Ch 3: Triggers
April 7th, 188AG - *Asami's POV*
Staring at the blueprints I made for the Southern Water Tribe, I couldn't help but think about Korra. I know I should be focused on making adjustments for the weather but still… this is my wife's home town. The last time we visited her parents was probably about two years ago? Hmm, we should plan a trip down there soon… It has been a long time since we've been there and the 'fun' we had down there was simply amazing. Lost in my thoughts, my lips curl into a devious smirk when I remembered making Korra shout out loud by "mistake" before my assistant calls out to me through the intercom.
"Missus Sato, the engineer team from the Waters Company has arrived."
I immediately sigh when Miss Waters comes across my mind. "Understood, send them up to the Production Room."
I feel like she's going to be a pain. Let's hope I don't have to wipe out my wedding photos… I stand up and start stretching, trying to relax a little before I have to deal with a flirtatious business partner. I take a quick glance at my blueprints before pacing back and forth. Relax Asami… relax… However, frankly speaking I am annoyed since this rarely happens to me. They usually back off after I laid down the whole "I'm married" bomb but my gut feeling is telling me that Miss Waters isn't giving up that easy.
I do my last twist and turns feeling great before I almost lose my poker face when I notice, that's right, you know who is staring at me through the window. My brow twitches by reflex and I force a smile before speaking up loudly, "Please come in."
Here we go.
"Good morning Miss Sato, I'm pleased to see you this early in the morning." She extends her hand in front of me.
"Missus," I smile slightly before taking her hand. "Let's get started shall we? We have a long day ahead of us."
The next few hours in my life are the worst and most excruciatingly painful time I've had at work in a longggg time. Obviously I'm tired of dealing with Miss Waters' flirts but something feels off in the pit of my stomach. Maybe it's because of the stress we're all feeling from Kuvira's case… well aside from that, I haven't spent any time with my wife at all! I'm annoyed at the world and I miss her so much.
"...sami...Asami."
Feeling someone touch my hand, I snap out of it and pulled back my hand.
"Please excuse me Miss Sato, you seemed out of it so I couldn't help myself…"
"It's nothing, I apologize. I'll do my best to stay focused."
She gives me an understanding smiling, "Don't force yourself. Please, let's all take a short break."
"That's…" looking at my team and at the time, 1:27pm, I let out a breathe, "sounds great." I push myself off the desk I was leaning on before clapping my hands together and spoke up, "Everyone take forty. We'll continue after a lunch break."
Everyone lets out a groan of relief while I turn high heels and walk out the door. I purposely ignore Miss Waters' possible invite to lunch (hopefully she doesn't follow me). I could use some fresh air… besides it's about time I check in with Korra. I pulled out my phone and dialed her number before standing by the window. It starts ringing.
*Korra's POV*
I shut off the engine to my bike before taking off my helmet. Fluffing out my hair, I started walking towards the bar but, before I enter, I look at the silver band on my ring finger before taking it off and safely tucked it into my chest pocket. The doorbell's bell chimes as I push the door open and I made my way up to the bar. There seems to be a decent amount of guests here but then again, it's around lunch time.
I make my way over to the counter and nod at the barmaster before taking a seat on a stool. It doesn't take long and he asks me for my order.
"What can I get for yah miss?"
I glance at his name tag, Hayato, "I'll have a beer please."
He nods and turns around to grab my drink before setting it in front of me.
"Thanks."
"Of course," he nods once again and turns around to help other guests.
I take a sip of my drink and scan the rest of the bar. Tapping my finger on the counter, I try to scan out that one guy. This should be fun… this reminds me of when I did stake outs…. those were some tedious times.
But, in order to not be suspicious I played the role of some "industrial worker" focusing on their job and pulled out my notebook. I faked some groans here and there trying to solve this so-called "problem," it's just some old blueprints that I borrowed from Asami.
After it slowed down, the master checked in on me again while giving me another drink. It's my third but luckily I have a high tolerance so this hardly gives me a buzz.
"Looks tough."
I look at him, scanning his expression. I need to win his trust after all. "Yeah tell me about it. My boss wants me to change the design after three whole damn months of designing this model!"
I softly slam my fist on the counter before taking another swig. "He is such an ass I swear."
The bar master chuckles before wiping down his counter with a towel. "I know that feeling. My coworker 'messed' up the other day and so the customer ripped…" he cleared his throat, "he tore up the place."
Hmm… I start laughing a bit, "Sounds tough. Situations like these make you want to do the unthinkable huh! I wish I could just shove this design up his sorry ass!"
He starts laughing out loud, "I like you kid, what's your name?"
I smile warmly, "Korra," extending my hand, "Yours?"
"Just call me Hayato." He takes mines and we let each other go when the doorbell rings.
"Welcome."
I glance at the door and see a tall man with a buzz cut. Quickly looking away, I take another sip of beer and watch him from the corner of my eye. He sits at the corner seat that's four seats away from me and he's whispering something to the bar master.
I sort of understand what they're saying so I put my focus on them before hearing my phone vibrate. Pulling out my phone, I see that Asami's calling me. It must be her lunch… dang. Sorry babe but I'm finally getting somewhere. I shut my phone off, and refocus.
"... you bastard! …I've told you…"
"Don't...make me...he was… who…"
Damn what are they saying!
"He messed up the target...don't blame me…"
"Al if it weren't for...I'd cut you off you…"
Al? My lips curved into a smile, How lucky am I?
I jot down some keywords: he, target, blame… Hmm… A sudden rush of customers started coming in and the two of them stopped their conversation.
"We'll talk later."
Taking my cue I get up. "Master I gotta go, my boss is calling." I leave some yuans on the table and gathered my stuff.
"Got it, pleasure has been mines Korra."
I swat a wave, "Catch you later." After I leave the bar and got on my bike, I had some theories:
"He."
Who is he? Don't tell me it's Kenji… if that's the case he must've have made some sort of...mistake?
"Blame."
This would mean that those two… no, the three of them at the very least are in cahoots with another for some shady business. If we assume that Kenji was the one who "messed up," then Al probably had something to do with his death.
"Target."
