I finished my bath with Korse and told him I didn't want to have sex tonight. He ended up leaving me alone. I honestly wasn't that mad at this point. But it seemed important to keep him away for a night.

Good thing too, since not ten minutes after he left, my door was knocked on. I walked over and opened it, it was the guy from the night before, his long black hair hung in shaggy strands around and on his face.

He looked just as sexy as before. I opened the door all the way and let him. "Thank you for coming back."

He looked around the room and took a seat on the couch. He looked up at me. "I honestly don't know why I did."

I walked over to him, putting my hand on my hip. "I don't see why you have to be that way. It's not like I bring up bad memories, we don't even know each other."

His lip twitched again, he put his head down and rested his face in his hands. "You don't understand."

I walked over to him, putting my hand on his back. "Apparently not, I'm just now realizing I don't know a lot. It would help if someone would talk to me."

He looked up at me. "Why are you in a robe?"

I looked down at my legs, I'd just shaved. "I just got out of the bath. It doesn't help that I'm a prostitute and an attention whore. Do you want me to get dressed?"

He shrugged. "I don't care. You do what you want."

I walked over to my closet and opened it. "Should I wear a dress, or?"

He sat back, lacing his fingers on his stomach. "Why not? I don't want to tell you what to do."

I sighed. "That's my job, my offer still stands. Anything you want to do, I'll do."

He stared at me. "Anything?"

I dropped my robe and grabbed out a tight pink dress, this was my favorite, short enough that you could have sex in it. I reserve it for special occasions. "Literally anything. Piss, abuse, I even like vanilla sex on occasions."

He shook his head at me, I pulled the zipper up my back as much as I could. I walked over to him. "You care to help me?"

He stood and I could feel him pinch lower on the dress and zip me up. I turned to him. "I don't want anything sexual from you. I was gonna ask if you dance."

I couldn't stop the smile from spreading across my face. "Do I dance? It's one of my favorite things ever."

His eyes seemed to light up, I really wanted to kiss him. "Would you dance with me?"

I could have cried, I nodded. "Of course I will." I went over to my record player and put on David Bowie's Low. I walked back over to him and put my arms around his neck, he slinked his arms around my waist and we moved to the music. I was so glad to smell him again, he's like smelling a cigarette in the distance when you've been dying to smoke.

I felt like I was getting high off of him. I turned around and pressed myself to him, rubbing my ass on him to the music. He sighed and rested his chin on my shoulder. He pressed a hand to my stomach, he held my other hand firmly in his.

I couldn't tell how long we did this, it was like neither of us knew how to stop, not did we want to. Eventually we ended up sitting on the couch, I laid out with my head on his lap. Looking up at him. "You're so fucking hot." I said, I really did feel high, nothing came out right.

He ran his fingers through my hair, I nestled into his touch. "I haven't heard that in a while."

I reached up and grabbed his other hand, squeezing it. "Who did you lose?"

He looked across the room. "I can't tell you, I already told you I can't." He paused. "What do you call yourself?"

My mind went totally blank. "What?"

"What's your name?"

I had never really thought about this. "A lot of people call me baby, or bitch. I guess one of those. I never really thought about having a name. What's yours?"

He resumed running his fingers through my hair. "I guess I can tell you, but you can't tell anybody. Got it?" He gave me a very stern look.

I nodded. "Of course."

"It's Fun Ghoul."

I smiled up at him. "That's fucking cute."

He shook his head. "You can call me it if you want, but I seriously could be killed if anyone knew I was coming here."

I sat up. "Why? What did you do?"

He sighed. "I can't tell you, it would do more harm than good." He paused. "I was part of a rebellion okay. The person I lost was also a part of this group."

I nodded. "So I make you think of this person?"

He nodded. "But I seriously can't tell you any more than that. You could explode or some shit. I don't know what they did when they made you."

I laid my head on his shoulder. "I just wish I understood. This fucking blows. All I want to do is kiss you." He turned his head to look at me, I continued. "I don't know why I do, I just want you all around me. All the time, I just think about you. It's like you did some kind of magic that replaced oxygen with you."

He looked like he was gonna cry again. "I want to kiss you too. But I can't, I can't get close to you."

I put my hand on the side of his face, turning his head to me. "Nothing leaves this room, we can do whatever we want while were here. You can say and do what you want."

He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine, they felt like they were on fire. They were so soft and he pressed into me so hard I had to push back to keep from falling. I parted my lips and the kiss deepened. It felt right somehow, being here with him.

