Our panting was the only thing that could be heard, not that I really wanted to changed that. Tetsuya was laying with no clothes on top of my naked chest, as we snuggled at the backseats of my Ferrari. I did not plan to have our first time in a car in middle of nowhere, but I could not bring myself to regret it. I normally hate things not going as I planned or improvising, but when it comes to Tetsuya I can't let myself get angry. Especially since I was basking in the afterglow, laying kisses on his forehead while he does the same on my chest.

Though, it doesn't really matter if we ended up having sex in a car I can still make it up to him by taking him to the five stars hotel in Tokyo for the night. And take him to dinner at their restaurant which has the best view of the city.

"Nee, Seijirou, aren't we late for our appointment?" Tetsuya asked me softly, though there was no real hurry behind those words- he too was enjoying the afterglow.

"We are, but do not worry for me they will attend us. Appointments are only for formality anyways" I answered, absentmindedly, playing with my lover's locks "About the sugar daddy thing, if you are really into that I don't mind playing along. I myself like role playing"

"Really? You don't seem the type" Tetsuya thought out loud "The sugar daddy thing is something that Ryouta-kun said after seeing the car you bought me, it just stuck. I am not into that... but I wouldn't mind role playing the part from time to time. Nee, Seijirou, instead of simply buying a tux for the party why don't we also buy some costumes for role plays?" he suggested, turning around so we would be chest to chest and we could look into each other's eyes.

"I love the idea" I replied "What kind of role would you like to play? I myself would love to see you in an angel disguise, also like a slutty demon and a cat boy in heat. Ah" I moaned slightly, eyes unfocused daydreaming "You would look devine"

"I..." he began, suddenly blushing and deviating his gaze away from mine.

"What is it my love? No need to be shy" I told him kindly, patting his hair softly "I won't judge you" I assured him.

As if being encouraged by my words he finally looked back at me, eyes burning with determination and confessed: "I would like to wear a school uniform and for you to be the teacher" I raised an eyebrow, not understanding why he was ashamed of that "A female school uniform"

Ah, so that was the issue. I thought, realizing what was the problem.

"I hope it is a sailor uniform, you would look adorable in it" I replied, smiling assuringly at him.

He almost deflated against my chest in relief, a smile blooming on his face "Some lingerie as well... maybe some high heels and make up too" he continued, gaining strength but still shy about the topic.

I don't mind it, if even I felt happy that he would share this side of him to me. I felt so humbled by it.

"Anything you want. The best brands will be yours, I'm sure you will love the feeling of lace on your skin. You will look good enough to eat... and eat I will" I whispered in his ear before nibbling it playfully- his giggled were like music to my ears "I don't want to push it and I'm not asking because of some judgmental reason, but I am curious. Do you want this because you feel like a woman? Or is it because you simply like it? Or are you just curious?" I asked him seriously, but softly not to make him feel as if he had to answer.

"I... I don't feel like a woman. But I've always been curious about it. I never cared much about male's fashion but I always found women's clothes so cute and exciting. The first time I wore some clothes of my mother I felt an immense sense of relief and freedom... that day I was caught by Ryouta-kun. I was so ashamed of myself that I burst into tears. At that time we weren't that close to each other. I thought he would laugh at me or tell somebody" I held him tighter to myself, allowing him to press one cheek against my chest as he snuggled as close as he could "Surprisingly he told no one, not even Shige. He comforted me and helped me out, he began bringing me some female clothes and makeup from the sets he modeled in. He even taught me how to do my own makeup. He was my strongest supporter"

"I feel a 'but' there" I said, feeling that he was not over.

"My parents found out... and as you can guess they kicked a fuss. They already did not care about me but finding my secret was the last drop for them. They definitively kicked me out of their house and disowned me. If it hadn't been for my grandma I don't know what it would have become of me" he confessed. I felt drops damping my chest. Tetsuya was crying. Not to myself: ruin the lives of the Kuroko parents "They said pretty awful stuff that night, it created a trauma in me. The reason why I decided to become a psychologists. I never told anyone about my secret, only Ryouta-kun knows... and now you"

"So, this would be the first time you would dress up like a woman for sexual reasons" I said thoughtfully, when I saw him nod I came to a decision "I am very proud of you Tetsuya. Not many would be able to move forwards like you did or talk about the matter, that's very mature of you. I will not tell anyone about it and you do not have to hid anything about yourself ever again. I accept all of you, even your dirty secrets. However, if we are doing this we need a safe word. If a scene becomes too much for you, I need to know that you want out and it isn't part of the play"

"What about Shiro?" he offered.

"White? As opposed to Kuro? I don't mind it. If anything it's quite a clever play of words" I accepted "Now lets get dressed, my love. We need to see a man for a tux"

We got there in ten minutes. As expected we were received by a grand welcome, they did not even mention us being late.

"Mr. Akashi, how are you?" Monsieur Francis greeted me "And who is this beautiful gentleman?"

"I'm fine Monsieur Francis. How are you? And this is my partner Kuroko Tetsuya. We are here for a tux for him, it is for my son's birthday" I greeted him back.

"I'm fine, thank you. Well, then, Mr. Kuroko what kind of tux were you going for?" he asked.

"I am not aware of what's the theme of the party, so I will leave the choice to Seijirou. I trust him. I also don't wish to forgo the etiquette" my lover answered.

