January 6th

Once I found out I was pregnant, I was ecstatic. I have always wanted a child, be it a daughter or a son.

When my Luna was born, she had almost died. She was a sickly baby. I don't know if she will get better soon, and I really hope she will. Her eyes are a bright green. Those eyes haunt anyone (besides me) that sees them, and I don't know why. It is also odd that Luna has brown hair that fades to shades of purple and blue...It is barely noticable, but I can see it. She IS my baby, after all. ...I noticed this as the days went by; just to clarify. (meaning she was born with hardly any hair, and that I noticed this when she was around 1 year old. Weird, I know.)

(The paragraph that was here was scratched out and we were unable to salvage the page.)

Hopefully I'm just imagining all of that. I have always had a broad imagination, though people have called me crazy for some of the things I believed. I ignored them at first, but what they were saying made sense and I actually believed, for a short time, that I was crazy. That it was just my imagination running wild and that I shouldn't pay attention to it. However, I kept...seeing things. It was really weird. I don't like it. Some of them scare me, too.

March 24th

If anyone finds this, give this book to my daughter, Luna. The next few paragraphs are written in ink that only a certain someone can read. Do not try to uncover it as it will not work.

My Moon, I am a partial Seer. I have visions of the probable future, but for me...most things are hazy. I will not discuss what I have seen here as it was too disturbing. Let's just say there was a lot of violence and death.

My only hope is that my visions don't come to pass, and that you don't See them too. You should have a normal childhood.

Luna, even if I'm not there in the physical plane, know that I am with you in the spiritual one.

I'm sorry...I should have been the one to raise you, but I hope Hala will. I wish I could have been there for you, little one...you have a great destiny and future...but I am not in it. You will be great, Little Moon. I know you will.

I hope you know that, too; the full extent of it. Everything. You need to know...you need to know everything. Don't listen to those who promise paradise. Please don't. It won't end well.

I love you, Luna, and I'm sorry.