Beautiful wreck

by beautiful wreck027

Elena Gilbert lived her life emotionaless and isolated despite having everything even friends who cared about her. She spent her life keeping her demons a secret refusing to face them till it haunted her until Damon Salvatore comes to town.. disclaimer I do not own these characters names l only the story to which I use these characters in. Enjoy.

3. Chapter 3

Hi guys! hope you are still reading. sorry about the late update. things have been crazy and I struggled hard on this chapter I was contemplating if it was worth posting then chopping and changing things. well it was just a big struggle. anyway enjoy! btw happy new year I know very late lol.see ya! remember to review I love to read your thoughts.

Chapter Three

The ride seemed long and painful but once I burst through the doors I throw my purse aside heading straight to for alcohol, Gulping a drink or 3 in a row as I ignore the burning sensation that hits back of my throat but still I feel unsatisfied with my drink I throw the glass against the wall watching it scatter in a thousand of pieces.

"FUCK!" Screaming with everything I have in me. How could I let him kiss me!? This isn't for me why can't the universe understand this!

"Are you okay? Ma'am" James interrupts

"what..yes I am fine James just leave" 'just leave me alone dammit' mentally cursing him

"very well ma'am" He hesitate for a minute but disappears.

Breaking down, I fall to my knees staring at the city lights out the glass wall before me tears staining my face as a million of thoughts floods my mind. 'how can I let this happen? I've gone so long staying away from every emotion especially accepting thatno one can love a person like me unless.. no Elena you can't let him in. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER FOR GOD SAKE!' Getting up onto my feet I grab a bottle of whiskey heading for the bedroom but I stop myself when I find a poster size picture hanging on the wallhalfway up the stairs, it's him with a little girl looking up at him he smiles down at her, they look so happy. I stand for a minute or so staring at the picture till tears threaten to fall once again i take another mouth full swing at my bottle feeling theliquid pour into my throat I start wonder what life would've been like if he was still around every passing day my thoughts find my way to him, He would of been so proud of me he was always so proud. I walk off to the bedroom I place the bottle on the vanityI walk towards the bathroom leaving a trail of my clothes I sit up on the toilet inserting my catheter my bladder empties instantly I sit there lost like once my bladder comes to an halt I remove the catheter I wash it place it back where it belongs. I turnon the shower taps I don't wait for the water to heat up letting the water hit against my body as if cleansing away my sorrows my pain the numbness I feel. Getting out of the shower wrapping a towel around me I stare at the mirror at my lips and flashbacksof Damon's kiss comes to play I touch my lips with my fingertips if only things were different I walk back into my room into my walk in closet I find a pair of panties and oversized T-shirt throwing them on I grab my bottle and my laptop as I sit in bed.

Morning comes quickly sunlight wakes me up with a major hangover I wince as pain stabs into my skull rolling off the bed sitting up with my feet on the ground I notice the empty whisky bottle that I've dropped at my feet, ignoring it I grab my robe and head for the bathroom.

Once I'm done in thebathroom I make my way to the living room that's when I notice Jenna is preparing breakfast by the smell of coffee which calls my stomach but looks like it has to wait because I'm stopped in my track by one angry Caroline Forbes standing there glaring at me.

"Good morning Care" I say brushing pass her to look for my bag hoping she would not start an argument but that probably would be when hell freezers over

"no don'tyou good morning me!" I sigh heavily 'a girl can only hope' "I tried calling you the entire night I was so worried about you and you don't even answer any of my calls or text!…" she continues

"Ha ah! Found it!" I grin throwing up my hand holding onto my bag I dig through the bag in hopes she would give up but not chance it's Caroline Forbes full on fury.

"don't ignoreme I know something happened hell we were all just as stunned as you are! But as for Damon don't worry I gave him a piece of my mind how dare he take advantage of you we didn't see him for rest of the night probably found another skank to bang because he didn't get his way, I'm telling if he got his way God so help I would of cut his-"

" wellhe didn't Care. Besides not like that stupid kiss had any affect on me" I hide my face by looking away from her knowing that was a full on lie.

"oh yeah? then why did you run out like you were on fire?" She points out

"I was in shock it that's all okay? besides you said yourself he is a man whore"

"That he is and I refuse to let him anywhere near you!" She exclaimed she sighs and continues to speak "anyway since you're perfectly fine then we are goingshopping!"

"No I can't. Care I have a meeting and a pile of paperwork"

"but it's Saturday Elena! You own the damn company so one day away it will not fall apart" she pouts a full on Caroline Forbes pout the one where it will make a nun sin but I stand my ground I need to be far away from Damon as possible "oh no, no you don't! you're not getting me this time with that look" I walk away from her before she reels me but I continue by saying "I went out last night that's more thanenough"

"coffee?" Jenna ask as I take my place at the breakfast bar

"please" I reply desperately needing my caffeine fix for the day

"okay fine then at least come to supper tonight Stefan is entertaining some hot shot Bonnie and Enzo coming no Damon pleeease" she begs

I ponder on it for second no Damon huh? "OkayI will come just so you can get off my case" I sigh I can never win with, can I?

"yay! I need to go now it's at the grill Stefan closing it just for tonight" She says

"I can't believe he owns that place" Stefan usually more numbers and shares kind of guy not entertainment and food person

"me either by Elena see you later" she says as she walk towards the elevator

"bye Care" I call out

"what would you like to eat Miss Gilbert?"Jenna asks

"granola and some fruits please Jenna"

"coming right up" she says cheerfully smiling up at me

I began to read the morning paper.

After my meeting I decided to go to the gym before the supper letting off some steam was needed I guess my thoughts of Damon haven't left every time I try to distract myself my mind always find him wanting his lips on me all over me dammit I need to stop thesechildish thoughts I'm not some love struck teen and I can't be love struck with anyone it will only lead to doom and besides relationships being in a relationship with me is pointless I wasn't aware the car has stopped Lucas opens the door and I step out heleads me into the grill a small restaurant and sports bar I see Caroline and Stefan with Enzo and Bonnie with bottle of beers in their hands talking animatedly about something I go up to them everyone greets me with smiles but the boys look awkward it's probablybecause of last night's fiasco "hey guys and ladies" I say smiling

"er Elena there's something I need to tell" Caroline says to me as if I lost a puppy

"what is it? Whats wrong?" I say

"D-"

"I seriously need to fire that idiot that calls himself a chef" Damon says coming out of the kitchen

I whip my head at him and back at Caroline glaring at her that I'm not pleased she shrugs apologetically

"well hello Elena" Damon says behind me

I look at him and he is smirking the bastard is smirking at me! "Hello" I turn away I can'teven look at him

"I'm really sorry Lena I was going to tell you this bar actually owned by him" Caroline whispers to me

"you could've texted me at least" I whisper back oh boy this going to be awkward and annoying

"anyone for refills Elena what would youwant? Of course I'm not on the menu but if you wa-"

"Beer please" I say cutting off while rolling my eyes at him

"where is this guy!" Damon says handing me a beer

"relax he said he will be late" Stefan says

"who is this guy?" I ask taking a sip of beer

"Kai Parker" Stefan says

"as in Parker International?" I ask

"the one and only" a voice comes from the entrance I look up I see black hair dark eyes his boyish features

"hey you made it" Stefan says starts introducing everyone "you know Damon my brother this Caroline my girlfriend, Bonnieand Enzo are doctors and our close friends and this is…"

"Elena Gilbert" Kai says smiling I smile back in surprised putting out my hand to shake instead he kisses the back of my hand

"a pleasure to meet you Mr Parker" I say

"pleasure is all mine Miss Gilbertand please call me Kai my father is Mr Parker" he flirts

"aren't you quite a charmer" I say smiling at him

"charmer? I don't think I can charm someone as beautiful and intelligent as you are" he smiles at me and I blush instantly well this is awkward

"if you two are finished undressing each other with your eyes I like to keep my food down thank you very much" Damon says irrated what's his problem?

"Speaking about food! The table is laid" Caroline says excitedly

She leads us to a table setting for 8 everyone taking their place as Kai comes up next to me and Damon pulls out a chair in front of. Just great.

Kai and Stefan begin to talk business which catches my attention "look I mean the company is a sinking ship because of poor decisions but it has its client base and great workers just needs direction" Kai says

" Damon has some ideas uphis sleeves but I'm not sure about it means re-branding firing dead weight hiring new it's practically start from the bottom"

"you buying in on Parker media?" I ask

"no we buying off Parker media"

"rating are dropping so my father and I think it's wise to let it go before we lose it to the ground"

"so you'll run the hotel industry?"

