~ When they appreciate the little things you do ~ MIN YOONGI ~
It was 8 in the morning at the BigHit headquarters. You were hovering outside the door to the main dressing room. Even after years of doing this, coming into work always proved to be a brand new and harder challenge everyday.
You stood there in the empty hallway as your mind and your heart were in battle
Mind – "Come on….you are too old for this. You are a grown ass adult…you don't have time for silly crushes."
Heart – "Yeah, I wish it was just a silly crush…I cannot believe I fell for him….I'm so stupid"
Mind – "Yup, that you are….Just as stupid as the one you love who is oblivious to the situation. I cannot believe he hasn't realized you love him….Now shut up and get to work…YOU CAN DO THIS"
You noticed a few of the boys were making their way to you causing you to lower your voice from when you were talking to yourself moments ago.
They finally reached you, bowing their heads slightly and proceeding into the room.
Heart – "Yeah I can do this…I did it all this time haven't I? Fighting!…..He probably will never realize anyway. To his mind, I probably don't exist." you mumbled softly to yourself before deciding to go in when suddenly you heard a familiar voice
"Who doesn't exist?" he said as he walked from BEHIND you, stopped in front you, bowed his head and then waited for your reply.
However, that was not possible as you felt your voice hitch causing you to cough when you saw who it was and realized that he may or may not have heard what you said earlier.
"Are you ok?" he asked, concerned that you were still coughing
"Y-yeah I'm fine….Thank you Suga. Why don't you get in and start getting ready. I'll be in shortly." you managed to say in between your cough attack.
He nodded and went into the room after which you face palmed yourself for being a complete idiot. After shrugging off what had just happened you put on your professional mode and made your way inside.
NOTE: You are the head of BTS's Styling Department which meant you were in charge of looking over all styling aspects from Hair to makeup, outfits and accessories and anything related in the matter.
~ time skip ~
It was already a couple hours after closing time. The boys have already finished shooting for the day and had gone home. All except for Yoongi. He was in his office busy searching for his special headphones that have gone missing. He then decided to go to the dressing room to see if he had left it there.
You were still in the dressing room as you were preparing things for the next day
"What shirt do you think Suga would like for tommorows shooting of RUN BTS?" your stylist asked as she stood by a rack of clothes showing you a couple of options
"You know what sweetie, since Suga's the last one we need to sort why don't you go ahead, I can do it. You said your son has his first basketball game today doesn't he?... So go…..I'll handle the rest." you said as you smiled at her.
*gasp* "Oh my god you remembered?" she asked in disbelief
"Ofcourse I remember, I make it a habit of remembering the little things" you answered
"This is why you are the best boss in the entire world…thank you thank you thank you" she said as she hugged you
You chuckled "That I am….now go, go I don't want you to miss it..I'll see you here tomorrow morning" you said as she took her stuff and quickly ran to the door almost bumping into Yoongi causing him to finally walk in.
"Oh hi…..what are you still doing here? Aren't you supposed to be at home right now. You have an early shoot tomorrow." you said to Yoongi as he was searching around the room
"I still have a lot to do actually…" he said with heavy sigh
"Is everything alright?" you asked softly
"Yeah…its just that I have a lot of things on my mind lately with the new album coming out but there are little things that I just wish I didn't have to do so I can focus on the music." he said as he sat on one of the couches.
"hey…I know I have no right to ask and it's probably none of my business but if you don't mind telling me…I would love to help." You said as you tried to look at him.
"Oh its ok….I don't want to bot-" he said before getting interrupted
"I told you I would love to help, that means I'm not busy or bothered." You said reassuringly
Yoongi sighed softly as he leaned on the couch "Right now I have a tiny issue with tomorrows RUN BTS episode. They told us to get gifts for each other since it's the last episode in the season. Not surprising, but I picked Jin again and I have to get him a gift. I honestly don't want to get him one of my acrylic stands or any of my merch again because I think that jokes old, but I feel like I have no choice now because I only have today to get him something so I won't have enough time to get something special…. other than that I think I may have lost my new headphones." He said as he felt defeated.
"Is that all?" you asked softly
Yoongi chuckled slightly at your answer "Why? is that not enough for now?" he asked
"No it's not that….but these can be solved quite easily and I can help you." You said confidently.
Y/n - "First of all, regarding the gift for Jin, if you don't mind my suggestion I think I know something he would really love."
Yoongi – "Really…may I know what?"
After you sat down and told Yoongi the gift idea for Jin, his eyes grew wide in amazement.
Yoongi - "That is such a wonderful idea. It's really cool how well you know us. Do you think I can do this today though?"
Y/n – "Normally you wouldn't have been able to but I have a sister who owns a shop that does this. I can call her and ask her to start doing it now. I'm sure she will finish it and have it ready for you tomorrow morning." you said softly as you looked at the guy you loved hoping he would accept your help.
