Chapter Twenty Two
Once Alison's sobs had turned into soft sniffles she felt the overbearing emotions attached to spilling her life story. She couldn't deal with it. That's why her lips found Emily's. The instant their lips connected Alison felt butterflies in her stomach. It was as if Emily''s lips were her anchor in all the chaos going on in her head.
Emily paused, pulling her face away from the blondes for a moment and seeking out those baby blues, "Al..." She whispered, "You're really vulnerable right now."
Alison swallowed thickly, blinking heavily and nudging the brunette's nose with her own, "That's not why. I promise."
And that was enough. For now at least. Emily's lips were back to work, kissing her briefly before making their way down the blondes jaw and onto the smooth skin of her neck. Suckling the taste of tears and sweat into her mouth.
Alison's nails dug painfully into the brunette's shoulders, that coupled with her thighs wrapping firmly around Emily's pulled a gasp from the brunette's throat. She'd almost forgotten how utterly insatiable the blonde was.
Emily pulled up, supporting herself on her palms either side of Alison's head. She admired her for a second, taking in Alison's swollen lips, dilated eyes and heavily panting chest. The image alone was erotic and Emily found herself licking her lips, "You are so damn sexy, Alison DiLaurentis."
Alison rolled her eyes, a smirk forming on her face, "Just shut up and fuck me."
Emily laughed, shaking her head at just how Alison the comment was, "Do you trust me?"
The blonde blinked a few times before slowly nodding.
"Good," Emily grabbed her own shirt, easing it up and over her head. The blondes mouth fell open, her blue eyes instantly fixated on Emily's newly exposed chest. Emily pulled Alison's shirt up too, pulling it over her head and depositing it somewhere behind them.
"Oh," Alison instantly moaned out when their bare torsos came into skin to skin contact.
Emily's mouth latched onto the blondes neck again. Her hands running gently up and down Alison's sides and her hips rocking into the blondes centre. She slid her fingers under Alison's panties and dug her fingers into the blondes hips, earning a hiss.
"Please," Alison gasped, "I can't wait."
Emily chuckled, "You're so impatient."
"Em," She huffed, grabbing the brunette's ass and desperately bucking her hips upward for any form of friction.
"Were you this horny before you were pregnant?" Emily raised a teasing eyebrow.
"Emily," The blonde growled. Emily obeyed, slipping a hand between them and dipping a finger underneath the material in her way. She was met with Alison, warm and wet. She seemed to always be ready.
A guttural left the blondes red lips and soon as Emily was inside her. Alison's nails no doubt drawing blood from Emily's shoulders. Emily had to groan at how good the blonde felt around her, her head pressing into Alison's neck before she started moving. Using the weight of her hips to force herself deeper.
"Fuck," Alison hissed, her teeth making contact with the brunette's shoulder as she came quickly. Yet again Emily had given her an orgasm almost straight away and left Alison panting heavily and wondering which way was up.
She felt a flat tongue making contact with her clit before she'd even noticed Emily's weight leaving her. She reaching down to find Emily's hand and clutched onto it tightly. The intense
feeling made Alison writhe before Emily's hand pressed into her hip.
"Stay still," Emily's voice was stern and certainly added to Alison's arousal.
The moment Emily's tongue entered her she came, hard. She could feel the brunette chuckling into her before moving up the bed and Alison reached out blindly. Pulling Emily into a kiss with her eyes still squeezed shut. Enjoying the taste of herself from the brunette's tongue being thrust into her mouth.
"If there was ever a time for more this would be it," Emily grinned lewdly.
Alison grew shy, biting her lip and looking away, "Actually," She said in a small voice, "I kind of want to try something."
"Oh?" Emily frowned in confusion. With her bottom lip worried into her mouth Alison placed a shaking hand on Emily's stomach, sliding in downwards. Emily caught her hand, looking into the blondes eyes, "You don't have to do that Ali."
"I know," The blonde nodded, "I...I want to."
"Are you sure?" Emily asked, Alison nodded her head, "Then relax," She squeezed the blondes hand, "You can't go wrong."
Alison's eyes met hers, "Really?"
"Really."
She nuzzled her face into Emily's neck while her fingers made her way up the brunette's thigh, fingers deftly finding wetness. The moan that left Emily's mouth giving her more confidence to start her movements. She experimented with different stokes, speeding up when her fingers drew a loud hiss from Emily's mouth. When the tip of her finger dipped into Emily's entrance she paused.
"Can I?" She breathed out, biting her lip when Emily nodded and slipped her finger easily inside.
Emily groaned. Alison was obviously inexperienced but somehow that made the whole thing more erotic. She rocked into the clumsy rhythm that Alison had set and let her own fingers drift to her clit.
She forced her eyes to stay open when she met her release, wanting to take in everything about the blonde like this. Her widened eyes, her flushed cheeks and of course her bottom lip caught between her pearly whites.
"Was..." Alison's voice drifted off, her eyes boring into Emily's.
"Yes," Emily whispered, tucking a strand of hair behind the blondes ear and pressing a gentle kiss to her lips, "That was perfect."
