Strangely enough, the city was just like I thought it would be. Whatever happened to me in that room, I know it meant something. Whether it means that I'm Poison, or if it means that I somehow have his memories, I know I have to see Ghoul.

The first thing I noticed about the night air in the city was how cold it was. I really wished I had a shirt. I zipped up the jacket and started walking down the sidewalk to the left. I figure the first nice person I see I'll ask where that night club is. It must be the same club he referred to going to when he was sad. I got to the edge of the sidewalk, the crosswalk had two other people standing there waiting. I walked up and stopped, looking around.

Cars roared by so fast that I was sure they'd never stop, but eventually one of the cars rolled to a stop and a light above us turned green. The others started walking and I followed. They were in white body suits with black vests on. When we got across the street I slowed down to be further behind them.

I noticed immediately when I left the nicer part of the city, a wall with bright blue graffiti said 'Scumville' I was relieved when the two men turned left and I was alone. The street lights in this area of the city were dim, the air smelled like burning oil and rain. The first person I came by was a woman with blue hair and the saddest eyes, she wore nothing but what looked like a bathing suit, a neck piece and boots up to her thighs.

I figured she might be the person to ask, I walked up to her. "Hey, can you give me some directions?"

She looked up at me, she had a frightened look in her eyes. "Of course, where do you need?"

"I think it's some kind of night club. Called Vampire Money?"

She nodded. "Yeah, just keep heading that way." She pointed where I was walking to anyway. "You can't miss it." She put her head down. I put my hand out to her. "Hey, is something wrong?"

She shook her head. "Of course not, I just thought you were gonna ask me to go to a hotel with you. It's been a really slow couple of months."

I hadn't realized she was a Pornodroid too. I guess I might not be, but I still went through the same shit. "Hey, I'm sorry. If you give me some time, I'll bring you some money, okay?"

She had tears in her eyes. "Why would you do that?"

I reached out and grabbed her little hand, she was so cold. "I'm like you. This is my first time in the city."

She nodded, squeezing my hand. "Thank you, I don't want to be selfish, it's my girlfriend. She needs a charge pack and I just don't have the money."

I nodded, she let go of my hand. "I'll bring you some, I promise. By the end of the night I'll bring them."

She stared into my face. "Are you really a Pornodroid?"

I shrugged. "I'm not sure anymore, I've been locked in an apartment working for someone, I just found out I might actually be somebody."

She got on her tip toes and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Thank you sister, may Destroya free you."

The night club was exactly where she told me it would be. I really couldn't have missed it. I wasn't exactly sure how I'd get her charge packs, but I was sure Ghoul could help me figure it out. I don't care if I have to blow some people for the money.

A tall man with sunglasses and pale skin stopped me at the doors, red light came out of the bottom of the door. "Can I see your Identification Card?" He stared at me real serious.

"I don't know. I'm not sure what that is, I'm looking for a friend."

He nodded. "Well. You look like somebody who could handle this place. You've got eyes that have seen shit. Is that true?"

I nodded. "Yeah, look. Are you gonna let me in?"

He cracked a smile. "Sure, it's just funny to see new faces after this long. Especially when the face isn't new." He opened the door and let me in. I thanked him and was immediately bombarded by bass in my ears. A beat that shook my entire body.

Bright lights flashed in my eyes and it took me a moment to adjust to how dark the room was, it smelled like sweat and desperation. I couldn't tell if the smoke on the floor was from people smoking or a trick of the lights.

I felt so overwhelmed, I wanted to cry and dance at the same time, the thick crowd of people with bright colored hair hardly wearing any clothes. It was like in a room full of people I wasn't a stranger, but even if I could join in. I just wouldn't know how to keep up, they danced like any moment the world was gonna burst into particles.

"You look lost."

I turned my head and saw Fun Ghoul leaned against the wall, suddenly I remembered everything that happened to me over the last day since I saw him. It all melted away, all the fear and worry over Korse, over escaping. I was a stray now, but I wasn't alone. I actually started crying. He walked over to me, wrapping his arms around me, I pressed my face into his neck.

"Hey, why are you crying?" He asked into my hair.

"I saw you on the news, and I was so worried we wouldn't get to do our plan. I hurt Korse really bad and he went to the hospital. He gave me the box to open my door. I just left."

He ran his hand over my back, I felt him tense up. He pulled away and looked at me. "Where did you get that jacket?"

I hadn't realized how confusing this would be. "I found it in Korse's bedroom. That's what I wanted to tell you Ghoul, when I touched it I saw us in the desert. We were on the trunk of a car." I was still crying, I don't even know why. "I remember Ghoul, I don't know how all of it happened, Korse told me he just used a stun gun on Poison."

His eyes widened. "So, what does that mean? Is this his body?"

