"Betty come on its not that bad we can figure this out!" I could hear the worry in Kevin's voice though it didn't stop me. I kept running down the hall of the church and finally when I was at the bathroom I quickly ran into a stall and locked the door and slid down the smooth metal. Tears filled my eyes, I needed an escape, I turned to my bag and pulled out my phone and ear buds. I slide the cold plastic into my ear and let the music take me over. "Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it looks as though there hear to stay, oh I believe in yesterday..." my trance Is broken by a hard knock on the door.

"Betty I know this isn't easy for you but you need to come out." My heart was beating out of my chest.

"No kev I can't I just ... c can't." My words came out shaking and breathy but I didn't care so much, I was kinda used to it being like that. A long moment passed, I wiped my tears and unlocked the door.

"Betty..." Kevin looked so worried and that made it so much worse. Ever since everything went down I was treated different by everyone, sorry for your losses, glances, and cheerleaders that had some type of shit to say because of midge.

"Kev ever since he left nothing has gone right, I miss him so much. He would have made this better, everything would have been so much better my mom and this, f f funeral. My sobs filled the room as I leaned on Kevin and cried.

"Betty get up I know it's hard its hard, listen the service is almost done why don't I take you home after ok we can pop some jiffy pop and watch a movie?" I let it sink in. Moments later I roll my eyes and laugh a little.

"Kevin if that was a reference to the heathers I am going to flip a lid." Kevin smiles deviously. " do you expect anything more?"

We walk back to the service and after Ironically we do go to Kevin's and pop some jiffy pop and to my dismay watch the heathers.

Hi it's me sorry I know this was short I just am going to finish my other chapter soon and yeah oh and one of my favorite authors does this so yeah I am going to start giving you guys music and tv and movie recamindations so my recommendation for right now is to go watch the guy who didn't like musicals on YouTube I am soo obsessed with starkid right now so yeah recommend that to all of you bye!