Target… what target? A target at a bar? That could be anyone… unless… Kuvira. No, it can't be… I shake my head. It's too quick to jump to conclusions but, wasn't Mako working on a serial missing women's case?
Gritting my teeth, I start my bike before dialing Mako. If this, this bar is what I think it is… we're in trouble. I start speeding off towards the Republic City Police Department. I need Mako's opinion.
*Asami's POV*
"The number you have called…"
Letting out a deep sigh, Korra never answered. She must be busy… I guess I'll just text Han.
(13:28) Me: Hey sweetie I hope you're doing well. It's my lunch break I just wanted to check in with you.
I'm surprised that he starts typing back. His lunch break should already be over by now.
(13:29) Han: Hey mommy! Have a good lunch!
(13:29) Me: Han… don't tell me you're using your phone during class. What did I say about your phone privileges?
I start smiling by how long it's taking him to respond.
(13:30) Han: Oh no no no mommy! I'm actually in the infirmary waiting for Amber to wake up. She kind of tripped big time and face planted the track during P.E. so Kazu and I are taking turns watching over her. She's been out for about two ish hours now.
(13:31) Me: Oh my! Is she alright?
(13:31) Han: Yup! She's alright, Nurse Lee said she was fine.
(13:31) Me: That's good! Oh, before I forget.
(13:32) Me: I'm sorry honey but I don't think I can pick you up today… things are busy at work.
(13:32) Me: I think Korra is busy too so do you mind sleeping over at Kazu's today? I'll text Jinora in a bit.
(13:32) Han: Okay sure no prob!
(13:32) Me: I'm really sorry bud… there's supposed to be a mandatory party after my meeting which is taking years…
(13:33) Han: Don't worry mommy! We actually were planning to finish up a surprise for Uncle Kai's bday so it's perfect!
Ah, right, Kai's birthday is soon…
(13:33) Me: Alright have fun then okay? Be sure to be on your best behavior!
(13:33) Han: Ookkaaayyyyy! Love you mommy!
(13:33) Me: Love you too honey!
Smiling creepily to myself, I was slightly repulsed when I turned around. Yup, you know who was there. Katara.
"You seem happy. You haven't smiled like that before."
"Well yes, I was just checking up on my son."
She smiles, "Well that's extremely cute of you Asami. Anyways, I was wondering if you'd like me to pick you up?"
"Excuse me?"
"You know, for the evening party."
"I appreciate the offer but I will have to pass," I start walking away since I still have time to eat.
"What a shame. Well, I'll be looking real forward to seeing you this evening."
I roll my eyes, "Right…" And there goes my appetite.
*Han's POV*
Tapping my foot on the chair, I'm starting to get restless. "Ughhh…" I cracked my neck side to side before jumping when I hear a crying voice.
"It's okay Jimmy it's okay! Just take deep breaths, everything is going to be alright."
I blink. What's going on? I take a peek at the door before Jimmy from the Class 5 comes through the door.
"M-Mommy...d-daddy a-are are-"
Nurse Lee pats his back, "It's okay honey, take your time. Tell me what's wrong."
"I-I...I-"
He's sobbing like crazy and I feel so awkward just sitting here. Maybe I shouldn't be here...but Amber is still… I decide to look away and focus on Amber.
"M-M-M-Mo-mommy and d-daddy… th-they they… they f-fought a-and… they...they..."
"Don't worry, take your time…"
'M-Mommy ch...cheat...ch-...cheated o-on d-daddy and and-"
My ears perked up, Say what?
"T-They...they fought a-and…"
"Mmrh… w-where am I?"
I look down in shook before whispering, "O-Oh hey Amber! You okay? You kinda tripped over a hurdle and face planted on the track."
"Oww… no wonder why my face hurts so much…"
"Y-Yeah! You had us worried there for a sec ahahah...!"
"-ommy didn't come home a-and…"
Leaning in to whisper more sensitively, "Well um uh… so you think you're good? Cause if you are we should go back to class now. Jimmy kind of um… well uh…"
"She… she kissed a stranger and- and…"
Amber seems confused but she's taking my hint so we both shuffled off. Of course, we pass Nurse Lee and Jimmy and quickly bow before trying to speed walk out.
"Oh you two leaving already?"
We look at each other before I chirped, "Y-Yeah! Amber's good now so I think we'll take our leave." I glance over at Jimmy feeling guilty that we're hearing this. Amber's kind of gawking at him before I quickly elbowed her.
"Huh? Oh, oh! Yeah yeah! I'm all good now Nurse Lee. Sorry for the trouble and thanks!"
We start running before getting stopped, "Woah woah woah woah, hold your horses you two. Don't go running in the halls, someone might trip again!"
We both answered while slowing down into a speed walk, "Sorry!"
The last thing I hear is Jimmy's sobs and they sound so… so sad. It breaks my heart even though I'm not close friends with him. I… I don't know what I would do if I lost my mom and mommy.I blinked back the tears that I had from those thoughts.
"What time is it Han? What class are we goin to?"
I snap out of it, "Oh uhh right… um, science! We have science right now and we can't be late!" Class starts in two minutes and we're about halfway across campus. "Mister Wang is going to give us our project today so we can't miss that!"
"Awww come on! I just woke up and have a splitting headache, I don't wannaaaa!"
"Aww hurry up! You know he's a demon when if we're late!"
We both ran like the wind before rushing through that door right when the bell rang. Panting like crazy, we eventually caught our breaths before giving Mister Wang a sly smile and went over to our table.
"Amber! You're back in the world of the livingggg!" He does a jellyfish like hand moment.
"Kazu!" Amber mirrors him, "It's nice to be backkkkkk."
We start greeting each other our weird hand shake before Mister Wang cleared his voice and we sat down. Mister Wang then proceeded on with his lecture and to be honest… they're pretty boring. Kazu and I always struggle to stay awake while Amber on the other hand, always falls asleep at least once.
My head bobbed forward before I snapped back up just as Mister Wang started talking about the project. Quickly tapping Kazu's shoulder and kicking Amber's foot, I whispered, "Wake up! He's talking about the project!"