"Yes we had no business buying into media we just in over our heads"

"media is a tricky business you have to keep your eye on ball and I'm confident in Stefan" Damon says

"what about Salvatore communication?" "I will be running it. Lexi has the London boat under control" Damon says

"sounds like Parker media will be in good hands" Kai says

"you mean Salvatore media" Stefan says raising his bottle to Kai

Kai chuckles "of course it's is now Salvatore Media"

I turn to Bonnie she is telling us about this new cancer research she will be working on "I mean we are closeto getting to this break through inserting viruses to shrink tumours. What do you think Lena any funding is welcome" She hints at him

"wow that's so amazing Bon Bon I'm all for medical findings but I can't fund another project I mean I do fund the Spina bifida association" I say

"Yeah I know and they doing amazing work withthat actually Enzo joining the team" she says proudly

"it is genuinely a great foundation you started there Elena. I worked on some of those kids and they blow my mind how they live through it all what people what we take for granted they make use without it" Enzo says

"yeahthey are wonderful kids they always say they kicked Spina bifida in the butt" I say in awed

"Spina bifida? " Damon asks curiously I turn to look at him god he has such beautiful black hair I want to run my fingers through it stop it Elena!

"Um yeah it's abirth defect where there is incomplete closing of the backbone and membranes around the spinal cord." I respond

"But why support Spina bifida surely they can fix it since it's unheard of?" He questions

"No it's unheard of because people are less aware of it, there was this woman who gave birth to her child and doctor didn't explain further like how to take care of her baby what care she needs for her baby because she was poor, you can't just "fix" it, it causesit causes disabilities in some cases because of nerve damage some server than others but they says folic acid can help prevent it that's why they encourage pregnant women to take them but sadly some go without detection. that's why i came up with the foundation, to help teach encourage and improves their life." I say

"woah I didn't realise such things existed how did yo-" Damon was about to say something but Caroline cuts in

"Ohenough of all this sad stuff and let's enjoy our meal" Caroline says over our conversation but I mentally thank her not wanting to share too much to Damon

"Care did you find anything good at mall today" Bonnie ask

"oh great we reduced to girl talk next we will be braiding hair" Damon says annoyed

But Caroline ignores him in her Caroline way "oh my god Isaw this beautiful perfectly crafted by god shoes! I had to have it but out of the blue some skank showed up and tried to take as if I was going to hand them to her hell no! Those were my jimmy choo and no one messes with Caroline Forbes shoes!" She say furiously

We all let out a laugh"don't laugh, it wasn't funny we wrestled for it that's when she threw those beautiful angel shoe at me and it broke" we tried but failed miserably to hold out laugh

When I look ahead I find Damon staring at me I clear my throat then looking down to hide my blushed cheeks.

After our meal we sit around the table playing games started off with charades girls vs boys of course girls won.

"I'm not playing anymore you'll clearly are cheating" Damon whines

"yeah!" The rest of guys agree

"don't be sore losers!" Bonnie says laughing atthem

"fine lets play a different game" Caroline says "nah I'm out love" Enzo says

"oh come on it will be fun! Let's play truth or drink! if you refuse to answer has to take a drink of bourbon"

"nope still not playing" Enzo insist

"okay fine I'll start"Caroline says she turns to me and smiles I know this look she up to something "Kai are seeing anyone?" She turns to Kai and asks oh god she trying to play cupid

"Caroline that's too personal" Stefan scolds her Kai chuckles

"it's okay Stefan and no I'm notseeing anyone my work doesn't go well with relationships"

"what a coincidence! Elena's work too"

"Care-" I'm cut off by Kai

"but sure she has tons of suitors at her door" I blush furiously and nervously smile at him

"I don't think Elena is interested in dating"Damon speak up as he takes a sip of bourbon everyone's eyes instantly on him I stare at him trying to say something I open my mouth then close when I finally gather my thoughts I firmly say

"maybe I'm interested in testing the dating pool" why is my dating lifesuddenly the topic it!?! Caroline Forbes doing

"then probably we can do dinner sometime?" Kai asks smiling at me

"I- I have to check my schedule and get back to you" I lie no way in hell I'm considering this

"careful Parker she sounds like a runner" Damon says I glare at him what the fuck

"then lucky I like the chase fora beautiful lady" Kai says

"actually Elena is free for lunch on Monday" Caroline exclaims

"perfect I'm free for lunch,meet at the golden rose?" Kai ask

"Sure" I say faking a smile at him Kai was about to say something when his phone starts to ring "excuse me I needto take this" answering the call and walking towards the door

"Caroline what is wrong with you!" I scowl at her

"what are you so afraid of Elena?" Damon says

"What?! I'm not afraid of anything" I say scowling at Damon

"Right because normal for someone to avoiddating at all cost even kissing someone and run off like your head caught on fire, so what are you afraid off?"

"Oh I see poor Damon can't accept the fact a woman not wanting him back" unbelievable! How dare he judge me!

"Oh please honey you kissed me back without any question of not wanting me what is it Elena? Didsome dashing guy hurt your poor little heart that you sworn off men forever? Or did daddy dearest hurt mummy that's why you hate men and married your work instead?"

"That's it!" I swing my hand slapping him hard against his cheek making head swing to the otherdirection feeling the affect stinging against my hand Caroline gasp out loud

Damon grasp his cheek where I slapped him chuckling "looks like I hit a nerve" he presses on

"Damon enough" Stefan says

"Damon leave her alone" Caroline says

"hell no i'm curious why miss uptighthere hates the world so much" Damon says

"how dare you! You know nothing about me!" I say "well then enlighten me" Damon says

"why should I? Why do you even care happened in my life Damon?" I say shouting at him suddenly he stares me down speechless for a moment the room stood silent as if someone had died that's when Kai walks in

"you never get away from wor-" he looks to me then to Damon "did I miss something?"

Stefan jumps in "er no just Damon and Elena being competitive as usual" he lie with a light chuckle

Damon and I still staring at each other when my beeper goes off breaking my stare oh for the love of god I let out a breath fighting with Damon Salvatore is a mission not to be taken lightly I switch it off making my way to the bathroom "excuse me I need therestroom"

"anyway I need to leave there's an issue at the west hotel I need to sort out, Elena see you Monday?" Kai ask

"sure" I fake a smile once again "great. Nice meeting you all but I must go. enjoythe rest of the day. Goodbye" he says before leaving with everyone saying their good bye not wanting to look at Austin again I make my way to the restroom I need to figure out how to get that stupid lunch date cancelledmaking a mental note.

Once i'm almost done in the stall I hear Bonnie and Caroline come in calling out my name

"Elenaaa" "Elena, are you okay?" Caroline concerned

"I'll be out in a second" I reply as I remove my catheter and flush I proceed to sink and wash up

"stop with this okaystuff i'm really fine and Damon is an ass" I state

"that is true but we can't stop worrying about you because we love you we are family remember" Caroline says

" yes always Elena" Bonnie agreeing

"if we going to be doing the whole hugging and crying thing at least get me drunk" I says half jokingly they laugh and smile

"let's go get drunk then" Caroline suggestions

"carry on I'll be out in a minute" I say needing a minute to collect myself. I stare at myself in the mirror I take breath in and out,I pick up my bag and walkout.

When I reappear everyone is laughing and talking then my eyes catches Damon's stare, I feel as my heart as stopped and my stomach drops once again grateful for Caroline as she breaks our moment

"Elena! I was telling them you are undefeated when it comes to taking tequila shots"

"impossible I tell you sweetheart, only a real man can stand by the tenth shot and our mate Damon here can" Enzo winks at Damon

I chuckle "is it because I'm a girl? Well I can I took on our high school jock he was outby the 6th shot and I downed what was left"

"it's true i'm surprised she even have a liver at this age" Bonnie says the guys still can't believe it

"then let's see this wild Elena,lets have a contest" then he turns to me "look I'm sorry for being ass to you,truce?"Damon apologies everyone staring jawed dropped unable to speak I stare at him as if i'm pondering his apology "oh come on I said I'm sorry and I don't ever apologise for anything" Damon pleads

Stefan coughs and clears his throat and says "that is true.." but closes it quickly

I sigh heavily "fine true" holding out my hand to shake his "and accept your challenge" his touch of hand sends a spark through me I pull away quickly everyone starts to scramble around awkwardly getting excited.

