Chapter nine
Though the looking glass part 1
Avianna looked around her as she noticed she was for some odd reason she was in her mind, which honestly she found to be a bit better then what is happening to her body out in the real world at that moment. The last thing Avianna seemed to remember was strangely standing in her mother's old office or what she could figure out to be a set up of her mother's old office at least and looking at a file on her father which she found to be some what funny.
As Avianna walked though the maze which was her mind, she noticed a door that she normally liked to keep locked up which was located deep within the middle of the maze , it was due to how painful the memories that she kept behind there that she had evened placed the door hidden under a statue of her with her parents just for extra measures . As she got closer to the middle of the maze she slowly started to shiver a bit and suddenly thought to her self " please don't let it be that memory anything but that memory would be nice" . Once Avianna was standing middle of the maze she noticed the the statue had been moved which now had her worried as she looked down the dark spiral staircase that leads to the door she used to lock away all of her repressed memories, she thought for a seconds of just closing up the staircase and walking away, but then she noticed at the bottom of the staircase there seemed to be a set of boot prints almost as if someone had been with in her mind with out her had made Avianna's choice into going down the stair case and seeing if the door used to hold back all her repressed memories up was actually unlocked.
Avianna slowly walked down the staircase and when she made it down to the bottom, the candles that covered both sides of the long hallway that led towards the door that Avianna used to keep her repressed memories hidden from everyone in the world including her own parent's mostly her mother given her mother's background in psychologicallight up showing that the hall was filled with different doors each one of them seemed to still have the chains and locks over them which Avianna was glad to see. Avianna takes a deep breath before walking down the hallway, after walking for some time and seeing that all the other repressed memories she had seemed to be fine, Avianna suddenly gasps as she saw the one door that she didn't want to be unlocked and never opened for any reason was actually open.
As Avianna walks though the only door that was open and slowly looks around trying to figure out why only this door was unlocked and who would of been able to get into her mind and unlock it with out her knowledge. As Avianna looks around the room she had walked into she felt both scared and worried that this was the repressed memory of when she had been ' Raped ' by Reginald after she had finished getting her meal replacement, she was forced to have cause she honestly didn't want to eat the stuff they called food at Belle Reve . Avianna tried to even out her breathing but the air in the room started to get even more heavier then it was when she frist walked into the room but the more she walked deeper inside she could feel her self having a harder time breathing , but before long Avianna couldn't go any farther into the room before she hit a wall that only Avianna could described as being similar to glass.
After Avianna hits her fist against the glass trying to break it so she can keep on going, a bright light appears above the area the glass wall was keeping Avianna from going into.