November 4th

4:00 P.M

"So... you just leavin?" I asked him. Anthony had his suitcase next to his legs. He was wearing a black hoodie, black sweat pants and white shoes. I was wearin' one of his t-shirts, pink gym shorts, and white shoes.

"Yes Vi. I think we need space right now." His voice been soundin' weak since... yeah.

"I mean you right, I think we need that." I really don't wanna cry right now... but shit I can't help it.

"Vi, please put a smile on your face... I thought over the days since you came back and Vi I don't want to get a divorce. I just want to be separated for a while. I need time to think." I shook my head and put my hands in my pockets.

"You right baby. If you need anything call me, take yo keys, this is our house so you can always come back." I don't want him to leave period but if he needs space he needs it.

"Yes Vi." and with that Anthony turned around, opened the door, walked out and closed it behind him. I locked the door behind him and banged the door.

"FUCK!" I yelled out loud. Suddenly I started to punch the door hard as shit. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" After boxing the door my hands slid off of the white door. I sighed, turned around, and went up stairs.

The first place I went to was the park. I needed to gather my thoughts about my marriage. I rolled my brown suitcase over the grass as I found one of the park benches. I took a seat and watched as some kids played basketball in front of me. I sighed and started to stare into space. I want to stay with Vi, I don't want a divorce... but it still hurts. It hurts that another man was inside of her. It hurts she let's her emotions get in the way, It hurts this isn't the first time her emotions made her do something reckless.

It really fucking hurts that she hasn't matured like me... When will she? When will she learn not to so irrational with her choices? I stretched my arms out and noticed my surroundings. The kids left and the only thing was me... and my thoughts. I started to think more thoughts of Vi's immaturity but something took me away from it. I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around thinking it was Vi... but it was someone who I instantly recognized.

"Well... you are still here? I didn't think the first place I checked that I would find you here. How are you Anthony?"

It was Taliyah... and my god she has grown.

I walked down the steps to my empty ass living room to cook me some breakfast. I got into the kitchen until I heard a knock at the door. I walked to my door and looked through the key hole. I rolled my eyes and opened my door. "How you doin' babygirl?" I folded my arms and kept a straight face. Ezreal has about five seconds before I knock his eyes out bruh. "Damn that's how you gone treat me afta' I blew yo back out?"

I quickly threw a right hand at his jaw but he used his stupid ass glove to make himself disappear. He reappeared in the same spot. "Damn girl, I am just hea' to say my last goodbyes. Lux and I are getting a place in Damacia and since she is apart of the royal blood line we bout to be hella rich. So fuckin' you was the best go away present I could eva' ask fo'."

Well fuck it then.

I didn't respond, instead I shut the door in his face. I walked back to my kitchen, turned on my speaker, and got cookin'.

"Dot zip the competition if there ever was any
Drag to the trash, ash, then i right click empty
U can't edit this body, all these layers are locked away
Told them "system 32" is something they don't need to operate"

"So she cheated on you and you still want to stay with her? Are you out of your mind? If she hasn't changed yet why in the hell would she change now dumb ass?" Taliyah pointed out, talking some sense into me. I sighed and leaned back. "Man you look so stressed out... let's go clear your mind, catch up, and have some fun?"

I do need to take a load off... I shook my head and sighed with a smile on my face. "Sure." I said. Taliyah pinched both of my cheek bones and made my smile bigger.

"I want you to have some fun! I haven't seen you since I was twelve. I missed you!" She yelled with a big smile... huh she has braces... Suddenly... an after image of Vi... with the same smile... was looking at me.

"Damn boy she miss you. I think you should go wit ha. I anit shit anyway." Did it fucking speak to me? I shook my head like a cartoon character shakes their head if they were in a daze. The ghostly image of Vi was gone... Am I going crazy? "Are you okay?" Taliyah asked me.

"Yeah I am fine, where did you want to go?" I asked. She smiled and got up.

"There is this awesome arcade I saw on my way over here! It's on the bus line so we can go straight there!"