Stefan goes behind the bar placingthe bottle slices of lime and salt on the counter with six tot glasses he pours three each for Damon and I that's when they all start banging the counter shouting 'drink drink..' except for Stefan he standing by with the bottle in hand

"ready get set…" Carolinepauses while we get the lime and salt ready "DRINK!" we clink our first shot glass together then licking the salt then gulping down the shot sucking on the lime we carry on to the next two glasses everyone starts to cheer and clap Stefan continues to refillthe glasses as we hit the last shot on the counter, Damon moans cleaning up his mouth

"Awww looks like someone needs a bib" everyone laughs including him

"I'm sorry I can't unhinged my jaw like a snake to consume alcohol" he states

twelve shots down "give up mate she is good" Enzo says patting Damon's back

"never" Damon says

I giggle he smiles at me "you have a beautiful giggle"

"and you are drunk Mr Salvatore" we suddenly startled by Caroline Forbes singing we turn and see her and Bonnieon a table dancing as the song I really like you by Carly Rae Jepsen plays we laugh at them

"Elena come on dance with us" Caroline calls out I laugh

"i'm coming!" I tell back then I turn to Damon smiling at him I get up walking towards them stripping my jack off I get into their table theystart to giggle and cheer and we start dance to 'I'm slave for you by Britney' as we channeling our inner Britney Spears the boys start to cheer and whistle at us I can feel Damon stare on me I turn to their direction seeing him just sitting staring only at me after an hourI get off the table feeling exhausted and thirsty I head for the bar when I reach I tell Stefan I want three more shots

"Damon?" He offers him

"oh no not for me thanks" I chuckle "light weight" suddenly we hear a bang and the girls laughing we look at them Carolinetripped over Bonnie they laying on the ground laughing at each other

"I think I need to get my girlfriend home" Stefan says almost running to her followed by Enzo. I take my three shots lift up the last empty tot

"looks like i win!" I say drunkenly smilingat Damon he looks at me with a goofy smile I try to stand up when I suddenly feel light headed

"woah easy there drunky" Damon says immediately grabbing me then suddenly I'm consumed by darkness.

I wake up to the sounds of banging pots and cupboards and the dying urge to pee like a dam is going to burst open I race to the toilet I drop my panties and reach for my catheter once it's inserted the relief of my bladder feels so calming when suddenly I wonderwho is in the kitchen it's Sunday Jenna is off she probably came early I shrug remove my catheter pull up my panties flush and wash up my catheter I wash my face brush my teeth and grab a Advil Once i'm done in the bathroom I head towards the noise the airfilled with delicious smell of pancakes bacon eggs and coffee "Mmmm" smells mouth watering delicious "Jenna that smell-" I'm cut off half way by sight of Damon shirtless smirking "YOU! Wha...whaat are you doing here? How did you get in? Where is James?" Isay trying to take in the sight of him

"I didn't know what you like so I made pancakes bacon and eggs" he says setting everything on the table then walk around to the chair pulling out motioning me to sit

"you didn't answer me how the hell did you get in my house and how dare you come here uninvited I should throw you out!"

He rolls his eyes at me "you ever get tired of being so uptight and bossy all the time and besides you should be thanking me for getting you into bed instead of leaving you at the bar passedout oh by the way cute panties" he says wiggling his eyebrows scanning my waist to my legs

"oh fuck" I blush with embarrassment shielding myself with my hands and make a run for the bedroom I grab my robe wrapping it around me while I head back to the kitchenwhen I enter Damon is reading the morning paper he closes it as I enter "thank you for not abandoning me last night but it doesn't explain why you in my kitchen half naked" I say

"Elena shut up and sit down and eat before I make you" he says annoyed

"no and you can't makeme do anything" dammit I sound like a child

"really? You want to act like a child? Fine when I got you home it was late so I crushed in the guest bedroom and when I woke up I decided to make breakfast for you since you would be hungover now sit down before I force you to the chair andshove this wonderful breakfast I made from scratch down your throat" he says out frustration giving me that I would really do it look

I consider arguing it further but i'm so hungry and the smell so so good I walk up to the chair opposite him he smiles I roll my eyes

"coffee?" He asks with a smug smile

You win this round Salvatore "yes please thank you" I dig into the pancakes with maple syrup I take a bit of it it taste so good that I moan out loud with my eyes closed "Mmmm" when I open them Damon's eyes on me as if I was some mystical creature I clear my throat"this taste good" I say breaking his stare "where did you learn to cook?" I ask

"from my mother" "oh?" Telling him to go on "growing up my mother would do all the cooking she loved it her way of showing us her love that's what she use to say I would help herI enjoyed doing it"

"how come you didn't do it as a profession you could have owned a string of restaurants"

"I thought about it but father had different ideas for my life and no one can disobey the great Guiseppe Salvatore but I'm glad I didn't thoughafter my mother passed away I lost my passion with her"

"I'm sorry I didn't know Stefan rarely speaks about your family" I sympathize

"yeah so tell me about you" he inquires

"me? There's nothing to tell I'm pretty boring" please change the subject

"pretty yes boring no I think you keep a lot afraid what peoplemight find scare them and reject you as if you not worthy of any sort of care or emotions" he analysis me

"yeah I think you should stick to your day job Mr Salvatore because psychology isn't your thing" god how does do that turn everything on to me I need to change thistopic

"everything taste sogreat. thankyou for breakfast" it's true the is so good

"you are deflecting I told you about my family at least tell me something about yours like the portrait in your passage is he your father?" Fuck he is like a dog witha bone I try to think a way out maybe I can tell him about Alaric. no I can't, I don't do personal care to share

"that's just a random picture it's beautiful" I say looking away from him hiding behind the lie I speak

"bull, you can clearly see that the little girl is you" he states

"I don't owe you any explanations especially not aboutmy life" damn him

"I'm trying to be a friend here and as a friend I want to get to know you" he says clearly frustrated

I sigh heavily "fine it is me and that is my father but he isn't alive anymore that's why I prefer not to speak about him"

"I'm sorry and thank you for telling me" there's asilence for a while then he breaks it "where did you learn to fight?" Obviously thinking of the first time we met

"I take kick boxing classes with Fin Mikealson" I say proudly with a grin to show

"thee Fin Mikealson the kick boxing champ"

"yes" I say smirking

"wow impressed I didn't peg you for a sportygirl I mean isn't there is some unspoken rule between girls stay away from anything that hazardous for breaking a nail" he teases

I roll my eyes "you keep rolling your eyes like that it's going to become crossed eyes"

"you mean like this?" I cross my eyes and look athim teasing him while batting my lashes he burst out laughing at me and I laugh too we stare at each other caught in a moment we find ourselves inches from each other's faces we about to lock our lips when suddenly realising this can't happen I grab his pancakefilled with cream and maple syrup and slam it to his face

He chuckles in surprise "oh..now you going to get it" he picks up the plate of scrambled eggs I make a run for for it but it's too late scrambled eggs all over my hair I stop laughing and gasp out loudI turn around and see Him smiling at me with streaks of maple syrup and cream all over his face start throwing food at each other hiding under the counter both of us either sides

"are you ready to give up?" He ask from the other side

"are you?"

"Only whenyou give up"

"fine on the count of 3 we will stop with our hands in the air"

"deal" "okay…one…two….…three!" Jumping up I throw a hand full of mashed pancakes with whip cream but he ducks out of the firing line and hits Caroline full in the face! "Oh fuck...shit! Care i'm sorry" I walk towards her sheput up her hands to stop me oh boy this Caroline Forbes i'm really mad look

She gasped out loud wiping cream and honey filled face "OH.MY.GOD! Seriously Elena!?! How so adult of you two,a food fight!" She lets out a loud groan stomping off leaving us I turn to Damon we both burst out laughing hysterically I memorized by his laugh I stare smiling at him I hear someoneclear their throat behind me I break out of my stare and find James behind me

"Yes James" I say

"there's a Mr Davis on the line for you he said it was urgent"

"tell him I'll call him back"

"very well" he turn to leave

"I need to shower don't bother cleaning up Jameswill sort it out" I turn to leave in a hurry leaving Damon in the kitchen without waiting for a question or a reaction.

I'm done showering and changing I head for the kitchen I find the part time cleaner at work and no sign of Damon maybe he finally got the message and left. I head to my study to get some work done and make my calls. I call Liam Davis "Davis" I say sternly

"Miss Gilbert Itracked down a lead on where Kol might be" he says right down to business

"might be? Might be isn't good enough Davis I need concrete information"

"but…" "Davis I don't need excuses! I need him found!" I sigh annoyed by his incompetence "what do you have?"