"Huh? Wha…"
"Oof huh what's goin on?"
Mister Wang gave us the "shush" look and we all grinned innocently before focusing.
"As I was saying… you kids all need to prepare and create your own science experiment and are required to have adult supervision to make it. Please ask your parents to watch over you and if you have any further questions after reading my assignment sheet, be sure to ask me after class. The requirements and criteria are on the paper so be sure to go over it and…"
Andddd… he's lost the class again.
*Asami's POV*
I don't understand why our companies have to have these "welcoming" parties. Well, I do understand why but still… looking over at the crowd I smile before joining them with their round of applause. Well… I actually don't mind these parties since I get a breather from all the stress but not this time, it's not working. This is all because of that damn CEO from the Waters Company.
And Korra isn't here to make me feel better…
I start twiddling my thumbs behind my back in an attempt to make this event end quickly. Not like it's helping of course but thank the spirits! We're finally splitting up to give our proper greetings to all the companies we're contracting with. Since Miss Waters and I are both the leaders of this project, we greet them separately to my pleasure and everything is going swimmingly. At least… until that happens.
Now, I remember drinking about three glasses of red wine, not like that's enough to get me buzzed, before heading out to the balcony for some fresh air. I was enjoying my time alone before, that's right, alas Miss Waters finds me and wouldn't stop pestering me. Next thing I knew, I was slapping Miss Waters hard across the cheek (which I hope won't bring me attention but at this point, I don't care).
"Are you fucking crazy! What is wrong with you!? For the last damn time, I am married so why the hell are you kissing me!"
I feel sick to my stomach. I was most definitely yelling while feeling annoyed, infuriated, irritated and oh, did I mention pissed the fuck off?
"Explain yourself! I've already told you that if you tried anymore of this bull shit I was going to see to it that certain changes will be made!"
She's rubbing her red cheek before looking at me with those damn eyes that remind me of Korra. "Now now, calm down Asami. I wouldn't want to bring attention to us."
She quickly steps in close to me and ohhhhh, how much I had to stop myself from: one, slamming her into the damn pavement for touching me, two, maybe break her arm or at least wrist so that she can take me seriously and three, for making me want to hurl from her damn kiss!
"I know that look in your eyes Asami… you're lonely. No matter how much you say you're in love and married, deep inside you want something. You want more and your so called wife can't give it to you."
Okay, maybe I'll just punch her face and call it good.
"You know you're attracted to me… I've seen how you look at me. You say that you want me to back off but I know what's going through your head. I know you want it just as badly as I do. I have never seen such a beautiful woman such as you before… I want you Asami. Even just for a night or a day… I want you."
I… my heart is thundering like crazy as she blows into my ears. I feel powerless. I feel like all of my stress is going to explode and I feel like crying. I don't know what's happening to me.
Korra… help me.
Korra would usually be here with me at these types of events. Even if she were late, she would join me as my plus one no matter what. But, no. Not this time, Korra has been… busy. She hasn't been responding to my texts or my calls for who knows how long now. I haven't felt this isolated and alone in such a long time.
I froze.
Tears I didn't know I had were flowing down my cheeks as Miss Waters pushes her lips on mines. The only thing I could recall on this lonesome balcony was her clear blue eyes and warm lips.
Ahh… I miss Korra so much.
*Korra's POV*
"And… that's my theory. What do you think Mako?"
"Hmm…" Mako stretches his neck before rubbing it with his hand, "That sounds ridiculous Korra. You're reaching far yet…"
"Yet it seems to make sense right?"
He looks at me with a serious face, "If what you're suggesting is true then… then this case… the case that Kuvira was involved in and my serial kidnapping cases are more serious than either of us would have imagined."
"I don't have any proof yet but I was planning on becoming 'friends' with the owner. After that, I was hoping to get you involved and maybe you can try to 'back' me up somehow and get them to take the bait."
His shark eyebrows immediately narrowed, "No! That's too dangerous Korra, we'll have someone from our side and-"
"Mako." I glare at slightly, "Come on I may have retired from the force but that doesn't mean I'm out of practice. I know how and have done operations like these with high successful rates and you know it."
"But-"
"Besides, I already put together a profile about how to move on with this case. I just need to… convince this Al person to tell me what he knows…" Well slip up somehow hopefully.
"I'm still against this Korra. It's too dangerous and you have a wife and kid. I can't have a civilian like you-"
"Mako. Come on. You know I can kick your ass in hand to hand combat and I do have a license to carry my gun. Hopefully things won't go south but I know I can stop whatever they are cooking up in the back and prove Kuvira's innocence! She didn't kill Kenji Nakamura and you know it!"
His brows are creased as he pinches his nose bridge, "Does Asami know about this?"
I flinch, "That's-"
"So you haven't told her. Come on, when was the last time you two hung out? You two are always stuck together and I haven't seen your guys annoyingly extra PDA in forever."
I frown now, "That's none of your business, just tell me if you're in or out!" I have to and will prove Kuvira's innocence no matter what it takes.
He groans before letting out a loud sigh, "The Chief ain't gonna like this… I won't be able to properly help you because of-"
"Regulations. I know."
He eyes me before continuing, "So… I'll have to do this under the books. I'll help you as much as I can but I have my limits Korra. You know I'll always have your back but there's only so much I can do."
"I know. I couldn't ask for anything more…"
He smiles sadly before saying, "Good luck alright. Just call me if you need help or… anything. I'll be there quicker than lightning."
I grin, "You're the best! Love you Mako!"
"Yeah yeah, love you too." He swats his hand at me, "Now hurry up and go home. It's late and Asami should be getting home from that banquet shortly. I'll email you my documents after I gather them up."
I grab my leather jacket off the chair, "I owe yah!" I start laughing as I run out of his office, dodging those paper balls. Now that I'm on my bike and have some sort of idea for my next move, I checked my phone. I have five missed calls and eleven texts. Frowning, I feel seriously bad. It's pretty late and I didn't mean to ignore Asami for this long. Quickly hitting the redial button, I waited a few rings before she picked up.
"Hey babe! I'm so sorry for not picking up. I just got so absorbed in Kuv's case because I just found a break through!"