When Emily woke up to an empty bed she couldn't help feeling like a weight had settled over her chest. Yesterday had been...shocking...then kind of amazing but she guessed Alison didn't think so. She found herself sitting at her mothers kitchen table, feeling sorry for herself...and for Alison.
"That poor girl," Pam said, tears threatening to spill, "How could anyone go through that and survive?"
Emily nodded solemnly.
"And she was just a child, imagine," She sniffled, grabbing Emily's hand, "Is she okay? Telling someone all of that must have taken it out of her, I'd imagine she's feeling very vulnerable right now."
"I don't actually know," Emily let out a sigh, shrugging her shoulders, "She was gone when I woke up and I came straight here."
Emily definitely wasn't expecting the thump on the arm her mother gave her.
"I love you, Emmy but you are so dense sometimes!" Pam scolded, "She just spilled her guts about one of the most heart wrenching stories I've ever heard and you aren't even there for her!"
"Mom! I have no idea where she even went, how am I supposed to-" Whack, "Ow! Would you stop hitting me!"
"See?! See how annoyed you are with me smacking you for a good reason? Alison's own mother tried to kill her and you're just sitting here feeling sorry for yourself! Go and find her and make sure she feels okay about all of this."
"Jesus, fine," Emily rolled her eyes, "It's not like I'm not here for her, Mom, I just didn't get a chance to talk to her."
"Well what are you waiting for?" Pam dragged Emily towards the door, "Go! And make sure you look after my new favourite."
"Yeah, yeah," Emily laughed, she'd better go find Alison she supposed.
When Alison had woken up that morning, tangled in the sheets. With Emily's bare body wrapped around her, she'd immediately felt that itchy feeling. The feeling of closeness that made her feel so uncomfortable she just wanted to run. So she did.
"You...told her everything?" Doctor Sullivan asked, her face showing her astonishment.
Alison nodded.
"Everything?"
"Yes," Alison nodded again. Narrowing her eyes.
"I mean...that's amazing," Doctor Sullivan encouraged, "It's fantastic you felt comfortable enough to share with her."
"I guess..." Alison frowned.
"Do you not think so? What was her reaction?"
Alison swallowed, "She cried and then I slept with her."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
"And then?" Doctor Sullivan raised a questioning eyebrow.
"And then I left before she woke up," The blonde suddenly found her shoes very interesting.
"I see. How do you feel towards Emily now?"
"Confused," Alison said after a long pause, "Usually when people know stuff about me it makes me feel out of control but...it's different."
"How?"
"I feel uncomfortable," Alison shrugged, "But it doesn't feel like the end of the world. Emily didn't treat me different afterwards so maybe it's okay."
"I'm proud of you, Alison," Doctor Sullivan smiled.
"Why?"
"You've grown so much since we first met. The Alison I first met was so full of anger, she would've destroyed Emily and here you are accepting her and what your relationship with her is becoming."
Alison frowned, "What's it becoming?"
"Open."
"Hello?" Alison answered the phone, throwing her legs up onto her couch.
"Alison?"
Alison sucked in a breath, "Elliot?"
"Hi."
"Why are you calling me?"
"I didn't like how we left things."
Alison frowned, "If you think we're going to get back together then you're-"
"No," Elliot interrupted, "I know I blew that chance. I actually called to apologise."
"What?"
"Look, I've done a lot of thinking the last few months and I think you were right," He sighed, "I think I wanted to be with you because you made me look good and it was wrong of me. I'm really sorry, Alison. I don't think we really ever got to know each other."
"Oh."
"And I want you to know that there's no hard feelings."
"Thanks...I guess," Alison narrowed her eyes before the front door opened, "I have to go."
She hung up the phone when Emily came into view. Emily sent her a toothy grin.
"You know, you're a hard girl to find."
Alison raised an eyebrow, her head cocking to the side.
"I looked all over for you after you left this morning," Emily explained, plonking next to her on the couch, "Are you okay?"
Alison stared at her dumbly, giving her a small nod.
"Are you sure?" Emily studied her, "Last night was kind of intense."
Alison shrugged.
"Have you stopped talking to me?" Emily chuckled, only half serious until Alison answered with another shrug, "Ali, what you told me last night...it doesn't change anything. It just means I know you better now and I'm going to do my best to make sure nothing bad ever happens to you again, okay?"
Alison remained silent, so Emily gently cupped the blondes jaw and tilted her head up so their eyes met. Her other hand slid onto Alison's knee.
"Ali?"
Alison pulled her head away, "What are you doing?" She asked lowly.
"I..I thought after last night we were closer-"
"Well we aren't," Alison snapped, "We're having kids together because of a medical mishap and that's it."
Emily felt tears instantly spring to her eyes, she thought after last night they were really getting somewhere but apparently not if the blonde could act this cold towards her.
"Ali-"
"No," Alison shook her head, "Don't you get it Emily?"
"Wha-"
"I am not interested in you," Alison growled, "And I never will be."