He ran as fast he could. Trying to get away from the person chasing after him. He went into an abandoned building that was nearby. His feet hurt from running so much. He prayed that he wouldn't be found. This alpha that was after him wanted to mate with him by force.

The alpha came in, following his scent to where he was hidden. He threw a rock that was on the ground, at him, hoping it would snap him out of the state that he was in.

The alpha dodged away from the rock, pouncing on him quickly. He trapped him underneath him, growling in his face. He stared up into his eyes, hoping to see any sign of sanity in them. His eyes were red and he was only focused on getting one thing.

"You belong to me omega. You're mine. No one can ever break our bond."

"Please." He tried pleading with him. "I beg of you. Just let me go."

"Mine."

He ripped off his clothes, then forced him onto his stomach. He spread his legs apart, then mounted him. He tried one last time to get him to stop.

"Please, I love you. Don't do this. I promise I'll be better."

"This is all you're good for." He heard him whisper into his ear. He closed his eyes, bracing himself for the pain he was about to feel soon.

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"NO, STOP! PLEASE!" Dean sat up instantly, his loud scream waking up Roman.

"Dean? Baby, what's wrong?"

"GET AWAY!" Dean shoved him off the bed. He very frightened of him, after that nightmare that he just had. He didn't want him anywhere near him.

Roman stood up, feeling concerned about what was happening to Dean. His body was shaking so much and he had fearful look on his face. He tried reaching out towards him, but the omega just moved further away from him.

"Stay away from me! I don't trust you. You hurt me! You lied to me!"

"Dean, I didn't lie to you...You just had a bad dream and its causing you so much pain. Please, let me help you."

"No!" Dean screamed, covering his ears. "I don't want to hear it! You're a liar! You'll hurt me again if I let you near me!"

Roman wanted Dean to calm down. He was in a state of panic and didn't know what was real right now. "Baby, please stop. There is nothing to fear. I'm not going to hurt you."

"Go away, go away..." In an attempt to try and get rid of this feeling, Dean started clawing at his arms. His nail drawing blood. It was the only thing he could think of to help calm himself, maybe make him numb to all this.

"Dean, no! Stop! Don't do that!" Roman grabbed onto his wrists, getting on top of him. "Stop this right now!"

"Get off of me!"

"I won't hurt you, I'm just trying to help you." Roman held him down on the bed, waiting until the omega's breathing had slowed down a bit. Not struggling to get out of his hold anymore.

"Are you alright?" Roman asked him, helping him sit up. He held onto his still shaking form. Dean just simply nodded his head, seeming a bit spaced out. Roman kissed his head.

"I'm going to go check on the pups. Make sure they're alright. When I come back we'll bandage your arms up, okay?"

Roman left to go check on the pups. Dean would have waited him for there, but he decided to go downstairs. To get a glass of water. Before he could reach the kitchen, he noticed some pictures on the fireplace in the living room.

He looked closer and saw that they were pictures of him with Roman, his pups, and friends. A whole life that he couldn't remember. He seemed so happy in these pictures. What was the truth? Had he really been so naïve?

'There is something wrong with me…Everyone can see that, but I can't. All I can remember is Roman hurting me.'

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"Daddy?"

"Yes, Mira?" Roman was holding onto Tommy, who was also woken up by Dean's screaming.

"Is Mama going to be alright?"

"He will be, sweetheart. Its just going to take some time." He smiled sadly, trying to his best to reassure her.

"I hope so. I want him to be back to his old self. He's not happy anymore."

"Oh, Miracle."

He suddenly heard some glass being broken downstairs. Horrified by what could possibly be happening, he rushed to put Tommy back to bed and then headed downstairs to where Dean was. The omega was in the living room, hitting his head on a picture he was holding, his forehead bleeding.

"Dean! Dean, stop! No!" He ran over to him, snatching the picture away. "Baby, please!"

"Don't touch me!" Dean screamed, thrashing about in the chair.

"Dean, look at me!" Roman grabbed his face, forcing him to look at him. After a few minutes, he had stopped struggling, his eyes finally seeing Roman. "You're alright. I'm here."

"You're here?" His quiet voice said, filled with so much doubt.

"Always, baby." He kissed him gently on his trembling lips, feeling his tears against his skin.

He got in the chair, pulling him into his lap. Dean curled himself into him, trying to find some semblance of peace, of sanity.

"I-its too much…" He whispered.

"What's too much, baby?" Roman asked. His fingers threading through the omega's messy curls.

"This noise. This constant noise in my head. This constant doubt. I'm so afraid."

"I am too, Dean." He pulled tighter against him. "Afraid of losing you."

Dean sat up, looking him straight in the eyes. "There's something haunting me. Something that won't let go of me. I don't want no more of it. No more."

"You'll be fine, Dean. You must trust me. You're seeing Jeff tomorrow. Talking to him will help you." He kissed him again, then slowly stood up. He had to get Dean to let go of him, so he could go get some bandages for his arms. "I'll be right back. Stay here, okay."

Dean obeyed, staying right where Roman told him to stay. He was startled, when he felt Lily kicking inside of him.

"Go back to sleep, little one." He said, rubbing at his bump. He didn't notice, but there was some slight pain in his belly. He was starting to feel it now. He decided to get up, to go with Roman to the bathroom. Once he did, he started feeling a bit dizzy.

Roman came back, and saw that Dean was standing, wobbling a bit. He hurried over to him so that he wouldn't fall and hurt himself and the pup inside him. He eased him back into the chair.

"Roman, I don't feel right…something's happening to me."

The alpha realized then that Dean needed medical assistance. He decided that they were going to go to the hospital tonight.

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"Thanks goodness you got him here tonight. If you had waited any longer his condition might be worse than what it is now." The young blonde nurse said. She was in charge of helping Baron care for Dean. Her name was Alexa Bliss.

"Roman, may I speak with you?" Baron asked.

"Of course." He turned his attention back to Dean, who was asleep in the hospital bed. "Rest now, Dean."

He followed Baron over to his office, wondering what the doctor wanted to tell him.

"We were able to stabilize his condition. Him and the pup are okay. I just want him stay here for a few days, and then you can take him home."

"Alright. Is there anything else?"

"Yes. As you know Roman, this pregnancy is only going to get harder for him. I'm pretty sure he knows of what could happen if he gets worse."

"He will be able to survive this won't he?"

"We have the technology and medicine to do so. But there is only so much we can do. Roman, maybe you could possibly reason with him? Try to make him see the dangers of carrying this pup if he continues on with this."

The alpha was quiet for moment, thinking about what he should do. Dean wasn't in the right mental state of mind. There was no reasoning with him about this. He knew that he wasn't going to let up. He already cared about the pup so much.

"I already did talk to him…"

"And?"

"And he doesn't want to terminate the pregnancy…"

The doctor let out a sigh. "I understand. I can see how much he cares for the pup. Is willing to risk his own life for it."

"…He did give me permission to let you know one thing…"

"Oh? What is it?"

Roman told him about it, and the doctor believed him. The alpha figured that this was the right thing to do. He had a feeling this was something that causing Dean so much pain, that this was what kept him tied to Sami.

He felt guilty for doing this, because he knew he was betraying Dean's trust. But he was doing this for his mate's sake. For whatever wasn't letting go of him to finally do so. His omega would thank him after he came to his senses.

'I'm only doing this because I love you. Because I want you to get better.'