*Asami's POV*
I'm in shock the moment my phone rings. What the hell am I doing?! Quickly pushing Miss Waters off of me I whip my lips, smearing my lipstick in the progress before picking up my phone. I feel horrible as I hold my stomach, mindlessly listening to my wife's voice.
"Huh what? I'm sorry Korra can you repeat that…"
I turn away from Miss Waters feeling disgusted by my actions.
"Don't worry Korra I understand, I'm really excited that you finally found a breakthrough in Kuvira's case."
I can hear her snickering in the background.
"Uh huh… mm… yeah don't worry baby Han's sleeping over at Kazuki's tonight."
I know she's looking at me with a smirk.
"Oh… you wanted to do even more research? Yeah… of course… no worries honey, do what you have to do. I'll pick up Han in the morning then."
Her damn eyes are seeing right through me, I… I'm weak.
"Mhm yeah I love you too alright, bye…"
I don't want to turn around and look her in the eyes. I know I'm going to break down. I don't understand what's happening. Why? Why is this happening to me? Why… why! Someone please… tell me what's happening? I can feel warm arms wrapping around my waist, burning me through my dress. I shut my eyes, ashamed in myself as she whispers in my ear.
"You know you want it too, I want you… I won't ignore you like your wife does."
Tears are about to fall, "I… I can't!"
I push her off of me and storm off. Thankfully, I manage to hold back my tears until I'm in my car. I started sobbing like a mess and I don't know what's happening to me.
I… I'm so scared… Korra.
*Han's POV*
Kazu and Amber are still playing around with the island's lemurs as I sit around feeling pooped from chasing them around. It was only supposed to be me sleeping over at Kazu's but then we all decided to have a sleepover because why not? Thank the spirits our parents are close because otherwise we wouldn't get away with our sudden parties or pranks.
Heh heh heh… oh Uncle Kai, watch out for the doors! You never know what's gonna fall on you.
Glancing to my left, I immediately ducked to the floor. "Woah!" I narrowly dodged a random encounter with flying fruits before hearing the two of them say sorry.
How'd they even? Where'd they get the fruits from?
Well whatever, earlier I texted mom to see how it was going and she said she finally got a breakthrough in her case. I feel pretty happy at the moment and can't wait for mom to be stress free! I really worry for mom when she has a hard case… she hasn't been this stressed since the Red Lotus case. That was a long time ago though…
"Hannn!"
I look up and see Amber running towards me, "Are you ready for our surprise?"
I kick a pebble on the floor. "Yup! Let's get him good!"
She grins before Kazu pops in next to us. "Okay I think papa is supposed to come home soon. Mama said we have like ten minutes to set the trap!"
I start rubbing my neck because I have this weird feeling in my stomach.
"What's wrong? You're acting strange… you got that weird look on your face again!"
I slant my lips, "Huh do I?" They look at each other before looking at me and nodded. I don't know. I'm worried about mom and mommy for some reason. "I don't know, I mean, um uh…"
Amber gasps dramatically, "Don't tell me you think the prank is not gonna work?!"
I whipped my hands up, "What! No I'm not worried about the prank! I just uh… I don't know. I've just been feeling strange recently. Hmm… maybe because of Aunt Kuv's case? I don't know." I shrug, "Mom and mommy have been tense. I don't even see them that much any more..."
"Wait what? You live together though."
"I know strange right? But there's nothing I can do so bah!" I stand up and stretch, "It's okay, once mom proves Aunt Kuv's innocence we're gonna go on vacation!"
"Ohh! What that sounds nice! Where are you gonna go?"
I start grinning, "Yup! We're gonna go hopefully during summer break and that's a secret! We were planning to go on a week long vacation."
"Awww I'm jealous! My mom and dad never take me anywhere."
I smirk in victory while rubbing my nose, "Heh heh heh~ be jellyyyy~"
Amber suddenly had a shocked face, "Ah! Wait our surprise."
We all look at each other before going into an all out sprint.
"I call the glitter bomb!" They both shouted at the same time as I laughed out loud.
*Asami's POV*
I honestly don't remember driving to my office. Why didn't I just go home? I don't know. So many things are just happening at once and Korra isn't responding. What the hell do I do? I can't actually ignore Miss Waters because of our contract, especially since we've solidified it… do I just have to suck it up for the next few months?
"...great."
I haven't been going home on time lately either so that also worries me… I know Han's okay since he's at Jinora and Kai's but still, I need to see my baby for longer than just an hour or two. Hell, and don't even get me started with my wife, I don't even know if she's okay! I know she called me earlier but I wanted to see her. Kiss her. Get rid of that awful aftertaste on my lips.
"Ahh…"
I touch my lips still feeling the burn from earlier. I miss this warmth… I blink before snapping out of it, slapping both of my cheeks.
"Get it together Asami!"
After a moment, I think I've finally calmed down. I've been in my office for quite some time now and have been meditating with deep breaths. I still feel shaken up… of course it's not as bad as before. I take another sip of water while mindlessly staring out the window.
I really don't understand what's happening…
"Korra…"
I let out a deep sigh knowing that I have to talk to her as soon as possible. What do I say… lost in my thoughts, I didn't hear or realize that Katara was in my office until it was too late.
I was trapped.
"Asami."
I hear her calling my name as if she was my…
"What the-" I grit my teeth wondering if I'll have to fight her off, "What the hell is your problem? What is wrong with you! I've told you again and again that I'm not interested in you!"
I know her smirk is mocking me.
"You say all of these things but I know you don't mean them. I can see it in your eyes, hear it in your voice. You want attention. You want affection. You want to be held and loved."
I feel weak as she wraps her arms around my hips. Shivers go down my spine as she whispers into my ears. "I know you want it… I want you so bad Asami," she nips my ear paralyzing my entire body.
I can't find my voice, "I- I…"
I can't fight her back as her lips are on mine again. This kiss… it's deeper, more intense than our first and I can't fight back let alone feel my body. It's numb. I fall back limp but she's keeping me steady before pushing me against my desk. I let out a subtle groan, getting lost in her clear blue eyes.