I shrugged. "I don't know, I think that might be what that means. I'm so sorry I'm not him." My head was spinning, I fell forward into him.

He put his arms around me. "You don't have to be him, Red." He pulled away from the hug enough to look at me. "I didn't want him back, we had our time. I love you, not because you look like him."

I sniffed, scanning his face to see if maybe he was just saying that. "But I killed him, because I exist he can't."

He shook his head, pressing his forehead to mine. "That's not how love works Red. I accepted the fact he was dead a long time ago. And besides, you are kinda him. He probably just botched wiping your memories. You don't remember who you were, that doesn't mean somewhere in there isn't him. Maybe that's the tug you felt towards me."

My chest hurt. "That's why you feel like home, that part of me is only at peace when I'm with you. That's so fucking sad." I sniffed.

He nodded. "It is, but we found each other. You wanna start your perfect day." He paused. "So you really aren't a droid?"

I nodded. "I was right, I bleed."

Ghoul nodded. "Shouldn't we still be prepared for the worst?"

I shook my head. "No Ghoul, I want to have hope." I walked over to the bar to the right. "Do you have a knife?"

The bartender raised an eyebrow at me. "You aren't planning on killing someone, are you?"

I shook my head. "No."

He sighed. "Whatever, you can have it." He handed me a little knife.

I thanked him and walked back over to Ghoul. "Look." I quickly cut a little spot on my arm, holding it out to show him the blood that dripped down to the back of my arm and onto the glitter covered floor.

He put his hand under my arm, examining it. "And you're sure it's real blood? Not some trick."

I shrugged. "How would I know?" I gasped. "Oh! I tasted Korse's blood earlier, he's human." I licked the cut on my arm, it tasted like metal. Korse's tasted like metal too. I held my arm out to him. "You know what blood tastes like, right?"

He nodded, taking my arm and drew it up to his mouth, running his tongue over the cut. I shivered, he smiled. "I mean, that's blood. You're definitely human."

"But you told me the details on me are right. Are there any details he couldn't fake?"

He grabbed my hand and pulled me across the room, I accidentally dropped the knife to the floor with a clatter. He took me to a door that he pushed open. "The lighting in there is too bad." We were at a staircase, he led me up. The staircase lasted forever, then he opened another door and we stepped out onto the rooftop of the building. "I'll need to see your ass. Sorry."

I shrugged. "I don't mind showing you my ass." I dropped the jacket to the concrete and pulled my pants down. The air was so cold on my dick though, that didn't feel nice. He got on his knees behind me, pressing a finger to my left ass cheek closer to my hip. "Holy fuck, this is his body."

"Really? How do you know?" I turned my head to look down at him.

"He got shot in the ass once and he had this scar that ran right across here, and you have the scar. And while he could have just cut you open, it looks old enough that he couldn't have done it within the last two years." He stood, I pulled my pants up. "I think Korse's moral situation just got more fucked up than we thought. What did you do to him?"

I walked over to him putting my arms around his neck. "I bit the palm of his hand bad enough his skin was in flaps."

He laughed, putting his hands on my waist. "Good. He deserves it."

We both laughed and I could faintly hear the music blaring from inside the building below. He leaned his head forward and kissed me. He licked my lips and kissed me on the cheek. Then I parted my lips and the kiss got deeper than we've ever kissed. I leaned my weight on him, He pressed his hand to the center of my back, the other cupped my ass.

He pulled away and laughed. "We need to find somewhere more comfortable for this."

I felt my face get hot, I didn't know he planned to do more than this. That's exciting.

"They have a bed in there, there's always a chance someone could walk in. But it's safe."

I nodded. "That sounds good to me, I'm not opposed to people watching." I picked up the jacket.

He laughed, we walked back down the stairs and he led me across the edge of the crowd until there was a door to the left. He opened the door and he was right, a big four poster bed with dark red sheets.

"Oh, they added curtains. We'll have a little privacy." He walked over to the side of the bed and got in, I got in with him and we made out on our knees. He pulled away. "I forgot to ask if you even want to do this."

I nodded. "Are you kidding, I've wanted to do this since you first showed up in my doorway." I took off the jacket and tossed it off of the bed. I pulled his jacket off his shoulders and tossed it down with mine. He closed the curtain and looked back at me.

His lips pressed to mine and he slinked a hand around my back, running it into the waistband of my pants, his hand pressing my dick. I moaned into his mouth, he pulled away and kissed me on the neck. "How do you want to do this?"

My whole body jolted, I tried to think of what I imagined when I thought about having sex with him. "I don't know. I can't fuck you, I'll finish too fast. I want to face you."

He laughed into my skin. "Don't sound so nervous." He looked me in the eyes.

"It's hard not to, You're so fucking hot."

He smiled at me. "I was gonna say the same thing."

I pulled his shirt off. "Get on your back." I'd never heard myself so demanding before.

