A/N Hey guys her is chapter six. i know it is kinda short, but you should never judge its worth by how many words are in the chapter. The finaly chapters will be up hopefully by January 31st so stay tuned!
Phillip, my first son and pride and joy, opens the door. He must be able to tell how tense I am, so, without words, he opens the door. I walk in and sit down on his bed. I back out before I even say a word. I need to get him out of the house so that way I can tell him.
"So, Phillip, I," My breath pauses, "I think we should go out for a little. You know, go outside and catch our breath from this incredibly tense room."
"Is everything resolved with mom?" he questions. Crap! I think Now I have to tell him.
"About that…"
"What happened with mom?"
"Mom, had a little, eh, accident."
"What happened with mom?"
"Mom made an irreversable choice. She decided to take a lot of pills that she shouldn't have taken. She wanted to end the suffering she felt in the only way she could think of and now she's dead." I spit as tears start flowing down down both of our faces.
"She died?"
" I'm so sorry that this the way you have to find out, but its what happened."
"You loved her, didn't you?"
"With all my heart, but, men, we make mistakes. We let our wants get ahead of what we know is good and right." I look at him, "Son, as a man, you have to keep your priorites straight so that way you dont end up in bad situations."
"Is that what happened with you? Did you wnd up in a bad situation?"
I admit," Yes. I regret it more than you could know."
"I forguve you, Dad," His tears just keep flowing.
"Come here, son." He, openly cries, more freely than before, and cuddles into me. I feel the moisture from his eyes soaking my shirt, but for knce I'm okay with the tears. For once, I finally feel close to my son. I see why Eliza loved being a mother. As I sit with Philip, I hear the door open, but no one says a word. I look up, not letting any part of my skin leave Phillip, and I see Angelica. She nods, and closes the door. She must finally approve of what I do with my children.