"I think he might have purchased a gun and some drugs usinghis fake identity"

"fuck this is bad Davis I need him found and dealt with immediately and I don't give a fuck if you have to sell your first born to get him. Do I make myself clear?" My anger rages

"Y...yes ma'm"

"Goodbye" I hung up throwing the phone on my desk I throw myhead back against the chair close my eyes wondering where could he be and what is he up to the past seems to always seep in even everything around have changed. I sigh once again and call James to come into my office. Within seconds he appears at door "comein James"

He nods before walking in "James as you know Kol Gilbert has been on the loose unstable I have contacted Liam Davis to track him down. Looks to us that he might have purchased a gun. I need you to work with Liamand take charge of security around me at the office and here at the apartment. It must be air tight security James so tight that an army can't penetrate through"

"Yes ma'am"

"You can leave now" he turns and leaves

I continue working on paperwork to which reminds me to call Stefan "Hello Stefan"

"Elena hi how was breakfast?" he amuses

"Ohhh i'm sureyou heard all about it if that is why you are asking"

He chuckles "she furious about it it's all I heard all morning and you might not have a friend soon"

I laugh "she stormed out of here I knew that wasn't good sign,I'm sure she will get over it anyway I looked over the paperworkso malfunction on the new model seems to connect to other calls whilst connected to one"

"yes but tech guys says it has to be the chip but they will be working on it in the meantime it delays the launch for a month"

"good I'm happy with this there's also another thing I was thinking of selling my share back to you"

"why?" He asked in surprised

"did Damon say anything? Elena I'll talk to him"

"no, he did not, Look the company is doing great now and it's a family business doesn't need me anymore I only bought it to stay afloat"

"okay where is Damon anyway?" as if that was cue for Damon swings the door open with James closely behind him I stare at him in confusion he walks up to my desk takes my phone and hangs up "work can wait"

"how dare you! I was busy with that" I stand up glaringhim

James speaks from behind him "I'm sorry ma'am I tried to stop him"

"It's fine James you can leave" I turn to Damon "what do you want now?"

"Happy to see you too Elena" he smiles

I smile back sarcastically "I thought we could have some lunch" he says

"Damon I have work to do I don't have time to go out"

"whosaid anything about going out" he holds up a bag of take outs "I knew you would reject my offer to take you out so I brought lunch to you" he says grinning at me I stare at him for a moment he is trying to get close to me I can't have that

"don't you have someone else to bother"

"yes I do but you are far more entertaining. Come on grumpy I even got movies" he leads me out to the TV room it's just a meal and movies no biggie right

"So what movies you have?"

"Well I got some action and horror but if all fail and you are one of those girls into romance I got 'the notebook' on standby followed by 'the vow' "what action and horror movies you have?" " 'Drag me to hell' and wanted but if-"

I stop him "I'll go for action and horror but only if you got buttered popcorn"

he grins at me "but first lunch I hope you like Chinese" I smile we sit on the floor by the coffee table we start to eat and talk "Barbie the Doctor chick and you grew up together?"

"Caroline yes but Bonnie we became friends in junior high and we were inseparable ever since even through college we always made sure we were always apart of each other's lives although we were apart doing different stuff"

"the doctor chick I understand but barbie? If I had to stay in a room with for more than day I would…"

"Hey! She isn't bad person you just haven't gotten to know her"

"no thank you I rather be blind and insane"

"Caroline, she is different but she is most loving sweet person very protective of people she cares aboutI would be completely lost without her" he smiles at me "you and Stefan have a great brother bond"

"what do you mean?" Looks to me with a confused look

"the day you came into town I had supper with them and Caroline well wasn't saying very nice things about you"he chuckles

"no shocker there"

"and Stefan stuck up for you"

"we didn't have a happy life after my mother died my dad worked most of the time we were home mostly alone because all he cared for was his empire then I had to take care of Stefan so he feels like i'm somekind of hero when I'm not, I did what I had to do by the time I got old enough to understand that this wasn't ideal for a boy to take care of things father shipped me off to boarding school and Stefan had him and a nanny we would write to each other until heleft for Harvard and my life was my father's new project becoming him then sent off to London when Stefan and I finally got time to spend time father already molded him to mini him"

"you are a hero. All big brothers meant to be heroes" he smiles a sad smile big brothers suppose to protect you guide you help well some of us are more lucky than others to get a brother like you. Damon breaks my thoughts

"what did your dad do from the photo he didn't look like a businessman" he talking about Alaric, Can I tell him? Of course not Elena you can't talk anyonehow fucked up you really are how your life is so wrecked beyond repair-

"Yu-Woo! Elenaaa" Damon says waving his hand in front of me

"uh sorry my father was a doctor best in the states"

"why didn't you become a doctor too sinceit's in your genes"

"I like control to my surrounding and doctors can't control theirs"

"makes sense what about your mother?"

Fuck what do I say before I could think it I blurt out "she is dead"

"I'm sorry" he sympathize

"don't be. I barely knew her" he smiles that sad smileagain don't pity me Damon i'm not worth it or she for that matter

"fortune cookie?" he breaks me from my thoughts once again trying to lighten the mood obviously

"you can't be serious don't tell me you actually believe in that stuff"

"no but it's hilariousto read"

"okay pass me one" he hands me one I break into it finding a piece of paper

"you're destined for happiness" I read it out loud I chuckle "well that is so corny what does yours say?"

He unfolds the paper and reads it out loud "you will find the missing piece"Damon says "rrright corny" he chuckles lightly

I get up from the floor gathering the empty take out boxes but Damon stops me

"no let me and I'll get the popcorn you can start the movie whatever you want" I get up and grab the wanted DVD I like action

After way through the climax of the movie Damon and I sharing a couch so here I'm so into the movie, might I say action movies are so cool with their fast cars and guns Angelina Jolie such a badass chick in this movie I reach out for the popcorn but I feel nothing but somethingwarm and hard underneath my hand I turn to see why I can't find the bowl of popcorn to my embarrassment I find my hand feeling up Damon's thighs and he is staring at me with amusement all over his face I pull my hand away instantly and blush embarrassed "oh sorry could you pleasepass me the popcorn" I say to him

He smirks at me "had fun?" he says passing me the popcorn I ignore his statement and watch the movie "you really like action movies huh"

I chuckle "what gave it away?" I pause smiling at his observation "and yeah I do, I find them cool with all the stunts I love fast cars and built of cars my brothers got mehooked on action movies they always preferred them than some chick flick so I watched them a lot" he doesn't say anything further as the movie is coming towards the ending.

"Do you want to watch the other movie?" Damon asks

"no thank you, be right back" I go upto my room for the bathroom. When I return Damon is busy scrolling on his phone looks like missed calls and emails weird he must have had it on vibrate I didn't hear it "you want or need anything i'm actually going to grab a beer?"

"I will have one too please" hesays looking at me with a smile

when I return with the drink he still busy with his phone "if you need to leave..." I say as I hand him the bottle

He takes it from my hand his brush against mine for moment I stiffen I think he does too but I could be wrong 'oh for the love god Elena, get a grip'

"no I'm replying to emails anndI'm done" putting his phone away "sorry you're not getting rid of me that easily"

"a girl can try" I say then taking a sip of my beer

"How is it you can stay cooped up in here all the time i'm assuming since you have no sociallife" he teases

"I do have a social life with my work Damon"

"that's sucking up to fat cats or putting on a show for public hardly can call that a social life"

"like my space besides I have something no one has in this entire building"

"what's that?" I smile like smallkid almost wanting to squeal like I have a secret I can't contain

"I can't tell you but I can show you only if you promise not to tell anyone especially not Caroline"

"I promise and I don't even speak much to Caroline just show me the damn thing already Elena"

"follow me" I say smiling I turn and walk towards a door passed the elevator

"if you going to hold me captive and have your way with me you are wasting your time I'm already willing to give my body up" he says behind me

I roll my eyes "shut up" once we reachdoor I pull out a key and unlock the door "you are the only person other than me and security to have seen this place"

"yeah yeah just open the door Elena" I open the door letting Damon in first he looks around speechless

"since I own this building I get thisrooftop" I made this roof top my personal patio/secret hide away with some plants and made bed with a shelter made specifically for it and threw in some benches and lanterns around the bed and between the benches "it's my escape from the world most nights I come out here to think or clear my head it so peacefulwith view of the city below, I actually fall asleep up here at times"

"wow the view is really-something" staring out at skyscrapers as the sunset illuminates the background and lights of the cities sparkles all around.

Damon looks to me "do you like pizza?" Istare at him confused "I was thinking we got view and the drinks we need pizza"

I smile "no olives" He turns and disappears inside. I look out at the view in front of me Damon seems like a good friend what am I saying you don't do friends Elena you can't evenbe open to people friends with Damon can you actually do that? He is kinda hot I chuckle at that thought if he only knew I think he is hot

"is that smile because you thinking about me?" Damon says breaking me from my thoughts and I blush with embarrassmentfor being caught out

"that was fast pizza I think I should get more beers" he holds up a pack of beers smirking I giggle "let's eat!" I say we sit on the ledge of rooftop with the pizza between us and beer in our hand

"earlier you said you have brothers, why didn't I see them?" I stop with my slice of pizza mid air mouth opened fuck more family questions

"I-I don't I mean just one one but we don't speak anymore Jeremy and i just went separate ways I guess" continuing with my pizza

"I get the feeling you don't like talking about your family much" then back off the topic I smile

"there not much to talk about them" let it be please

"okay so when you not locking yourself away in your gloomy but beautiful tower what else do you like to do?" I smile as if my face lights up

"I love art; I like sketching" he smilessoftly at me

"can I see some of your work?"

