After doomsday, in this universe,
without you, I wander
from myself, and find
everything I never
needed, the milky sky, never quite here, but always somewhere, I
lie to myself as if I could change this, this life of mine
a spiders web, entanglements and memories making it hard
to let you go.
And this time, when I think of life before, I wonder why
I think of the dark sky, of supernovas
or falling stars. I think
I learned to live this way because the world refused to soften. I couldn't
say it back, however much I longed to. So
when I left this place, or ran away
like Icarus falling from the sun, wax wings blistering
as I stand there and watch,
I am doing something I learned
a little too late, I am giving you away
My double hearts emptier as I stand alone,
And wish I could have told you-Rose Tyler
I love you