Oh my God. I kissed Beck. I kissed Beck and Jade didn't kill me. Jade also isn't wearing any underware. Apparently she's been without them all evening. How do I know? Because Beck told me before he kissed me. I'm getting ahead of myself.
My plan worked, we went trick-or-treating tonight. Jade has taken all of my and Beck's tootsie rolls and is curently eatting them while they watch "The Scissoring". (I excused myself claiming to need to use the bathroom. Now I'm in the kitchen writing you because I feel like I'm going to burst. I. KISSED. BECK.
After we went trick-or-treating, we swung by Andre's party and Cat drug me to the dance floor. She picked a slightly less crowded spot and I let the music take me away for a bit. It was good until some guy grabbed my hips. I managed no to scream but Cat did yell at him. I made my way to the edge of the dance floor looking for where Beck and Jade went but couldn't find them. It was five songs later when I finally saw Beck. His hair was a mess and the zipper of his flightsuit wasn't all the way up. Ignoring the stab of jealousy I felt I smiled at him. He pulled me to the couch as we waited for Jade and I couldn't stop stealing glancing at him. His lips were swollen and I couldn't get the picture of his mouth on her out of my head. Did he kiss her neck? Her chest..down there?!
Well, I got my ansswer to that one. The answer was yes. How do I know? He told me..right before he kissed me! It was so much better then the one we shared on my first day. He was soft, didn't push for more and I could taste Jade on him. The best part? He asked me for my permmision first.
..or maybe the best part was that Jade didn't kill me? She's threatening to though if I don't get back in there and finish the movie with them.