Just a little note, I don't own anything to do with twilight. This story will differ slightly from what happens in the books/film. I'm not going to copy the thing word from word so if something things don't add up or if I don't put in something a character says then sorry.

I also apologize for any spelling mistakes and bad grammar.

BELLA

"Let me see her"

The strain in my voice was easy to hear, the imprinting situation was easily forgotten for now. Alice's eyes were the only thing I was focusing on as she walked over to me, I was too scared to look down.

"BELLA"

Snapping out of my daze I looked down to my youngest daughter, with shaky hands I carefully picked her up. Of all the times for this to happen, why now did my awkwardness have to kick in full gear, why couldn't this have turned out like Renesmee? The instant knowledge of what to do, how to hold her.

'This doesn't feel natural'

That was the exact thought I was always scared of before they were born.

After taking a deep breath to center myself, I rested her small body against my chest, I could feel her hummingbird heart beating against me. Softly I ran a delicate finger throw her almost white blond hair, she looked so different from Renesmee it was slightly overwhelming. I watched fascinated as the small child in my arms looked into my eyes and everything seem to just dull around her, it felt like I was getting sucked into her inky black eyes, all I could do was stare...

A strange feeling started to over whelm my body, slowly my senses started to tingled and dull until a pin prickling pain slowly spread under my skin but I couldn't look away from those dark eyes... I didn't want to look away.

"BELLA"

'Thank you Alice'

"Sorry I... I don't know what got into me. What's her name?"

Taking in her features, she looked nothing like Edward or myself, thinking back to the small extended family I had. I couldn't remember anyone with white hair.

"Thana Darienne Lilith Cullen"

"Thana?"

'What kind of name is that? Why couldn't they have waited for me to wake up!'

"Who named her?"

"I did"

Nodding my head sharply at Edward, I was more than slightly annoyed I didn't get a say in her name. Holding in a sigh I looked back down at the small child.

I honestly didn't know why I was feeling like this, with Renesmee it was an instant connection between mother and daughter, I could almost feel the bond growing. But with Thana... I looked down at her again only giving a quick glance at her dark eyes. She felt like my daughter...

Maybe it was because she looked nothing like us? That I didn't feel the sudden natural bond and for that I felt guilty.

"Edward will you hold Thana for a minute, I want to get Renesmee"

"No,it's fine I'll get her"

Narrowing my eyes at his response, I watched Edward's retreating back in disbelief and anger. Casting my eyes back down to my youngest, I just had to know.

"Does she have a gift?"

"Why does that matter, Bella?"

'Why is Alice being so hostile'

"Sorry Bella, Alice took a bit of a shine to Thana. But she doesn't seem to have one like myself or Edward but I think that she might be more like Esme or Rosealie, I think its her eyes"

Nodding my head at Jasper, a small smile crept upon my lips, walking over to the sofa I sat down with Thana waiting for Edward to turn up.

"Seeing as Edward is being stubborn, happy birthday Bella, I'm sorry about before"

"Its ok Alice, really"

"Please, can I hold her"

Nodding my head I hesitantly handed Thana over, only once her body heat had been replaced by the breeze I felt the need to snatch her back, swallowing venom back I watched as Edward walked towards us with Renesmee.

"We got you a present"

Taking my eyes off of Edward and Renesmee, I turned to face Alice. The small smile slipping off my lips at see Thana smiling widely at Alice playing with her hair. The image just didn't sit right with me.

"But I was turned, I didn't need birthdays or presents now"

"Well this one is non refundable, come on"

Nodding my head I watched numbly as Alice raced off with Thana in her arms, taking Renesmee from Edward I followed.

Stopping at a beautiful cottage my mouth fell open, this was for us? I could just imagine it now. Watching Edward chasing Renesmee and Thana around in the garden from the kitchen window while I made my little girls food.

'Is this our home mummy?'

With soft eyes I looked down at Renesmee.

"Yes sweetie, it is"

"Alice its beautiful, thank you"

Walking in and round the house I took notice of the crisp white rooms and the modern furniture, it wasn't exactly to my tastes but it was still nice.

"Edward helped Esme design and pick the furniture"

Nodding my head I turned to look at Edward's smiling face, straining a smile back I scrunched my eyebrows together, I thought Edward knew what style I liked. It would have been nice to see something that resembled me.

"And this is Renesmee's room"

Looking around the room a genuine smile played on my face, at the soft pink walls to the cream carpet, the room was beautiful. Trailing my finger tips lightly over the wooden desk I looked back at Edward, I wasn't sure if I should be happy or not that his main focus out of the whole cottage was Renesmee's room.

"Where is Thana's room?"

At the silent reply I turned to look at my family with narrowed eyes, ignoring the annoyed look on Edwards face. Waiting for a reply I also decided to ignore Edwards annoyed sigh.

"Well. We didn't know about her, so she'll be staying at the main house with everyone else"

"No. She isn't. The twins can share until we build another room"

Nodding my head at my no nonsense tone, I wasn't going to turn back into human Bella that let Edward leave me, I wasn't going to let him push me around and make my decisions for me. This was my new life, a new me, a stronger me. Making my mind up I almost missed the sad look on Alice's face as she gazed down at Thana.

'I'm Sorry Alice'

If I was in a different frame of mind I would have easily given into Alice's silent plea and Edward's not so subtle hints, I wonder if the girls at got any time together at all, looking at Edward's face I'm guessing not.

"We'll talk about this later"

Ignoring the hardened stare from my husband, I turned back to Alice, trying to push down the urge to snatch Thana from her.

"So I'm guessing Thana has a room a the main house? We can move her stuff in later"

"Why don't you and Edward have some time together, we can look after Thana and Nessi"

Just as I was about to protest wanting to spend some time with my girls, Edward opened his mouth.

"Sure, we'll come over later"

Giving a sharp nod of my head I passed Renemee over to Jasper, at least I'd now be able to give Edward a piece of my mind. Watching Alice and Jasper run back to the main house I had to grip the door frame to stop myself from following after them. Once I thought they were far enough away I turned to Edward arms crossed, a scowl on my face.