"Korra…"
April 8th, 188AG
I zip up my zipper before straightening out my dress. Not even bothering turning around, I walk out before being stopped by my arm. Without turning around I state, "Don't ever come back to my office."
"Aww don't be so cold… you know we both enjoyed last night."
"Don't."
I brush her arm off and start walking away feeling utterly ashamed of myself.
I… I can't believe I just…
By the time I get home I don't even bother locking my car and head straight to the bathroom. Ripping off my dress, I turn the shower nozzle into piping hot in hopes to burn her touch off my body.
I've committed a great sin.
The burning water is scalding and it probably doesn't help that I'm scrubbing my skin with fury. It hurts. It hurts so much and my heart feels like it's going to shatter… by the time I'm done, my skin is extremely red, sensitive and slightly bloody. Standing over the sink, I watch as the water drips down from my hair before opening the drawer for the mini first aid kit. When I opened it, I immediately noted the medical scissors and picked it up.
"..."
After a moment of staring at it, some horrible thoughts crossed my mind. I tense up, knowing that I'm over reacting and snapped out of it. "No no no no… I can't believe I just thought about…" I throw the scissors on the ground and grab my face.
I take some deep breaths before grumbling out, "I need to talk to Korra…"
I sigh and by the time I'm done, I finally check my house to see if Korra is home. Walking into our bedroom naked, I just watch the water from my hair drip down onto the floor. There was nothing to look at, she wasn't home yet.
"She said she was going to be here…"
It can't be helped, Korra's busy…
Telling myself those lines over and over again, it can't be helped. It can't be helped. It's okay. It's okay. It has become natural for me to suppress my feelings recently... grabbing arm out of discomfort, I stare at my red skin.
"What am I doing…"
Sighing yet again, I put on some loose clothes, aka, a baggy ass black hoodie and grey sweatpants. I need to pick Han up. "Ugh… where the hell is my phone!" After rummaging through my house for what felt like forever, I finally realized that it was in my car.
"Duh… way to go Asami way to go."
Once I'm in the car, I empty out my purse and probably shook it more than I should have.
"Dammit… where the hell is it."
Feeling aggravated, I toss my makeup and keys aside before slamming my purse on the seat.
"Dammit!"
I was about to rip a new one before hearing a ding from my phone. It was on the floor between the door and the driver's seat. I quickly grab it and look at my missed messages.
(07:37) Han: Mommy are you awake? You should have seen Uncle Kai's face! The glitter bomb went everywhere! He looked like a troll! XDDDD
(07:38) Han: Anyways, what time were you going to pick me up? You need to see Uncle's Kai's clothes! The glitter won't come off the floor though so Auntie Nora is a little mad…
My lips curled into a smile.
(07:38) Han: Mmmm… but I guess ur still asleep? I'll text you again in a bit, love you mommy!
I quickly frowned, That was when I was… "..." feeling dejected I looked at the next text.
(09:25) Han: You awake now mommy? I have so many things I wanna tell you and I have this great idea for my school project! Please pleaseeee let me borrow the mini flamethrower!
My brow goes up as I started texting back.
(09:31) Me: Flamethrower? What are you planning young man? Should I be concerned… I won't have to use the fire extinguisher again do I?
I waited a moment before I saw him typing a response.
(09:32) Han: Mommy you're awakeee, goooodd morning!
(09:32) Han: How was the party? When are you picking me up?
(09:33) Me: It was alright… but give me like 20, I'm heading over right now.
(09:33) Han: Okay! Love you!
(09:33) Me: Love you too.
I sigh before standing up and went inside to grab my keys. By the time I'm back in my car, I hardly recognized who I was looking at the reflection on the windshield.
"What have I done…"
It's impossible to believe that after being together and married to the best wife out there for a majority of my life, something… something like this, that, that I would sleep with someone other that Korra.
God I'm so angry at myself!
I open the door before slamming the door shut. I start my car while dialing Korra's number. "Come on come on… pick up pick up…"
It went to dial tone.
"Goddammit!"
I threw my phone somewhere on the passenger seat.
How am I supposed to face Han? I did something unforgivable. I broke my vows, my promises, and even my, my own heart. What would Korra do? What would Korra say!
Giving myself the worst and the most hateful self reflection, I had apparently made it to Jinora and Kai's place. Rubbing my nose bridge, I scavenged my car and found my phone before sending Han a text that I was here. Stepping out of my car, I leaned against it to gather my thoughts. It didn't take long for me to see Han running out of their place and come jumping into my arms.
"Mommy!"
He pretty much crashes into my arms and I give him a big kiss on the cheek and pecked him on the lips. His innocence makes me smile all the time, "I'm sorry I'm late honey!" I repeatedly his kiss forehead and hug him tightly. He smells a bit like Korra… and a bit like craft supplies?
"How was your sleep over?"
"Really fun but I missed you!" He finally looks me in the eyes but he has this weird look on his face. "What's wrong mommy? You seem a little sad…"
My mouth fell agape, I can't let him see me like this. I quickly rustle his hair, "Don't worry everything is alright kiddo! I just… well I just missed you so much too!"
"Urgh! M-Mommy… stop it's embarrassing!"
Teasing him even more, I began wrestling him slightly before kissing his face. "Aww what's wrong? You don't want my love?"
I can hear Kazuki and Amber laughing in the distance.
Han finally breaks free and takes a step back with a slight blush. "Mommy! You're embarrassing me in front of my friends!" He's adorable with that cute pout of his.
"Okay okay!" I throw my hands up in surrender, "Well, didn't you want to show me the damage you did with Kai's house?"
He perked up, "Oh yeah! Come on, come on!" He tugs at my shirt and pulls me towards the house where the other kids were at.
Looking at the innocence, I couldn't help but smile to myself. I wish I could be carefree like that…
*Korra's POV*
"No… this isn't it."
Rubbing my temples, I tossed down the newspaper article that I'm having difficulty sorting. There are just too many news reports and too many variables to take into consideration. Does gender matter? Does time matter? Age range? Immigration status? Occupation?
"Urghhh! Man I have honestly have no idea where to start!"
