CHAPTER - 7
Days passed like this now Purvi also started to accept that she has feelings for kavin but never told anyone. Because she never believed in relationships she always believed in true love and she was always afraid what if kavin don't love her what if his feeling are just temporary. Due to these thoughts she always denied her feelings in front of others. But one day she decided that she will confess her feelings to him but then she thought about her family she always knew that her family will never support her in this and if she will lie to them she won't be able to forgive herself. Love was always a timewaste for her family and perhaps on this age it was true. So she started to ignore her feelings.she never told anyone about her feelings.
But jyoti understood her feelings don't know why she never wanted purvi to like kavin so she decided to do something.
At purvi's school
Both purvi and jyoti reached school jyoti was not talking to purvi.
Purvi :- jyoti kya hua yaar aise kyun behave kar rahi hai... Koi galati hui mujhse...
But jyoti didn't say anything purvi hold her hands and said
Purvi :- Jyoti bata NA did I hurt you... Kya kiya Maine... dekho tum jaanti ho NA tum mere liye kitni important ho infact mere saare friends mere liye kitne important hain... Tum logon mein jaan basti hai meri main kabhi tum logon ko jaan bujhkar hurt nahi Kar sakti... To please batao mujhe kya hua...
Purvi got teary while convincing jyoti. Finally jyoti broke her silence
Jyoti :- dekho purvi mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni... Tumhaari wajah se meri life mein kya ho raha hai tumhe pata bhi nahi hai... Shayad tumhaari koi galati nahi hai usme lekin main tumhaari dost hone ki keemat nahi chukana chahti that's simple..
Purvi :- Jyoti tum kya bol rahi ho mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha
Jyoti :- tumhe samajh nahi aa raha NA lekin mujhe samajh aa raha hai Jo tumhaare man mein chal raha hai kavin ko lekar...
Purvi was shocked with this.
Purvi :- Matlab...
Jyoti :- purvi please itni anjaan banne ki zaroorat nahi hai... Tumhaara har roj use dekhna mujhse uski baatein karna aur phir hamare kuch bhi kehne par mukar jaana tumhe kya lagta hai main pagal hun Jo mujhe kuch samajh nahi aata...
Purvi was just listening her without knowing how to react.
Jyoti :- Lekin tumhe Pata hai kya us jaise ladke kabhi kisi ek ke pichhe nahi bhagte ...
With this purvi looked at her as if she is asking what she mean...
Jyoti :- Ji haan miss purvi aaj tumhaari wajah se wo mujhe jaanta hai and you know what wo mera number maang raha tha Anurag Bhaiya se ... Wo to bhaiya ne bola ki wo meri behen lagti hai nahi to... Parson hi to mere ghar tak aaya tha tab mujhe thoda ajib laga tha lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki uske dimag mein aisa kuch chal raha hai...
Purvi was so much shocked tears were rolling down her cheeks she felt cheated.
Jyoti :- are inke jaise ladkon ki aadat hi yahi hoti hai ladkiyon ko to pairon ki juti samajhte hain ye log... Lekin agar wo mujhe jaanta hai to sirf tumhaari wajah se...
Purvi left without uttering a word. Jyoti was just looking at her...
Jyoti pov's :- I'm sorry purvi main jaanti hun ki tumhe bohot bura laga meri baaton ka par main kya karun main nahi dekh sakti tumhe kavin ke saath nahi dekh sakti ki koi use pasand kare... Main jaanti hun ki iske baad tum use kabhi pasand nahi karogi tum nafrat karogi usse and that's what I want.
Purvi was sitting on a bench in ground she was thinking about what jyoti said. Tears were rolling down her cheeks she was so much hurt.
Purvi pov's :- kyun bhagwaan ji mere saath hi aisa kyun... Kavin wo pehla ladka tha jiske liye mere man mein... Kyun ro rahi hai tu haan wo aisa hi hai ye maan kyun nahi leti tu... Jyoti bilkul sahi hai uske saath jo kuch bhi hua wo teri wajah se hua...
She was so much lost in her thoughts that she didn't realise that jyoti came there and sat beside her. Jyoti placed her hand on her shoulder she came out of her thoughts and looked at her with teary eyes.
Jyoti :- purvi main...
