A/N) Before we get into warnings and such, I want to take a minute to talk to you all. I have gotten some hate. It doesn't bother me or deter me, but I want you all not to listen to it. Especially the ones in reviews. I've been told this is tasteless, horrible, degrading, and depicts a sick abusive relationship. (this is the nicest of the bunch) The whole point of a Master/pet relationship is yes it is kind of degrading. The pet is used in any way their Master seems fit, but it's done out of love and respect. There is no abuse! Masters love their pets, just as much as pets love their Masters. At times, to others, it may seem cruel, but it's not. I just kind of wanted to get that off my chest. I provide warnings in every chapter to anything that may bother someone, I don't need people's hate. This story is like a representation of my life, and I love the relationship I am in. If you don't like it, don't read it. There is a back button, and warnings! That is all. Sorry for the rant!

Warnings: I tried to fit a lot of kinks into one place. So I am really sorry. Mentions of alcoholism, and heavy drug usage. Bondage, Sensory deprivation (taking away someones ability to use their senses) pain/pleasure play (Like whipping and feathers) wax play, and orgasm deprivation. I also want to tell you the song I used is Enigma- Mea Culpa. It's a really good sexy song and helped me write this more!

If nothing about this bothers you, please enjoy.

After going to his dead pet's grave, Levi was in a pretty messed up place. He had tried several times to get over this, but he couldn't. He missed Farlan. He was the only man Levi ever loved, or trusted. His first pet, his only pet. After his sudden death, Levi couldn't eat or sleep. He gave up being a business man, and got into some heavy shit. He started snorting cocaine, drinking himself into oblivion, and probably fucking more people then he'd be proud to admit. He's given up the drugs, but needed something that was bad for him, not too dangerous, but still gave him a thrill.

That's when it hit him. Erwin ran a strip club. It took some begging, but Erwin eventually gave in. Levi got tested for STD's, learned to strip from some of the best, and did the "try outs". And then he met Eren, and it fucked up his world.

This little brat, with turquoise eyes, and addicting smile, messed him up. Levi swore he would never love anyone the way he loved Farlan. He would never have another pet. Not after what happened to the first. And yet, here he was, falling in love faster than he had ever imagined it.

He couldn't handle this. He drank himself nearly unconscious, and wanted to pass out until his next shift. He briefly remembered sending a text, before collapsing into sweet oblivion.

The brunch had gone really well. Carla was proud of Eren for really charming the future clients with his sweet smile, and beautiful eyes.

"Eren honey, you seem so much more at ease and happier. I don't know what you've been doing, but keep it up. Does this have anything to do with that boyfriend you have been avoiding telling me about?"

Eren froze, but his ears were really his down fall. He looked away from his mom, while his ears flushed up bright red.

Carla chuckled "You really should invite him over sometime. If he's the reason you are like this, it must be serious."

"He's really shy mom, and with the tabloids and stuff we want to keep things on the down low. Remember when the tabloids said I was hooking up with a tranny, and we had to get Armin a new place? I don't want to put him through that."

Carla nodded "I guess you have a point. But maybe, you could invite him to the premier of your new line next month? No one would suspect a thing!"

Eren groaned, and decided to appease his mom. He could lie and say Levi was tied up, or sick when that day arrived. His phone went off, and he looked at the text

"Need you tonight. See you after work."

The text left no room for argument. Eren shrugged. "I'll ask him tonight. And see what he says. Do we have anything tomorrow?"

Carla shook her head "Nope. You have to get your final sketches in at the end of the week. Don't forget. "

"I won't, mom."

So that night, Eren and Levi wound up in a hotel again. This was getting to be regular. Eren wondered if he would ever get to see Levi's house. Not that it really mattered. Something felt really off between them up to this point. The man looked really out of it. Levi's eyes were sort if unfocused, and it looked like he needed to talk. Unfortunately, Eren didn't know how to approach the subject. Thankfully, Levi broke the silence

"Eren, I want to try something new. Are you up for it?"