Arcade? Why does that sound so familiar?

I blew the smoke out of my mouth as I stared at ceiling. Man... I wonda' what that boy doin' out thea' by himself? Is he okay? does he need money? Is he lonely...?

Shit I am lonely as fuck. I put the blunt in between my lips as I took another hit. Shit... When it comes to him I be thinkin' so much... Does he need me? Is his momma and daddy ight'? Is he ight'? I sighed and sat up. I swung my legs to the right and landed them on my carpet floor. I took anotha hit and stood up. I want to see him... but I kno' he anit' gonna answea' the phone.

He wanna be separated from me... wanna be alone wit' out me. I started to snicker as I walked to my room door. That shit crazy man. I put my body and slowly rested my forehead onto my door. It's like... he might be out thea' wit some... girl... nah some bitch fuckin' ha. Like on some real shit imma' kill ha. I turned around and stared at the trees and moonlight out my big ass window ova' the end of my bed.

Shit... I mean... I fucked up. I always be fuckin' up with him. Why I gotta keep goin' through this shit wit him. We was supposed to get married, prob have some babies, he don't gotta work, I have fun fuckin' up bad guys and gettin' paid, he enjoy his life like the king he is.

But nah.

I took anotha' hit and blew my smoke out.

It hasn't been one day and I am already... missin' him. I slid my back down the door and sat on the carpet with my knees upwards. I sat in silence as I thought bout my situation.

I smirked as I finished my blunt... Fuck that shit. I anit' bout to be miserable until he come back. Imma' go find him and if he wit ah bitch, Imma' fuck ha up.

That's why he loved me anyway... Eva since I came back from that year trip... I anit' actin like how I usually act.

Nah... Imma' find him tonight. Imma' find him, bring him home, fuck him, and we gone go through this shit togetha'. Fuck all that I need time shit.

I think something is wrong with my mental state... I think I need therapy or my brain is telling me something. I can't seem to enjoy myself... Everything that has happened on this "date" has reminded me of her.

When something happens that makes me think of her... Vi appeared saying shit to me that makes me... miserable.

When I payed "Damn boy... you payin' too? I thought you like it when I payed fo' you?"

When we played the scary coop game... "She not even protecting you... making you feel less scared, I always did that." Hell even she grabbed onto me when the scary stuff happened. She still enjoyed herself which was odd to me. Taliyah seemed to ignore my silence all together and just had the time of her life.

Here I was taking that experience from her. I can't do that to her, I won't do that to her. I decided to make this fun!

...

Then... she started to get weird. She would hold onto my arm. She would hold my hand. She would make me grab her waist. It felt... weird.

"Of course it feels weird. Boyish girls don't do that. isn't that why you fell in love with me in the first place?" The image of Vi appeared again as Taliyah sat in my lap as we played this race car game. It make sense Vi can read my thoughts... something that didn't make sense was... my erection.

I didn't have one.

Taliyah was far from ugly, nice ass and breasts, twenty two, hour glass figure, and now her ass was rubbing against my crotch. She looked back, grabbed my arms and made me touch her. "You don't want to touch me? You seem so distant.." She said to me. "Are you feeling okay?" She asked.

I sighed... Maybe I need to talk this out. "My wife..." Taliyah rolled her eyes and got off of me.

"Your wife is nonexistent. She cheated on you, she broke a bond that should of lasted forever. You are better than that, you deserve so much better." I sighed and stayed in the seat. "That's why I came here. I want to live in Piltover again with you. Do you realize that If I never left your wife would of been me?" I stayed silent and took in her words. "I knew you since I was five. You were my damn next door neighbor. We did everything together, you and I both know that everyone wanted us to date."

...

She is right... Tailyah was my first crush...

I opened my mouth but she grabbed my arms and made me embrace her. "Kiss me you idiot. I traveled here from Shurima just to be in your arms." I looked around and that ghostly image of Vi was gone. Maybe... I need her. Maybe... I should take something that could of happened. I slowly leaned down to kiss her...

Then I froze.