Tetsuya handled it like a pro, he doesn't know about tuxes and stuff like that but he did not fret and behaved like a fool. He simply took the spotlight from him and handed it me, as if he had taken a smart decision so he won't seem stupid. As expected from my Tetsuya.

"I recall that pearl white tux you mentioned to me the other day and a teal tie to match my love's eyes" I requested. We did not have to wait at all, soon Tetsuya was at the dressing room while I was waiting outside and drinking a glass of champagne. As expected Tetsuya looked divine "Baby, I am speechless by your beauty"

It was all I could say, not only did the coat hug his torso perfectly showing off his slim waist, the pants showed off his bubble but. All I wanted was to throw him against the sofa I was sitting at and ravish him. But first I had to take him away from all the lustful looks he was receiving.

"My, my, Mr. Kuroko you look incredible! You need to try some other tuxes! There's this chocolate one that you just need to have in your closet and a grey one that will look divine with your skin color, not to mention a classic black one is a must" Monsieur Francis began ranting, in the zone, directing staff after staff to bring him the clothes.

By the end of the trip Tetsuya had four tuxes, four pairs of shoes and over eight ties and bows. I made sure Monsieur Francis was distracting my love while I paid the bill. It was nothing for me but I knew that Tetsuya was still not comfortable with me spending so much money on him.

"Thank you my dears! Come back soon" Monsieur Francis bid us goodbye at the door.

We headed to my car simply to put all the bags, before walking towards a sex shop close by. But it wasn't any kind of sex shop, it was one meant for rich and powerful people who wanted secrecy more than anything. Because if anything of that came out to light they would be ruined. From the outside no one would ever guess what depravities happened inside. Like always the security revised that we had no hidden macs or any artifact which allowed us to film or expose any of the costumers. They also took our phones before letting us in.

"This is really high class" Tetsuya commented softly, as we entered the place.

His eyes almost bulged as he saw how immense the place was. It was a five floors store, each with it's own section and different brands. I believe that he was kind of intimidated by it, if only a little. I noticed it when he suddenly hugged my arm and moved closer to me.

"So, where do you want to start with?" I asked him.

"What do you recommend?" he asked back "You are the one who knows this place after all"

"Well, we can start on this floor first. Buy some toys, condoms and lube. Then we can move to the third floor, that place has the woman lingerie. Any kind you wish for and all the best brands. Then fifth floor for some costumes for role-play" I suggested, already having the plan after many fantasies "What do you say?"

"I like the idea" he replied, taking a trolley and moving ahead "I did not know that there were so many kinds of lube" he commented, looking the bottles with a thoughtful expression "Which brand do you suggest? I don't know any of them"

"This one" I pointed at it "It's the best one"

"Good" he said, picking out a pack of six bottle of normal lube and another one of vanilla flavor. Then he proceeded to the condom gondola and took two large boxes of normal condoms from the same brand and another two of lubed condoms "For whenever we want a quickie, faster and it won't hurt me" he explained when I raised an eyebrow. Though, the reason why I raised my eyebrow was because I was surprised he knew my size after only sleeping together once. Not wanting to think how he gained that talent I stopped thinking about it "What is this?" he asked me stopping at a different gondola.

"Oh, that's the aftercare selection. Bath bombs, oils, creams, beauty care, all you need after a rough session of sex or a tiring day" I explained "You can buy them individually or you can buy a package. But even then you have different kind of packages, the small ones, the medium ones or the complete ones. You like vanilla, don't you?" I asked, but I already knew the answer "Then let's take one package for you. Trust me, you'll need it" I picked the complete vanilla aftercare package and placed it on the trolley.

"Seijirou, that's too expensive" he hissed quietly, eyes still fixed on the price tag.

"Listen to me, love. I can easily handle this, it's pocket change for me. So, don't worry and let me pamper you, ok? I want to, I enjoy it" I assured him, taking his face on my hands.

"Ok" he replied after a couple of beats, he did never mention the price tags for the rest of the trip.

We finished our tour on the first floor by picking up anal beads, a dildo, a vibrating dildo, that vibrates and another one that doesn't), two butt plugs (though the ones I bought him were decorated by diamonds and rubies respectably), a cat tail butt plug, a cock ring, a vibrating cock ring, a nipple clamp, even a sex dice- though that one was more for fun and curiosity.

We made a detour to the five floor before the third one, Tetsuya was still a bit shy about other people seeing him in female clothes. I chose many costumes for him to try on, but let him decide if it looked good or not. I did not want to see him on them and spoil the surprise for when we have our night. He ended up deciding on the slutty demon that almost looked like lingerie, the naughty angel one that barely covered his ass (or at least that's the idea I got when I chose it), the female sailor school uniform, a cat boy costume and a sexy prisoner. I too took some costumes: a teacher laboratory coat, a vampire costume and a warder one. I am quite giddy for the warder-prisoner role-play.

"Tetsuya are you still nervous about the third floor?" I asked him when we reached the elevator again, he suddenly got tense again "You know what, go to the bottom floor and stand in the line. I will choose some lingerie for you, ok?"

"Thank you, Seijirou" his eyes shone with gratitude and I was gifted with a shy and small but honest smile.

When I reached the third floor I headed straight to La Perla and began browsing their collection, one underwear turned to two, two to five and before I knew it I had two bags worth of lingerie. Though I did not even mind it, Tetsuya would look incredible on every single one of them.

I smiled to myself as I rode the elevator to the bottom floor, I could not wait for tonight.