Just a little note, I don't own anything to do with twilight. This story will differ slightly from what happens in the books/film. I'm not going to copy the thing word from word so if something things don't add up or if I don't put in something a character says then sorry.
Thana
The tense atmosphere grew stronger as my family gathered in front my sister and I forming a protective shield. Looking around at all the guarded faces of my family I finally took notice that dad had disappeared from the back garden. As the thought of how long ago he had moved entered my mind, I spotted auntie Alice walking in to the room holding uncle Jasper's hand looking a lot calmer. Smiling wide, a small giggle lifted my lips as auntie Alice made a beeline towards me, holding my arms out for her to take me from grandma Esme.
"It's ok Nessie, mummy will be here soon"
Looking towards Nessi I couldn't help but wonder if I had a gift, I knew I couldn't do what Nessi could, I'd already tried that multiple times only to gain a critical look in return.
"She's here now sweetie, just outside"
The sadness in auntie Alice's voice was hard to miss, I didn't want her to be sad. But everyone knew what auntie Alice wanted even I did. I remembered all of the wishful comments and the heated arguments when she thought I wasn't listening or paying attention to her.
Staring at Jasper's back impatiently a small huff escaped my lips once I head a beautiful soft voice I hadn't heard before.
Bella
Noise, all I could hear was noise. Scrunching my face up I focused in on the shouting voices of Edward and Alice. What's going on? Why were they arguing? Was something wrong with Renesmee?
"Alice no!"
Once the shrill sound of breaking glass hit my sensitive ears, it seemed to snapped me out of my confusion, my body now alert coiled up ready to attack. The slamming of the bedroom door really didn't help my threatened mind in the least. However I dully noted that even in my fight or flight mode my mind was able to register the boom of the door before it could hurt my ears.
"Bella"
Snapping my narrowed eyes over to the strained voice, the snarl that was so desperate to escape got stuck in my throat as my new eyes took Edward in.
I was almost dumbfounded. He just seemed so much more, his beauty finally felt real now, I was almost scared to see Rosalie.
'Note to self, burn all photo of my human self'
Reaching out for Edward I felt slightly helpless, I just wasn't sure what to do now I had almost attached him. Do I rush over and kiss him? Hug him tightly? Tell him I love him...
No, both my brain and body decided to be its usual awkward self and stand there staring at him, mouth slightly open, dumb look on my face with my arm out.
Honestly I had dreamed about this day for a long time and I have to admit though, in my dreams my whole 'waking up' played out a lot differently than this.
God, it felt so strange but at the same time so right to be in this body instead of my old fragile human one, I could instantly tell the difference between the two. The feel of soft hands on my bare arms snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Edward where's Renesmee?"
"She's down stairs love and she's amazing"
A smile crept upon my face imagining holding my little girl in my arms, thoughts of everything we could do together to bond made my smile widen. I couldn't wait to have mother daughter time with her. The thought made my own mothers image briefly flash before my eyes.
"Wait, you can't see her yet"
Glaring down at the hand tightening around my wrist, a more animistic part of my mind was hissing at me to remove it, to make him pay for keeping my daughter away from me.
"And why not"
"Love you need to hunt first, Renesmee has human blood in her veins. You cant lose control around her"
Nodding my head accepting his answer, I slowly accepted the contact I knew Edward was craving.
"Careful love your stronger than me now"
Smirking at his statement if felt amazing to be stronger than him, it felt amazing that finally I wasn't some lousy damsel in distress anymore.
Nodding my head, Edward grabbed my hand as we jumped out of the window and ran out into the forest.
The burning was almost blinding, all I wanted to do was smother out the flames and at this moment in time, I really didn't care what I had to drank to do so. Gaining speed I ignored Edward's yells for me to slow down, when the most mouth watering scent hit me. Stopping for a split second to saviour the scent a smirk crawled across my lips, crouching down my eyes narrowed in on the direction the intoxicating smell came from.
"BELLA"
To lost in the hunt I sprang forward intent on draining my prey, catching the scent of a familiar vampire, a growl ripped through my chest causing me to pushed myself harder. I wouldn't let other vampire steal my food, I needed this.
Coming to a stop just before a clearing, my narrowed eyes focused on a man sitting down on a blanket, food around him. Glaring at the man I took a step forward to complete my hunt, I could almost feel his blood gushing down my throat, smoothing the fire.