I shifted my hips and straddled his hips. He put a heavy hand on my back and I put my hand on his chest. We parted for a moment and he stared into my eyes.

"We can't do this. I can't handle this. You're gonna make me go crazy. You aren't him." When I tried to grab his hand he put his hands up. "You need to get off of me."

I grabbed his shoulders. "You don't understand, something inside of me remembers you. I don't know why. I think that's it, I'm not sure how I know you because you're a memory shoved so far down into my brain. That I can't access it. Do you know me?"

He put his hand on the side of my face. "Not really, I knew someone who looks like you."

I could see the sadness in his eyes, tears formed in them. "You loved him, didn't you?"

He nodded. "He was everything to me, he was my entire world. I wish if died with him, because I regret every fucking moment I'm not with him. I just want to see him again." He was crying now. "I want to hold him and tell him how much he meant to me. But I can't, and now I'm manipulating you and trying to shove you into this mold you can never fill. Because the hole is in my heart and I will never be complete again." His whole body was racked with sobs that shook the couch.

I pulled him to me, pressing his face into my chest, he hugged me so tight that it hurt. I wanted to squeeze so hard we would become one person. Then I could take half of his pain. And maybe he wouldn't be crying like this.

I guess for a minute I forgot that I'm just a Droid, I can't help him. I can't do anything for him. Like he said, I can never fill the hole left by whoever I look like.

Shit, I was crying. I could feel my tears soaking into his hair. He was shaking in my arms. I wanted him to stop, I just want him to be happy.

"Hey." I could hear him muffled into my chest. I pulled away and looked down at him, his face was red and splotchy. "I think I should go."

I shook my head. "No, I think maybe you need to face this head on. You said I can't fill that void, well. I think maybe you need to face this head on, you can use me to get out all of the things you never could with him. Not to replace him, but for yourself. So you aren't trapped in there with all that shit unresolved."

He shook his head. "I'm not gonna pretend you're him."

I put my hand on his shoulder. "I'm not asking you to. But I'm gonna guess you haven't cried like that in a while. It's good for you to cry."

He put his forehead to my chest. "I just wish he was here. And I'm not trying to be mean to you, you really aren't much like him. The way you act is totally different."

I rubbed his back. "How so?"

He sniffed. "You want me to like you so much, he didn't have to try."

"He was so lucky. I think if it killed me to make you like me I'd do it." I paused when he looked at me. "Why am I like this? Why can't I be like the other Droids?"

He squinted, looking into my eyes. "I don't know. They really did catch every little detail." He smiled, touching under my eye. "Even that little red spot."

I could feel another year down my face. "So it's not that I just look like him. I was made to look like him?"

A shaking sob rose in his chest and he trembled, his shoulders shook and he began to sob. "What have they done? He would have hated this so much, he would have been so embarrassed. A fucktoy wasn't meant to be his legacy." He breathed deeply, trying to compose himself. "He just wanted to be a hero, he wanted to save people. Why the fuck would he do this to you?"

I snatched up one of his hands. "Who are you talking about?"

He shook his head. "You've probably never met him. A real tall guy, bald, bloodshot eyes."

At the same time we both said. "Korse."

Ghoul looked confused. "So you've met him?"

I nodded. "He was the one who had me before you yesterday."

Now he looked mad. "You're kidding! You mean he fucks you?" I nodded and he shook his head. "That's so fucked up."

Now I was confused, how would he know Korse? "So how do you know him? He's the one who made me, he trained me to be a Pornodroid."

He was staring at the floor for a while and looked at me. "He was the one who… My poor beautiful Poison."

I woke up on the floor, on my back. The lights were too harsh, I covered my eyes with my arm. I could see Fun Ghoul was on top of me, examining my face, he looked terrified.

I smiled up at him, moving my arm. "You're still here!"

He was gasping for air. "I'm so sorry." He scooped me up and held me. "Please don't blow up."

I felt like I was gonna black out again. "I need, I think I should drink some water."

He was still squeezing me. "I need you."

Now I wasn't faint at all, I could have ran a marathon. He needs me? He meant that, nobody has ever wanted me before. I sat up and hugged him.

My door flung open, I turned my head in time to see Korse standing in the doorway. A smile creeped over his face, not a happy smile, the kind of smile he gives me before he beats me. I looked back at Ghoul, he looked like a deer in headlights. I turned to look at Korse. "Can you go? I'm working." I gave him a dirty look.

Korse nodded and backed out of the room, closing the door.