Yoongi looked straight into your eyes as his eyebrows furrowed in curiosity
"Why are you helping me?" he asked
You felt a little nervous at his question. It caught you by surprise as you slowly started to stutter when you said "O-oh no specific reason…I-I'm sure anybody would have done it. If any of the other staff were here and saw how troubled you were they p-probably would have done the same thing." after which you stood up
"No, I don't think they would have helped, not as quick and as easy as you are…..so why?" he asked as he also stood up slowly
You then made your way to the door saying "I-I have to go check on something"
It didn't take long for Yoongi to stop you in your tracks as he grabbed your wrist
"Y/n wait…"
It was the first time he called you by your name informally. You felt your heart pound in your ears almost as if it would explode out of your chest.
Yoongi slowly turned you around so he could see your face which was now a bright red.
You were looking down not knowing what to say when he softly said "I know" in his deep voice.
You immediately sighed in defeat and covered your face with both your hands and started to fall to the ground when Yoongi stopped you midway as he held both your shoulders and pulled you back up.
He then slowly pulled you closer and wrapped his two arms around you.
You sighed yet again "How did you know." you mumbled into his chest
"Because we are both a couple of lucky idiots" he said as he laughed softly
Y/n - "What do you mean?"
Yoongi - "I'm a lucky idiot because I never knew about this until I came across you talking in the morning…..If I hadn't…..I would've have never known…and you…you are a lucky idiot because you spoke out loud while you were talking to yourself."
Y/n - "That's just me being an idiot….where's the lucky part in that?"
Yoongi – "Well….now you have me Y/n-ah….and thing is I love you too…it broke my heart when you said that you don't exist in my mind….that's not true at all. I've loved you for a long time. I just didn't know how to say it….I'm sorry it had to take this long." he said as he now held you tighter.
Y/n – "It's ok….it's also partly my fault…I could have said something but I just kept quiet…so thank you….for making the first move." You said as you blushed slightly and hid your face in his chest again.
Yoongi – "Thank you too….for loving me all this time even when I didn't do anything. Thank you for the little things you do for me and for everybody else…especially with the gift idea… I know Jin will die happily tomorrow after he gets that gift. You are a wonderful person and I'm so lucky to have met you and now to have you as mine…."
Y/n – "oh there's one thing I didn't mention yet….I saw your headphones earlier. I knew they were yours and I know how expensive they are so I kept them safe in that drawer" you said as you pointed towards it
Yoongi – "What would I do without you?...oh…did I already say I love you"
Y/n – "Yes you did Yoongi…now stop. I can't get any redder than I already am."
Yoongi went silent. You got concerned for a few seconds as he stared at you with his dark eyes until finally he said "Say my name again."
You felt shy all of a sudden realizing you called him by his real name for the first time.
"yoongi…" you said softly
"Say it again…" he said as his hand were slowly moving upwards from your back
"I love you Yoongi." you finally said, not having a split second to breathe as Yoongi held your face and kissed you passionately.
"So what outfit am I wearing tomorrow?" Yoongi asked after you guys were done with the kiss.
"We chose a dark concept so I picked this for you." You said as you pulled out Yoongi's favorite FG (Fear of God) shirt out of the rack.
Yoongi chuckled and flashed his gummy smile
"This is why you are the head of the department….only you make these effortless choices." He said proudly, hugging you once more and kissing you on the forehead before dragging you out of the room to drop you home.
~ time skip ~ next day during RUN BTS shoot
It was Jin's turn to get his gift as Yoongi walked up to him and placed a box on his lap.
"Ok let's get this over with…..what am I getting this time huh? A Suga poster and T-shirts for a change? Or maybe a suga pen?" Jin said sarcastically as he opened the box only for his jaw to drop to the floor.
He then stood up and held the box in the air as if it were a precious trophy and said "Yah! This is what I'm talking about….now this is a proper gift."
Jungkook - "Oh my god hyung we want to see"
Jimin – "Yeah hyung."
Taehyung – "Ahhhhh fast hyung, show us"
Jin finally settled down and tilted the box towards the camera for everyone to see as the rest of the boys screamed with happiness and some even with jealousy.
Inside the box – An apron, wooden spatulas, knives, chopsticks and a tumbler. All PINK in color and all customized with the words EAT JIN engraved on them.
~ time skip ~ after the show ~
Jin – "Thank you for the gift honestly I'm still in shock"
Yoongi – "Oh about that….there's something I want to tell you"
Before Yoongi could continue to speak Jin interrupted
Jin – "What? what is it? It's about the gift isn't it? I'm sure you didn't get this for me didn't you? YAH! I knew you couldn't get me gifts other than your DUMBASS ACRYLIC STANDS!"