Uzumaki Naruto Chronicles Rewrite

Chapter 107

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The next morning Naruto woke up to Hinata in his arms, he looked at her noticing she was awake but unblinking, she still looked exhausted and was completely out of it at the moment. "Hina, are you okay?"

Hinata shook her head, trying to get rid of whatever thoughts she was having she looked up at Naruto and frowned, "No…I'm not, I'm sorry Naruto."

"What's wrong?" Naruto asked her.

"I just couldn't sleep, I kept thinking of…what happened…" Hinata responded.

Naruto frowned, "Do you want to talk about it?"

Hinata blinked back a tear, "I…I'll try, y-you have a right to know. Last night, after you got mad at me, you were right to be mad, you were, but…it reminded me of what happened."

"How so?" Naruto asked patiently not understanding why she was so upset, yeah, he got mad, he may have raised his voice a couple times, but he hadn't physically hurt her, nor was he unnecessarily mean to her.

"H-he used to transform into y-you and b-beat me, and t-torture me. H-he knew that it hurt me more emotionally, and psychologically, if h-he did it as you. It was when I started to get used to the p-pain. He knew it broke me more and more. He did t-terrible things as y-you. After you were so mad at me, and again, y-you had the right to b, I-I don't blame you. I-I was wrong in what I did, you were right. I knew what I had done was wrong, so please don't blame yourself, but I had nightmares all last night of you b-beating m-me and t-torturing me." Hinata explained to him.

Naruto was silent for a moment before asking, "I'm sorry Hinata, what happened in the nightmare?"

"Y-you were mad at me, s-so mad. You attacked me, I-I was tied up and there was nothing I c-could do. You used a whip, you beat me with all your power. Although h-he is nowhere near as strong as you are. You were using a kunai and cutting me," Hinata paused for a moment looking away from Naruto before starting again a moment after, "H-H-He would cut my breasts, and my…my private areas. H-he enjoyed scaring me in those a-areas, I w-was his m-mutt after all." Hinata had begun to sob now. She was having a very difficult time with this.

"Hina, it's okay, you are the strongest, most beautiful woman I have ever met. You are no one's property let alone a mutt. You don't have to keep going if you don't want to." Naruto told her running his hand through her hair.

"E-Every time I closed my eyes last night, I saw y-you sneering at me. Not a face I have ever actually seen from you…it was m-much too cruel, but h-he would sneer at me w-with your face. It's burned into my mind, it looks so wrong on you. N-Naru, you saw my breasts, my butt, my…my crotch. You saw how s-scared I am. H-he would c-cut me, and burn me. H-he hurt me s-so much. H-he would s-stick needles into m-me just t-to hurt me." Hinata sobbed on, spilling what had happened to her. The dam had broken and she was spilling everything, "Why Naruto? Why did he do it to me?"

Naruto shook his head, "I-I'm sorry Hina, but I don't know. He was a psychopath, a sadist that enjoyed your pain."

Hinata stiffened, Naruto still thought Kabuto was dead, she still hadn't told him about what happened with Kurama. Naruto felt it and raised an eyebrow at her, "Hina, do you think Kabuto is still alive?"

Hinata shook her head, "I-I know he is."

Naruto's arms tightened around her protectively, "What? I tore him to pieces."

Hinata buried her head in Naruto's chest, her voice muffled, "I-I'm still n-not ready to tell you."

Naruto was seen as stupid, but in reality, he was anything but, he had wizened up after Hinata had been taken, he didn't show it, but he was quite perceptive, "So it has something to do with what happened when I first came back from the Akatsuki having captured me. Did I miss something?"

Hinata nodded keeping her head buried in Naruto's chest, "That's why you started having nightmares again, because he contacted you, knowing he was alive brought them back to you. Now after I yelled at you, you had nightmares about me hurting you. Well I can't say this won't happen again Hina, I am your sensei and I will have to discipline you when you mess up, I will have to yell at you sometimes. There will be times I'm upset, there will be times I get disappointed. However, we are also in somewhat of a relationship, I know you don't really want to put a title on it, but we are more or less dating, you are my betrothed, even though you don't want to think about it, we are to be mates. We both love eachother, so it puts us in a difficult situation. There will be times I have to order you as your sensei, you have to listen if it is coming to you as your sensei, otherwise I will have to discipline you. However, it will never be me hitting you, I will never hurt you on purpose. I may require a more intense workout but I could never physically hurt you. Like I said it's a difficult situation we are in."