"Fuck, fucking shit." Ghoul put me on the floor and walked over to the bed, running his hand through his hair. He walked back over to me. "You have to get me out of here, he'll fucking kill me."

I shook my head. "No he wouldn't."

Ghoul got on his knees in front of me. "Then you don't know the real him."

I nodded. "I trust you. Let me walk you to the elevator in a couple of minutes. But he can't fuck with you if I'm here. Not if he's hiding a side of himself from me."

He nodded. He stood and got a glass from the side table, handing it to me. "So you have to drink water?"

I took it from him and took a few huge drinks. "Of course I do."

He hummed. "That's strange, normally Droids just get charge packs."

I shrugged. "New technology. So I guess you probably aren't coming back?" My chest was thumping.

"I don't know, it doesn't seem safe. Not if he can just pop in like that."

I shook my head. "That's only the second time he's ever walked in on me while working. It was probably because he couldn't hear sex noises. He probably figured it was just me in here."

He nodded. "Then no, I don't think I should have sex with you."

I laughed. "We can just play sex noises on the TV and resume our talks like normal."

He shook his head. "You can't get porn on TV, it's just the news and soap operas now."

I shook my head. "No, I have porn. In case guys have a hard time getting hard. I just put on porn, it works quickly. It plays through these boxes." I pointed to a stack of them on the TV stand. "If I do that, he won't come in."

He nodded. "Then yes, I will probably come back."

I smiled, setting my water down and getting in my knees. I put my arms around his neck again. "Please kiss me."

He shook his head. "Is that all you think about?"

I nodded. "Yeah. I'm not gonna apologize, I'm a slut for you. The one guy I'd literally die to fuck won't hardly kiss me." I saw a flash of a smile. Why did whining work?

He put his hands on my hips, kissing me really slow. I felt like I was gonna cum in my dress, I still didn't feel right in the head. I pressed my body to his, going a bit limp in his arms. I tangled my fingers in his hair, he tasted so good. Just like he smelled. I wanted to absorb into him. I would die to be a fucking cell in his body. He half chuckled into my mouth. My stomach tickled and a shiver ran down my back, I half moaned as it washed over me. Closing my eyes tightly.

I pressed my face into his neck, I think I just came in my dress. "Fuck." I trembled, putting my weight on him. "I thought I was gonna go blind."

He put his face into my hair. "Well you need to be able to see. How else will you see me again?"

I looked up at him, so he will come back? I watched him stand up. Oh shit, I love being on me knees in front of him. I've become such a slut since I blacked out. I wonder why? I could just undo his pants and suck him off. I'd cut off my arms to taste him.

He was just staring down at me, with his hand out. Oh, he wanted to help me up. I took his hand and stood, I immediately almost fell over. I didn't know if it was from the orgasm or passing out.

"You okay?"

I nodded. "Yeah, I'm just gonna have to jerk off after you leave."

He laughed. "What the fuck is wrong with you?"

I don't know why he was laughing, I was dead serious. "I want to gag on your cock if I'm being honest."

He nodded. "Oh, sorry. Not now."

I put my hand on my hip. "You aren't attracted to me at all?"

He shook his head. "It isn't that. I'm just worried it would hurt my memories of him if I fucked you. I don't know if that makes sense."

I could have cried. "No, that's what sucks. I know exactly what you mean, but I can't help it. You seem so right, I feel like a lost puzzle piece that finally found where it fits. I just want you so bad."

He reached for my hand. "I'm sorry, I would take you with me if I could. Cause I don't think you deserve this life."

"Can't you stay for the night?"

He shook his head. "No, Korse knows I'm here."

I nodded. "Exactly, he thinks you'll probably leave. The last thing he'd expect is for you to stay with me."

He sighed. "If you lock the door I will."

I went over to the door and locked it. I walked over to the TV and put a porn in. I walked over to the bed and took off the dress, getting under the covers and inviting him to join me. He got into bed with me and I laid my head on his chest. We both were silent and watched a lot of the porn. It was stupid, it was about a student and his teacher. The teacher took his virginity which makes sense since he can take a whole dick up the ass. The dialogue was cheesy and it wasn't arousing in the slightest.

"You know." Fun Ghoul said. "I don't think I could stop seeing you if I wanted to."

I lifted my head and looked at him, I didn't really know what to say. I pressed my lips to his jawline, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me on top of him. I pressed kisses to his neck and laid my head back down on his chest and fell asleep while he rubbed my back.