Rey was not in mood she returned to her home last night and did not left her room and picked any calls and messages. She had skipped school. It was mid noon when there was a knock on her door. She tried to ignore it.

"Rey?" her father's voice came from behind the door. When she didn't respond to his question. He slowly unlocked the door and entered in her room.

"You skipped dinner and didn't came downstairs for your breakfast. Are you OK?" he asked softly.

"uhhh!" Rey groaned in frustration and covered herself from blanket.

"Are you having.. I mean is this the time.. You know the time of those days.. Are you having time of your month. Do you need medicine, chocolate, hot water?" he was very shy whenever it comes to women stuff.

Rey remember when first time she had her period he nearly fainted thanks to Clarissa. Clarissa was like a big sister she never had. Clarissa lived with her brother Shiro and father Cassian Andor.

Cassian was her parents best friend the trio went to high school together. And when her parents married he was the one arranging everything. Rey had played with them since her diaper days.

"I'm fine dad. And no I am not having my period. Jeez." Rey sit back on the bed.

"Uh OK. Well if you are OK come and eat something it's not good for your health to keep skipping food and laying on bed all day." he turned to leave but paused to give last look at her.

"What?" she asked him.

"Nothing." he gave her small smile and closed the door softly behind him.

Rey heard Cassian's voice downstairs. Clarissa was living with her boyfriend Tyler. Only Shiro was here. But it was long story.

Time changes, people change.

Rey didn't dare to think about anything but she couldn't shake the image of Kylo pounding Poe with his bloody fists.

She checked her phone nineteen message and calls from Rose, five call from Poe and other from her friends.

It was going to be a long day. But she was going to forget about everything.

She spent her time pampering herself by spa, and beauty treatments for her skin and steam bath. She didn't dare to dive into memories of the night that changed her life.

It was around eight when she ordered pizza for dinner her father was still out on work. He was dealing with murder case of a businessman. She left a few slices for him.

And hit her bed around 10 but still one question haunting her..

Who the fuck is that bitch Phasma?

X_X

At 6:45 the next morning Rey was standing on Rose's doorstep, hitting the doorbell incessantly while she balance a coffee tray. her father has dropped her to Rose's house before going off to knocked on the door several times. Rose was heavy sleeper but she never liked the idea of getting late to school. She was epitome of perfection.

This is why they don't carpool to school anymore - other than the fact that she lives like twenty minutes away from where Rey lives. Her high school is rival of the Korriban high school because the boys are violent, bad and dangerous influences for others.

Finally, the front door swings open. "Must you always be so boldly rude, Rey?" Rose's live-in housekeeper, a Ms. Glendale, huffs as she holds the door and steps aside for her to enter.

Old Glendale and Rey have a love/hate relationship.

"What up, Dale?" Rey hubble inside and looked at the irritated housekeeper, "Make me those amazing maple syrup pancakes with fuckin cream along hot chocolate." she kissed her cheek.

"Language, Rey." Her cheeks are flushed red because Rey always piss her off with her despicable upbringing.

"Language?" Rey feign innocence. "Oh!Language! Oh ,fuck ,my bad Glendale!"

Her nostrils flare almost as wide as her eyes. "I will be in the kitchen," she hisses. "You know your way to Ms. Tico's room."

"Don't forget the fucking pancakes!" Rey shout after her as she start up the stairs. Rose's parents were never home. They were always working outside on business. She was used to it now.

Rey entered into Rose's room and fling her curtains open. "Rise and shine, Rose-Bud!" Rey shout really loud, laughing when she cringes and groans then buries her face under her covers.

"Get the fuck out, Rey ," she growls, the sound muffled beneath her thick down comforter.

Rey gasped , "Language, Ms. Tico!" doing my best impression of Glendale.

Rose's response is to stick a hand out from her blanket and flip Rey the bird. She's a total monster in the morning until she's had her first sip of coffee. But she is prepared for this.

"I come bearing gifts," Rey say, pulling out her favorite, a tall skinny chai latte. She pull down a section of her blanket and hold the coffee there until she gets a good whiff. She's upright in seconds, with greedy hands reaching for the paper cup.

"Ah ah!" Rey shake her head and hold it out of reach. "Remember what you said to me yesterday?" Rey arch her left eyebrow like a damn pro.

Her hair resembles a perfect, golden bird's nest atop her head. "That Kylois completely unstable?" she snorts, rubbing her fingertips under her eyes to wipe away some of yesterday's smeared mascara.

Rey shake my head. "Before that."

"You got me so don't worry?" she asks, her voice hoarse and raspy with sleep.

Rey rolled her eyes and shake her head. "After that."

"Goddamn it, Rey! Give me my coffee, you evil friend!" She snatches it from her hands and takes a huge gulp. "Oh fuck yes…"she sighs in relief.

"How do you manage to make your morning coffee so x-rated?" she scoff at her.

She moans and takes another drink. "It's a gift."

Rey settle down beside her and lean against the headboard. "What's going on with you, Rose?"

"Nothing, I swear," she sighs, trying to run her fingers through her hair, until they get caught, and Rey had to help free them.

"Rose," Rey used her 'stop bullshitting me' voice.