Hinata looked up at him, "Naru, I love that I'm betrothed to you. I love you more than anything, I want nothing more to be your girl. I'm yours Naru. I love that I am. I am so happy about our relationship, it's just…"

"Just what Hina?" Naruto asked her confused.

"I-I feel so d-dirty all the time. I can't seem to wash the filth off of me. I'm disgusting, I'm weak, I let myself be captured and taken by h-him. I k-know you don't see it this way, you tell me how beautiful and strong I am, however I don't feel that way…I can't. He took so much away from me, did so much to me, h-he ruined me Naru. I-I feel like I don't deserve you, I'm not good enough for you. You are so strong and amazing. Kind and loving, you are far too good for a mutt like me. That's always been the problem, that and I c-can't give you what you w-want."

"Hina…" Naruto said his heart breaking for his beloved, "I only want you, everything Kabuto put you through, you survived you fought the whole time, I don't think I could have survived."

Hinata scoffed, "I-I did give up Naruto. I lost all hope and gave up. A-After h-he took Kushina away from me, he broke me. I was literally his mutt. I was k-kept in that cage you found me in. He walked me around with a s-spiked choke collar and a leash. I was a mutt to him…n-nothing else. He t-took away my dignity, he broke my h-heart first, then my b-body, t-then my spirit. I-It w-was so m-methodical."

Naruto looked at her with sadness in his eyes, "Hina…I'm so sorry it took me so long to find you."

"I-I don't blame you N-Naru…but I t-thought m-mulitple times that you had stopped looking for m-me. I w-was told that you were d-dead, that Sasuke killed you. I was told you were never coming for me, that I was never going to get away from them. W-we tried once…Kushina and I." Hinata told him.

Naruto nodded, "What happened?"

Hinata bit her lip, "W-We got caught, there was nothing we could do. H-he took me away from Kushina, h-he tied me up lifting me off the ground slightly. Then he lit this metal thing on fire and let it h-heat up. It h-had spikes on it. I-I dropped onto it a-and it impaled my feet. I-it hurt s-so much. A-after that h-he broke m-my knee. S-shattered it. Then beat the h-hell out of me. T-then he and O-Orochimaru took K-Kushina and I to the torture room. They c-chained me up to this wire b-bed frame, they beat me, and electrocuted me, t-then they m-made K-Kushina torture me, she had to e-electrocute me, a-and whip me. It w-was torture for her, s-she hated it, she did it for me though. She did it s-so O-Orochimaru wouldn't do w-worse. T-then y-you walked in. I-I begged you, pleaded with you t-to save us. Y-you laughed at us. You tortured me, it hurt so much. Y-You forced y-yourself on me. Y-you laughed at me a-and said horrible things t-to me. Y-you beat me and e-electrocuted me. Y-you placed electrodes, metal teeth and all on me, biting at my m-most sensitive flesh and turned it on after I-I begged you n-not too. Y-You just laughed at me. G-groping me like a monster. I-I know it w-wasn't you, b-but it was the f-first time h-he used this type of t-torture. This was only a f-few weeks after S-Sasuke and S-sakura came." Hinata finished and buried her head into Naruto's chest, she was so upset about this.

Naruto was seething in anger, he was so pissed off about what he had heard, then he thought about what she had said about Orochimaru would have done worse, he thought back to the pictures he had seen. "Orochimaru did some terrible things to you too, like when he burned you, whipped you and groped you while you were bloody and bruised."

Hinata's eyes widened, she knew Orochimaru had taken pictures, and sent them to Anko as a way to punish the woman, had Naruto seen them? "N-N-Naruto…D-Did you…Did you s-see them?" She asked quietly ashamed of herself and embarrassed, the pictures had shown Orochimaru licking her naked body with his putrid acidic tongue. Him whipping her, beating her, electrocuting her, he had forced her to hold his whip, she had been reminded of that instance almost daily by the picture Orochimaru had kept for her. Like she was a dog holding a stick, she had wet herself, and Orochimaru had laughed and taken a picture of the jagged tooth electrodes grabbing her privates. She felt so ashamed and embarrassed about it all.