Tapping my finger on the desk, I started sorting out my thoughts. The reports Mako gave me, I can't seem to find any similarities. Ages range from about sixteen to mid-twenties (that I know of). The victims range from people of different races and even different occupational status like business, retail works, etc… so… what is the right pattern? Is there even one?
"Urgh! My head is killing me damn…" looking at the time, it was almost noon. "Okay… maybe I should head home now…"
Closing my notebook, I stretched my neck before thanking the librarian for her help and apologized for the mess I caused. There were a lot of newspaper articles that I left on the table. Now, normally I would put them back but I feel really miserable at the moment. Rubbing my eyes, I slapped myself awake.
"Just gotta head home and then I can crash…"
I don't recall getting home but I do remember the feeling of jumping in my bed and spirits, it was amazing. I'm not sure how long I was asleep but I roused slightly by a subtle touch. "Mmph… S-Sami...?"
I feel her rubbing my lower back.
"Sorry babe…five…more…minutes…" the bed shifts again and I'm not quite sure but I think Asami whispers something. I couldn't hear her though but her voice sounds… off? Maybe a bit sad or, or guilty? Huh? I'll have to remember to… ask her… later.
I actually woke up around five in the afternoon and honestly, I still feel tired but I've got work to do. Besides, I would rather work on the case or chill with my family than sleep at this point.
Looking left and right, I figured Asami and Han were downstairs. I quickly stretched, slightly easing the tension in my body, before getting up to take a shower. As I let the water run down my worn out body, I let out a loud groan enjoying the hot water on my skin. I probably took a long shower since I decided to gradually change the water's temperature until it was cool, which, I rarely do.
Anyways, after patting myself down with the towel, I got dressed in some comfortable sweatpants and a lightweight hoodie. Having a casual rest of the day off should be a nice breather. It should hopefully clear my mind and I could try to enjoy the rest of my Sunday.
Wait it's Sunday right?
I take a peek at the electronic calendar in our hallway which read Sunday. Cool… When I was finally at the bottom of my stairs, the first thing I noticed was my wife drinking some tea. I smiled since she hasn't noticed me yet but right when I was about to say something, Han comes running my way.
"Mommm!"
"Hey kiddo," I grinned before lifting him up with a "umph" and kissed his cheek. Setting him back down, "Whatcha up to?" I asked before glancing behind him. There was a decent mess on the dining table.
"Not much! Just testing ideas for my school project-oh! Oh oh oh! Can I please please pleaseeee use the mini flamethrower to cut some things?!"
Wait what? "Uhh… um well…" I take a glance at Asami and she gives me the "you better not" look and I gulped. "Mmh… well about that," I crouched down to look him in the eyes, "That's… probably not a good idea. I'm sure mommy said no for a reason." He pouts as I pat his head, "But, just between the two of us, I'll let use it if you let me see your project first."
His eyes were practically sparkling with that toothy smile of his, "Deal!" He runs to the table and grabs some of his stuff before running towards the workshop.
"Korra… what'd you do?"
I stand up before looking back and forth between Han and her, "Nothin… nothin at all." I walk forward and look back at Han, giving him a wink, before wrapping my arms around Asami's waist. "Hey beautiful," I peck her cheek before giving her a slightly passionate kiss.
Gotta keep it PG-13 just in case… I quickly stop kissing my wife and swear that Asami shifts uncomfortably. "Hey, what's wrong baby? You alright?"
She shrugs off my hug before rubbing her neck, "N-Nothing… I'm fine. Did you sleep well? How is your research going?"
She's deflecting… I don't want to pressure her though so I ignored her awkwardness, at least, for now. "Mmh… my nap was so and so, as for my research…" I sigh, "being completely honest, I'm stuck."
She takes another sip of tea, "How so? Maybe I can help?"
"Well… it's a long story…"
Asami prepared me a sandwich while I gave her a rundown of the theories and information I had. I gave her time to process her thoughts and just sat there, observing her face. She looks tired… but still beautiful as always. It took me a second to process that she started speaking since I was absorbed with looking at her lips.
"Hmm… maybe you should try focusing on where those people disappeared from. Not who or how, just start with where and when."
"That's… actually not a bad idea. Hmm," I lean against the counter ignoring the yelp in the background from Han dropping something. "I've been focusing on the victimology in hopes of narrowing down who the targets are to prevent them but, maybe I should focus on where it's happening because maybe it doesn't matter who…"
"It could a crime of opportunity versus a premeditation."
"You're right… I'm so dumb, maybe I've been thinking too hard. You're the best babe!" I quickly kiss her lips again getting a soft smile.
"Of course Korra, you know I always got your back."
*Asami's POV*
My wife has that bright shine in her eyes. Korra isn't even aware of me… I feel stupid. She doesn't know that I betrayed her yet she always gives me that endearing look of hers. I can't really look her in the eyes making me rub my elbow out of discomfort. I need to tell her. I have to tell her.
"K-Korra I um… I-"
"Mom! Mommy! How do I turn off the gas! The box is on fire!"
Both of our eyes snapped open and we whipped our heads towards where Han was located while simultaneously saying, "What?!"
We quickly ran over to the workshop in a panic, "When did he-"
"Woah!" Korra froze as a ball of fire puffed up.
"Korra the gas line! I'll get the extinguisher!"
"On it!"
"Han step back honey!"
After almost having a heart attack, we finally put out the fire before seriously scolding Han! He should know better to experiment with fire when he's alone. Spirits, my heart almost leapt out of my chest. Thank goodness he's alright but I frowned when Korra started laughing all the sudden.
"What's so funny Korra! Han almost got hurt!"
"Ahaha- haha, s-sorry babe! But you know, hahaha, we always make such a good team!" She has such an adorable grin on her face, "You always got my back when I'm in a pinch! We're always in sync for the randomest things so just tell me if you need some help or anything okay babe?"
I feel incredibly guilty. There is just no, no way I can tell Korra that I slept with someone else! I refuse to break her heart because she means everything to me. Besides it was just a one night stand… right? I clear my throat trying to swallow back that nauseous feeling before talking, "Yeah. We do make a great team don't we."