I chuckle "no I'm not an expert so no my work is strictly for my eyes"

"oh come on just one"

"nope not gonna happen"

"It's probably scribbles like a kindergartner anyway"

I gasp "and now for that you would never know" I smile suddenlywe hear someone playing a song from the opposite building on full blast

"if you see a girrrl withh a brroken smileee askkk her if shhe wanna stay a while and she willll beee lovvved" I laugh as Damon belts out the song blaring away I smile at him when the song ends I start to clap he pretends to bow "thank you thank you my loyal fans"

I giggle uncontrollably "such great talent" I say

"I know right" he winks at me

I look down at my watch "woah where did the time go"

"what? Don't tell me you have bedtime" I roll my eyes

"Damon I got check my messages and get some work done, it's been a good afternoon I don't know when I actually sat down and watched a movie so thank you"

"you're most welcome" he smiles at me sweetly we stare at each there it is that sort energy between usI almost want to kiss him deeply but I can't

"uhm so you can sleep in the guestroom again if you like. I need to check those messages" I jump off the ledge "goodnight Damon" I say before turning to leave

"goodnight Elena sweet dreams" I hear him say behindme it makes me smile.

Morning comes quickly once I finally find my bed away from work trying to avoid dreams about Damon and nightmares creeping in I wonder if he stayed the night I push away this thoughts jumping into the bathroom starting my day.

Finally at my desk waiting on Olivia with my schedule Damon didn't stay over oddly I felt disappointed by it why should it affect me? We shouldn't have been spending time together Olivia breaks my thought as she strode through the door with my coffee and herplanner with the newspaper tucked underneath her arm she sets my coffee on the desk with the newspaper besides it she goes to sit at other end of my table "A Amanda Colin called from Parker international asked to confirm lunch withMr Parker" fuck I forgot about Kai

"cancel tell her I can't make it" all Damon's fault I agreed to that ridiculous date "is everything set for tonight's benefit ball?"

"Yes everything is set I have your dress delivered to theapartment. Newlands CEO Mr Gary Shaw is coming this morning Barry Spiel at 10:30, Mr Wayne said he will be arriving at 1 with the contract"

"is that all?"

"Yes ma'am"

"good have April handle the front desk I need you to manage the benefit I'm counting on youfor no mess ups got it?"

"Yes ma'am" she walks away that's when Caroline comes storming into my office with April behind what seems they arguing "Olivia" giving the look to handle April she nods leading her out of the office and I turn to Caroline who is clearlyangry "Good morning Caroline"

"No no don't you dare good morning Caroline me and as for the people you hire here and what the hell were you and Damon doing together" oh fuck Caroline Forbes tornado in full force "…when I said date I didn't mean the biggestman whore of new York.."

"Caroline it was just breakfast" I say sternly cutting her off but as usual she goes on ignoring my attempt to warn her off

"don't you dare lie to me! Damon was M.I.A the entire Sunday" she persist

"Oh for crying out loud Caroline! I didn't sleep with the guy sure as hell not dating him we had breakfast watched movies talked about stuff drank beer and that's it now that you have full run down can I get back to work?" I glare at her but she doesn't backs down as I thought

"that sounds like a coupledating so help me god if he made any passes at you I would kill him although he is my boyfriends brother but if he even looks-"

"Caroline enough I get it man whore and I told you I'm not interested furthermore stop treating me as if I'm a child"

"okay sorryi'm just looking out for you anyways well I came to see if you okay and let you know the benefit is set, have you got a dress?"

"Yes Olivia saw to it which by the way you can have her for the day for the benefit she knows most of guests and has everything youneed in her disposal" she let's out an irritated groan but doesn't argue my offer

"thank you so how are you today really? O.M.G! Isn't today your lunch date with Kai are you planning to ask him to be your date for the benefit? You totally should!" Oh god howdo I tell her I canceled no you know what I will tell her it's my life dammit!

"I canceled the lunch" I blurt out

"you what! God Lena! Would you ever just grow up for once! It's just a date you not like you marrying the guy you should have tried…"

"Care just stop, okay"

"fine but it's not the end of discussion I have to go check on the caterers the idiot suggested serving sushi as the snacks who does that!" I chuckle "enjoy your day, see you tonight Care"

"you too ally bye"she says closing the door behind her

Lunch time rolled around quickly sitting in the boardroom with Niklaus and Barry spiel and his team "well then gentlemen looks like we have an agreement I'll have the contracts drawn up by Thursday"

"very well Elena I'll be waiting on your call I'm glad thatyou would complete this old man's dream what he couldn't" Barry says

"old? You look way too young to be called old Mr spiel"

he chuckles "don't flirt with me this old man's heart can't take it"

everyone laughs "so Niklaus here will be seeing this deal throughif I'm needed just call" he smiles and shakes my hand proceeds to leave I bid him farewell by the elevator Lucas is standing outside my door Niklaus disappears to his office that's when I notice April isn't at her desk this makes me angry I storm into the office when suddenly I am startled by the sight in front of me "Jesus!, what the hell are you doing here!?" I say to Damon sitting at my desk smirking at me

"Hello Elena you look beautiful today if it isn't obvious, how your date was?" I roll my eyes at him I walk to my deskwithout a word to him I walk to the restroom. God what is he doing here now obviously interested in my so called date god knows why I sigh and remove my catheter and proceed to the sink washing it and placing it back its former place I continue washing myhands I dry it and check my appearance once over and walk out. When I reappear Damon is looking out of the glass while April is setting two cups of coffee "April you were not at your post when I was done with my meeting where you were?"

"I…Mr Sal…I- I'm sorry ma'am it won't happen again"

I smile coldly at her "it better not" she nods and leaves Damon staring at me the entire time shakes his head

"you shouldn't be hard on your staff"

"So now you going to tell me how to deal with my staff?" He raises his hands asif he surrenders I go to sit in my chair he sits on the other end

"are you going to tell me about your date with Parker?" I look at him irritated taking sip of my coffee and place it back

"why do you even care how it went?"

"Curious"

"curiosity killed thecat" I smirk at him

he responds with a laugh "so?"

I sigh "it was okay"

he let's out a laugh again "that's funny. Because according to a little birdie you canceled" fucking Caroline's big mouth

"that little birdie chirps a little too much and besides I have no timefor dates today I have work to do and benefit to see to"

"benefit?"

"Yes the Spina bifida foundation I help hosting a ball to raise awareness and funds to improve the kids lives. Stefan and Caroline are attending"

"I will be there too"

"great!" I say cheerfullymmmm Damon in a tux will be wonderful sight oh stop it Elena behave yourself

"I'm guessing you're daydreaming about me again?" I roll my eyes at him trying not to look obviously flushed He chuckles "you had lunch?"

"Uhm...no I had back to back meetingssince morning and actually have one in 5mins"

"cancel I know a great Italian restaurant around the corner"

"no I can't and aren't you suppose to be working too the launch is coming up soon" he rolls his eyes

"everything is peachy I do takes breaks unlike youwho thinks their body is a robot just come with me one day won't kill you"

"no I-" I'm cut off by my phone "yes April" "ye...s ma'am Mr Wayne has arrived with Mr Salvatore" "give me a minute" I end the call I say a little pray inside I don't have to go outwith Damon but surprisingly I feel a stab of disappointment too

"you were saying?" He says snapping out of my thoughts

"yes well looks like we have to cancel your brother is here with my next appointment" he looks at me confused I stand up before he couldquestion me further and I walk to the door I see Stefan and Mr Wayne talking they turn towards me sensing my presence "good day gentlemen" I say reaching out to shake Mr Wayne's hand

"miss Gilbert" he greets back and shakes my hand

"Elena how are you?" Stefansays to me

"I'm good thank you. Right this way" I lead them into my office forgetting Damon is there Stefan see him before I could say anything

"Damon? What are you doing here?" Stefan says surprised

"Hey little brother oh I'm just visiting one of our important shareholders" heturns towards me and winks my flush with embarrassment I quickly turn "anyway I was justleaving. catchy'all later"

"bye" Stefan says giving me a look I'm not sure if it's confusion or concern as Damon leaves "right gentlemen those papers" I say

After the meeting was done Mr Wayne left so it was Stefan and I "so you and Damon then"

"no there am no me and Damon and really Stefan you too"

"hey hey I was just going to say he isn't a bad person-"

I snort "Caroline might not agree"

"well Caroline didn'tgrow up with him. Look I'm not saying this because he is my brother but Damon just he been hurt a lot,once he is hurt he lashes out to deal and brushes it aside pretending to be stronger but he has good heart just bare in mind"

I smile at him in awe for hislove of his brother "not as if any of your business we not in any type of relationship but we agreed on friendship so I'll bare it mind"

"thank you and please don't tell Care any of this she will blow a fuse she already hates the thought of you two even talkingcivil to each other"

I chuckle "ahhhCaroline. trustme I know she practically broke down my office door this morning demanding what is my relationship status with him" we laugh

"I must go things to do people to see and allthat. Bye Elena" "bye Stefan"

Lucas opening my car door while Ryan fights off the damn reporters they like vultures fighting for a chance at the piece of meat I step out reporters screaming questions cameras flashing "Miss Gilbert who are you wearing? "Miss Gilbert is it true you dumpedMr Mason Lockwood?" Oh of course forget why we are really here never mind the cause for awareness of the some disability and let's probe the life of Miss Gilbert, why don't we? Inquisitive fuckers "Miss Gilbert look here" i'm ushered in by my bodyguards

WhenI get in Olivia is already beside me "is everything going smoothly I presume"

"Yes ma'am is there anything you need?"