Naruto sighed, and nodded his head, "Hiruzen wouldn't let me see them at first, but I insisted, he still said no, so I snuck in and saw them."

Hinata was devastated, "N-no…NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO! You weren't supposed to see those! P-Please n-no." Hinata pulled away from him, he tried to hold her to him, but he was still too weak, she pushed away and stumbled out of the bed backing to the wall taking the comforter with her, trying to hide herself away from Naruto.

"Hinata! Stop, please…I'm sorry, it was all my fault. I blamed myself, shit I still blame myself, every day. I had to see what my shit head actions had caused you. The pain you were in that I was responsible for. I-I couldn't save you. It was all my fault, all of it." Naruto told her.

Hinata still hid her body behind the comforter but her head was sticking out, she looked a complete wreck. "N-Naru…I-It wasn't your f-fault. H-how can you still l-look at me after seeing those pictures. I-I'm disgusting."

Naruto shook his head, "You are the strongest woman I know, please Hina come back to bed, calm down. I…I need you in my arms right now. Can you please get my pain pills my abdomen hurts a lot."

Hinata's eyes widened, "Naru, why didn't you say something sooner?"

"Because it doesn't matter, I just need you back in my arms Hina." Naruto told her.

Hinata nodded and forgot about everything and got Naruto his pills, he took them and then carefully pulled her into his arms. Hinata sank in and turned to him, she tried to kiss his lips, however once again her turned his face and let her kiss his cheek. She looked hurt again, "Naru? What's wrong? That's twice that I have tried to kiss you and you turned your cheek."

Naruto sighed, "Hinata, I'm sorry, I just…I'm still upset about yesterday."

"Naru…I'm giving you what you wanted…I'm trying to go more and I…" Hinata started but Naruto cut her off.

"Hinata are you only trying to kiss me because you think that's what I want? I just fucking want you! Why is that so hard to understand?!" Naruto yelled at her.

"NO! Please Naru, I just…I love you…I want to kiss you, I want to be with you. I…I just…I don't know what to do Naruto." Hinata told him.

Naruto sighed, "Hinata, we need to talk about yesterday. You drugged me."

Hinata bit her lip, "How did you know you were drugged, that I drugged you?"

Naruto sighed, "Kurama woke me up from my little drug induced sleep, she was worried about you she couldn't sense you. She woke me up, expending a ton of chakra to do it. She told me you drugged me and that you had left."

Hinata gasped, "Kurama has been out of it since the extraction, I…I…did I set your healing back?"

Naruto didn't answer, he knew it would upset her, "Naruto! Did I set your healing back?"

"Yes…you did. I didn't want to tell you. But slightly yes. Kurama had to use up a lot of energy. I'm sorry Hinata." Naruto told her.

Hinata bit her lip, "I'm sorry. I messed up again."

"Yes, you did. This is me as your sensei. What you did was stupid. It was reckless. It was irresponsible. Hinata you have got to stop seeking that bitch's approval. This is not the first time you seeking her approval has gotten not only yourself BUT ME in trouble. The last time, I had to fucking kill two Hyuga's. I risked my fucking team. I risked my life for you Hinata. I could have died, because you were fucking stupid, to try to get her approval. She treats you like shit." Naruto told her angrily.

Hinata nodded biting her lip, "I-I'm sorry Naruto." She told him fighting back tears.

Naruto sighed, standing and getting out of bed. "That was coming from me as your sensei, this is coming from me as your betrothed, as the man who loves you, the one who keeps getting hurt. Hinata I have put up with a lot of shit with you lately. You are being stupid, you act like you can do whatever you fucking want. Hinata I love you more than anything but I can't keep being last on your list. I am dead fucking last every time, and I don't fucking get it. I have been here for you since you got back, you have treated me like fucking dog shit. Yet I understood, I understand how hard it was for you. I blame myself for everything you went through, and deep down I think you blame me a little as well. If that is the case and we can't be together, just FUCKING TELL ME!" Naruto was now starting to tear up, gritting his teeth in pain, "IF YOU DON'T WANT THIS JUST TELL ME! IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS DO IT! JUST GET IT OVER WITH." Naruto was crying now, "You put me last, Hanabi treats you like shit, yet for some reason I am lower on your list than her! You put her in front of me. She was more important to you. You knew the consequences of your betrayal. You fucking drugged me, we are supposed to have trust between each other, yet you couldn't fucking tell me that you were going to go to her graduation. You fucking drugged me, Hinata you betrayed my trust and drugged me, then you fucking left to go see her. Giving no heed to what happened last time you left the fucking house alone, I almost fucking died Hinata. So, in light of all this, please forgive me that I don't feel like kissing right now."