"Not great honey, amazing! Come on you have to admit it!"
I roll my eyes slightly before chuckling, "Okay okay, yeah we make an amazing team."
Han suddenly pounces on us for a group hug.
"Don't forget me! I love you two the most!"
Korra blinks from being slightly surprised by the randomness of the hug before kissing him on the head, "Love you too bud! Love you too Sami." She pecks my lips as well.
My cheeks feel warm, I don't know if I can break their hearts. I embraced them feeling this horrible sensation in the depth of my stomach knowing that this was just the beginning of something… something dangerous.
"I love you two the most."
April 12th, 188AG
It's been four days since I've seen Korra. It's also been four days since I slept with Katara. I… I feel like I'm at my lowest again. It's been awhile since I've felt this way. I don't know what to do. Every time I try to talk to Korra, she's always busy and I feel bad pulling her away from work.
Work…
That's actually my current savior because work is the only thing that's keeping me sane. The only downside, of course, is that I'm spending more time with Katara. We haven't actually really talked since that night but I know she's giving me those looks. That smug look of pride and lust.
I feel cornered. Hollow. Like I'm living in a false fantasy. A fantasy where I am trapped in this vortex of heat and desire. A place where I can't reach my family. My son. My wife. They are nowhere to be found and the love of my life can no longer see me. No matter how many times I scream out to her, reach out for her through this tight cage, she's busy saving the world.
I can't catch up.
But then...that rare moment when lightning strikes me, giving me a boost to catch up, Korra is down. She's down and needs help so what else can I do? I have to help her. Even if I have so much to say, I have to give her that push. I love her. I love her more than my well being so I will always give her anything she needs even if it's my sanity. She always looks back at me. With her beautiful clear and caring eyes, she looks at me.
However, she can't see the dark shadows that's creeping behind me.
I am chained down by those brilliant cyan eyes. Her eyes are so fierce, determined and full of hope. So much hope that it's blinding and I stop it. I send her off with a reassuring smile before being swallowed up by the darkness.
"Asa…mi… Asami!"
I blink coming back to my senses. I can't forget that this is the last formal gathering we'll be attending until the proposal's finished.
"What do you want?" I say in a more tried toned than wanted.
She gasps as if she's offended, "Do I have to want something to just be by your side?" She steps in to my personal space, "I know you must be going through many conflicted feelings however know this, our fun will end once our project is over. So why don't we just enjoy each other's company while it lasts?"
I feel her slide a piece of plastic, which I assume is a hotel key, into my hand. I look at it and it confirmed my thoughts, "Miss-"
"Katara please."
"... Katara, look. That night was a mistake and I won't-"
She shushes me with her finger on my lips, "Just come. I promise you it'll be a night to remember."
Before I can rebuttal, she's already gone. Rubbing my temples I couldn't help but let out a heavy sigh feeling defeated. "Korra… I can't-" I blink back my tears, afraid of what I've become.
I can't fight back.
*Han's POV*
Balancing a pencil on my nose, I tip it and back forth before it drops onto my desk. Letting out a puff of air, I grabbed it and started twirling it in my hand. It was lunch time and Amber and Kazu left to the bathroom together so I'm alone. Normally, I wouldn't care but I'm trying to tune out the gossip that my classmates are chatting on about.
Apparently, Jimmy is taking some time off from school. There were rumors and the whole school is basically talking about how his parents are getting a devorce. I don't get what that means but I asked mom about it the other day and she said that's when two married people don't love each other anymore.
Which means… Jimmy won't be with his parents everyday anymore.
I frown at the thought of that, mommy and mom have been kind of distant but, I know they're both busy with work so there's no reason for me to worry…yet, I can't shake that thought off. I don't know what I would do if I can't be with both mommy and mom. I love them so much that I hate thinking about it yet poor Jimmy.
Maybe I should talk to him…
Before I could think about how to do so, my phone buzzes. It was mommy.
(12:13) Mommy: Hey bud, I'm sorry to bug you again but I'll be out late tonight so can you crash over at Amber's?
(12:13) Mommy: I already texted Korra to let her know and Opal will pick you two up when class is over. Love you the most!
I frown. Again… mommy's been so busy recently as well that I haven't seen her much either… boo…
(12:14) Me: Ok got it but don't work too hard mommy! Love you too~
I put my phone away when Amber and Kazu came back. Although, Amber came running in first while saying, "Mama just told me you were staying over today!
I make a crooked grin and laughed slightly, "Looks like it! Mommy said she was gonna be out late again because of her meeting." I quickly stretch out, "Ugh but oh! I think mom is close to cracking Aunt Kuv's case!"
They quickly both sat down like they were about to watch a movie with their lunch and snacks, "And and?!"
Suddenly feeling a sense of pride, I puffed out my chest, "Mom's superrrrrr close! I think she's gonna solve it in a week! She just needs to get more evidence and it'll be smooth sailing." I say while moving my arms outward like a wave.
Amby is excitedly stomping her feet, "Yes yes yes! I can't wait!"
Kazu on the other hand looks amazed while quietly clapping his hands, "Wow Auntie Korra sure is amazing!"
Rubbing my nose smugly, "I know!"
Amber took a bite of her sandwich and chewed a bit before speaking, "Anfyways… canf yourf harlp"
I clear my throat before sliding my milk forward.
She swallows hard before taking a sip of it, "Thanks. Can you help me with my project? I'm struggling to put together the base to my food flavorer."
My brow went up, "Your what?"
"Food flavorer!" She repeats in a more dramatic voice, "It's this cool gun thing that's gonna shoot out flavors on anything you want! Like nacho cheese flavor on your hotdog or your pasta!"
Both Kazu and me cringed, "Nacho cheese on pasta?"
"Yeah and there's other flavors too like caramel, hot cheetos, cinnamon toast crunch and corn!"
We're both kind of speechless. They're all weird flavors but then...why corn? It's so… so plain. "Corn? Why corn?"
Her eyes are practically sparkling, "Why not!"
"I mean… I guess…but sure yeah, I'll check it out for you then."
She threw up her arms in the air, "Yess! Score!"