"It's fine," she says, shaking her head, "I had a weak moment, and… it won't happen again."

Rey gasped, "You should have told me."

"And have you freak out?" she snorts. "Look, Rey-Rey. I love you to death, but you can't begin to understand how hard it is to be me sometimes."

Rey have to bite her tongue. This is her friend's time to talk, not her.

"I'm not perfect, okay? Sometimes I make mistakes, and sometimes I need to do something to… to… I don't know. To fucking blow off some steam." she shrugs her shoulders as if this is not a big deal.

Rey can't keep quiet anymore.

"That's fine, Rose. But normal people go to the gym or talk to their friends to blow off steam. They don't go on a junk food bender and then stick their finger down their throat!" Rey shout at her. "I care about you way too fucking much to watch you go down that road again. I almost lost you the last time, Rose Tico! Do you have any idea how devastated I would be if you ever actually died from this shit?"

She had taken drugs again.

She can't look Rey in the face, so she stares down at the top of her latte. "I said it won't happen again," she mumbles.

"I love you, Rose. You're my best friend, and I trust you with my life," Rey pause and take a deep breath to keep herself from crying, "but I don't trust you with yours."

She keeps staring at her cup. "Then I guess it's good that we got each other, huh?" she asks, lifting her head. Rey see tears in her eyes. "Because it's so obvious how you're just as careless with your own."

Her hand turns under hers so that she can squeeze ours together.

X_X

They were at school and Rey was really getting anxious again.

For some reason she really want to know about Phasma.

So Rey start to ask around. She went to Lisa first because she's not popular, and Rey know she won't blab to everyone about whatever they talk about. They are in History classes together, and she has math with Lucy. They sit next to each other, and even though for the most part Lisa is a total bitch to her, she does kiss Lucy's ass whenever she needs someone to cheat from.

So Rey convince Lisa to make a deal with Jessica. If anyone can find out who the fuck Phasma is, it's Lucy. Rey ask herself , except for the fact that they each wish the other would die a horrible death.

Rey made a deal with Lucy that if she help her she would ask Poe to set her up with her crush Allen, about her if she gets info about Phasma.

Everybody wins.

X_X

"Allen?" Poe repeats his name in confusion later that day when Rey asked him for the favor.

She refrain from rolling her eyes. "Yes," she say, nodding her head, "I need you to talk to him about Lucy."

"The girl with the glasses in your history class?" his brow wrinkles deeper.

Rey pressed thumb to his forehead and try to smooth it out, "Yes. And also," she wear a genuine smile when she says this next part, "I think it's totally adorable that you know we have history together."

"I know everything about you," his charm is back full swing. He leans down, and Rey lift her chin so he can kiss her.

It's total bullshit, but she let it go. Poe doesn't know the first thing about her. He knows what she allow him and everyone else to think about her.

Quaint little nerd Rey, a wannabe writer and Rose's most trusted best friend. People eat that shit up so easily that it makes her really fucking depressed sometimes.

Poe is a really good kisser, so Rey tend to lose herself for a few seconds in his mouth, and she don't come out of her tongue coma until she heard the warning bell. "I gotta get to the locker room before they lock me out," she mutter against his lips.

He gives her one last kiss and makes it count. Then he slides his thumb over her swollen lips, "Save me a spot at lunch."

She nodded her head.

"Later, babe." He pushes her towards her class and slaps her ass.

Rey giggle and trot to the locker rooms. She know she should be pissed and feel degraded, but she don't.

Rey liked that poe makes her feel sexy. She never felt as irresistible as she do with Poe. He really is starting to grow on her He's not as bad as she had originally pegged him out to be.

X_X

"Eat," Rey growl, sliding her cup of yogurt to her left in front of Rose.

She wrinkles her nose and shakes her head. "Fin is bringing me a salad."

Rey sigh, "Whatever." Then Rey smiled and shove a spoonful of strawberry Yogurt into her mouth.

Poe flops down Rey right and, in one swoop, puts her in his lap. "Hey you," he says, nuzzling her cheek. Rey turn to receive her hello kiss. "Mmm, you taste good." He grins and licks his lips as he watches her swallow another spoonful of yogurt.

"Do any of you know who Plasma is?" Lisa comes over and slaps her tray of food down onto the table across from them.

Rey started to choke on her yogurt, and Poe slaps her back until Rose socks him in the arm to stop.

"No, why?" Cobra , who's settled beside a lovesick Angel, looks up at Lisa curiously.

"No reason," she shrugs, sitting down to look at the rest of them. "Any of you know her?"

Poe's arms circle her waist, and he rests his chin on her shoulder, "She goes to Korriban high school, right?"

Rey push away from him and stare at his face, "How do you know that?" she snap.

"Ooooh!" the guys at the table tease him.

Poe just shrugs, "She was friends with Cora my ex."

"How?" Rey cross her arms.

"I dunno. They just were. Why does this matter?" He looks at her closely, and Rey know she need to calm the fuck down before she give herself away.

"It doesn't," Rey mumble, leaning her back against his chest again.

"So she goes to Korriban high?" Lisa struck gold. "Anything else?"