"Anything you say." I took off the rest of my clothes as he got on his back, crossing his arms behind his head to look at me.

I unzipped his pants, pulling them all the way off of him, his legs were covered in tattoos as well. He wasn't wearing his underwear, and he was already hard. My stomach had that tickle it got when I sucked his fingers. I laid down on his legs, I didn't even know where to start.

I placed a kiss on the head of his dick, looking up at him. He gave me a cute smile. I put my lips around the head and tongued at the slit, sucking him in a little further. I snuck a glance up at him and he was biting his bottom lip and clearly holding in a moan.

I worked my way slowly deeper until he was all the way in. I reached down and cupped his balls, now sucking a lot harder. I could now hear him moaning, he was shifting his hips and I moved my other hand to his stomach, pushing down. I loved this view of him. His tattoos on his stomach and legs.

His skin was so soft, I ran my hand up and down his stomach. "Fuck, that feels so good." He said, I was surprised he didn't put his hand on the back of my head. Guys normally do that. "If we're gonna have sex you better stop, I'm gonna cum."

I pulled off of him slowly, placing one more kiss on the head. I moved up on him and he put his hand on the back of my head and kissed me. The taste of his mouth and dick in my mouth was a religious experience. I put my knees on either side of his hips, I could feel his dick against my thigh. I rubbed on it with my leg and the kiss became more sloppy.

He pulled away from the kiss, I continued to kiss down his neck. "Do you want to be on top?"

I shook my head. "No, I want you on top of me." I got off of him and he sat up. I laid down in his place and he got on top of me. "I don't know if they have any lube here."

"There's some in the drawer." I could hear a man say. "Sorry, I was coming through to get my shoes, I didn't mean to interrupt." We could hear a drawer open and then an arm came in through the curtain and he dropped a bottle of lube on the bed.

"Thanks Doctor D!" Ghoul said, picking it up.

"You're welcome. Have fun Ghoul."

I could hear the door close and I looked up at Ghoul. "You know that guy?"

Ghoul nodded. "He's one of us, he's a radio host."

I smiled. "So you guys hang out here?"

He nodded. "It's a themed bar, we can get away with dressing weird. Bl/ind workers come here too." He opened the top of lube and squirted some on his hand, lubing himself up. He smiled down at me. "You ready?"

He made my stomach flutter, it's been a long time since I was excited to have sex. I nodded, spreading my legs for him, he stood on his knees in between my legs and leaned forward, propping himself on his elbow, taking his lubed hand down between my legs, he slipped a finger easily into me. Pressing his lips to my throat, I arched my back into him, the music seemed to quiet down. Everything melted away, I looked down at him. He kissed down to my chest. He slid another finger into me and moved them slowly.

I put my hand on the side of his face, pulling him up to me. Kissing him, he slid his fingers out and lined himself up with me. He pushed into me and dropped his head down next to my neck. Turning his head to suck on the sensitive skin. I put my legs around him, drawing him deeper. For the first time in forever sex actually felt good. I grabbed his free hand and pulled it to my face, he propped himself on one hand and looked down at me as I sucked on his fingers. He smiled down at me, shaking his head.

"You're so fucking perfect." He leaned down and kissed me on the forehead, picking up the pace.

I sadly felt very close to bursting, I wanted this to last forever. I let his fingers go and he leaned down to latch onto my mouth with his. He thrusted even deeper and I moaned into his mouth. "Oh fuck!" I said when he pulled his mouth away a little.

He kissed me again, closing his eyes. He dropped his head down again, pressing his lips to my neck again. "Can I cum inside you?"

"Of course you can."

He pushed even harder into me, I cried out, wrapping my arm around him to push down on his ass. "Fuck, harder." I said, bucking my hips into him.

He immediately picked up the pace, now just spilling profanities that would have made no sense to me if I wasn't feeling this too. He made a strangled noise and slowed down. I came onto his stomach and chest. He thrust a couple more times before he finished, he pressed his forehead to my chest and thrust one more time, pulling out and laying down next to me.

"I fucking love you." He said between heavy breaths.

I turned over to lay facing him. "I love you too."

"You wanna get out of here?"

I shook my head. "I have some unfinished business, there's a Pornodroid who needs charge packs for her girlfriend. I don't care to give a couple guys head for the money."

He laughed. "What happened to the money you've been making doing this?"

I gasped. "Oh shit! I've got a lot of money. I'm rich."

He nodded. "I thought you were. We can hurry up and get back there before Korse."

I smiled. "That sounds good to me. But I wanted to cuddle."

He leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "We have plenty of time to cuddle. And I've gotta piss."

I laughed. "Thank you for this. I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't showed up that day."

He kissed me on the mouth. "Me neither." I watched him put on his clothes and disappear back to the dance room.