Dean had just gotten back home. He had an appointment today with Jeff. Things still weren't improving. He decided that after his appointment, he would go get some stuff for his pup that he was expecting soon.

He had bought some clothes for her, some toys, and a crib. He wished Roman would have went with him. He wanted his alpha to spend time with him, pay attention to him. Love him like he used to. But now it seemed as if Roman would just look right through him. Ignoring him even when he was in his presence. It hurt so much and the only thing that took the pain away was to make himself numb. Hurting himself and drinking. Thinking about Lily would also help him too. But it wasn't enough to save him.

He could hear some noise coming from upstairs. Roman must have gotten back home some hours ago. He didn't recognize the other's person's voice. It wasn't anyone that he knew.

'What is he doing up there?'

The omega went up the steps, going over to the door to their bedroom. He put his ear up against, hearing voices inside. The other voice sounded like a female's voice. Dean pulled back, a nervous feeling going through him. He was afraid to find out what was going on in there. But he had to see anyway.

He turned the handle, opening the door. He let out a gasp, seeing the sight before him. Roman was on their bed, with a dark haired omega girl on top of him. He was thrusting up into her, making her moan very loud. He wasn't kissing her, just sucking on her shoulder and his hands were gripping her hips.

Tears formed in Dean's eyes. Every sound coming from his mate and the woman on top of him making his heart ache more and more. This was what their relationship, their bond had come to. Guess forever wasn't supposed to last as long as everyone thought it was supposed to. He should have known better than to think he would ever be good enough for his alpha.

"This is what you really think of our bond, huh?!" The omega screamed, startling them both.

Roman pushed the girl off of him, pulling blanket up to cover himself. "Dean...I...baby..."

"Don't you dare call me that." The omega growled at him. "Not anymore. You don't deserve to since you want to go and fuck some bitch."

"Dean, wait!" Roman called out for him, seeing him leave. He turned back to the omega, who was busy getting her clothes back on. "Get the fuck out of my house."

He grabbed his pants, putting them on. He hurried downstairs, following Dean to the front door. He had fucked up badly. He didn't mean to, his emotions were getting the best of him. He grabbed Dean by wrists, pushing him up against the wall.

"Dean, stop. Just please. Don't go. You can't."

"Let go of me, Roman."

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm so sorry. I promise I won't do it again, just don't leave. Please."

"You drunk, are you?" Dean struggled out of his hold. He turned away from the alpha, going towards the door. "You don't love me anymore. I'm not what you wanted me to be."

"We just need to work on things, Dean." Roman was so scared. He was about to lose the love of his life, all because he couldn't handle the pain he was in. He was too caught up in his that he didn't see how much he was hurting his mate.

"Its not working..." Dean was clenching his fists, trying his best not cry right now. "Goodbye, Roman. Please, just forget about me."

"Where are you going?"

"To put an end to all of this."

"What's that supposed mean? Dean, you can't go out. There's a storm coming in soon, I don't want you to get hurt."

"Its better this way. I'm already hurting enough. Stay home, Roman. Please, don't follow me."

He opened the door, going outside. Roman fell down to his knees, not having the strength in him to even try to go after him. Dean was leaving him. For good this time. Roman should have talked to him. Should have done whatever he could to take away his pain. Bring that spark back in their life that he knew was there.

"I guess I'm not good alpha to him. I only watch him as he walked away, broke his trust. I'm so sorry, Dean. You deserve so much better than me.

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Dean wandered the streets, the rain falling down upon him. He was so tired, so very weak. He had went to the store, bought himself a bottle of vodka to make himself numb. He didn't want to feel anything. His heart hurt so much, just remembering every memory he had of him and Roman together.

They used to be so good together. Perfect almost. It was a dream come true for the omega. His dream had fallen apart and his heart was shattered.

He fell down onto the pavement, his head hitting a brick building. His stomach was starting to hurt. His mind was a mess. He broke the bottle on the ground. He grabbed a piece, slashing it against his skin. He would get rid of this pain he felt. Would make sure that no one would ever hurt him again.

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She leaned up against the building, smoking the last cigarette that she had. She had just gotten off from work, had made enough money to get by for another week.

"We should get home, Jeza. This storm is only just going to get worse." The dark red haired girl turned to her friend.

The redheads name was Lena. Jeza smiled at her, her blue eyes shining underneath the light they were under. She had short black hair, pale skin which was caked with heavy makeup.

She wore very revealing clothing, boots, and a leather jacket. She put out the cigarette, turning to walk down the street.

"The night is still young. We might as well go out to a club or something."

Her friend laughed. "Are you serious? In this weather? We'll get sick."

"When you have been through what I've been through you end up not caring anymore. You just let your spirit be free."

Lena didn't really know a whole lot about Jeza. All that she knew was that she came from out of state. Worked at a grocery store to support herself. On the weekends, she would always invite her out to a party, just wanting to let herself go. But there was supposed to be a terrible storm coming soon and the two of them needed to get back home.

They were both now almost back in their neighborhood. Then Lena heard a groan coming from an alleyway. She looked to the source of the sound, seeing someone's leg, which had a bruise and dirt on it.

"Jeza! Someone's hurt."

"Maybe they're homeless? We could take him to a shelter."

"How about back to your place?" Lena went over to the person, sensing that they were an omega. An omega that was pregnant and hurt very badly. He was unconscious and his body was very cold.

"Jeza, I think he might need to go to the hospital." Lena said, concerned for the omega's condition.

Jeza looked more closely at the omega. He had auburn hair that was covered in blood. His face also had a bruise on it. Her eyes widened, recognizing who this omega was.

"Jeza? Jeza, are you alright?"

"I-I'm fine, Lena...Call 911. We need to get him help quickly!"

"You're acting very strange...what's with you?"

"This ain't just any omega. This is my son."