone is asleep or just holed up in their rooms.
If they are, she's not gonna be the one to stop them. People handle things in different ways, and she handles hers by doing everything she can think to do, and then she goes wandering. She investigates every hallway, every door that isn't locked or that doesn't appear to be actively lived in. She even heads outside after a while with nothing to show for it and loops her way through all the gardens, past the cottage in the back, and even finds a trickle of a stream that eventually leads into a larger creek, babbling away over all of the rocks.
It's pretty, don't get her wrong. It's just so much. Even before they moved to Eight their house in the Capitol wasn't that big. They had moved somewhere smaller after her mother died so it wouldn't feel so empty all the time.
Her dad had filled up that space well, she thinks. He wasn't loud, not anywhere near her level, but he was always present.
Or was, anyway.
She stays by the creek for a long while. It's not even like she's ever been a huge nature fanatic. It's just quiet here, and there's no chance another stranger is going to roll up and drag her away without so much of a choice. She kicks a few pebbles by the brim into the water; it's deeper than she would've thought for the gentle flow of it all. Isn't everything just worse than it really looks?
Besides that, though, she sits. Walks around a little ways. There's nothing else back here - the woods start to get thicker, and she's not one for venturing in too far.
She considers going back in once, just after it gets dark. It doesn't seem like there's a point.
Behind her, not far down the path, the hanging light outside the cottage's front door flickers on.
It was always a matter of time.
She hears the footsteps and stays still anyway. The rock she's chosen to sit on is large and flat, more than big enough for two people. Pandora approaches nearly silent and stays standing, lingering about two or three feet back.
"You've been out here for a while," she comments.
"Nothing better to do."
Pandora may not have been getting interrogated all of last night, but she stayed up to collect all of them and bring them back. She stayed up to make sure they were safe. Judging by her voice she was was sleeping not long ago too.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Shoot."
"I know Soran was in the library when they took him, but the four of you... where were you trying to go?"
Emmi blinks a few times, and then turns to look at her. Luckily she doesn't look accusing. Emmi's not sure she could handle a scolding like she didn't get out of third period unscathed. It does look sort of obvious, though. Not one of them was even trying to feign sleep, they were all fully dressed and ready to head out the nearest door or window, whatever it took.
"Can we actually trust you?" she asks.
"Of course."
It sounds so easy. She'd be lying if she didn't say she felt like a fool for believing it.
A fool she is, then.
"I think we found out who did this to all of us. I don't know how far Soran's got into his digging, but we looked into all of the Sentinels, and we matched up a name. Kestrel Rhodelle."
"Kestrel?" she says back, tone incredulous. "What do you mean?
"There was a Khia Rhodelle among the ten that hunted us. I don't—"
"Oh my god," Pandora interrupts. "Oh my god, she told me last year she had a sister who went missing when they were younger. She said the Peacekeepers told her parents that they found traces of her blood in the woods outside the fence but they never found a body."
"Because she ended up in Two," Emmi finishes. "And then she ended up with Carnelia, somehow. And now she's dead."
"Shit," Pandora mutters. "She's not like that, though, she's never shown any signs of—"
"Of what?" Emmi cuts in. "Of being murderous, hell-bent on revenge, helping her sister that she thought was dead for years? How would you have seen any of that coming in the first place?"
"She's not a malicious person."
"You don't know that," she insists. "If you met me with no pre-existing knowledge of what had happened, would you think I'm malicious? You don't know. It's not your fault, that's not what I'm saying. It's not anyone's fault but hers."
"If it was her. We don't have any concrete proof."
"Then we need to get some."
Pandora looks about ready to rip her own hair out, and Emmi can't fault her for that. The stress is migrating and now she's beginning to get an even bigger dose of it than before. It's only a matter of time now before Evander gets it, and then Crynn. The whole damn house will be infected by the time they accomplish anything.
"I can talk to her," Pandora says. "I'll get her to come here."
"And do what?"
"I don't know. But I'll talk to her."
"She's dangerous."
"We don't know that."
"If she did this, she'll have no problem killing you too."
"Better me than one of you guys. If you're right and it is her then the last thing I'm going to do is let her near any of you."