"No I'll call you if I do but remember Olivia I need everything perfect, I will not accept anything less or your ass is fired. Understood?"I notice Caroline along side Stefan and Damon who is staring at me I caught in his gaze brown to blue I vaguely heard Olivia muttering her reply I smile at him he smiles back and I turn my attention to Olivia "very well,Now go check on caterers" I start towalk off into Caroline's direction when Mr Luther a exporting business owner approaches me

"ahh Miss Gilbert always a sight for soar eyes"

I smile at him "Mr Luther I don't think Mrs Luther would appreciate you ogling young women" he chuckles and a older sophisticated woman speaks

"I'm pretty used to it but Richard knows look but not touch. Donna Luther the wife"

my smile widens at the elder lady I extend my hand to her "Elena Gilbert"

"oh my I heard lots about you what a pleasure to meet such fine intelligent woman"

"whythank you Mrs Luther"

"please call me Donna,my mother in-law is Mrs Luther" we chuckle and she continues

"I love the work you do with this cause you have created I must say it surprises me someone so young and successful willing to take care of such issue"

"yes just say I have seen my fair share of the suffering of this defect that made me want to reach out"

"good we need more young people like you in the world" she waves to a group of ladies "it lovely meeting you Elena but I must leave you"

"it's pleasuremeeting you too Donna" she walks to the babbling group of ladies

"so I hear you bought off the Kim yang exports" Mr Luther says I turn my head to him smirking up at him

"oh yes you were also bidding. Trying to buy off the competition?"

"That was the plan yesbut I guess the best man won" he smiles at me

"you mean best woman Mr Luther" I smirk

"I was hoping if we could make some sort of deal maybe a partnership"

"oh?" Surprised by his proposition

"yes I mean I could be an asset as I own one of the top export businessin America"

"let me think about it and get back to you besides I don't think it's wise to make a decision while those papers are freshly inked"

"touché Miss Gilbert this why you're the best"

"flattery won't get you anywhere Richard" he lets out a head tiltinglaugh

"merely a compliment miss Gilbert"

"enjoy the rest of your night Richard" I say with a polite smile walking off towards Caroline I'm aware that Bonnie and Enzo also present "good evening" i

say to everyone smiling

" Elena ! What do you think? is itSEH perfect?" i smile at her

"you've once again out done yourself Care, everything is beautiful thank you"

"you look amazing Elena " Damon says

"thank you Damon you don't look bad yourself" i say noticing him in his black tux he looks likea model stepping out of a GQ magazine so sexy what? fuck i just didn't just say that i definitely not out loud i smile but find Caroline practically daggering us with her eyes observing our interaction

"nice shindig you got going here Elena " Enzo says breakingme from the awkwardness

"yes these kids sure does deserve it, are you ready for your presentation? I hope you're not nervous?"

"Speaking in front of hundred of people. Why would i be nervous"

"don't be. you're great doctor you got this"

"that's what i keeptelling him" Bonnie chips in

"Ladies and Gentlemen can I have your attention please" the director of hospital says up on the stage everyone starts gathering around paying her attention. "Good evening and welcome to the Spina Bifida Warriors Foundation (SBWF)annual fundraising ball we hope to be raising a lot tonight to improve these amazing children's lives. I would to call the one of the founders of our organisation and owner of Saltz Enterprises Holdings Ms Elena Gilbert" the room starts to applause as I makemy way to the stage

"Good evening ladies and gentlemen where do I begin. In the United States, Spina bifida is the most common defect of the neural tube a structure in the developing embryo that eventually becomes the baby's spinal cord and brain yet mostof you in this room haven't heard what Spina bifida is. Approximately 1,500 babies are born with Spina bifida in the U.S. each year. That means that about one out of every 2,500 babies born in the U.S. each year will be affected with the neural tube defectbut I bet that half of these patients haven't been properly informed or forced to live in a world were no one understands them or understand what they need and feel that's where I stepped in and decided what if, what if there was a place of awareness a placewhere kids I brought closer to some other person who knows what they feeling and going although some of them feel trapped in a body that may seem so normal to you but they knowing better. I watched years of people with Spina bifida feel alone feel trappedby their disabilities so that's when this organization became something from my head into reality with teams of doctors psychologist and researchers children who are born with Spina bifida today now can a lead active and productive lives without feeling alonebut like any worthy cause we need to work to achieve success and that's what we are here tonight for. So in conclusion I would like to take this moment to plead that you help us help these precious lives with a happy peaceful life from a bad start to something meaningful. Thank you and enjoy your night." they applause as I make way down I notice Damon coming up to me

"that was a good speech you sounded like you you know from experience" He says

I was about to say something when woman's voice spoke "look what the cat draggedin Damon Salvatore in the flesh"

"Hello Katherine which poor bastard sorry I meant rich bastard has fallen into your new get rich trap" I watch and listen to their match between them

"still bitter and lonely I see" she says icily smiling at him seductive andwickedly suddenly I find myself speaking

"I don't believe we met I'm miss Elena Gilbert Damon's date and you are?" her smile drops she looks as if she choked on something

"so I have heard. Katherine Pierce" she says with a fake smile at me

"see kitty kat no one islonely and bitter" Damon plays a wicked smile suddenly Mason Lockwood slides up besides her

"if it isn't the beautiful Elena" he says flirtatiously taking my hand and kissing it

"good evening Mr Lockwood" pulling my hand away quickly out of his grasp

"Mason" Damon says in cold tone it makes me wonder if they have some sort of bad blood

"Salvatore didn't know you were around weren't you in was it Paris? Or-"

"London.i needed change of scenery" Damon says then continues obviously not wanting the conversation to turn into more

"well I hate to break this happy reunion but miss Gilbert and i need to back to party. by the way congratulation on the good news but word of advice Masey boy prenup" Damon smirks at Katherine and pulling me away before seeing the look on Katherine's face but I hear her gasps out loudly not too pleased.

"Well that was interesting" I say curious

"interesting indeed. Care to dance?" he says smiling at me

"Damon-"I Hesitate considering he kissed me the last time

"I swear i won't kiss you this time although you would be missing out. just a dance Elena"

"okay" taking my hand he leads me to the dance floor we started slow dancing

"so are you going to tell me what was that i saved you from?"

he groans tilting his headback and forward "ugh.. I would much rather dance with you"

"okay then" I let it go not like it's any of my business i concentrate on the rest of the guest around us I notice Stefan and Caroline dancing she is giggling to whatever he is whispering in her earshe looks so truly happy heart swelling happiness Stefan catches my stare he nods smiling at me i smile back Damon suddenly speaks

"Katherine and i dated when we were in college" he pauses i look into his eyes suddenly noticing sadness with weakness and myheart clenches

"Damon you don't have to tell me and i shouldn't of asked I-"

"she was like a breathe of fresh air with all the stuff going on with my dad she made me feel free once in my life she made me feel I could be my own person we were so in love wellI guess I was eventually Katherine knew I had money and suddenly i started seeing her change I tried to convince myself it's probably just overwhelming her until one day dearest father threatened to cut me off if I don't end it with her I called his bluff andi told him go ahead and the bastard did it I told Katherine that we would be fine and we don't need his money we were fine so i got a job,dropped out and got us an apartment one day after getting my first paycheck I bought a ring from pawn shop promising it'llget a better one for her once I make it big so I came home all excited with my big proposal speech when I walk into bedroom there was my very naked girlfriend on top of my so called best friend Mason Lockwood" he goes silent looking into the distance avoidinglooking at me I almost want to hug him but I catch myself before I do instead I apologise

