-JacobPOV-

I couldn't believe Bella took the bloodsucker back. He left her and I was here. I was always there for her, I picked up her broken pieces and held her together and with one apology she took him back. I couldn't believe this bullshit. I'd given her my heart and she didn't want it. Even as I thought that I knew it wasn't true. She wanted me, just not as much as her bloodsucker.

I was working on my motorcycle and through the wrench into the corner of the garage. It didn't matter who she wanted. What mattered was who was better for her and I knew it was for me. I was going to do everything it took for her to see that.

"Hey Jake," I heard Bella's voice before I saw her. When I did see her my heart ached. If I didn't get this girl I was sure my heart would never be the same. Hell I hadn't been the same since I fell in love with her. I used to get tons of girls that I'd had little relationships with but none of them meant as much as Bella did.

"Hey, Bells. Chief blood let you come over?" I said seeing her flinch, I got up and getting the wrench I threw. I had to get back to working on my project or I'd cave and let her squeeze my insides with her beauty.

"Jake, can you please just talk to me? I miss you." I felt butterflies in my stomach and hated myself a little bit. When the fuck did I turn into such a pussy? She wasn't even my imprint and I couldn't stop thinking about her.

"You made your choice Bella." I said finally looking at her. She was in her typical band t-shirt and jeans. She took a hesitant step towards me.

"Look, I'm sorry ok? You don't understand how much Edward completes me. I'm nothing without him. But you're my best friend and I love you." She stared into my eyes pleading. And all the walls I had put up against her came crashing down. Fuck.

It was the first time she had told me she loved me and it sent shocks to my insides. It cleared some doubts that I was wasting my time. She loved me and even though I knew it; it was a huge turn of events that she was finally starting to realize it. I dropped the wrench I was holding, walked up to her, grabbed her face and gently placed my lips on top of hers. It took her a few seconds and she started kissing me back. She wrapped her arms around my neck while she went on her tiptoes to reach and kissed me back.

After a few minutes she broke away from me almost as if she was electrocuted. She looked up at me shocked and scared while her hand went to her lips. I smiled. I know I had promised that I wouldn't kiss her until she asked, but I couldn't help myself. I wanted her to see, to feel that she was in love with me.

"Jacob! Why did you do that? You promised you wouldn't." She started freaking out and paced in my garage. I started walking towards her to calm her down but she immediately glared at me. " Don't you dare come any closer. I can't believe that I was so stupid to believe you." She took her keys out of her jacket pocket and walked out of the garage.

"Bella! I'm sorry! Please stop." She kept walking and got in her truck and drove away.

That was two weeks ago and I haven't seen or spoken to her since. I had tried calling and she'd never answer. Eventually Charlie said to give her some space. So I did. But how much space did a girl need? When I tried asking Kelly, the nicest girl in the pack by far she just told me to leave her alone and that she'd come back. Although Kelly hated Bella- well everyone did- Kelly still seemed genuine in the advice she was giving me.

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As usual we were sitting at our pack's spot in the cafeteria. Jared and Kim were talking about her art show coming up, Kelly and Ryan were talking about what movie they were going to watch for their next movie night, Paul and Jayla were making out, Seth, Brady and Collin were sitting with their imprints a table diagonal from us, and Embry, Quil and I were talking about cars.

All of a sudden the cafeteria went quiet. Everyone from the table suddenly looked up and saw Jade and Justin standing with a redhead that I had never seen before and a a shorter girl. The redhead was absolutely beautiful. I could tell from only seeing the side of her face and her body was amazing. My jeans were instantly tight.

As everyone kept watching the obvious argument the pack was trying to figure out what was going on.

" That was 3 months ago! Get over it. I tried apologizing to you but you wouldn't speak to me." Justin yelled. Kelly and Kim gasped. It was extremely rare that Justin yelled. Especially at a girl. It wasn't however shocking to hear that his secret had finally gotten out. The guys all knew that Justin had hooked up with a girl before he had gotten with Jade. A girl that he did quite like but then he imprinted and had treated Bree horribly.

"You think you deserve words after I found out from several other people?! You disgust me." Bree got right up in Justin's face which looked hilarious because she was like 5'3. And that's when Jade exploded.