She's truly a saint, this one. For all the complaining Soran does about it he truly landed the sibling jackpot. It's not like she would know, really, but she gets the feeling that not everyone else is so lucky. Pandora barely knows him and she'd still fall on the sword for him with zero hesitation, no questions asked. She's too honorable. It'll get her killed one day.
Sooner than they think, maybe.
"What can we do in the meantime?"
"We all need to talk," Pandora says. "Could you go and wake everyone up, if they're not already?"
She nods. "Why?"
"There's too much going on - there's no use in spreading ourselves thin anymore. We started working on a list of everyone it could be - if it's not Kestrel then it's someone on there, and we need to keep at it until we prove that, just in case. One of us needs to always be on it. I want everyone to know what's going on with Kestrel, too. And we need to talk about what's happening now that this morning went the way it did."
"So something is happening," she says, refusing to address it as a question. It was never one in her mind. They weren't doing all of that for no reason, just to waste money and resources, even more precious time. They had a goal in mind when they rounded them all up at the Estate this morning, and it wasn't just a game.
It may still feel like it, but it never was to begin with.
Something really is happening.
Pandora nods, an echo of Emmi's just a minute ago. Unlike Emmi she stays silent on the issue; it probably is better to get it all out when everyone's listening. No use in repeating it.
"We'll meet in the library," she says instead. "I'll be up in a few minutes."
The speed in which she hurries back to the cottage and closes the door behind her is unlike how she came out. That was slow, unhurried. This is the frantic pace of someone who just realized how much there is to deal with.
Emmi contemplates sitting there for a long minute and never getting up, never having to deal with this. She contemplates jumping in the creek and drowning herself too.
She does neither of those things. Instead she gets up with a sigh and turns back up the Estate.
And to imagine she thought that she might actually get to sleep at a half-decent time tonight.
Jokes on her, she guesses.
Soran Faerber, 19
Applicant #8
He hears something long before he properly wakes.
He doesn't know what it is. Doesn't fucking care either, if he's being perfectly honest. It has to have been hours since he fell asleep, or possibly days, but it's not a big deal. All he knows is that he's comfortable and warm and he actually slept no matter how long it was for, so he's not moving.
The noise is the only thing he hears for a long while, so he figures it's safe to do so. Everything is still heavy enough that he could be back out in seconds if he let himself go; he's also so conveniently tired that his body hasn't started to act up on him again. He's sure it will, once he's awake, but it feels safe for now. Safe is good. He likes it more than he'll ever admit aloud.
Suddenly, voices.
Why voices?
They're close, too. One of them is Icarus. He rolls over all the way and into him. Or at least Soran's hoping it's him, because he still hasn't bothered looking, and it was dark as all fuck last time he checked anyway.
Icarus was already holding onto him before all of this was happening, but his arm now readjusts over Soran's side and tightens. He contemplates rolling back over, but he can hear now. The other voice belongs to Emmi, he's certain. He's close to really fucking out of it levels, but not quite there anymore. Why is she in here, though? Could she not be? He'd like to go back to sleep.
"It's been sixteen hours," she hisses. Oh, that's funny. They went to sleep in the early morning - is it night again, then? Hilarious. "We need to talk."
"Who? Me and you?"
"All of us," she says. "Pandora wants us all to meet in the library."
He groans. That's about all he can get out. He rolls again, furthering the momentum until he's laid out on his stomach, face buried in the part of the pillow where he's sure Icarus' head was a moment ago. He has no clue where it is now.
"Tell that to him," Icarus says.
"Is he even awake?"
"Yeah. He wasn't fidgeting when he was asleep."
No, because he was playing dead, thank you very much. Playing dead or wishing he was, whatever works, and he's going to continue to do so until he's forced otherwise.
"You know, I liked you better when you were fighting," Emmi informs them. She's the only one. "I couldn't get rid of you then and now you won't even listen to me."
"Hey," Icarus says flatly. "I never said I wouldn't listen to you."
"Get up, then."
"I will! Can you just give me a few minutes? And stop poking me."
Soran turns an inch to the right and cracks open one of his eyes. The blurry shape that is Emmi appears to be repeatedly poking Icarus in the leg and then backing up just enough that he can't kick her in retribution. It would be ten times more hilarious if he still wasn't so out of it. It's good to know that he's not the only one that can get on Icarus' nerves without even trying.