"I'm sorry" that's all I could say

"don't be. I'm lucky I found out before you know"

"well I guess something's aren't meant to be"

"do you really believe that? Believe in fate? Because you don't strike me as a person who believes in that"

"I don't I just felt it was fitting to say something like that"

"have you ever had your heart broken?" I stare him with no answer thank God Caroline and Stefan show up

"why do you guys looks like someone justdied" Caroline says

"isn't it obvious Barbie your party stinks"

"oh I'm sorry but the titty bar was fully booked ass" Damon smirks at her suddenly gone weak Damon

"Damon behave" Stefan scolds

"right I'm going to get a drink Elena you want a drink?" i clear mythroat to answer

"yes please" he nods smiling at me before leaving just as my beeper goes off

"Please excuse me" I say rushing off to the restroom once inside I go into the toilet to catheterize. I get out wash up and dry my hands. About to walk and justmy luck I bump into Katherine Pierce

"Miss Gilbert" she gives me a devilish smile

"Miss Pierce" I nod and proceed to leave yet again she stops me standing in my way

"I think that I should warnyou. Heis only after your business after all his father is the great Giuseppe Salvatore the ruthless business man. A man like him isn't worth lovin" she says I stare at her for a moment taking in what she saying

"well thank you foryour advice but I don't think you in a position to judge someone especially with your track record"

"he told you didn't he?" She says with shock filling her voice I just smirk up at her and leave.

As join my friends once again Caroline telling them about her struggle with the caterers Damon joins us hands me a glass of champagne then Olivia suddenly approaches me "sorry ma'am there's a guy asking for you"

"Olivia if someone needs to see me,they will have to come to me now is everything going well thus far?" "yes but ma'am he is insistingyou should come to him he says to tell you bookworm and you-" before she could finish my face lights up into a face splitting smile looking around me but my friends looks at me like I'm gone crazy Damon as a weird look on his face

" Elena?" he says with concernwhen i hand Olivia my glass

"excuse me" i say before literally speed walking towards the bar i run into his strong muscular arms lifting me off my feet spinning me around grinning up at me "i can't believe you are here!"

"I told you i wouldn't miss this ever"we hug once again with our stupid grins

"you could of told me I would of fetched you from the airport"

"I know but that would of spoilt the surprise"

"I'm just so happy you are here! How was Dubai and Paris"

"You have no idea how happy I'm to be backhome. Dubai is beautiful and amazing but I spent another month I would of wentinsane. asfor Paris i killed fashion week! You looking at one of the best 3 male top model in vogue magazine" Shayne Samuels apart from Caroline and Bonnie Shaun is practically my second half!

"Omg! That's so freakin amazing!"

"Yeah and that's not even the best part Calvin Klein offered me 3 page spread on magazines and a billboard plus TV ad!"

"Oh god!I'm so happy foryou. whowould of known know it all bookworm would be America's top supermodel"

"yes I know" he twirls around smiling I giggle at his silly action

"enough about me you haven't called last Saturday I was hoping you probably busy witha really hot guy so spill"

"urrgh not you too! You know how Care kills me daily about that. And I love to burst your there's no guy just busy with work and there is" I stop halfway thought of Damon crosses my mind and I turn back to my group of friends I noticeDamon throwing daggers at us while pretending to listen to Enzo explaining something

"don't tell me that's Damon Salvatore!" Shayne gasps out loud I turn back at him rolling my eyes my brows furrow curious about what he is going to say

"okay I won't. You knowhim?" I ask curiously wanting some information on him

"Who doesn't! Hot rich and single and rumour has it he an animal inbed. waitdon't tell me he the one keeping you busy! Elena Mariah Gilbert! Have you been doing the nasty and not telling me how dare you!" I blush and my eyes widen

"NO! We are friends that's all besides Caroline tells me he issome evil man whore" "ahh yes models talk I heard. Doesn't matter look at him I would practically jump him any day"

"speaking of which where is Jonathan?"

"Oh he had last minute photo shoot but he sends his love. So Damon then?"

"Let's not talk here let's go home grab a bottle of wine and we will talk then"

"great! Let's go" grinning at me

"go find James outside I texted him wait in the car I just got to let Olivia know" he nods and stalks off towards the exit it's only then I notice the whispers and starespeople were giving us. Call Olivia

"Olivia can you finish up here. I'm leaving ask Ms Forbes what you need to do only then you can leave for the night. Take the day off tomorrow"

"yes ma'am thank you and Mr Mikealson been asking for you" she says with a smallsmile

"anyone ask I had to leave for an emergency including Miss Forbes"

"yes ma'am"

"goodnight Olivia"

"goodnight" with that I leave.

Back at my place sitting on the living room floor with a bottle of red wine. "hey 12 year olds aren't allowed to drink" Shayne says laughing

I roll my eyes at his inside joke "you do realise that joke is really old!" I say ever since i known him he insistI sound twelve basically our every phone call argument

"yeah yeah she grew up to be a big bad business mogul anyways spill about Damon Salvatore tell all the gory details and don't you dare leave a single thing out"

"ugh.. you like a dog with bone" I throwmy head back in frustration

"oh come on I haven't seen you in months and I show up with Damon Salvatore making googly eyes at you i gots to know the deal woman!"

I roll my eyes once again will I ever be friends with someone who isn't dying for me to have loveand sex? "Fine but there isn't much to say really. Stefan is dating Caroline as you know" he nods but doesn't say anything "so he here to take over the business here and Stefan is going do something else so I'm just working with him that's all"

"oh pleaseworking with someone doesn't give 'right to look at each other the way you two look at each other I can tell there's something there"

"no no there's nothing there but there is this thing,if I tell you you got to promise me you won't make a big deal out of this" I look at him like I mean business

"fine I promise now tell me!" he says giving me all ears reaction

"I think he wants something more and we kinda I mean we-"

"Omg! You guys did the deed didn't you!?"

"What? No! we kissed there I said it we kissed onceand it meant completely nothing no spark nothing so no need to make it a huge deal out of it"

"wow you actually kissed someone not just anyone, you kissed Damon Salvatore"

"hey you promised to not make a big deal of it" I says taking a sip of my wine

"at leasttell me how it was. Was it hot and passionate? I bet it was"

"I guess it was alright" he looks at me like I said out lord voldemort name out loud surrounded by wizards

"what! Why you looking at me like that?"

"Because you're not normal hello! You kissed Damonfreaking Salvatore and you say it like it was yeah whatever"

"yeah it was whatever it completely meant nothing"

"nothing my foot you like him a lot Elena Gilbert you can't lie to me. Kissing a guy like Damon Salvatore isn't nothing that's like panty combusting mind blown kinda of kiss that isn't nothing"

"that's because I'm not lying I don't like him he isn't even my type he is a jerk forone he does and says whatever he pleases it drives me insane"

"uh huh right" he says with a mischievous smile while sipping on his wine

"stop it"

"or what?" I throw a pillow in his face which catches him by surprise

"oh it's so on!" We start a pillow fightin the middle of the living room.

After a minute or two we stop to catch out breath from giggling then we fall in acceptable silence for a moment until I break it

"I've been considering it"

"what? Having sex with Damon oh honey that's what you need" I rollmy eyes

"No! the whole dating thing" I feel my cheeks flare up

"oh?" he says I can hear it in his voice he is surprised even I am its been whats years since i tried

"yeah I don't know what brought on"

"maybe you're maturing" he pauses then continues

"wellI might have a theory but you may disagree but it makes sense" he sits up from lying on the floor he swallows and continues "just hear me out. what if Damon is the reason I mean you say he's been pushing your buttons maybe you feel something for him becausehe makes you think about things you rather push aside"

"really shay of all the bachelors you think i'm falling for a womanizer who probably slept with almost half of the single women population of New York with just being 5 minutes in town i don't think so"he doesn't reply but he put on this stupid smile that makes me hit him with a cushion

"ouch! What was that for?"

"you know why"

"oh come on you guys practically like kinder Gardner's he pulls your hair and you cry but he does it only because he likes you butyou like him too just don't know it yet"

"I do not like Damon Salvatore"

"Elena darling the Nile river is in Egypt don't bring it to New York"

I gasp out "I'm seriously wondering why I keep you around"

"obviously my charm and brains but mostly for my incrediblegood looks and you just love me"

"unfortunately true. How are things with Jonathan?" I ask desperately changing the subject, Johnathan Reeves Shayne's big shot photographer boyfriend they practically fell in love at first sight cheesy i know but Shayne swearsthat's how it happened meeting him on a big shoot they worked on together they hit off went on a date and still together ever since

"I'm not sure things are.." he pauses and lets out a sigh "we broke up for a week and the first day i got seriously drunk witha model friend Gina we drank ourselves into a stupor I just didn't think I mean everything happened so fast alcohol kept coming i was so upset he was working all the time he swore he wouldn't let it get in the way of us but every time we planned somethingtogether he had to work" he sighs again

"heyyy what happened?" I ask in concern tone I move closer to him taking his face into my hand cupping his cheek facing him I feel his skin underneath my skin his head tilted downwards as if sad or broken he suddenlyspeaks

"I woke up in bed with Gina naked" my eyes widen in shock my mouth drops open and shut close unable to comprehend what he just said but I say the only thing I could say

"but.."

