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Tsukuyo as a girlfriend is perfect. Gintoki stared at her sleeping form, her face flushed and her skin glistened from the moonlight. She's the most beautiful woman for him; gentle, kind and strong. He smiled as he played with her hair. They've spent so many nights like this and he loved every moment of it. He was not her first but he's determined to be the last man for her. Just the simple night of drinking from the late night stand, going home drunk with her and making love in his futon made him feel complete, and he believes he's got everything he needed in his arms as he hugged her, enjoying the sound of the rain on the roof that just started to fall. The roof. He stared at the ceiling directly above them.

Gintoki swayed his way outside one of the bars in Kabuchiko, he dragged himself with just enough strength to find a random bench he can fall and stay the night, for now. His vision was spinning as he kept himself standing and awake but his body just won't listen to him as he prepared himself for impact. He landed on a soft, warm hug.

"There you are Gin-san" Sacchan placed his arms around her neck as she carefully positioned his body for her to carry him.

"I feel like throwing up if you do that." He drunkenly complained.

She jumped a few more times.

"-I said."

"Yes, yes." Landing on her feet just a few blocks away from Yorozuya. "Come here." Helping him walk.

She slowly laid him down on his futon, taking off his boots and freeing him of his belts and robe. He heard her place something beside him and he flinched a little when he felt something warm on his forehead.

"When did you- "hurling.

"I arrived today, but you were not here so I looked for you." She explained as she runs the washcloth on his arms. "Go to sleep."

He closed his eyes, feeling the warm fabric on his skin.

The need to go to the toilet woke him up, he slowly opened his eyes and realized the girl was still in his room. She was leaning on the bedside drawer, her hands playing with his hair but her eyes are closed.

He woke up the next day with Kagura's banter with Shinpachi. He looked around and found a pillow near the window and a laptop.

"That's mine!" the yato kid was on the couch pointing at the coffee table, while the male glasses sat across her on the other couch.

"Like I said you can't have that, that's obviously Gin-sans!" the glasses countered.

"What made Gin-san so special?!"

"Sacchan bought this for him, besides you already ate the other two Kagura…"

"Oi oi! What's the ruckus so early in the morning? You're making my head want to pop!" he had one eye open as he massaged his head, surprised that he is actually wearing his pajamas.

"Sacchannnn! Gin-chan's awake!" the girl yelled as she took something from the table and ate it.

Sacchan arrived from the kitchen with some headache medicine and a glass of water. "Here." Handing it to him. "I got you some desserts from work too and I also prepared breakfast, which one do you want to eat first?"

"Cake…" he answered as he approached the table glancing at the kitchen where the purple ninja was from. "Are you leaving for work again?"

"Ah, yes." Placing down the plates, she sliced the cake making sure Kagura and Sadaharu get the larger portions.

At first, he thought, she was gonna be a pain but he realized she was actually not around all the time but when she is, she does all kinds of things for him.

"You didn't have to come here if you were so busy."

"I wanted to see you." Opening his strawberry milk box. "I always want to see you Gin-san."

He scoffed. "You don't have to."

"Seeing my Gin-san after work is the best reward in the world." She smiled at him which made them choke. "I'll always come to see you even if it takes the remaining 1% of my hp"

He sighed.

He got up to wash his face annoyed at the unwelcome memory. He's already happy and then suddenly this random stupid thing kept coming back. He splashed some more cold water on his face, praying it would wash away the memories with it.

Sacchan stared at herself in the mirror, she grabbed her brush and combed her hair up into a ponytail. She tried to fake a smile but immediately frowned when she felt warm liquid run down her face. She quickly finished tying her hair up and wiped the salty tears from her face. She tried, she tried to talk to herself, she tried to find the reason why he left. She blamed her work, she blamed being too busy, being too caring, being everything. She felt like she's being swallowed by something and she desperately needs something to pull her out. She called out for him a million times, in her sleep, in the shower, in her head. She tried everything to understand and just put the pain to rest, but there is nothing. She knows in her heart she did nothing wrong, her conscience knows she did everything for him. But why? She felt her head spin again. She's heartbroken.

She gathered herself up and like always, mindlessly walking to work.

"Oh! Stalker!" Sougo called out to her but she didn't seem to hear him. "Hey Sacchan!" he approached her poking her back.

It felt like he was the first-ever person he saw in a month.

"Are you ok?" He innocently asked.

And that's when she saw him, Gintoki and Tsukuyo just left a dessert shop. She was holding a bouquet of flowers in one hand while Gintoki was holding her other hand, they were laughing at each other.

"- meet you there." The young sadist kept talking. "Hey, are you listening?"

She just stared at him. "What?" then she turned away again.

"I said old man Matsudaira wanted to see you." Following her line of vision.

"Yeah, I received his message." Rubbing her eyes. "Tell him I'll be there."

"So, you're ok with everything?" he assured her.

"Yeah."

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