"Don't you dare go back to sleep," Emmi says. "Library. Ten minutes."
"Fifteen," he mumbles, and she jabs him in the leg too before she departs. She slams the door so loud he jolts.
Icarus flops back down and nearly knocks their heads together, readjusting with a heavy sigh. He definitely appears to be awake, and Soran is too, unfortunately. If he had enough time he could probably go back to sleep, but he's not getting that long. The sooner they get up and go the sooner he can crawl back in here and never get up ever again.
"You can stay here, if you want," Icarus offers.
"Has it really been sixteen hours?"
"Apparently."
No wonder he feels the way he does right now, so sleep-heavy and disoriented. The desire to get up is far off in the negatives, but it must be at least semi-important if Emmi barged in here to wake them up. That means he probably ought to get up and find out what it is. It's not like the bed is going to go anywhere far away while he's gone.
"I'll go. Just stay here."
"No, I'm coming," he insists. "Just give me a few minutes."
Icarus hasn't moved either so the sense of urgency really isn't there with either of them. It's that or Icarus isn't so inclined to leave him, which is also pretty likely. Regardless of being asleep or not he knows how close he stayed all night. There's still an arm over him too even though they've both moved around so much. The longer Icarus keeps it there the less inclined he's going to feel to get up.
"How do you feel?" Icarus asks. He's still trying to focus on keeping his eyes open.
"Fine right now."
"You might not be, later on. Or another day. And that's fine."
It's not to him, but at least it is to someone. At least if he collapses again there's someone willing to scoop him back up, or at least make him sleep. Hopefully the solid sixteen hours helped. It feels like they did, but it might just be too early to tell. If they're about to have yet another serious conversation it could all go back downhill before it ever even got back to the top.
Soran sits up in one great heave, finally dislodging Icarus' arm, though it only slides down to land across his knees. He's awake, definitely, but his eyes are still a little blurry.
He can feel Icarus staring at him, whether his are blurry or not. Only half of him wants to call him out for it, because the other half doesn't really care. It's not something he's ever going to stop, and it's even worse right now.
He looks over his shoulder and down at him. How he envies Icarus' yet to be disturbed comfortable state. "You never told me why you came to find me."
"'Cause it wasn't important."
"Is it not now, then?"
"It's about who did this to us," Icarus says, leaning up onto his elbows. "We think we might have figured out who it was."
"So you're telling me you figured it out before me?"
"Precisely, yeah. More people, though. More brainpower too. I think you lost a lot of brain cells out there."
"Didn't have very many to begin with."
Icarus huffs out a laugh, sitting up next to him. It is quite possible that he has even less than he did before, but that would be a truly terrifying prospect to come to terms with. He's not up for that just yet. Or anything, really.
He's not sure what, but Icarus is about to do something whether it be good or bad, so he crawls for the edge of the bed before he can make his move, rocketing to his feet at a pace that is much too quick for everything that he is right now. All the sleep has made him weak in all four limbs, and even his brain is processing things more slowly than usual. It's already pretty solid to begin with.
"For someone not very inclined to get up you sure do look eager about this," Icarus points out, getting up as well.
"Eager my ass," he says. "I just want to go have this adult conversation or whatever so I can go back to sleep."
"Are you going like that?"
He looks down at himself. Yes, he's been wearing these clothes for way too long now and yes, he knows half his hair is sticking up in a different direction, but he never cared about those things before and he certainly doesn't care about them now. If they want to talk and if they want him there, this is how they're getting him. Obviously Icarus would never be caught dead going somewhere looking anything less than magnificent, but he's not Icarus, and that's a damn good thing.
"I'm literally going right back to sleep after this," he reiterates. He's not changing just to go back to bed.
Icarus just looks amused though, in that ridiculously dopey sort of way, so he probably looks even more rabid than he thought. Oh well.
"Stop staring at me like that," he insists.
"Like what?"
He rolls his eyes and gets out into the hallway before Icarus can do anything about that. There's no great hurry to follow him, no shoot forward like he almost expected. Icarus still ends up by his side regardless and grabs a hold of his hand, lacing their fingers together. At first he thought it was just a natural thing, like dominant hands, but it's more than that. Icarus always goes for the left, always goes for the scarring and where his fingers are still a little on the numb side.
