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Adam was gone when they brought her back to her room, she didn't expect him to be there but hoped he would be.
Her thoughts were interrupted when Will Halstead walked in.
"Good news, nothing is broken, just some bruising. Just ice the ribs and take it easy for a few days." Will states proudly.
"Great, so I am free to go?" Kim questions.
"Yep, I'll get April to get your discharge paperwork ready."
"Thanks, Will."
"Kim, how you doing with everything else?"
Kim suddenly finds a spot on the blanket very interesting as she avoids Will's eyes.
"I'm getting there." Kim glances back up at Will.
Will nods. "You know Dr. Charles would be willing to sit down with you, if you wanted?"
"Thanks Will, I am still wrapping my head around it." She smiles tight lipped.
"Ok, I'll get April going on the paperwork."
"Thanks."
Kim gingerly walks to the freezer to swap out her ice pack, when their is a knock on her door.
She awkwardly pivots to answer the door as she places the ice pack on the counter.
The last person she expects to see when she opens the door is standing on the other side.
"Sean?!" Kim exclaims.
"Hi, Kim." He says as his eyes give her the once over.
Kim internally shudders at that.
"What are you doing here?" Kim asks.
"I'm just in town for a few days and thought I would look you up, it's been a minute." Sean replies.
"Yeah, it has. Um, come in."
"Sure, thanks."
"Can I get you anything?" Kim asks as she kicks into hostess mode.
"No, I am good, thanks." Answers Sean.
"How is California? What have you been up to?"
"California is good. The usual you know, working private security now. Mostly, d list celebrities." Sean chuckles.
"Oh yeah, good for you." Kim says honestly.
"Yeah, what about you? Seeing anyone?"
Kim is slightly taken aback by that question.
"Sean," Kim cautiously thinks over her answer, what is really going on? "Why are you here? It's been three years and we have barely talked in that time."
Sean hangs his head, while he rubs the back of his neck, trying to organize his thoughts.
"Kim, I know it's been a long time and that I didn't really leave you with reassurance of how I felt. Everyday that I have been gone, I have thought about you, I have picked up the phone and dialed your number countless times." Sean looks pained as he speaks.
Kim shakes her head in disbelief as she listens.
"Sean, you can't walk back in here three years later and expect me to feel the same way. I don't even think that what happened three years ago should have happened. I blew up any future I had with Adam to be with you and you left me!"
Kim heatedly, starts pacing, her deep breathing making her ribs ache. She suddenly remembers the ice pack and walks to the freezer to get it.
As she gently places the ice pack on her ribs, Sean looks at her alarmingly, "what happened?" He steps to her and helps her sit.
"Took one to the vest, just bruised them, don't worry, Thanks." Kim says as she eases down to the couch, with Sean's help, as he sits down next to her.
Getting back to the conversation Sean asks, "so, our time together didn't mean anything to you?"
"At the time it did, I was so confused and I wasn't over Adam."
"And now? Are you over Adam now?" Sean implores.
"I don't think I'll ever be over Adam. Do I need to move on? Yes."
Sean perks up at this.
"So, I still have a chance?" Sean hopefully asks.
Kim shakes her head in disbelief. She needs to shut this down.
"No, had you even bothered to ask how I have been doing, you would know I've been super shitty." Kim unloads.
She lets all the pent up emotion she has been feeling out. The anger with herself for going into that room, for keeping Adam at a distance and for not even being sure she wanted this baby, Adam's and her baby. She had wished for that years ago, the family with Adam, and here now was the person that had put those doubts in her head back then.
"Did you know Adam and I were pregnant?" Kim questions Sean. "We weren't together but we were going to be a family."
"No, I had no idea. I'm sorry." Sean answers taken aback.
Kim just nods as her eyes glaze over.
"I will leave you alone, Kim. I just thought maybe I might still have a chance."
"I'm sorry, Sean, I am not sure we should have had the night we had. I can't have it happen again."
Sean nods, getting up to go to the front door.
"I'm sorry again, Kim." He says as he closes the door behind him and any future he had once with Kim.
Adam pulls up to Kim's building, he needs to explain about Hailey. He is about to get out of the car when he sees Roman, of all people, come out the door. He just puts the car back in gear and pulls away.
A/N: This chapter took a very different turn from where I wanted it to. The previews of the crossover of Sean threw me off, he looked rough, I just couldn't have these two hooking up in my story now. Lol you're welcome!