Scairbhín

by huohuaduvessa

Tsuna's first friend and the girl who was as carefree and unpredictable as the wind. The Irish redhead who didn't give a damn on the rules and whispers of the society. She's been through life once. Now she's armed with the knowledge of a future, so the world better prepare itself because cannon will exist no more. Let the Havoc's reign begin. fem!SI-OC, AU.

5. Apologies, Life Advice, and Gratitude

Okay, first of all, Thank you so much to those who had the patience to read and try to understand this messy attempt at fic writing!

Second, this is not an update (obviously). It's been a few years since I started this, and now that I'm more mature (lol hell naw), I realize that the way I wrote the fic was pure, utter shit. It's pretty much obvious that a kid wrote this. I had a plot (sorta) and I had ideas, but I put it together was flawed, the way I wrote the characters and my OCs was shitty and the concepts I wanted to put in was like randomly slapping post-it notes on a well-organized collage. I will also admit to having very spaced out updates because my muse both hates me and loves me. I also admit to having issues keeping my life together and balanced because depression is a thing and misplaced guilt is hell to deal with.

[a word of advice to people who get taken advantage of: bullies, users, and backstabbers only have so much power over you as you let them. I cannot emphasise enough how much choosing which people's opinion is important to you while ignoring the rest. You can't please everybody., that is a fact you can never, ever change no matter how much you want to. Don't destroy yourself for the things not worth it in the long run. I hate judging but it's not judging others if you just tune them out because not every opinion will help. Don't give all your heart to others and keep some for yourself because when all is said and done, the world moves on while your left betrayed, heartbroken, and paranoid. So yeah, choose the people whose opinion is important to you wisely. Stick to those who you know both loves and cares about you.]

So monologue aside, I'm not going to delete this because I have plans damnit. I'm going to edit this whole thing and bring it up to snuff! I already have an idea of what it should be, so expect a lot of differences. I'll probably have it done and post it sometime before the end of the month.

Once again, thank you so much and I really hope you give the edited version a chance. Have a good day!