"I know I am just happen so fast and I was drunk I'm not even attractedto her sober I'm gay I was drunk anyway she left we swore never to speak of it since we can't remember anything but we remained friends but after the 7th day of the break up he calls says he sorry he misses me I was thrilled so excited I told Gina but suddenlyshe became furious bad mouthing john in the fit of anger she admitted she drugged me and took advantage because she was in love with me and was so happy Johnathan and I broke up"

"oh god she is one nasty piece of work"

"there's more. I leave telling her Iwant nothing to do her or her being anyway near me. Johnathan and I got back together we were happy again doing great fashion week began and ended we were going to Dubai and gina shows up out of the blue I was furious I didn't want Johnathan to see her I askedher to leave she says no I can't throw away the mother of my unborn child aside"

"wait what?!"

"exactly my reaction and the universe being ever so kind to us Johnathan walks in hearing exactly what I wouldn't believe"

"surely she lying to keep you Shayne don'ttell me you believed her"

"hell no but Johnathan he look so broken and hurt he threw her out and demand explanation why would she say that who is she"

"I told him the truth he just walked out without any word we didn't speak for 5 days I called but wouldn't answer then I gave up and gave him his space. Gina came back with proof she now 2 months pregnant as we speak"

"wow I… I have no words" he lets out a sad chuckle "me too"

"have you two spoken about it now or did he not forgive you?"

"after 5 agony days heshows up demanding proof about the baby and he understands that she took advantage of me god he was like so amazing through the whole thing he wants to have this baby with me Elena"

"wow that's great right"

"yeah it is. Just I'm afraid i'm afraid of beinga father. I'll probably be a shitty Father as it is this child going to have a shitty life with two fathers and a mother a vindictive one what if i can't handle it and repeat history all over again I'm really scared"

i grab hold of his hand "listen to me misteryou are going to be an amazing father okay that child going to have an amazing family regardless who is the father or mother and he is going to be one hell of a lucky child. you are not him shayne and will never be like him besides john and i will kick yourbutt hard if you fall out of line" giving him a sad smile he chuckles lightly

"I like to see you and him try and thank you"

"anytime now go to sleep princess we shall talk tomorrow i'm thinking shayne's famous chocolate chip pancakes" he grins followed byhis laugh

"ahhh yes use me for my cooking skills" he stands pulling me up to my feet

"carry on I need to check some emails"

"alright goodnight sweet dreams" he says placing a kiss on my head and leaves I watch him heading for the guest room

"no can do Missy" he says rising to his feet placing his phone in his pocket walking to towards the door

"unlike you, people like us gotta hustle hard,in my case I have a shoot anda meeting I swear my agent is killing me"

"but you just got back" I grab my coffee and follow him out the room towards the kitchen

"we will just not today Elena, I promise I'll make it up to you" when we reach the kitchen I see jenna my house keeper cooking

"good morning Jenna" Shayne and i greet she turns around with an excited expression across her face

"Mr samuels you're back!" of course I'm oblivious to her now she really fond of shayne because of his cooking skills she been smitten by him ever since sheknown him I'm practically a ghost around them

"Jenna. How many times we been through this you call me shayne!" he playfully scolds her she giggles

"I see you are making tomatoe soup, I hope fresh tomatoes!"

"Of course Mr Sam...I mean Shayne"

"what about-"

"Hello! i'm still here" I say before they go on and on about cooking secrets

"oh better we get her food before she ends us" shayne says pretending to whisper

"ha ha, very funny" I say taking a seat at the breakfast bar watching Jenna disappear out the kitchenlaughing as shayne gather his ingredients moving effortlessly as if the kitchen was his home i watch him in awe as I absent mindlessly bring the cup closer to my mouth hugging it with both my hands I inhale the scent "mmm.." then blow at it taking a sipenjoying the taste once I pull away from my cup "god I missed your coffee"

"how on earth were you surviving without me" "it amazes me too" I shrug playfully followed by a giggle

"Elena" someone calls out behind me i turn around i see Damon standing there ican't help but stare at him wearing a henley grey shirt that shows a peak of his toned chest and muscular arms black jeans and combat boots his hair slightly wet probably from his shower so not his usual business like look but it somehow fits his hot bad boypersonality i push away my arousing thoughts away

"Damon hi good morning what are you doing here?" "I-" he was about to explain himself when shayne jumps in

"hi Shayne samuels and you're Damon salvatore right" suddenly Damon's expression changes shocked maybeor confused even the atmosphere feels awkward

"right" Damon says shayne walks up to him and the shake hands Damon stares at his appearance for a moment oh god Shay has no shirt on!

"Would you like to join us for breakfast? we got coffee" oh god no please sayno please say no

"sure why not" he says with a wry smile towards me

'fuck' "great" I blurt out shayne smiles at me as he pours him a cup of coffee

"so I hear you back in new york for good" Shayne says

"yes. Salvatore communication needs new direction and that's what i'mhere for"

"oh yes I heard about the London offices you brought up on your own, impressive."

"Are you in the corporate world too?"

"Oh no I actually just read about it"

"then what is it you do?"

I chip in "Shayne is high fashion model and a qualified pastrychef. Which by the way I don't see those chocolate chip pancakes" I say

"oh keep your panties on, you will get them" followed by a wink "Damon would you like some?"Shayne ask

I cringe shayne's choice of words

"no thank you. i had breakfast" he looks at me with an irritatedexpression Shayne place a plate of pancakes on the table

"breakfast is served my lady" I grin at him he turns to Damon and asks "are you sure you don't want any?"

"Yeah I'm good I think I better go"

"are you okay? I mean you wanted to tell me something?" Iask him

"uh no I mean yeah but it can wait I guess" suddenly shayne speaks

"hell look at the time he glances at the clock and kissing on my head

"I have to go get ready for my shoot I'll call you about lunch"

"good bye Elena and shayne pleasure meeting you"Damon says firmly and leaves I wonder whats got into him

"he totally wants you" I roll my eyes at shayne's words

"aren't you getting late?" he flashes his toothy full on grin "ugh.." have all the men in my life gone crazy? Wait Damon isn't my man damn youShayne Samuels your words are messing with my head. I continue eat my pancakes

"what was Damon doing here so early?" Caroline says coming up behind me I wipe my mouth with a napkin

"good morning to you too Caroline"

"so?"

"I don't know he didn't say. Did youask him?"

"He didn't say anything to me either. Where is Shayne? I assume he will be all over here now that he is back" as if that was cue shayne shows up wearing long white shirt that fold up mid arm which hugs his muscles perfectly.

"Good morning Caroline"he says to her

"good morning Shayne how are you? How was fashion week? I actually watched a bit online nothing changed this season but I love the colours and textures"

"yes they're more defined this season. I'm sorry but i'm getting late. bye"

"bye" Care and I say in monotone Caroline makes her way to the cupboard takes out a plate

"hey get your own chocolate chip pancakes" I say faking a pout while we are wrestling with our forks but she manages to take half of it off my plate

"one thing I actually missed abouthim was his cooking" I fake a gasp

"Care that actually sounds that you like him" shayne and her don't hate each other but they aren't really entirely excited about their existence Care just doesn't understand why i lean on him more than her basically she doesntget our relationship

"don't start. I was thinking..."

"Oh god!"

"Shut up. I was thinking we could have a girls night on Friday just you me and Bonnie and bottle of wine or two maybe Shayne now that is here" she says popping a piece of pancake in her mouth

"mmm…god! This guy is a freaking wiz chef"

"i don't know Care i have to check my schedule-"

"ohhh come on Elena you owe me"

"how do i owe you?" i ask cocking an eyebrow at her"

"well for starters last night you ditched us oh come on Elena we haven't spenttime with just us in a long time" she pouts her Caroline Forbes full on pout the one where she can make someone commit murder if she wanted them to

"I'm not promising you anything but okay" she squeals with delight

"thank you thank you" she hugs me squeezingmy lungs of any last gasp of air

"okayyyy Care I like to live and I said I'm not promising to anything" she releases me I hop out my chair walking to the sink to dispose my plate "I need to get to the office. Bye" "enjoy your day" Care calls out "you too"