Jocelyn POV-

Luke didn't catch on. He was too busy being pulled away by the guys and trying his hardest to be polite. I had tried my best to pretend like it was fine but Luke was making my life difficult. He hated it here. I took this opportunity to try and figure out if Luke and I could work when I was going to have to be here for a long while.

I walked down the beach and before I knew it, I was by the water. With Jacob. He was closer to the shoreline, his back to me. His stance was rigid but it seemed as though he was talking to the moon. He eventually sat down and I saw his shoulders shaking.

"Jacob." I called out. I know he hated me. I know he would do anything to avoid me. I knew everything I needed to know to not talk to him but I couldn't help it.

"Jocelyn." He said after he sighed. He got up and turned around to face me. I was stunned to the sport I was in.

Jacob Black was deathly.

"Why are you always by yourself?" I asked. He started walking closer to me.

"Because no one ever lets me be alone." his deep voice carried out across the waves and into my soul.

"Is that what you actually want? To be left alone? "I inquired.

"No."

There was something in Jacob that I seemed to understand more than I understood anyone else.

"Why don't you leave your pain alone?"

Jacob was directly in front of me at this point. His tall, built frame shielded the moon and all I could see was bits of his face but I visualized him so much that I could make out the rest. He studied me in this moment, for once he didn't try his hardest to avoid me.

"Because I don't know how to let go." He went past me and just as I was about to reach for his arm to continue this conversation I tripped and his arms caught me in an instant. He held me gently but his grip was strong and I knew he'd rather die than let me go. A fiery sensation trembled up my arms and my powers started to light my skin. I quickly pushed Jacob off me and walked over to the lights of the camp lights. Over to something clearer than the pull I had with Jacob Black.

"Joc, relax. No one can hate Embry." Bree said. She was watching them as I was and although it appeared like the guys were old friends, the tension throughout Luke's body said otherwise.

"Except Luke is trying not to reach for his phone and run." I said.

I couldn't help but notice how my friends all accepted Luke and myself but how the people of my tribe would be having major complications even being near them. Their tribe wasn't taught to hate. It was very refreshing and maybe something I needed to see. Maybe If I could bring more of my pack mates to La Push, they would see that the people were actually cool.

Time went on and it seemed as though things were starting to become more relaxed. I desperately wanted to find a way for my new life and old life to exist in the same world. It was becoming darker and the guys started to get the bonfire started. Once it was set up everyone sat down and I had finally come face-to-face with Jacob Black. I think my body knew he had come because I started to hear a sizzle in the air. The world started turning faster and I was met with those deep, painful eyes. Every encounter I had with Jacob was...unpleasant. But there was a part of me that was always heart broken. Jacob's eyes drew me in, in multiple ways but they held a pain in them that was deep rooted.

What happened to him?

"Babe." Luke's voice spoke very close to my ear.

"Ya?" I asked. Shit. Did he suspect something?

"They're asking you a question." his eyes stared at me like he was trying to uncover something.

"What's up?" I asked as I turned to look at everyone.

"Do you want to play Never Have I Ever?" Ryan asked with a smirk on his annoying ass face.

I hate him.

"Do you wanna play?" I turned to Luke. I was praying that he didn't want to so I didn't have to go through what my powers were telling me would happen.

"Why not." He replied in a voice loud enough that I couldn't pretend he said otherwise.

"OK." Quil rubbed his hands together with a goofy smile on his face.

"Never Have I ever cheated on a test." Seth said.

Ryan, Luke, Jade, Paul, Justin and Bree drank.

"Never have I ever been scared of losing someone in this group." Leah said. Her voice broke at the end of her sentence and from the corner of my eye I saw Sam flinch next to Emily.

Everyone drank. It wasn't surprising everyone in this group loved each other in different ways. But this question struck me deep.

I knew he was once engaged to Leah. I knew that he had left Leah for her cousin, Emily. What I couldn't tell from this story was the way Sam felt about Leah. Looking at the two looking a each other it was obvious he was still in love with her. But when he looks at Emily it seems like Emily is his sole reason for being created. Like when the universe decided to create one of them, the other was made for them to be loved fully. Exactly.

"Never have I ever wanted to smack Quil for being a pervert." Jade said. Everyone laughed and drank except for Luke.

When I drank I could feel his eyes on me. I didn't bother looking at him back. I already knew what he saw. He saw me belonging to another crowd. He saw me having jokes with people he considered his enemy. He saw me as someone different. Luke would never see how much happier I was here, not because I liked this tribe more than my own but because in the end, we were all just people, and these people just liked me and accepted me for me.

"Never Have I ever had a sex dream about a teacher." Paul said. Jayla smacked him in the back of the head and laughed.

Paul, Quil, Jacob, Justin, Sam, Seth, Ryan, Jared, and Embry drank.

"Please don't tell me it wasn't Miss Jackie." Jade said after rolling her eyes.

"Duh, she's a smoking piece off ass," Paul spoke as it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Is she now?" Jayla looked at Paul with a look that would kill any murderous animal in the spot.

"Babe, this was obviously before you and I." He looked at her with puppy dog eyes. He moved impossibly closer to her and started kissing her from her neck to her lips. He the whispered in her ear and her jealousy melted.

"How original." Leah said sarcastically.

"Wow." Luke said watching the couple that was almost in a fight become completely happy again.

"What?" I asked,

"The trust between them..." Luke looked away from me.

"Are you saying you don't trust me?" I whispered. It was bad enough that this was happening but to be happening in front of an audience.

Silence.

"Never Have I ever had a sex dream about someone in this room."

All the couples drank. Including Luke and myself. The terrible thing about it was that I've never had one about Luke. There was never a need to. If I wanted him, he was always around. Jacob on the other hand was an anomaly that made me possessed. He was built with muscles of a god, he had a strong jaw, gorgeous eyes and a way of making me feel like he was meant for me in a way Luke wasn't.

A/N: I'm not going to apologize for the longest update ever, because it will probably happen again but while I'm on break hopefully I can create another chapter!

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