When purvi cut her in between and said in choked voice:- nahi jyoti please kuch mat kaho main achhe se jaanti hun jo hua wo meri wajah se hua tumhe bohot bura laga hoga... Tum kabhi mere baare mein bura nahi sochogi main ye bhi jaanti hun par yaar kya ek stupid lafange ki wajah se tum hamari dosti tod dogi... Jyoti please I'm really sorry main...
Jyoti :- purvi main jaanti hun tumhe bura lag raha hai but I'm sorry itna kuch hone ke baad main tumse dosti nahi rakh sakti. Main us type ki ladki nahi hun meri family ki reputation bohot matter karti hai mere liye so please... Main tumhe yahan yahi batane aai thi
Purvi :- par jyoti meri baat to...
But jyoti left from there without listening her purvi broke into tears
Purvi pov's :- I hate you kavin and I'll always hate you for this.
Purvi again started to ignore kavin she stopped looking for him. Jyoti was so much happy with this where kavin was very much worried with her behaviour.
Kavin :- yaar dushyant ye purvi ko ho kya gaya hai wo aise kyun behave kar rahi hai
Kavin asked in irritating voice while dushyant tried to console him and said:- kavin relaxe ho sakta ho koi baat ho tum...
Kavin :- wahi to problem hai na mujhe nahi pata kya baat hai... Kahin wo kisi problem mein to nahi
Dushyant :- kavin pata nahi kyun yaar mujhe lagta hai uske aise behavior ke pichhe zaroor uski friend ki stupidity hai
kavin :- ab kuch bhi ho yaar mujhe bas uski tension ho rahi hai...
Days started passing like this purvi was always trying to convince jyoti but every time she hurted herself... Kavin was worried for purvi.
After some months kavin has to left the city for his higher studies and he decided to express her feelings to purvi.
One day
purvi was going to school when kavin came and said :- mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai...
Purvi didn't showed any reaction and continued her walking. Kavin followed her and said:- purvi bas 5 min I promise
Purvi looked here and there people were looking at them
Purvi pov's :- Oh to ye naya tarika hai mujhe irritate karne ka ... Kyun kavin
She looked at him and said :- mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni... Just go
Kavin :- purvi please...
But purvi started walking kavin hold her hand in anger purvi was trying to release her hand.
Purvi :- kavin leave my hand... Kavin I said leave my hand
But kavin didn't listened her and drag her to near by park.
Purvi :- kavin pagal ho gaye ho haath chhodo mera ...
Kavin put his hand on her lips
Kavin :- chup ek dum chup ... Bohot ho gaya tumhaara... Chal key raha hai haan tumhaara Jo man karega tum karogi
Purvi cut him in between :- O really manmaani main Kar rahi hun ya tum... Mujhse bina puchhe mujhe yaha lekar chale aaye...kyun mere pichhe pade ho chhod kyun nahi dete mera pichha karna...
Kavin :- haan lekar aaya main jabardasti tumhe yahan par tumne kyun kuch nahi kiya tum chilla sakti thi logon ko bula sakti thi phir kyun nahi bulaya... Aur kya chahti ho tum ki main tumhaare pichhe na aaun yahi na waada karta hun nahi aaunga lekin zindagi bhar sirf tumse pyaar karunga...
Purvi got shocked and looked at him
Kavin :- aur tumhe kya lagta hai mujhe kuch nahi pata tum bhi pyaar karti ho mujhse... Kya ho gaya hai purvi tumhe ...
Purvi tried to be normal and said :- kuch nahi hua mujhe... Tum pagal ho gaye ho ...main tumse koi pyaar vyaar nahi karti samjhe tum achha hi hai ye baat aaj saaf ho gayi... Pyaar wo bhi tum jaise ladke se like seriously tumhe matlab bhi pata hai pyaar Ka
Both purvi's and kavin's eyes were teary.
Kavin :- purvi...
Purvi :- just shut up kavin... Tumhaari wajah se Maine apni sabse achhi dost ko kho diya ladkiyan to tumhaare liye pairon ki juti hain na ... Main bhi unhi me se ek houngi right
Before kavin could say anything purvi said :- ek min Mr. Kavin singhaniya meri baat abhi khatam nahi Hui bohot ladkiyan aayi hongi tumhaari life mein lekin main un ladkiyon mein se nahi hun. Is baat km jitni jaldi tum samajh lo achha Hogan.