The fight continued on for a few more minutes until Jade walked out of the cafeteria. Immediately Jayla and Kelly got up and Kim followed. Paul, Quil and I got up to talk to Justin. The moment we walked passed Bree and her friend my heart immediately started beating faster. Almost like it was on hyper speed. What the fuck?

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As I walked in to Art class I received a text message from Bella.

'Please stop calling.'

It was like it happened in slow motion. Everything that made up who I was started falling. I couldn't believe she'd end our friendship over a kiss she obviously enjoyed. It hurt. But then I started getting mad. How can she treat me like this after everything I've done for her? I chose her over Jayla. I chose her over every one of my pack members and for what?

I started shaking but stopped as soon as I saw that same red head from lunch. But this time I saw her entire face and I'm pretty sure I would have fallen off my seat if it wasn't against the wall. She was the most gorgeous woman I had ever seen in my entire life. I started feeling a pull towards her and stopped myself from looking at her. There was no way I'd allow another girl into my heart and have the ability to destroy it.

It was just my luck that Embry invited her to sit with us. It was my luck that the last person on the pack besides me imprinted. Leah had imprinted on a guy from Port angeles a couple of weeks ago. And now Embry. I tried my hardest to ignore the red haired goddess but it was nearly impossible as she sat next to me. Her scent was roses and honeysuckle and it described her perfectly.

"Jake, this is Jocelyn. Jocelyn this is Jacob." Embry said smiling like usual. I tried to give him a hint that I wasn't interested in meeting any girl that could potentially ruin my already cracked heart.

When no response came from her I saw Ryan wink at me and grin. I rolled my eyes and started smiling. Why couldn't I have this effect on Bella?

"Joc?" Bree said smirking at her.

"Yes?" Jocelyn replied. My god even her voice made my heart race.

"This is Jacob."

"Oh Hi. I'm Jocelyn."

I couldn't help myself anymore, I had to just allow one look. When I turned to look at her my breath caught. She was beyond words. I took one quick sweep of her and looked away quick enough that my eyes wouldn't meet hers.

"Jacob Black." I said in a hard voice. Trying to hold back my anger. She was too much for me, I hoped she wouldn't be hanging around our pack much, she was too hard to ignore and I didn't want anymore complications in my life. I had one mission.

My mission to save Bella's humanity.

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The crew was all at Sam's house as usual waiting for food. I rarely ever came to Sam's house alone because lately it always seemed to be a honeymoon retreat. Before Leah, Embry and I would bond together but now I was the one on the outs. Its been 3 weeks since Embry had imprinted on Bree song and you would think they've been dating for 6 years. Embry was one of my best friends, so I was incredibly happy for the son of a bitch but I was also jealous and mad. Why had the universe given everyone around me their soulmates and I was stuck with unrequited love?

I was sitting on the couch with Brady and Collin listening to there fight about which Call of Duty was better. I laughed internally, I missed the old times, when my biggest concern was video games. After a few hours Bree had to go home so Embry came over to the couch.

"Does your face hurt from smiling so much?" Ever since Embry imprinted I don't think I had ever seen him without a smile on his face. They hadn't even had sex yet and he was pussy whipped. He laughed and smacked my shoulder.

"I can't wait until you finally imprint and forget all about Bella."

"Give it a rest." If only they knew how much I wanted to get over Bella.

"Hey guys! Look who I finally got to come over!" Ryan's voice rang loud and clear. I didn't have to look up to know who he was talking about.

He had brought my devil and I wanted nothing to do then to kill him and kiss her. Before I could do either I got up quickly and ran out the back door phasing as soon as I felt a drop of rain touch my body.

I had to stay away from her.

Jocelyn could easily be the killer of my heart.

A/N: Hey guys! Just to give you a little Intel on Jacob's attitude here is a full chapter about him throughout a couple weeks. Also, I couldn't decide if I should let Joclyn meet Bella now or later. I decided on later so their relationship could be much more dramatic ;]

P.S. I'm going to make Jacob more of an asshole then I think he actually is, simply because of the heartache that Bella and all the imprints cause.

Hope you like it!

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