Eren nodded. He loved trying new things. Especially kinky things. He also wasn't really in a position to say no.

"I just...I need to make myself feel better, and I want to drag you through the boundaries of pain and pleasure."

Eren decided not to press. He really wanted to, but something told him to leave it be. This was his job, to please his master. "Whatever you want."

Levi sighed in relief "I brought my own stuff to play with. But I want to talk to you before we do it. To get your full consent, so I don't push your hard limits."

The sat together on the bed. Levi ran his hands through his hair before clearing his throat "Sensory deprivation. I want to tie you up, put a gag on you, blindfold you, and put on noise canceling ear phones on you, that I programmed to play music to arouse and calm you. Wax play, whipping, feathers, binding, and no sex. Does anything about that bother you?"

Eren thought for a long time. The whole thing sounded scary. The whole thing sounded really erotic. There was a lot Levi wanted to do, but it sounded like a lot of fun. He gave his full consent.

"One more thing," Levi stood up and walked over to his bag, pulling something out "you can't give me a safe word. I have two balls here. One yellow, and one red. Yellow means I like it, but slow down. Red means stop immediately. Red goes in your dominant hand, you don't think you just open. Yellow, since you have to think about it, goes in your other hand. Do you understand how this works? I don't want you to be afraid. This is safe and consensual."

Eren smiled. Levi was such a good master, and took care to make sure Eren was completely safe. He'd never even heard of this method, but it made sense. If someone is bound, gagged, and blind they need a way out. Safety. The balls in his hands would feel like comfort. Some semblance of control. He nodded his consent "I trust you, Levi. Right hand is dominant."

Levi smirked, and pulled out Eren's collar. He wanted to laugh when he saw the boys beautiful eyes light up. If he was a puppy, his tail would be pounding on the bed. He went over, and locked the collar onto the boys neck. "Get undressed. We are going to have fun."

"Yes master." Eren practically purred.

If Eren said he wasn't nervous, it would be a lie. As more and more happened, his heartbeat quickened. First a spreader bar was fastened around his thighs. He was sitting on his knees straight, and tall on the bed. Levi brought out a safe binding rope, so it wouldn't rub viciously against Eren's skin. His arms were behind his back, sealed in a criss cross pattern from elbow to wrist. There was enough room for him to be able to separate his arms, probably so he could hold the balls. The rope then went down across his ass, and up on either side of his balls through the front. It caused him to arch his back a little uncomfortably, but kept him still. The ropes where tied intricately across his chest and torso.

"Where did you learn all this stuff from?" Eren asked.

Levi chuckled "I told you, I'm a fucking Boy Scout." He looped the final length of rope through the metal loops in Eren's collar. "Alright time to start losing senses, okay?" He put a colored ball in each of Eren's hands. "I'll stay behind you to watch if you let one go."

"I trust you, Master." Eren said. He fidget in the binds. If he tried to lean back, the ropes rubbed against his groin, and pulled his collar against the back if his neck. If he leaned forward, his collar threatened to choke him. This was to make sure he didn't move.

Levi looked and saw Eren's dick trusted him as well. He took out an elaborate cock ring he had bought. It was held in place with belt like mechanisms that could be sealed according to girth. The theme was bondage, so he bound Eren's dick. It was still pretty loose. Everyone knows those things can't stay tight too long, or bad things could happen. Bad things like losing your dick. Levi then held up a gag. Eren opened his mouth, and bit down on the rubber ball, while Levi fasted it around his head. Levi showed him the blindfold, and Eren closed his eyes while it covered them.

Eren was frantic now. His back stretched, and slowly losing his senses. It was still erotic, but he was starting to panic. His heart was rapid in his chest, and he dropped the yellow ball. Levi stopped

"Need a moment?" He asked.

Eren nodded as best he could. He heard the tag of his collar jingle, and it gave comfort.

"Need anything off?"

Eren shook his head. He Just needed a minute to breathe. To kind of absorb everything that was happening then. He took a deep breath through his nose. Levi was his Master, and this was all about trust. He had to trust his Master, and he did, he really did. He felt the ball be placed back into his hand. That provided more comfort.