Kavin:- purvi galat samajh rahi ho tum mujhe aur mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki main tumhe sach kaise samjhaun... Kaise samjhaun ki main tumse pyaar karta hun...
Purvi :- kuch samjhane ki zaroorat nahi hai kyun ki mujhe Pata hai tum kya ho... Har ladki tumhaare liye ek game hai... Aur main...
Kavin :- purvi mujhe nahi pata tumse kisne kya kaha... Tum mujhse pyaar nahi karti NA its OK at least ek photo de sakti ho jaa raha hun main ye seher chhod kar hamesha ke liye... Please purvi kyun ki main to hamesha sirf tumse hi pyaar karunga...
Purvi started clapping and said :- amazing kavin tumhe to actor hona chahiye tha kitni safai se jhooth bolte ho NA kisi ko bhi aasani se phasa lo...
Kavin was shocked with her behaviour now he couldn't control his anger. He hold her arms tightly and said :- enough is enough... Bohot bol Liya tumne...tumne kabhi shayad pyaar nahi kiya tumhe kaise pata hoga sacha pyaar kya hota hai... Aur kya keh rahi thi ki mujhe tumse pyaar nahi hai... He smiled painfully and said :- isi mein khush ho NA to jao nahi karta main tumse pyaar kyun ki main apne pyaar ko proof kar us feeling Ka mazak nahi udana chahta...aur haan aazad ho tum aaj se ye pareshaan karne waala kabhi tumhe dobara tang nahi Karega...Bye
And kavin left from there in tears. Purvi broke into tears and sat with a thud.
Purvi :- pata nahi kavin tum kya bolkar gaye usme kitna sach tha kitna jhooth... Mujhe bas itna pata hai ki mera pehla pyaar adhura reh gaya..
And she started crying. Here kavin directly goes to his home and packed himself in his room she sat with a thud. Kavin :- kyun purvi aisa kya kar diya maine jo tum mujhse itni nafrat karti ho main to sirf tumse pyaar karta tha kyun mujhse itni nafrat. Main to chah kar bhi tumse nafrat nahi kar sakta kyun ki mera pyaar sirf attraction ya infatuation nahi tha I truely loved you and I'll love you forever.
samandar se jyada meri aankhon mein aansoo
jaane ye khuda bhi hai aisa kyun
Tujhko hi aaye na khayal mera
Patta patta jaanta hai ek
Tu hi na jaane haal mera
Patta patta janta hai ek
Tu hi na jaane haal mera...
He also broke into tears. Dushyant came to meet him kavin was doing his packing his red eyes clearly showed that he was crying. Dushyant placed his hand on kavin's shoulder kavin looked at him and smiled sadly
Dushyant :- kya hua kavin kya kaha purvi ne...
Kavin :- yaar kal subah 5:00 baje ki train hai
Dushyant :- tum baat badalne ki koshish kar rahe ho
Kavin :- nahi dushyant main koshish nahi kar raha baat badal raha hun... Kyun ki mujhe is topic pe koi baat nahi karni... Aaj aur abhi ye matter close kar dete hain
Dushyant didn't said anything.
At purvi's side
Purvi was standing in her balcony looking at the moon and thinking about kavin
Purvi :- pata nahi kyun par tumhaari kahi har baat per yakeen karne Ka man karta hai... Kyun kavin kya mila tumhe mujhe rula kar kya Mila... Tears rolled down her cheeks
Nit din nit din roiyan main
Sau rab di na soiyan main
Ik tere hi pichhe maahi
Sawan diya rutta khoiya main...(2)
Kavin was standing near his window and looking at the moon he closed his eyes and purvi's face flashed on his eyes unknowingly he smiled then open his eyes a drop of tear escaped from his eyes.
Dil ne dhadkano ko hi tod diya
Tuta had sine mein chhod diya
Ho dil ne dhadkano ko hi Tod diya
Tuta hua sine mein chhod diya
Khushiyan le gaya dard kitne de gaya
Ye pyaar Tera
Patta patta jaanta hai
Ik tu hi NA jaane haal mera ...(2)
Both were feeling broken from inside will time be able to heal their wounds.
AUTHOR's NOTE
Hi guys thanks to you who reviewed.
Cid ki deewani :- I'm really very sorry but you have to wait until next update. In next chapy purvi and kavin will Cid officers. I hope you won't mind.