Izaya sat across from Shizuo. They were in Izayas' office sitting on the opposing sofas on either side of the coffee table. Izaya spread out on his back, switchblade twirling in the air before being caught and tossed nimbly back into the air. Shizuo on the other hand sat with his elbows on his knees head resting on his hands. A deep scowl maring his features. Golden Irises glaring at the nonchalant informant through his dark shades.
"You wanted to talk?" Izaya said giving Shizuo a sideways glance.
"Yeah, things have reached a point where I felt we should talk about it" Shizuo answered shifting so his hands now dangled between his s legs.
Izayas' eyes followed the movement tracing the tendons in Shizuos' hands to his long strong fingers. He shook himself mentally from his trance.
"Something wrong master?" Izaya asked curiously. His eyes meeting Shizuos'.
"No, but I don't want to feel like I'm forcing you" Shizuo explained.
"You're not" Izaya said matter of factly as he pocketed his switchblade sitting up properly on the sofa.
"So you're okay with how things are?" Shizuo raised an inquisitive brow.
"Yeah" Izaya nodded a blush blooming across his cheeks at the admission.
Shizuo was surprised to see such an openly honest expression on the usually guarded informant. Outside of the bedroom of course. It stirred something deep within him. He pushed the feeling away.
Izaya forced an overly cheerful grin to his lips standing up. He moved to sit next to Shizuo.
"I like it when you take control" he leaned into Shizuos' side.
Shizuo turned to face Izaya surprised "you do?"
"Yes" Izaya said placing a hand on Shizuos' arm.
"Then why did you zone out last night?" Shizuo asked sceptical.
"I just had a moment is all" Izaya quietly answered looking away from Shizuo.
"You seemed uncomfortable do we need to ease you into it?" Shizuo asked.
"Isn't it too late for that master?" Izaya replied cheerfully.
"No it's not, now let's set some ground rules. No more of this master crap unless you're beging me to fuck you got it?"
Izaya gave a firm nod, "okay"
"Good"
They fell into silence. Both collecting their thoughts before continuing.
"Are you wanting to change the parameters of our relationship?" Izaya asked breaking the silence.
"Not quite"
"Elaborate"
"I want to better define and understand our relationship"
"In what way?"
"I want to take a step back. We've sort of bulled head first into it." Shizuo explained.
Izaya nodded, "we did, didn't we?"
Shizuo sighed, "yeah, I'm gonna need to think on this for a while"
"Thinkings not your strong suit" Izaya teased.
Shizuo turned glaring down at Izaya. Izaya smiled up at him good naturedly. Shizuo shook his head letting out a heavy sigh.
"I know this isn't where we planned to end up when this started, or at least I didn't" Shizuo continued.
"I had an inkling," Izaya admitted.
"Not surprising" Shizuo breathed leaning back into the sofa.
"I like to prepare for all contingencies" Izaya said simply
"Course you do, it's your job" Shizuo pointed out.
"Technically it's a part of my job Shizu-chan" Izaya corrected.
"Right, I'm gonna take a few days to think on this" Shizuo said standing.
Izayas' smile fell, "Shizuo?"
Shizuo turned facing Izaya, "Yeah flea?"
"Don't stay gone too long okay?" Izaya pleaded.
"What you gonna miss me flea?" Shizuo teased a smirk spreading his lips.
Izaya nodded unable to say the words. Shizuo softened his smirk shifting into a slight smile that curled up the corners of his lips. He stepped forward grasping Izayas' chin in his fingers. Running his thumb along the curve of Izayas' Rosey lips.
"I didn't say you couldn't call me" He soothed.
"You also didn't say I could" Izaya pointed out.
"When have you ever needed permission to bother me?" Shizuos' brows creased with the question.
"Since about a month ago" Izaya answered simply.
Shizuo shook his head a chuckle escaping him. "Permission granted then"
Izaya smiled just as Shizuo leaned in pressing their lips together, coaxing his lips open. Slipping his tongue inside Shizuo explored Izayas' warm mouth savoring the taste of him. Izaya moaned into the kiss tongue tangling with Shizuos'. His hips wiggling in need as his cock hardened pressing against the confines of his pants. Shizuo released the panting, flushed Izaya. With a smirk as he took in the seductive sight before him. Izayas' mouth was still open tongue pressing against the inside of his bottom kiss swollen lip. His breath came out in hot huffs, eyes staring hungrily up at Shizuo. Shizuo rubbed his thumb along Izayas' bottom lip. He wanted to stay and enjoy that mouth a little longer but he couldn't not now.
"I'll see you later" he said and left the apartment.
Izaya groaned out a whine as the front door closed.He Ran a hand through his hair, getting up off the sofa. He did his best to situate himself. To ignore the aching need, he fell into his work distracting himself as best he could. Shizuo never failed to keep him on his toes.
Izaya waited two days. his mind constantly returning to thoughts of Shizuo. All his longings piling up, and crashing down on him. He spent every night cock in one hand. Pumping his own fingers in and out of his needy hole with the other. It was never enough to completely satisfy him. He missed the stupid neandrathol far more than he truly expected to in such a short amount of time. Reaching his breaking point he called Shizuo just wanting to at least hear his voice.
"Took you long enough" came Shizuos' annoyed voice.
Izaya couldn't help the smile that bloomed across his face. "Did Shizu-chan miss me?"
Shizuo growled, "Izaya"
"You did miss me" Izaya cooed
"Shut up, what do you want?"
"To see you" Izaya stated spinning in his chair.
"Tomorrow at 8pm. I'll wait for you at the train station to Roppongi"
"Awww tomorrow?" Izaya whined
"I'd pop over tonight but I got some business to take care of"
"Fine but why are we going to Roppongi?" Izaya wanted to ask what business but decided against it. Knowing full well Shizuo wouldn't tell him anyways.
"That's for me to know and for you to find out" Shizuo hung up then leaving Izaya to pout by himself.
Izaya put his phone down disappointed by the outcome, but intrigued by the prospects of tomorrow's outing to Roppongi. It was where they had their first "date" and where they fucked for the first time. Two very significant events, perhaps Shizuo wished to start over. The idea brought a fit of laughter bubbling up from Izaya. This is going to be good he thought.