He still hasn't said it aloud.
"You know, I don't think it's ever healing properly," he says. Icarus looks at him, and then down at their hands. It's better definitely, but not perfect. It's just a gut feeling that it never will be again.
He waits for an apology that doesn't come, an unnecessary one that doesn't have any merit.
Maybe they've just finally figured out that the apologies don't have to be constant.
"Are you okay with that?" Icarus asks finally. He doesn't look too certain about that himself, looking down at their joined hands with a worried crease at his brow. You'd think it was his hand that was permanently damaged, but it's probably for the best that it isn't.
Soran would never be hearing the end of it.
"I am, yeah," he says. It's easier to say than he thought it would be. He expected to say it like his throat was full of thorns and it doesn't even hurt.
He really is okay.
Icarus brings their joined hands up to kiss his knuckles, just once, and it's over before he can even blink. This whole casual intimacy thing and the weirdness of it all still gets to him some days, but it's not a bad thing. He's figuring it out. If anything it only proves him right; this is intentional and deliberate, something that Icarus has always chosen to do and that Soran feels as if he'll keep doing.
It proves that it's real, too. That it's a good thing.
And he's starting to believe that it might be, too.
Tarquin Vierra, 16
Applicant #4
The look on Pandora's face when she walks into the library says a whole hell of a lot.
Unfortunately for him and his sleep-deprived brain, he can't pick any of it out. He looks at Ria to see if maybe she's getting further than he has, but it doesn't appear to be going that way for anyone. Emmi looks maybe one total percent clued in above the rest of them. Soran's eyes are closed, though Tarquin suspects he's listening more than he'll ever let on. He wishes he could close his so easy.
Icarus just looks bored out of his skull, or maybe he's just still that tired. Both, if he was guessing. It is now past midnight after all.
He didn't sleep a wink during the day, not even holed up in Ria's room. He was too scared of the thought of it happening again and in front of Ria, no less. For all he knew he was going try and go out her window next. She had looked relieved to see him still there when she had woken up, like she was afraid he might not have been.
He was afraid of that too, sometimes.
It hadn't lasted long, because Emmi had burst in. She had woken his brain up, though. His eyes were dangerously heavy, trying to shut no matter how hard he fought to keep them open. He just couldn't risk it.
Dr. Arranmore ought to have gotten him those pills by now. He'll have to search him out after this, or maybe tomorrow morning. He shouldn't go around harassing strangers in the middle of the night.
"Alright, I've got a lot to get out, so I'd appreciate if we could hold all commentary until the end," she starts. He nods, almost obediently, when she turns her eyes on him. Everyone else does the same.
"First of all, and Soran knows this, but I'm pregnant. So apologies if I'm not acting myself."
Hm. Well, there's a lot he could say to that, most of which lines up with how no one's exactly themselves these days, but it's a different scenario altogether. He keeps his mouth shut.
"Second, I know about Kestrel."
"Who?" Soran mutters.
"Kestrel Rhodelle. She's the Twelve that represents in New Haven. And apparently, as the four of you figured out, she has a familial connection to one of the Sentinels that tried to kill you all."
"Which one?" Soran asks. Apparently they've given up on this commentary thing early.
"The one that you dragged out of the car," Icarus says under his breath. Pandora makes a face. Soran makes one that doesn't seem very ashamed about it.
"I'll have you know her hand was missing before I did that," he says, as if it really matters. "So I'm not taking blame for that."
"Anyway," Pandora says slowly. God bless her patience. "I'm going to call her here. I'm not going to tell her anything right off the bat. I want to see if I can get anything out of her before I start giving her information willingly. Someone is going to talk to her with me - I won't be alone, but none of you are getting involved in it. Not on the off chance that she really is dangerous."
It feels less like an off chance and more like something that's likely at this point, though maybe that's his desire for this to all be over talking. If it really is Kestrel, then they've figured it out. There's no more work to do. Not in that regard, anyway.
"Third, I've hired someone. Not a doctor, exactly. She has good credentials. We've got her arriving tomorrow morning if any of you would like to talk to her."