I take back my milk and take a sip, "Well… how's your project going Kazu?"
"Mmm…" he shuts his eyes and thinks before saying, "The plans for my wingsuit is done and I just need to make it now."
Now but Amber and I are shocked, "Wingsuit?!"
"Yeah, I'm making a design so that normal clothes can be adapted with wingsuit possibilities because you never know if you have to jump out of a plane or off a cliff."
Both Amber and I grab each other's hands, "So morbid!"
"Yeah! Wait what- when are we gonna be chilling at a cliff of plane?!"
He shrugs, "Precautions."
I start laughing with my brow twitching from shock, "You guys are sure something."
Amber backs off and goes to Kazu's side, "Oh yeah! What are you making then huh!"
I smirk before crossing my legs in victory, "A mini functional car."
"What!?" They both got closer, "You mean like a toy car or car car?"
Humming in pride, "A car car."
"No wayyyyy!"
"Does it work yet! You gotta let us drive it!"
Waging my finger in their faces, "Tch tch tch, you have to wait for it young padawans. Genius takes time and I still need to assemble the parts together. Then I just gotta give it a test drive before you can get behind the wheel."
Amber pouts while grumbling, "Fine I call first dibs then!"
Kazu quickly joins her, "I-I call second!"
I close my eyes while grinning, "Deal!"
April 20th, 188AG - *Korra's POV*
I think I got it…
Making one last mark in my notebook, I finally see my path. That bar… it is indeed a facade for human trafficking. I leaned back in my chair feeling astonished while rubbing my mouth as I look at the stack of newspapers before me. It's hard to believe the words I just thought.
"Damn… seriously?"
I scratch my head not believing my work. I had a hunch but only that. I wasn't thinking (well I was) that I would actually be correct. The Nakamura's bar has been around for a long time so I nor anyone else would connect the dots unless something triggered it… in this situation Kuvira's case (and well, my perseverance).
The disappearances of people for several of these cases all point out to it somehow being related to this bar. At first sight, the victims disappeared into thin air but if you take a closer look, they all have been seen nearby or within a mile radius of this location.
"How the hell did the RCPD miss this?" Letting out a sigh I tossed my planner onto the table, "I need to meet up with Mako. We have to stop them as soon as possible." I blinked before realizing something. I started digging through the stacks of paper for my phone and noticed that Asami hasn't text or called me. Strange… she usually sends me a text… she must be busy.
I stand up and grab my paper cup to go grab another cup of coffee. Spirits I love this library and their free cheap coffee. I start dialing Mako's number and it rang a few times as I tucked my phone between my cheek and shoulder while pouring myself some caffeine.
"Hello? Korra what's up?"
Ripping a packet of sugar, "Hey Mako, I got some good news. I figured it out!"
"Wait you did? For what again?"
I roll my eyes, "Kuvira's case duh."
"Oohh, what?! No way."
"Yeah yeah, I know strange right but hear me out. When are you free? I have a lot of explaining to do and this one runs deeper than you think."
I could hear some taping in the background before he responds, "I just cleared my schedule so come to my office now. I'm sick of this being dragged on and I'm sure Kuvira is sick of prison food."
I start chuckling, "Yeah she does have a classy palette after all. Okay, just give me a sec. I'm gonna wrap up my work here and then head over."
"Alright, I'll be waiting."
"See you soon."
"Later."
I made it to Mako's office within the hour and was surprised to see that Chief Beifong had shifted this meeting into the Co-Ops Room. Well, Kuvira is her niece in-law so I can't blame her. No one messes with the Beifong's. There were only three detectives present but I recognized all of their faces. The "elite" of the elite you can say.
"And with these evidence and facts, I've come to the conclusion that Nakamura's bar is the operation center for human trafficking. I've tried doing a background check on this Al guy but no luck. From my visits to the bar, I've discovered that his name is Alphonse and he seems to originate from the Southern Earth Kingdom."
I pace over to the picture I took of him on the projector, "Not to mention he has a particular feature from the Sand Dune Bandits," I point at the hidden scar behind his ear, "This was a pain to take but it confirmed my suspicions. His accent may be sort of gone but this is a scar that no sand bandit can hide. They are bound to their oaths and brotherhood after all."
There was a moment of silence as they let the information soak in. But after a moment, Chief Beifong was the first to speak, "Good work Esquire Sato. We will begin our operation to-"
"If I may Chief," I interrupt while bowing politely, "I know this is against protocols however, I must insist that you allow me to participate in this sting operation. This means a lot to me just as yourself and I can carry myself well as you know." I stand tall, showing that I'm not backing down.
"I understand Esquire Sato however-"
"Please. Chief. I swore to Kuvira that I would see this through the end with her and I have spent more time on this case than anyone combined. I can't rest until I put a stop to them myself and, you can use me. I have been familiarizing with them for quite some time so it'll be easier than to risk alerting them with a new officer."
Chief Beifong had this bitter look on her face and remained silent in thought.
There was tension in the room before Mako stood up and bowed to the Chief, "With all respect Chief, I think Korra would be the most suited person for this operation. She knows the procedures, information and is well trained for combat. There is no better person for this operation."
A sturdy man taps the table before leaning back in his chair, "Hotman's right you know Chief. It's only a matter of time before the Nakamura's decide to cut off their tails. According to our missy's research, they've cooled down their operations by laying low. I'm sure it's only a matter of time they hide for good. Kuvira Beifong's case has really brought them unwanted attention."
"Lieutenant Lee…"
Chief Beifong started tapping her forearm thinking long and hard. "Alright. You win. I'll allow you in on this case Esquire Sato. However, we will do things my way when the time comes for the arrest."
I grin before bowing respectfully, "Thank you Chief."
Chief Beifong stands up and claps her hands together, "Alright get to work everyone. This case is now at the top of our priority list and we will bring justice for those who were unable to save. Captain Faustino, you are in charge and I trust you will do a thorough job."
"Yes Ma'am!" Mako and the other officers including Korra salutes as the Chief left the room.
Gripping my fist in determination, I turn towards Mako. "I'll be in your care Mako, it's time to end this."