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Freed's pov

I finally got to talk to my crush today, so it hurt a lot when I saw him go offline after a fight.

Why the fuck did you just do that?! You're such a mistake! Why did you do that?

I felt the hot tears come down my face, I messed up. Laxus probably hates me now.

Why is it always me? Why do I act and react like this? This makes people hate you, Freed!

"Fuck" I managed to mutter

Why did I do that?

I felt the tears come harder, faster now. I closed my laptop and set it on my bedside table.

Doesn't he know I can't handle this? This is so hard.

Someone knocked, so I wiped my tears. I noticed the door was already unlocked.

"Come in!" I yelled to them.

Who was here at 10 pm anyways? When nobody came in I went and opened the door, but nobody was there. I went back inside, still upset from that fight.

"Laxus please give me another chance," I begged my laptop.

I just simply texted him, "Hey, I'm sorry. I can't handle this fight with you."

To which he responded quickly, "Oh shut it, you're such a liar."

I really was sorry. I'm so, so sorry. "Can we talk...please?" I texted to no avail. Why was he so difficult sometimes. I punched my wall.

"Owwwww" I whimpered

I started thinking things like Does he hate you now? Oh probably. Definitely hates you. Why can't you be normal?

I wanted to die. I knew this was an over-reaction, but Laxus was the only person I talked to after Ever and Bix started hating me, but that isn't what I'm upset about right now. After a bit, I just wrote "I'm sorry" once more and decided that I was going to sleep. I went to sleep but I had this terrible dream where I was attending Laxus's wedding...he was marrying someone else. Whenever I tried to leave I ended up getting yelled at by Laxus. This just made me more anxious though.

"Why?" I sked tears streaming down my face.

I watched as his expression contorted to have a look of confusion. Everything went black and then, I woke up.

I thought it was going to be an amazing day until I saw my laptop. I just simply texted "Good Morning 3" and waited. Still no response. I waited and waited until I saw him texting. I got so excited. All it said though was "Leave me alone, I hate you" My worst nightmare just happened. "I hate you" those words just echoed through my head. I couldn't believe it, I just couldn't. I didn't want to go outside at all because I'd have to see Laxus. I don't think I can handle that yet. I just stayed in bed on my phone and watching tv. At some points, I also did some art. I just still couldn't believe that he hated me. It seemed...impossible. At least, it did. I thought it seemed impossible until I went out to the rest of the guild to eat. I saw everyone glare at me. Everything went silent except a few whispers that I couldn't interpret.

All I could think was Why me? I don't belong here. I should just die.

Just then though, Mira, seeing how sad I was, came over and brought me to the counter.

"What's wrong?"

To be Continued…(Maybe)

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