So a therapist, is what she's saying. Pandora's hired a shrink and won't outright call the woman that because it's a scary, bad word and all of them will run from it as fast as they can. She lingers on all of them when she says it, but he can't shake the feeling that she stares at him the longest. Has Dr. Arranmore spoken to her about the conversation they had earlier today? Yesterday? Whatever it is. He has to have, right? Whether or not the person he reports to is in this building he has to be telling Pandora some things.
It's not good, her knowing all of that. He doesn't want her dragged down too.
"Fourth," she starts.
"There's a fourth?" Emmi asks flatly.
"This is the big one. The big, bad one," she says. Tarquin feels the deep breath she takes in her own chest but can't hope to prepare himself for it. "There's a reason Crynn isn't here right now. He's off researching. He's never actually represented anyone before but we've got two days to try and spin this any other way than what we've got right now."
"Spin what, exactly?"
"We received documents mid-day yesterday. Official ones. They list all of the criminal charges against you and the disclosure contains all of the evidence regarding those charges. Mostly first and second degree murder, some voluntary and involuntary manslaughter. A few aggravated assault and battery charges. Everything you told them really. And you're being called up in two days."
Okay, he might throw up. Should he try and run out before that happens? He doesn't think he'd make it. Half the room looks like they want to cry and the other half looks like they want to hit something. He sort of wants to do both, and then throw up.
And here he and his wishful thinking were, imagining this as just about done. How stupid can he be?
"I won't lie to you - it's bad," she says. "You are guilty. No judge or jury would ever be convinced otherwise. Crynn and I were talking about spinning it all as a not guilty plea but it won't do any good. It would look... sociopathic, to say the least. You'll turn away the last of the support you have."
"So we're pleading guilty because we are?" Emmi asks. "They won't even need a trial, then."
"Correct."
"We're going to get sentenced."
"That's how it's looking at the moment, yes," she confirms. "But there's no telling what the sentence might be. The easier we make this the more lenient they may be."
"Or they'll kill us," Soran says.
"I'm not going to let that happen."
"You don't get a choice," he points out. "If they want us dead, we'll be dead."
"We still have two days," she reminds him. "We could figure something out in those two days. And if I talk to Kestrel and it was her... that could work out in our favor, if we have someone else to blame."
He doesn't want anyone blamed. He doesn't care who they are, doesn't care what they did. At the end of the day they didn't force him to kill thirteen people. He did that on his own. Maybe they're at fault for the deaths but that doesn't make him any less of a monster. He has no one to blame that for but himself, and no one else can either.
But no one else has thirteen, either.
"What if it's not Kestrel?" Emmi asks. "What then?"
"We started a list," she says. "We're going to keep on it, one of us, always. If it's not Kestrel then we're going to figure out who did it, that I can promise you."
Promises just feel so empty. Promises won't help if they're all sentenced to die, and figuring it out won't either. They'll be gone, in some sense of the word, and whoever did this will be out there roaming around like nothing ever happened with a smile on their face. They'll get to live while he dies, whether it be immediate or in a prison cell.
He really does feel sick. His head has been pounding for a while now, but this is different. Everything inside him is turning. Maybe he does need those pills more than he thought. Maybe he needs them now.
He gets up and his chair screeches against the floor, a truly obnoxious sound that has everyone turning to him instantly.
"I'll do the list later if that's uh, if that's okay," he says. It's awesome that his tongue has stopped working, and his legs as well. "I'm gonna go for now, though? If that's okay?"
Pandora nods, not necessarily looking the most okay with it, but she knows better than to stop them. She's learning.
Ria gives him a look but he must be able to convey a significant one enough back to her, enough to say please don't, because she doesn't get up after him. He's fine, he doesn't actually need anybody to coddle and comfort him. He just wants out of here, is all.
And he really, really wants to find Dr. Arranmore.
Sorscha Livingston, 41
Vice President of Panem; formerly of District Five
"So, how are they doing?" she asks into the phone.
"Doing?" Drexel repeats. "How would you be doing, Sorscha?"
"I hope I'll never have to find out."
"You'd rather pray you don't. If you'd seen them - really seen them, you would."