"Nod when you want to continue." Levi said, taking a seat on the bed. Eren looked absolutely stunning like this. Skin flushed, chest heaving, and completely on display. Levi felt memories prick up to the surface. Ones where his own pet was bound like this. He shook his head, willing those away, now was not the time. Now was the time to push Eren, so his inner sadist could feel happy. To hear the cries, to drown his own darkness.

Eren finally got a grip, and nodded his head. Levi stood up, and grabbed the headphones

"Alright, this is the hardest part. Noise canceling headphones. You can't hear me, or even yourself. I set this to play some music to help you relax and calm down. Ready? Oh, and just so you know, since this is our first time, I won't cover your nose."

Eren thanked god for small favors, and nodded his consent. It was weird. He couldn't hear a damn thing. Not even his own breathing. He bit the ball in his mouth, and gave a jolt when a feminine voice spoke in his ears

"Turn off the lights, take a deep breathe, relax."

He didn't know what the song was, but from with beat and sounds, it sounded very sultry. He should have heeded the relax, as a snap against his back caused him to...he thought, cry out in pain. That was most definitely a whip crack against his back. Holy shit. It happened again, and he jolted again. Crying out...maybe, into the gag. He felt something touch against his skin, and he was braced for pain, but it never came. It was soft. He moaned as it trailed across nipples, and brushed his sensitive dick. Down his thighs, and back up. Then it was gone.

He was heaving. But nothing...for a long time. He couldn't hear anything but a strange language in his ears. French, maybe? What did mea culpa mean?

Levi knew the song. My fault. And that's how he felt about Farlan's death. His fault. He failed to protect one thing that was precious to him. He grabbed the candles he had lit. Fast melting kind, set up in a jar specifically made for wax play. He didn't know if Eren had ever done this before, so now was a good time to figure it out.

Suddenly, a searing pain raced down Eren's shoulder, and left a blazing trail across his skin. Holy fuck! It hurt like hell, but damn it was nice. His inner masochist was thrilled, and he felt his cock twitch in excitement. He felt cooling, and then it was stuck against his skin. Candle wax. Another snap. This one against his ass. He was being assaulted on all sides, so much feeling everywhere. He couldn't keep up. His head reeling from anticipation of where the next feeling would touch. Pain, then ticklish sensations. Two hands wandering over his body, a smack against his ass. He knew, deep down, he was crying out, but he couldn't hear it. The only sound being sultry beats and singing. Another pain blossomed against his other shoulder, and he dropped the yellow ball. Immediately, the headphones were off

"You alright? Need to slow down?" He could hear Levi, and he relaxed a bit. He gave a nod. Levi pulled wax off his pet's shoulder, and heard him moan against the gag. Drool pouring down the sides of his mouth. Eren looked thoroughly debauched.

Levi put the headphones back on. He went back to work pulling the wax off while Eren swayed a bit, the ropes rubbing against him. It should be a sin to look that amazing tied up like he was. He tightened the cock ring on Eren, and felt Eren jolt and moan.

Eren felt the ball being placed back in his hand, comfort. It was Levi sending him spiraling in to some limbo between amazing pleasure and awful pain. He loved it, and hated it all at the same time. It was amazing, and scary. This definitely wasn't something he would want to do all the time, but maybe, with some practice, this could be an occasional thing. He couldn't deny the part of him that enjoyed this way more than he should. He relaxed, and gave a nod.

Feathers ran against his backside, soothing the areas that had been hit with the whip. He just knew he was moaning. He felt like such a shameless little slut, and he loved it. Pleasure surged up in every part of his being. He was breathing heavily, feeling an impending orgasm, and struggling to not be able to move or arch up. It was building up, but when it crested, there was nothing but a sharp tightness from the damn thing wrapped around him. He couldn't cum, he was denied, and he made a noise he hoped was a whimper, but Levi wasn't done with him yet.