"Daddy help, mummy keeps tickling me"
Frozen in place my eyes softened as the small child ran into her fathers arms. I couldn't do this, I couldn't orphan this sweet little girl. Spinning on my heal I took of in the opposite direction. Pouncing on the first animal I saw, I drank until its heart stopped.
I needed more. Once I had finished two more off I looked down at my bloody torn clothes, sighing I ran my fingers threw my hair when I remembered that I had ran from Edward. Turning around I spotted him leaning against a tree, arms folded over his chest and a frown playing on his lips.
"Bella, how do you feel now? Did you even recognise me before, when I tried to stop you?"
"I'm fine Edward, sorry I feel better now though"
Shaking his head his frown turned into a smile, I guess he still had the mood swings.
"Come on race you"
Crouching down a smirk on my face I shot off before he could say anything else.
Taking everything in around me as I ran, this wasn't what I expected it to be like, nothing was blurring past me, I just felt I was running... It just felt right. Reaching the front door with Edward trailing behind me I noticed Jacob standing at the back door.
"Jake what are you doing here? I'm happy now, I don't need you to protect me anymore"
"Bella I... Just smell me"
"Jake, why are you... Bloody hell Jake I mean this with love but you stink"
Oh god, I swear Jakes smell was going to make me through up the blood I just consumed. No wonder my family couldn't come near me after I had been to La Push... I had some apologies to give out for that.
All I wanted to go was see my baby an Jacob was stopping me.
'Did he... Nah can't have'
With a shake of my head I walked past him and into the living room, confusion raced through my body at the loud humming bird heart beat. I was so close just a few more step grinding to a halt as Jasper stepped in front of me I had to bite back a growl.
"Jasper it's fine, she's in control. It was amazing she caught the scent of a family and abandoned the hunt once I reached her"
My head snapped to Edward at his lie, I defiantly remembered what happened differently. Yeah I stopped the hunt but it had nothing to do with Edward it was it small child the had stopped me, if she hadn't been there then I honestly don't know what would have happened.
"Jasper, please let me see my baby"
Ignoring the scoff I waited patiently for Rosalie to turn around and once she did, once my new eyes settled on the small child in her arms, I felt faint this small perfect angel was my daughter. I watched silently, not really know what to say as she held her arms out for me, gently taking her into my arms. I was gobsmacked how could such a perfect looking girl possibly come from my old plain human self. Slowly tracing a finger under her eyes I noted she had my old chocolate eyes, which oddly I wished I still had. Carefully running my fingers through her bronze hair at first didn't notice her small hand bout to touch my cheek.
'Hello mummy'
Before I could full register how sweet her voice sounds images of myself and Edward popped into my head.
"How, I saw myself giving birth"
"Renesmee has the gift to you her memories"
Pride coursed through my being at my baby having a gift. It almost felt unreal standing here my child in my arms and husband by my side. I guess this is what I always waned but didn't realise it, but I knew that a part of me was silently freaking out, screaming at me to just run and never look back. I never wanted a child or a husband just the thought of having a child used to make me feel sick.
Snapping out of my inner monologue I noticed how fast Renesmee seemed to be growing, she must look what 4 months old now.
"How does she look so old? She as teeth?"
"Yes, with Renesmee being half vampire half human her growth rate is slightly higher than a normal human child. Her third tooth broke through this morning"
Gaping at my beautiful daughter I didn't know what to say.
"Bella there is someone else you need to..."
"Ok Bella, that's enough don't want to push yourself now do you"
Snapping my head of to Jacob, I only just noticed how close he was standing to me.
'Had he been standing this close the whole time?'
"She's doing fine Jacob"
"Why don't you tell her dog?"
After months of trying to correct the jibs thrown at Jacob, I ignored this one patiently waiting for him to either answer or defend himself. I wasn't too sure if it was was my new heightened emotions or not but I could feel my patience wearing thin.
"Tell me what Jacob"
Turning to him I just couldn't help the venom and mocking tone in my voice, with a sigh I just knew that he had done something irreversible.
"You know it can't be helped, its a wolf thing"
'Wolf thing, wolf thing... Wolf... Thing"
I knew it.
"You didn't"
"You know I would never hurt Nessi"
"Nessi"
It almost amused me that he had nick named my daughter Nessi after the Lockness fucking monster, well until the rage kicked in.
"BELLA WILL YOU LISTEN TO ME"
"WHAT ALICE. What could be so important, that you are stopping me from killing Jacob for IMPRINTING on my only daughter.
"If you actually paid attention, I've been trying to tell you since you walked in that you have another daughter"
"What?"
I couldn't have... I had twins.