She already does, sometimes. She's never been a particularly religious person because that wasn't the way she was raised, but a lot of people in Five found merit in it, especially once the Games ended. It was something to focus on. Sometimes it made her feel better, though sometimes it didn't. This just seemed like something that was worth praying for.
She had prayed, too, that the last people who would ever have to deal with this were the nine survivors of the 160th.
They hadn't gotten so fortunate there.
Drexel is right, too. She hasn't really seen them, not like he has. He's the one that's been lingering because she brought him up here to deal with it, he's the one that's given them all a clean bill of health if you disregard what happened to Isperia when they were taken in. She had seen the security footage, and she was the reason why that officer was now looking for new means of employment.
It's hard, when you don't really know. But she's trying.
"I know you said I could take my leave at the end of the week, but I'd rather not," Drexel says. "If you'd grant me permission."
"Why is that?"
"There's a massive different between the physical and mental health, here. There's a line. Miss Quinn informed me that she's hired on a counselor to stay at the Estate, but I'd feel better if I was here as well. Not full-time. I could get a car here once I close the clinic for the night."
Here's the thing, with Drexel. She knows him, but not really. They weren't the best of friends back in school, not even close. They knew each other. Conversed pretty actively, but not enough to cross any of their own lines. They never went to each other's houses, never spent time with each other on the weekends. The closest she ever got was the three years in a row she ended up standing behind his sister at the reaping. But never any further.
He's a good doctor, that she knows. It's really all she has confirmation on. He's more Dr. Arranmore than Drexel, at least these days.
"Do you think you can get them to agree with that?" she asks.
"Someone, certainly. I don't think there's any harm in me sticking around."
If he's lasted this long around the five of them then there's something built there, small and fragile as it may be. It's better than bringing in an entirely new person. This supposed counselor may not even have time to do their job if things go the way Tate wants them to in the next few days.
In less then forty-eight hours they have a court date. In less than forty-eight hours there may not be any point to getting them a counselor at all.
Or maybe they'll need one even more.
"Sorscha?"
"Sorry," she says. "We're you saying something?"
"Will you talk to President Archeron, then? About extending my contract. I don't need any more money, but I'd like to know I have approval from his end."
"Of course." She won't, really. She didn't ask Tate's explicit permission to hire him in the first place, because he delegated the task to her. She didn't have to ask permission if it was her thing to commit to.
Besides, Tate hadn't asked anyway. He probably didn't want those kids having any more help, even if it was just someone making sure they were safe.
Safe and fit to stand trial, more like, even though there weren't any explicit plans to stand trial.
From what Drexel has told her, though, or at least heavily implied, they may be physically able to handle it but she's not so sure about their mental stability. The police got the information they wanted at the end of the day, heavy confirmation on what they already knew. What they couldn't get they forced out. What doesn't change no matter what they know is that those five kids are still responsible for thirty or so odd deaths. It doesn't seem like that high of a number until she thinks about it.
Sorscha has always tried to think of this as rationally as she could. Thirteen of them were from the group out in the valley. Another large handful of them were Sentinels. They killed their fellow applicants, too, but she doesn't believe they went in there thinking that way. She'll never believe that.
She keeps going back to the same thing, too - what would she do? What would have happened if she had been reaped way back when?
She would have fought tooth and nail. She would have died screaming, and there probably would have been someone else's blood on her hands, and she would have been sorry but she would have done it anyway.
She'd be a killer, too.
There's been so many stories. So many people calling them monsters - Tate, too. It hurts the most when he says it.
But they're not. They are her, and she is them.
She even hopes her own children would have fought back the same way.
"I'm turning in for the night," Drexel says. "Good-night, Sorscha. Let me know when you speak to him."
"I will," she promises. "Good-night."
She hangs up, the click loud in her otherwise silent office. Everyone else here turned in long ago. She was surprised to get a call from him at this hour, but the Estate works differently, she supposes. It's got quite a few things living under it's roof, now.
But not monsters. Killers yes, but never monsters.
And they'll be killers too, by the end of it all, if this goes to someone else's plan.
Happy one year to this stupid behemoth of a story. The temptation to just upload the rest of it in one go on the first was a strong one, I'll admit, but I don't think I could bear to. It's not a long way off now, anyhow.
Until next time.