Hinata was crying, "Naru…No…I love you, I want to be with you. P-please don't be like this Naru."

"LIKE WHAT!? What do you want from me Hinata? I have given my all to protect you, to love you, to be your number one. But it just doesn't matter what I do, you put everyone else above me." Naruto was crying. He was having a selfish moment, in his head all he could think about was all the people that sacrificed his happiness for the good of someone else or this godforsaken village. "I don't know why I expect anything else, I should be used to all this shit now, It's been like this my whole life."

Hinata didn't know what to say, "Naru…I'm sorry I…I didn't think you would feel like this."

Naruto shook his head, not looking at her, "No, you haven't thought about me at all."

"That's not true Naru!" Hinata protested, "You are all I ever think about! You were the only thing I ever thought about when he had me."

Naruto shook his head, "Then why am I getting dumped into last. Of your precious people, you have dumped me into the last possible spot. Hanabi your bitch sister that constantly treats you like shit hurting you, is higher than me."

Hinata shook her head, "Naruto that isn't true!"

"Talk is cheap Hinata, your actions speak loud and clear." Naruto responded.

Hinata didn't say anything, she was crying rather hard, Naruto waited for a while saying nothing, trying to reign in his emotions, he cursed he had probably gone too far.

"N-Naru…please…I-I'm sorry, there is n-nothing else I-I can say, you're right. I put Hanabi in front of you, I…I have taken you for granted, you have been here for me the whole time. B-but I haven't treated you right. I guess I just…I have you, I was gone for two years, I want to make up with Hanabi, I don't want her to hate me forever like she does right now. I just want her to love me again, she hates me. You love me I didn't have to do anything to get your love back." Hinata paused she had broken down and needed a second before she could continue, "You loved me unconditionally and I took advantage of that. I know I was wrong yesterday. As your student, I will accept whatever punishment you deem fit. I have been told previously not to leave without you and by doing so I…I disobeyed a direct order from my sensei. As your beloved…I…" Hinata had to pause again, losing the strength she had started with. She really did feel terrible, "Naruto…I'm so sorry for everything, I love you more than anything in the world and I…I took you for granted. I'm so sorry. You have no reason to trust me, I'm a terrible girlfriend. Or betrothed or whatever. I understand if you don't want me anymore, I have pushed you s-so much further than you ever should have been pushed. I-It was wrong of me Naruto. I love do love you though..." Hinata looked up at him hopefully, he didn't say anything, he seemed to be lost in thought.

Naruto was unsure what he should say at this point, he loved her too, what should he tell her though. He didn't think she was terrible, he didn't think she was a bad girlfriend, what she had said made sense, she was trying to win back her sister, but did she have to always put her sister and everyone else in front of him. Couldn't just one person...his beloved, his mate, put him first sometimes? Naruto was so lost in thought he didn't notice Hinata nod and start walking towards the door.

"I'm sorry Naruto." She told him before running out the door, trying to hold back sobs, not because Naruto had been mean to her, no she needed to hear it, but she was so terrible to him, she couldn't stand him not saying anything. She thought he was done with her, so she ran to her room.

Naruto looked up to see her run out the door, he cursed and slowly made his way after her, "Hinata! Please come back!"

She didn't say anything but he could hear her sobbing. He cursed again, he started walking faster, but it was a bad idea, he tripped and fell. He let out a strangled cry as he fell and thumped into the floor. Landing with his arm under his wound and cried out as he felt the wound reopen.

Hinata heard the cry and came back out, her eyes widened as Naruto was sitting there gripping his stomach, blood pooling out of it.

PLEASE READ AND REVIEW. So some fluff, and the fight, but it really needed to happen. AAAAAND of course a cliffhanger.