Ok, this is been a long, looong time since last time I've update a chapter. But here I'm again and this is what I've got.
-Yeah, sure.. Nazz went crazy, I cannot just try to ask him out now.. right?
The red head was just stuned. Nazz has always had a sixth sense and most of the times she was pretty good at giving advices, but he wasn't sure that keep presing Edd was actually a good idea. Is not that he doesn't wanted to, but everything was just to fresh to make a move right now.
''Right now''...
-What the... Am I considering it? Kev, Kev.. wake up, Edd is straight and he doesn't give a shit about you, and yeah he maybe got hard yesterday, and all wet, and his heart start racing and is skin got warth in every place I've touch him but... Arghh... Gotta go to the bathroom if I don't wanna go back hard to home.
After ten minutes of thinking about Peach Creak Football team mistakes on last game Kevin was ready to pick his jacket and go back home to keep thinking what to do. Walking throw the empty hallways was kinda weird, usually many students got clubs activities but with exams near everybody go back early at home to study.
-I bet that dork is studying also, -said the redhead while he collect his books from his locker- I can even imagine him lost in a bunch of books, or maybe he's helping that bitch of his girlfriend to.. Damn.. I hate her so much.. argh.. I would like to know what are you doing Edd.. Do you think about me? About what happend?
*Sigh..
-You really look as a total loser right now, knew it Shovelchin?
Kevin was so lost on his mind that he didn't realice that somebody was just beside him.
-Oh, great.. and as if it wasn't too much... Eddy..
-Hey, It's not my pleasure either..
-What you want asshole? Staying here just to laught about me?
He didn't mind if he had listen to what he was saying, after all, the whole school knew that he was in love with Edd, Kevin thought he was just gonna start a fight with him as always, but Eddy didn't. He just look at him serious and with a.. kinda.. sad face?
-I know it's hard that the person you like doesn't see you the same way, so I would never laught about that.
- What? Are you trying to cheer me up? - Kevin was confused, Eddy was suppoust to be an idiot, a cold hearted one with no more thoughts other than money, but there he was giving him a empathy reply.
-Look, even if we always fight I just wanted to tell you that I don't hate you so, if you really are serius about Edd, and you wanna try to at least become his friend I won't interfere.
-T-thank..you?
-That's all I wanted you to know. Oh, and by the way, you shouldn't let the football guys look at you been that way, you really look lame.
Before he could reply Eddy has already gone.
What the heck was just that? He felt pity about me?
Confused, there was nothing more on Kevin thoughts but confusion and doubts.
Even after he go back walking at home his mind was still a caos, so he skip dinner and just lay on his bed to think about what to do and almost at morning he arrived at one conclusion.
Nazz was right, he has already spend to many time doing nothing, so.. why not trying to win his heart? There was many bisexual people so, why cannot Edd be one too? Maybe if he show up that his feelings were true and set up a conection, become on someone Edd can trust.. maybe he would give him a change... Saying it loud sound pretty optimistic to the red head, there was just a 0,001% of success. But it wasn't 0 and that gave him the hope he barely allow him to have before. And even if he didn't want to admited it, the few words that Eddy told him made the trick. He could start becoming just a friend.
-In the end.. even if I end up not been the one able to hold him, at least I wanna be somone who Edd can rely on.- Was the last thought Kevin had before falling asleep.
So, this is it for now.. I'm not sure what can be harder, to give up on an unrequired love or trying to win someone's heart that has already rejected us. What do you think?