"Why the fuck do you care so much?" Rose frowns at her.

Lisa tries to play it cool. "Some girl in class asked me if I knew her," she shrugs nonchalantly.

"Well, we don't, so drop it," Rose's words are final, and no one mentions Phasma for the rest of lunch.

When the bell rings to signal the end of their lunch break, Rose intercepts Poe's attempt to walk Rey to class.

"Girl talk, sorry. No dicks allowed." She doesn't look sorry at all as she drags her to her locker and pretends to grab a book.

"What the fuck, Rey? How did you get Lucy to ask about Phasma?" she hisses at Rey angrily. "Forget about Kylo Ren! You are with Poe now, remember?"

Rey don't even pretend that she have nothing to do with this, its written all over her face.

"I know, okay?" Rey screams irritated, immediately cringing when she stares hard at her in a way Rey know means 'lower your fucking voice because there is ALWAYS someone listening.'

"I just wanted to know," Rey shrug.

"Why?" Rose sighs, shutting her locker.

Rey turn so they can walk to class and hold her arm out for her to link with herself . "I don't know. I just do. Call it closure."

"Closure for what? " Rose scoffs, "You don't even know the guy. I really wish you would just tell me what the hell went down that night."

Rey groan, "Nothing happened that night; that's just it. I waited for my date , he showed up super late, and while I stood there like an idiot, Kylo kept me company."

They both stop in front of her Chemistry class, and Rose moves to stand in front of her.

"If that's true, then why the hell is Kylo acting like he is? Not even an unstable guy like him would beat the shit out of Poe Dameron all he did was spend one night talking to you."

Rey stare at Rose quietly, and she does the same to her. Rey have nothing to say to her about this, so she crossed her arms and jut her chin toward her classroom. "You're going to be late."

"That's not fair, Rey," she argues, refusing to budge. "I told you that stuff this morning!" she whisper-yells at Rey.

Rey hate keeping shit from her, but she just can't get myself to talk about that night. She can't even really allow herself to remember that night. She just want it to go away so that she can move on.

It wasn't even supposed to be that big of a deal until Kylo Ren made it one.

X_X

It's loud and chaotic inside the house, and Rey know it's a party, but goddamn, this is insane. It's only 9:00, and the entire house is packed with people. Fin is party king of high-school. But it was too early to get high when night was just beginning.

Suddenly a guy approached her what's his name again. Jacon. He was kind of flirting stereotype of high school.

He kept looking at Rey with lustful eyes.

But if he doesn't remove his gaze from her chest , she's going to clock him.

Rey knew she was with Poe to forget about Kylo. Whatever was between them she needs to move on and Poe was best guy to see her future.

But she wasn't just really ready to say yes to anything related to relationship.

She can't even get herself to look at him. Rose says there's a rumor going around that he was going to ask her out soon, but Jacon beat him to the punch.

Rey never wanted to say yes to Jacon , but Rose said she needed Poe to know that I had options.

"Rey ," Poe nods his head as a greeting when she finally look up.

"Hey, you ," she say with a small smile.

Suddenly she saw Angel approached her, "I knew what happened between you and Kylo Ren that night." and she went away.

Rose listened to Angel threatening Rey about what happened that night. Rose was shocked that Rey hid something from her. She was angry.

Suddenly Poe approached her.

Rey knew he was coming with purpose when she stood and ignored his attempts. She felt like a bitch playing with him. But she was constantly trying to make her mind. Rey saw Rose stood to leave she was disappointed in her again.

"Rose…"Rey's voice cracks, and she whirls around to glare at her.

"Shut up," she snaps. "Grab your stuff and wait for me at my car. I need to talk to Fin about something."

Rey gulp and nod without argument. She was too shaken by the incident. But she knew Rose will handle Angel.

Everything is going to be okay.

X_X

Rose has told her to wait near her car. Rey knew Rose was cheerful girl but when she is angry, she's like a burning volcano.

But when she went to Rose's Mercedes, She freeze. There, standing not five feet away, is Kylo Ren discreetly passing drugs, while trying to play it off as a handshake. When Jerome walks away, Kylo leans against his car and crosses his arms. His head lifts and Rey know she should duck and hide, but it's too late.

His eyes caught her.

Rey expect for him to storm over and manhandle her. Rey find that she's trembling where she stand because she want him to grab her roughly and force his mouth onto her.

Kylo Ren takes what he wants; he doesn't wait to see if it's okay or if he's being insensitive. Poe has manners and knows when to touch and when to keep his hands to himself. He's bold sometimes, but if she ever actually said no and meant it? He'd stop.

Kylo never stops.

He doesn't understand no. To him, no means yes. Yes mean yes. Maybe means yes. Everything means yes—yes—yes. Unconsciously her hand moves to her neck where he had left hickey and then slides down over her chest. She can't look away from him.

He must have gotten a phone call right then, because he blinks and breaks eye contact, pulling his phone out and answering it. Rey use this distraction to quickly duck behind the passenger side of Rose's car. She slide down the side of the car and sit on the pebbly asphalt, with no intention of moving until Kylo leaves the parking lot.

She really needs to tell Rose the truth about what happened that night.

X_X